DTN Podcast | Jim Alstott Ep. 56 The Kundalini Awakening That Changed Everything | Michele Blood

On your host Jim All-Staten here, gifted souls step up to the mic sharing their spiritual

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Let's go. Welcome back. This is the Drop the Needled Podcast, and I'm your host Jim All-Staten. And my guest today has spent decades proving that what you sing to yourself, changes you faster than anything you've ever read.

She's a Kundalini Awakendemistic, the creator of musication, and one of the most quietly radical voices in the consciousness space. Please welcome Michelle Blood. Welcome Michelle. Did I Jim, right to be here?

Oh, thank you for making time for us. I know, especially in your schedule or with your schedule, it's just not, so thanks again. This is great. I've been looking forward to this so much because there's so many things. So just to give you a little idea, and you could probably tell from her accent that she's

not from Queens, she's from Australia, but Michelle's background, she was a rock singer. I mean, like sold out shows, rock singer all over the world, and she made a big right turn in everything that she was what she started from as far as her career is concerned to where she is today, and it's really, really cool. So I had told Michelle before we started that I really wanted to just dive in because I

have so many questions.

“And I think that they're important, and I want everyone to know about her.”

So you were a rock singer, like I said in Australia, and that was your identity. Your whole creative world before the accident. When you started writing affirmation songs in a hospital bed, was any part of you grieving the artist you used to be or did the accident free you from that identity? I grieved because I thought if I couldn't walk again properly, how was I going to be

the entertainer that I was, because I was all over the place, cartwheels jumping on top of speakers, getting bumped into the drum kit, you know, saxophone and then, you know.

So yeah, that part of me, I was quite depressed, which I'd never really felt depressed

before, when you're in physical agony like I was, it's pretty hard to feel happy. Yeah. Well, 100% and I tell people that, so I've dealt with chronic pain before and pain from acute or, you know, injuries that occur. But I've told people many times, pain changes you, I don't care who you are.

When you have that pain, it changes who you are at your core at your soul and it's 100% right.

“I think what I was wondering is probably less on the physical, but more thinking, spiritual”

or emotional, because I guess I just put myself in your shoes, right? There's an emotional pivot that takes place from, I'm not going to be able to do this anymore, from rock singer to healer, you know what I mean? So that's kind of where I was going with that, but what's interesting, I want to talk about your, the affirmations that came from that, and when you started from that hospital

bed. Can you tell everybody about that? Yes. Absolutely. It was, it's, when I recalibrate, so to speak, my life, it's really quite fascinating

to me how it works, spiritually, the things that I know now that I didn't then, because as you said, I was in my bubble, because I've been, I've been professional singers since I was five. So yeah, yeah, it was really fascinating, when I started the affirmations songs, because

I always had a little cassette with me, to sing a song down if I had a song idea, so you

So ideas, yeah. Yeah, exactly. Thank you, Mick Jagger, for teaching me that, but anyway, and so I was listening to, people

were putting on these positive motivational things, which I never heard of, didn't care

about. That wasn't in my world or my trajectory at all. But Napoleon Hill's book, Thinking Grey Rich, I didn't care about the book, I couldn't turn it off. I hated people putting on that stuff on, because when you're feeling like that, you don't

want to, someone coming in and look like they're fighting daisies, they're so happy. Right. Yeah, because you're not in that frequency at all. So anyway, but when Napoleon Hill, in Think of Grey Rich, talked about his song, who was born deaf, and how he used auto suggestion.

And there was just, you know what I mean, Jim, when he's something for the first time, and you know you've just heard something that's true.

“So I just knew, I knew that that's what I had to do.”

So I just started doing an affirmation. I am healed. I know I am. I love myself. I am my friend, because he said, you have to stay in the now. It has to be emotionalized. And I couldn't emotionalize it because I was in traction in a hospital bed, waiting for the next, the next, the next operation. But that couple of weeks after that, I had an epiphany, a definite spiritual epiphany, which changed my life.

And it was like, you can't get a song out of your head, because I had written and sung

jingles, which I never told anyone except the band, because I thought that would be

an uncool, but because it was it. Well, because, well, they didn't care, you know, you need a new drum kit, Michelle or Michelle or do a jingle. But I knew that advertising agency spent so much money on jingles, just this smart. You can't get a jingle out of your head, which is why Australians eat veggie, and everyone else in the world hates it.

So I started singing. I am healed. I know I am. I love myself. I am my friend. I'm not warmed

“up. But anyway, that's what I did. That was beautiful. And you can tell me that was”

awesome. I started singing it over and over again onto a cassette. And that is how it happened.

I never ever, Jim, had any intention of writing it for other people, because they're

just little affirmation songs for my own healing and consciousness, because it worked. So when I got out of the hospital, my friend and I, we went into a little eight tracks to the X. I was used to like 72 tracks studios. Be according. This is like a little, no, actually it was a 16 tracks studio. Yeah. And just started writing all these affirmations, just for me and my band, because I said,

if this worked so well to heal me and get me into such a positive state of mind, imagine what we can do. The band could go huge. We could really go far if we, if we're all super

“super positive. So that's how it happened. But then the media found out about it. And then”

they started asking me to sing at these big events. And that I didn't want to do, but it was really good money. So I told my band, I'm going to, I'm going to, I'm going to tour Australia with these people, depac, chopper, Wanda, you guys have a herd of them. Yeah. No, I haven't heard of them. I hadn't heard of them. But they, they'll, they'll pay me so much money. I said, yes, I had no intention of stopping my band at that stage.

But that sort of like the impetus of how it, how it all changed my direction. Is that? And yeah, it was fascinating. You know, so that's, that's interesting from, you know, how some of the the greatest inventions in our world today were accidental. You know, like, the post-it notes, that was an accident that you and it's one of the best inventions ever. And I guess I kind of look at it that way with what was going on with you that that was

something that was world changing. And you weren't trying to do that. You were just trying to stop hurting. Exactly. I'm wondering what it feels like for you decades later to know that your greatest contribution to the world came out of the worst moment of your life. And then you had no idea what's happening. I find it fascinating. I don't get amazed any more because I've experienced so many things since then. But I found life and the way things happen

in a hundred percent happens. And someone once said to me, well, do you think your life would have

“changed if you hadn't had the car accident? And I said, yes, I do. I think I was destined to get into”

spirituality and mysticism. I don't think anything could have stopped me from that. I think I just needed some sort of wake-up call. Maybe it could have just been a book I read, but it hadn't to be a horrific car accident. Well, we have right, all right. It would have been easier if it were a book, right? Yeah, knock, knock, knock. There. Yeah, I'm going to take in that over the accident, that's just me. So with, you know, I promised myself I didn't want to talk a lot about the accident,

only from the standpoint that I'm sure at some point you get tired of talking about it, too, but that that NDE situation, you know, and you and I talked, oh, gosh, I guess it's a month or so ago now.

“Yeah. Yeah, to do our, the pre-show call. And we were talking about the, the book. And that was”

just like, hey, normally I do research, but you know, I'm writing a book. If you write in the book, yeah, 35 and I was like, oh, my god. So I apologize to of course, but, you know, I had, I had mentioned in that I have that in my book about NDE's and what that does to people in often times, they come back with a completely different perspective on life in general and how they're going to live life. And the things that we're worried about are not the things we need to worry about. Was that something

that was going on with you during that time, too? Oh, I was, I was absolutely in such gratitude for life itself. I noticed colors better, smells. I mean, I just fell in love with the world,

with nature, with everything. I was just in absolute. I'd always been a happy person, but this was

beyond happy. I was just in love with life, which took me on my, really is what took me on my spiritual journey and working with Bob Proctor all those years in Malaysia together that also helped me because he gave me great advice. He said, you are having all these spiritual experiences and you're talking about your heart glow and I'm just in love with everything. He said, you need a teacher and in light and teacher. And I had never really thought of that because I didn't know they existed,

because I thought there's yoga and under swammy mucked and under there, left the body, there's Jesus, the Christ. I didn't, there was mother centuries of a villa, I'd read all their books, I'd started reading all their books. And I didn't realize that there would be in light and teachers

always at some stage on the planet. So I went searching for 14 years. I went to Japan 27 times.

Every time, every time someone said, there's an enlightened teacher over here on Taiwan or in India or I would go and look for one. And eventually, the teacher and the student end up meeting

“eventually. Yes. That's what happened, you know. And so it was that story a while at that point.”

Oh, Stuart Wilde was ended up being, I ended up touring with him with D-pack and we ended up being such great buddies, good mates as we say in Australia. And I was, I conversed with him and talked with him and all over the world until he left the body, you know, few years ago. So he was, he was, he was not as an enlightened teacher that's Stuart Wilde. Okay. Yeah. He was from our conversation. You had mentioned him in how impactful he was on your life. And I was just wondering if that was

what you were referring to. Yeah. No, that's okay. No, my teacher was a woman. I met in America and her spiritual name is Kundalini. And I went off the grid for 14 years when I met her. I stopped all social media. I stopped all concerts. I just just studied, meditated, got totally into it until eventually I had my own awakening. And then she stopped teaching and then I started teaching.

Never, ever, ever, Jim, I never, ever for one moment thought I would awaken. But I loved

“meditating and I could feel the tingles when she meditated with us on the top of my head. My”

eyes start watering and and it was just incredible. And she's like 10 years younger than me. At the time, no, she still 10 years younger. But I don't love that. That's so good. She was better younger than her now. Yeah, you're right, exactly. But the joy of meditation and being able to still your mind because I don't care, people, people want to make meditation and spirituality complicated and it's not. It's not. You know, I'm high in mighty kiss my feet.

Backer off. Backer off. Yeah. Right. Well, that's ego. That's the whole thing that is like so flies in the face of all of these things that we're talking about that you, there's like a class

“distinction between you. No, I'm enlightened. You're not. And you're looking down at you.”

Stand behind me. You're not in my line, you know. Oh, that's it. I don't know. I don't know. But this this lady feels with joy and irreverence and cursing. And I sent to a one day when we were in Egypt because we traveled to a lot of different places. I said, I can't believe how blessed I am and lucky I am. I whatever happened, I'm from rock and roll. So we curse. We do these. We do that. And you are like the perfect teacher and I taught how long I'd been looking for a

teacher. It's you went, how convenient for you. You're welcome. It's basically. Yeah. Yeah.

I'm going to open my door to you. Wow. Wow. But it's like kiss. I say, keep it simple and spiritual. And and then if you can keep everything simple and spiritual, not, not, not, not kiss kiss kiss. Well, then your life will have meaning and joy. And you won't be judging other people or thinking you're better than someone else. Everyone has enlightenment within them. It's just this. You've got a beautiful diamonds and it's just clogged. That's all. It's just clogged. Yeah.

And meditation and finding a spiritual teacher and reading different things and and like I used to love what Bob used to say Bob Proctor would say, you know, jump over the Teribaria. Just do it scared and you're coming to the land of creativity and freedom. And then your fears that are usually irrational will be left behind. You won't be interested in going down political

rabbit holes and everything like people are right now. You know, it's just, there's always

going to be crap going on on this planet. There always has been and you can't, it's still go down those rabbit holes. And unfortunately, I love the internet. Don't get me wrong, but unfortunately, people can go down those rabbit holes so easily with you, Cher. Yeah. And not. I'm one of those people. No. I am. Because I try to stay away from like news, like

“network news, because I just think it's a bunch of clickbait crap quite honestly.”

No offense to any news people out there. I, you know, everybody has their thing. But it's it's almost intentional to feed fear. And I don't, I just don't care for it. But anyway, that's me. I think it's bad news, bad news sells. And they, and they know that. So I mean, if you really need to know something, the way the universe works, someone will let you know. You'll find out somehow. Yes, it'll come to you. It'll come to you. It'll come to you. Yeah. You know, in a lot of

different forms that will come to you. Yeah. I mean, here I am in the mountains of California in this gorgeous quiet. No one leaves here. Just how I wanted it. And an ex-boyfriend who I absolutely adored, who was in a huge band in Australia called the Eurocglitis, he passed away yesterday. I don't watch the news, right? He, it's sad. But it's, it's just what I'm saying is someone texted me that I hadn't heard from for 15 years. I don't even know how they got my phone number

to let me know. I'm just saying if something happens and you're supposed to know, you'll know, you'll know. And it was, it was lovely because then I could pray for him, which I love to do. I

thing to do to help them go through that stargate. Right. Oh, that's, you, you had brought up

“a few different things that I want to talk about, which is so cool. I regret, I'm glad you did that.”

So I want to go back really quickly if I can, because there are some people that are familiar with Kundalini awakening and some that aren't. And I know that you, you actually wrote about it

and was it stop thought that you, that you, that you have that, you know, that first person

account of going through the awakening, which is what we were talking about when we're on the phone because I, yeah, my, my book is about my awakening and I bring it through a tongue-in-cheek comedic. Mostly, that's because I'm, that's a coping mechanism for me still. Is to to laugh or make fun of myself. But the Kundalini awakening, can you describe that a little bit

“from what you experience, it doesn't have to be the definition necessarily. But what happened to you?”

Absolutely. Absolutely. Well, as I said, I was with my teacher all those years and I started having a flash and I didn't know, it's that I didn't know it's the beginning of the stargate. Jesus talked about it, actually. He talked about, you know, the needle. You have this little dot of light and you start seeing when you're meditating and then when your thought is completely stopped, well, you get a flash. It's actually the beginning of the stargate. No, I didn't know that

because she, she didn't talk about that part of her awakening with us as students, but it was just

incredible and then I would wait. I would not, I would meditate until I had a flash every day after

that and then eventually what happened was it was a Saturday morning and I was meditating and all of a sudden this huge buzz. I can't explain people say it sounds like bees, but I don't think it sounded like bees to me. Just this, this tunnel and sort of like almost like the television show stargate, but not like round around around just straight ahead and you're going faster than the speed of light, your consciousness and that's the first time and I ended up being in what

looked like because there's no thought going or otherwise you'd end up backing your body. Just I could see 360 degrees around me and it looked like I was in a universe just in space and as soon as I realized where I can see everywhere, oh, jump straight back into my body. So when that happens at the base of the spine, there's this Kundalini, everybody has it and we have a long out our spine, our actual physical spine, we have an ethereal spine called the Sushumna and that is blocked and that

is blocked and the shark race lie against that except of course the third eye in the crown shark or that's different and my heart chakra as I was talking earlier, I felt this heart glow, I was talking about with my purpose and that was because my heart chakra had already been

“partially activated through this car accident, through what I was doing and so that's why it”

felt like that because it feels like you know like Rumi, if you get any of Rumi's poetry, there's a you know I feel like you like a birdy my chest where no one can see it but may fluttering, you know and that's what it feels like when your heart chakra starts to become activated and so that means that Sushumna is starting to get cleared because the Kundalini energy is tiny cells of vibration scrubbing, scrubbing, that's the Sushumna clear. So when you have a Kundalini rush,

it doesn't mean you're awakened, it just means you're going to go through that stargate

god willing because it's incredible and every time you come back into your body you're different,

you're changed and so I went through the stargate for months before I had a full awakening, it was just absolutely incredible and I went through a stargate and then I'd go through a different dimension and then another stargate until eventually there was a lot and then you start hearing when you're awake you start hearing whistling and I started thinking that the electricity in the wall there was something wrong or I had ten nighters or something. Yeah right right. Yeah but it's

Even though that's nice to still the mind but that's what I started hearing and so I could meditate listening to both like the middle of my that's interesting. Yeah I'd listen I'd listen to listen to it to meditate it helped me meditate and then I would go into Samarri and when you go into Samarri it's beyond any sort of meditation you can never imagine. It's beyond the stargate it is when everything is gone and you are just literally one with your divine presence and you

end up coming out of that knowing things you never knew before. It's it's intense it's incredible

it's humbling because the more you experience the infinite the more you realize you know nothing.

“Right yeah well that's why I when I was talking to somebody about the section my book talking about”

the the questioning where you're they're the seeking or when you're when actually when you're questioning everything and I said the funny thing about it is that one question and then the answer led to another ten which led to another ten and it just kept building and building and building

until it was just like almost a surrender were you okay I get it I don't know shit okay I'll stop

whatever you want to give me and tell me teach me I'm here to listen yeah that's that's why the Zen masters have the coins because eventually eventually it's like I don't know

“the answer to that so they keep it's like Yana yoga which is a really hard way to become enlightened”

because the mind can then want to keep questioning and the whole idea of course as you know is to come to there is no answer to that question said that the mind will stop or it's all

about stopping thought and the zen way of teaching is so complicating keep it simple zen guys

well you know what and so the funny thing about it is I and I mentioned this before we even started simple is my friend because simple means that I don't get lost it's it's not convoluted there are different areas of interpretation it's just it's just a feel then and it's not just a feeling it is you feel that there's a presence in a whole our holistic feeling of what's going on what's happening and I prefer that and I am simple and I know I'm okay with that but

“it's just I think it's a it's a great existence so I wanted to touch on a couple of things”

that you mentioned the shushamna in my pronouncing that correctly yeah shushamna shushamna the energy so that's an energy channel that goes along the spine or it's parallel okay it's it's part of the part of the ethereal body okay and the reason I ask is because I don't I don't necessarily have a mentor like that I'm mind's more of a DIY type of thing where I'm going okay what is that what is that and then asking the question

of myself to to say what am I feeling and I usually look for some sort of body feeling so where I wanted to go with that is you said that you left multiple times to go to the star gate and you said that that was like a clearing out of the shushamna each time you went was is that like part of it where it has to kind of I wanted to say burn it away or burn it off and that sounds violent but it's just like that the clearing of the but you know what I mean

right it's like that melting away yeah it's it's the blockages blockages in the shushamna for the shakras are all closed if someone says to you like a massage person oh I can feel that your your shakras are blocked of course they are yeah you can't unblock a a shakra through anything except meditation or finding a teacher that will transmit that light so as they

it is attracting the Kundalini to come up the spine and it's it's like everything that's

“ever been taught about career yoga career yoga was simply allowing you to remember that both”

nostrils have to be clear because along the physical body there's two physical spine there's two nerves the idler and the pingala and people have had some horrible Kundalini rushes that they feel like they're going insane because the idler and the pingala nerves are blocked because they're only breathing through one nose most people only do breathe through one nostril I was I was going there I knew exactly what you meant to me she's she's wonderful

look I just got two noses and everything yeah now I got you I was with you yeah so when you have a Kundalini rush that means that you have managed through hard work

“don't if anyone tells you that meditations easy they're selling you something it's not”

it's so eventually what happens is but it's worth it it's worth all the effort because it's

incredible so the Kundalini is rushing up through the physical spine there's your shumna

clearing away and then it just it goes through your third eye which is in the middle of the brain it's not here it's the middle of the brain where it looks sort of like a swan the brain. Yeah exactly exactly and then it just you go out through there and you go through the stock again but then when you come back it the Kundalini comes down again you you don't have it had a full awakening yet but yes it has cleared a lot of the shumna says that the other shockers can become activated

because they all have to be activated for you to have an awakening. So you had mentioned the the thoughts stopping and the that you can't have an awakening until your thoughts stop right is that what you did I get that correctly okay hey exactly wonderful wonderful so this is my question on that because I've been meditating not nearly as long as you but I've been meditating for about six years and I'll tell you what it is one of the best ways that I can think of to

start my day every single day and it doesn't have to be some extravagant you know three-hour meditation it just is my intention and it just starts my day and so one of the things that is brought up through a variety of teachers out there are a number of teachers out there is the fact

“that they'll say thoughts come in like clouds and they pass through you recognize them and I think”

even Ram Das was saying yeah that thought's never really that that voice never really stops and

necessarily but it'll slow down and that's because he took too much acid well yeah yeah well I was just gonna say that there are times when I have a lot of thoughts coming in and there are times when the thoughts stop and you'd mention that little light I've had that happen a couple of times and it startedling it started with me and it that me right out of it and then thought started rolling in so I'm wondering from your perspective what does it actually feel like when those thoughts stop and I'm

not slows stop stops by the way I've just got to say I am loving this conversation people don't want to go deep we're not going complicated we're keeping it simple but we're still going deeply into what people there's somebody closet mystics you know that they don't want to tell the world what they're really interested in because they think everyone's going to call them will who will but it's a compliment so it's like that I'll say that they used to say

the blondes the lights are on but nobody's home and now now you can say thank you I've been meditating yes yes and I made my late off went when thoughts stop you become it's that's an interesting question what does that feel like it it's total peace and joy combined like it's huge love bubble where there's no thought but you're just immersed and you you see

have thoughts rambling around in your head all the time which your thoughts do stop all the time

“eventually unless you need it because what happens yeah what happens is you you no longer think of”

the past and you no longer think about the future you live literally in an eternal moment and when you live in an eternal moment there's no fear anymore you are not I'm not talking about irresha I'm talking about any sort of fear except of course you're not going to go into the lines than if they hungry I'm not talking about that still still look both ways when you cross the road but but you you don't even realize and as the shark was as you have more and more of

those moments have just did that flash of light yeah the first flash of light I had scared the crap

out of it yeah I know it was like whoa what was that but eventually you realized well I'm not

“afraid of the things I used to be afraid of and you find that you don't complain anymore because when”

people complain it's because they want to block what they're afraid of because people don't want to look at their dark side their gray side their shadows they don't want to look at that they'd rather complain about someone or something and I say to people if you're complaining just stop for a moment and ask yourself am I afraid of losing something that I've got or am I afraid of not getting something that I want because when you complain or when you watch too much

TV or something you're blocking your light and that's a bummer that's a bummer because it's because you have a light you don't want to block that beauty because when you start to realize it's like you just even you look at your little finger and you're amazed at how gorgeous it is yeah yeah yeah it's like what I get dressed every day it's like I look at my little my tiny little body and I'm short as well just a tiny little thing I am and

I look at it like a little divine Barbie doll what will I dress her in you don't look at you don't look at yourself is it like a person anymore or you know it's just fun it's fun to be enjoying the human experience really be you become more human when you awaken because you enjoy humanity more you enjoy the human experience more it's just absolutely rocks your world yeah that's such a wonderful description about all of that it just really paint a nice picture

and so I'm thinking about the meditation again if you talk about thoughts stopping and of course this is one of those instances where I say one question leads to 10 more and I'm like on my head I've got I wonder how this connects but I know that you said something that I don't hear very often and it's don't meditate focusing only on the crown chakra and so and that surprises a lot of people because they say I have to open my crown chakra to let everything in so

I wonder what what actually happens energetically when someone bypasses that the the lower centers and they push right up right on through right up to the top which is your your crown chakra and they eliminate all of the lower to mid chakra I love you Jim what a great question wow I'm kissing you even though we're not in person not what for that question okay this is it if you don't have an enlightened teacher who's actually looking after the students to make sure

they don't have a weird spiritual experience right the Kundalini the Kundalini energy is powerful

“it's powerful and you have to be careful warning will Robinson love it”

security security and so what happens is there have been people that have just meditated on the crown chakra and have had if they've done it for hours every morning they can have the Kundalini awakened but then they get really ill especially if the

insane asylum because they've gone crazy because they've just focused there and I mean it's very

“rare if you didn't have an awakening from just focusing on your crown chakra but it's dangerous”

because if you do it successfully the other chakra's all have to be I don't believe in meditating on lower shakras ever you know it's like you all of a sudden the postman looks good right right no it can make people really horny and you don't want to be horny all day well distracting I suppose yeah yeah no I I used to try to meditate on my navel chakra

but because my heart chakra was already slightly activated I just always went there

because it's along the spine though it's actually there but you feel like it's there and then the throat chakra is really good to meditate on because then you can get that nectar from

“from the gland in the middle of the brain and that nectar comes down and that changes everything”

and then the third eye of course but sometimes you can't help yourself if you're getting a lot of tingling on the crown chakra if you are going to meditate on the crown chakra just visualize light is like tiny rain drops of gold and light shredding through from above that's a safer way

to eat if you are if you can't help yourself and it's just tingling and you're just focusing

there because you're feeling the tingling will just visualize it coming down through the crown chakra and then coming out of your heart chakra and just visualize light is going around you 360 degrees clockwise and then it's just filling the room and then it's going down through the body and this is a really good way of healing your body too and it's releasing anything that doesn't belong in your body so that way what the the ethereal body will feel the cancer cells will feel

everything first if you can make sure that your ethereal body through meditation then your your body doesn't get ill it's incredible how it works I've seen miracles happen everywhere around the world

through people learning these techniques and doing them themselves should I always have to have a

teaching you can do this yourself everyone has power within them to create and manifest and heal we all have that power we all have enlightenment within us and we have angels and if you you know I've just finished after two and a half years a prayer app which has morning meditations and prayers for angels and you know people just love it absolutely love it and I've turned it into a book now too I'll just give it a little plug true prayer app.com you can get a free you can get a free

prayer every day and I have that actually now that you you mentioned it because I have your other I have two of your other apps oh okay yeah I love doing we love doing the apps I think they're great it's so convenient by the way I'm sorry that that was that was not intended to be a plug it was on the I was thinking why have I heard that word I've heard that because I've seen it

“that's why yeah that's why so I'm I want to ask you something and I think it might be cool”

connect it a little bit the mystical experience activation that I've heard about now that's the a transmission or a light activation that you you conduct these mystical experiences or mystical experience activation at your summits or retreats and things of that nature right and there's it done typically during live settings yeah I've got one happening in April in La Roya down in La Roya curve in a beautiful beautiful Mary about that oh yeah and then

every week I put on I've got students or called the members or students from the mystical experience.com and some of them have been with me forever for years and they're having their own awakenings and they're from all over the world and that the nicest fun people and we have these zooms and then I also do every two weeks I do a freeze zoom to the public and teach them about Kundalini awakening and I transmit light and do prayers we do affirmation songs and we just had a

serious about it the best way to teach people is to have them laughing and joking because then they're

“not thinking then they're enjoying themselves and they're more yeah they're open more open to”

experience what is being transmitted as we joke around and talk and it's it's it's beautiful it's beautiful and I just I just I've met these people that they're so family now you know and it's like anyone it comes anyone I made I adore I can't help myself because all I'm communicating with is the light within them and if someone's suffering and they're not happy or they seem negative I don't say to people oh don't be around those people they're suffering have compassion

don't don't judge people because you don't know where they're being or what's going on you know sometimes sometimes people are just natural ourselves I must admit but you know some humans are quite tricky but I've lived and worked all over the world and everybody is the same

“everybody wants to be on purpose they want to be loved they want to they want to look after”

their loved ones they want to do things that give them purpose and bring them happiness everyone's the same it doesn't matter what your culture is so this conversation today I just adore it I adore it I adore it well you know I gotta tell you I probably got at least seven more topics I'd love to hit but I know we're we're running out of time but can I ask you one more question before we go into the musical so absolutely absolutely wonderful so there is something that

I I saw that you're somewhat skeptical about and you said that you're not convinced that more people are awakening right now than at any other point in history which is flies in the face of what I hear almost on a regular basis where you know everybody is saying

“that they are that this is like a mass awakening that's happening so what are you seeing that”

makes you skeptical of the mass awakening narrative well it's just that it's not true other than that nothing I'm not skeptical I just I know when people are saying they're awakened and they're doing this and that when they're lying I just I know they're lying you know I've got extrudence that say they're awakened and I know they're lying and and it's it's it's a narrative that's going well put this way there's a few things going on

let's look back in time let's go back Atlantis was real and these beings of light came to awaken the tribal people on this planet let's put it in that way okay and and then Hermes tries some Augustus would kick being reborn and then he ended up being a teacher in Egypt and all of these things happen and if you're around when you're oscillating at a certain frequency or you're interested in a certain frequency you are going to read things that are in that frequency you're

going to meet people who are interested of that particular topic yeah it's like it's like when you just buy love attraction is the same yeah yeah you know you just bought a white

Volkswagen and then you see them everywhere you know yeah right I've never seen this before

so there's always been awakenings on the planet there's always been in and light and teachers but some in light some in light and beings don't teach I mean I I've got two friends that are in light and one of them when he awakened he thought he was going to be a teacher and he's divine said no you've got to go into banking because that's where we need the light because there's too much crap going on there and so he's he's quite big in the banking industry trying to do

his best to send light to where this corruption so I mean it happens all the time but it's just that now there are eight billion people on the planet so how many of those people that we're still in a low evolution if we were not in a low evolution they would not be wars they wouldn't be all the suffering that's going on in the world we are still at a look it was still in what's called the colour yoga so there is still you just see you can see where there's light and where there are

people that are more awakened and when there are people that are sleepwalking that think they're awakened and it's just that you are attracting to yourself if you're a negative person you're going to attract people that you can fight with and complain with it's just that you're attracting

you know because when I first especially when I first started working with Stuart Wilde and knowing

read this book and that book and I was like wow are we having an awakening on the planet and Stuart

“said even Stuart back then said no it's just that you're in that vibration now so that's what you”

got to attract the birds of a feather flock together type of scenario and you know that's that's so interesting that you say that because and I will I have so many things I want to talk about because okay well maybe maybe keep joking and keep joking and put it into another show or something out of here you know what maybe maybe that's what we'll do because I'm curious to know what your

experience has been because I've heard and have my own experiences as it relates to

relationships with people let's just say I'm not talking about brother's sister but you know love relationships with with people partners or what have you husband wife when one goes through

“in awakening and the other doesn't it doesn't want to and doesn't want to hear about it even”

because they're a little freaked out by everything and I'll be honest with you if you've not experienced some all are you know parts of it it's not pretty it's not clean it's really freaking messy

and emotional and not to be graphic or going but it's like from an emotional sense it's bloody

because so much just gets stripped away and torn away that you've been holding on to forever but after that wind up here's the pitch what have you seen or what have you experienced as it relates to relationships and when that happens well as I said I've got students that are married and you know it's been really interesting that you know some relationships have

“definitely broken up because the person wants so much to be on a path and they want to have”

a partner but with with some two of my male students they're probably in their 50s and they're going through their own awakenings and meditation and and I speak to a lot of them and we do one-on-one zooms and they'll talk to me about it and and I just say to them well don't tell you wife you don't have to talk about it just say I enjoy this it's good for my health it's good for it's lowering my blood pressure and and you know I just enjoy doing it and don't go too

deeply don't try to get on soapbox and and don't say oh you're gonna read this book or it's like when people say oh I know someone who needs you Michelle and I'm like well if you ever say that it's because you need it they don't right right put the mirror right up in front of you right exactly so they have these two men have managed to their wives actually happy because they're happier people now and and they're making more money because that just happens you just have more

success and and other people you know for me I lost all sex drive so I haven't had a relationship in many many years because I don't want one I don't need one I've got one with my highest self and with with all these beautiful people that I meet that I just absolutely adore but um I find it with the youngest students that I've got they definitely break up a lot of relationships because they're like I don't want that I don't want that and you know um it just doesn't work for them

because they're not in the same frequency anymore and if you don't have kids you know why stay with someone that you don't have anything in common with anymore yeah you know and and yeah I get what you're saying because I was just talking to someone the other day because doing the audio book for you know the upcoming book or this yeah thank you but we were talking about it and then the spiritual awakening and that was a end of a relationship for that person and I said

I can speak from you know my own circumstances or my own point of view and that is it's definitely

I think initially I was like oh you should try this if just feel so good I wish I could do this

all day long type of thing and then I realized how that was landing because I sometimes I'm self aware and I can I can get the hint you know but I just realized that okay stop but

“here's the thing that when it becomes almost like animosity towards that like why are you doing”

that and you say I'm not I'm not doing anything wrong but you're spending you're spending time doing that when you could be doing something else you could be like what what should I be doing

well you know you could be doing anything other than that you know you you you could be doing something

with me what would you like to do you know that type of thing is that it becomes well you're being selfish and my response to somebody that tells me that you know that they're experiencing that from a partner or there's well they think I'm being selfish if I'm I'm spending my time meditating or in spiritual pursuits and they said well are you feeling better yes no it isn't you feeling better good for your relationship isn't it good for your family isn't that the best version of you

“the best thing for your family and those around you well yeah they said so that I don't”

understand that there's something else to that and I said I don't know but then I've heard I've had some people say that they're significant others have asked them to stop doing that oh wow stop because yeah I don't like the person who you are anymore yeah I don't if you ever heard that something that extreme yes and I absolutely know what's going on to because then I'll get them to send me this send me this spouse's photograph and I send

like to that spouse to assist them to understand what's going on and that helps a lot and I just do that as a gift I don't charge to do things like that and what's happening is as as we meditate more and as we are releasing our old shadow side the ego is being released and so they can't feel you know how siblings will say oh well I know you right you know and and they can't feel who you are anymore and it scares them

it scares them because you are becoming freer happier and it scares them so they'll do what they can to sort of hook you in it's an unconscious thing but it's fear it's fear-based because they feel they're losing you because you're losing the ego because the ego does not want it it's a hard thing to release but when you start releasing the ego and we all know how hard that is because

the ego never wants to die it wants to pretend that it's in charge but I'll say to anyone if you

really believe that ask your mind what am I going to think next zero right right yeah zero comes up because the mind isn't thinking it's just regurgitating all the information that's all

“the happening you know and so anyway that's what's happening with the spouses is because they're”

afraid they're losing someone that they think they know and they don't it's just a very unconscious thing but everyone is extremely sensitive so they can feel when you are being released and you're becoming you know independent and you know it's just it's just it bugs them up they just don't know what to think about it so that's that's what's going on yeah you know and I can I can speak from my point of view again and that when you are no longer reactionary

where is before you go I'm sorry oh I'm sorry oh I'm sorry when you what said doesn't garner a reaction from you that's when trouble gets uh booked you know all right well you know let's we got we got to do something there's something not right here you're doing something and yeah so I was and I'll even say that my wife had asked me at one point in time

all in I take the cannonball approach to jumping into the pool I don't dip my toe into anything

“and that could be beautiful and it can be really shitty and messy too so I won't kid you but”

I was asked one time to do that and I said well you know that would be I can equate that to being asked which limb do you want to to remove? Oh it is because it's it's not something that I do it's something that I am and I don't know if that registers with a lot of people you know because it isn't even though you can call it a meditation practice what I get from that what I receive in that time spent is who I am so I wouldn't

know want to do that yeah I just I just know that the reason the purpose in life is enlightenment there are souls waiting to be here because it's we've been given the perfect

“situation to have an awakening and and I don't think anything else is important to anyone”

because I know people are tricky you're going to go into another body you're going to forget about the person you're married to so I don't I don't put a lot of importance on saving relationships because your relationship with God is more important to me than anything to your higher self to your own awakening so I'm probably not the best person in the world but I can't explain why it happens but I'm not dumb. I love your explanation. When you said that I was just like holy shit

that's it. Well if you talk about such a low vibrational emotion fear, fear, low-ding shame that I don't know how much lower you get yeah it's it's down there so

“that makes that makes a lot of sense to me by time and there's something that something that”

you said that's a really good point to you is people sometimes want to I wrote a book with by proctor called be magnet to money through the save unlimited consciousness through the

save unlimited consciousness the second section is all about the different levels of consciousness

so you can see where you're at because no no so a lot of people think they're in higher unconsciousness than they are and so I explain to people during that and in the stop thought book to that one of the clearest ways to know that you are actually changing, recalibrating, releasing the old ego is that you don't become reactionary that's that's such a great point because you you ego doesn't need to be right all the time if someone says something and you just

agree with them you don't say anything just let them let them you know that's about the response I get yeah and people really get more contrary the less reactionary you are they get more and more contrary because they want to hold on to something and they want to create when they're not feeling what they used to feel when drama isn't being created instantaneously by by the woman or the man when drama's not being created they want to do something else

to create a drama because it's energy everybody at an unconscious level want to feel energy and drama and fighting you you you you get hot literally and you've got energy going on but then afterwards the person goes down to a lower oscillation that we're originally at and so then they'll do whatever they can to get that feeling again and so drama is recreated and recreated and it's just a groundhog day situation right right yeah that's it is and

it's amazing with the the brain does you know as far as looking for familiarity and with that being

the case it could be so which brings me to the point where your familiarity or comfort level inside your brain can be whatever you choose it to be if it's happiness joy love light or anger control it it's your choice you get you get to choose with the familiar

content oh yeah where did it come from it came from that's what happens and you know people

“are tricky because I mean the thing is I say to people if someone is sitting down with you and just”

talking at you all about themselves they are vampires they are draining your energy that realizing it so if someone is continuously just wanting to get your attention whether it's at work or at a party or whatever it is you just say oh look at the time I've got to run you don't it's not being rude right there's they they're unconsciously wanting people can feel when you're at an oscillation or joyful people like happy people they like to be around happy

people but they a little bit contemptious off them at the same time so they want to find out what's going on and when they can't find anything so I say to people don't act mysterious because that will make them want to get in even more don't act mysterious just be simple just be simple be polite don't share all about you're awakening and are you got to read this book and because people don't give a shit they really don't and it's just going to annoy them and then they're just

going to say all that person so into themselves they'll think you're in statistical because you're excited about something and if they're not excited about it don't share it with them don't get on a soapbox ever people don't do it right now say and that's the thing that I love hearing about people's experiences I really do it it's so much that which kind of gets me in trouble with our time to to hey I know I don't know more but so what I'm going to do right now is and I know

you're busy I would love to do this again but I want to ask the the musical questions I want to get us to that point where we can we can go and we'll wrap it up and hopefully I can have you back again so as you know every show that we we put on has a musical section and it's where

“I has the guest some musical questions and I I think I even mentioned this to you before that”

I really do believe that music is the tie that binds us all together and that everyone has a soundtrack that accompanies their life if they just take a moment to think about it so we're going to dive on in preaching to the choir I know so this is what's wonderful about this is that

I'm actually do this is the first time that I've done it with somebody that's a musician no

yeah you know there's people that have played instruments and things like that but you're professional so this is this is going to be really fun what was the first song you fell in love with from the radio or one that you heard and you can remember saying oh I can't wait to hear that song again bond to run the boss yep bond to run for his spring sting I went I heard that when I heard that my whole body just went into shock almost it was like the voice and the lyrics

and the song and I just went oh my god who is that I didn't know who it was I just heard it on

the radio and yeah and it was just incredible and I was with my band at the time driving to a gig

and I just went who was that and I went oh my god I don't know and he just released it in a

“stray after the first time so we didn't know it was before MTV before MTV and and then I think the”

second one was separate ways by journey and I just I just said to the band I'm going to record that which I did separate ways okay great song we used to do it as an encore when we were still doing covers great song great I mean just they give you shivers and when you're nice yeah when when I sing a song from someone else I want it to give me shivers while I'm singing it I want to to affect people you know and the the the other one was when I was 12 I think 13 13 maybe

woodstock had become a movie in Australia okay it had been released as a movie and one of the girls at school she said you know your music shouldn't she said let's go and see this woodstock

movie and so we wagged school and we went to see woodstock which is the first time I'd ever seen

I was like whoa I want to see this again anyway yeah the who came out oh yeah touch me heal me and I was just like oh my god so I went and I saved up I started washing windows to save up to get the woodstock three album and I would just listen to that over and over again

“I thought it was its own song because that's how they had it on woodstock it was from a”

a musical I found out about a year later called Tommy you know and that had been released as a movie in Australia at that stage and so I ended up recording that and I actually got a note from Pete Towns and telling me how much he loved my version of it oh wow because I had to get the right to call it see me film me you can you you can watch it on YouTube like my song doing that and and when I sing it live I just about faint because it's all about God this thing to you I

hear the music you know I mean the lyrics are all about God and it's because Tommy is about the deaf dumb blind kid you know who who who had a awakening and so he's like you know saying to

“God see me feel me listening to you I hear the music you know it's just incredible incredible”

Pete Townsend is a genius he's an absolute bloody genius songwriter musician he's amazing

he's amazing and Roger Daltre is one of the best rock singers ever in the world I would agree with that incredible incredible anyways that's a stop about the music there we go yes so I know I don't know if this happened in when you were growing up or not but I know for sure it happened when you were on the road with your band did your family have a song that everyone would belt out on road trips or vacations when what about with your band oh oh oh no because I had to

save my voice okay I couldn't make sense I had to I didn't speak during the day before gigs um

“yes we we used to do pitiful and Mary go tell it on the mountain okay yeah yeah yeah that's cool”

that's the only one yeah because I was always looking after my voice because I was a professional

singer since I was a kid so I didn't just built songs out unless I had to so this one is going to be a tough one then too I was just going to ask what your favorite song was when you maybe you were in high school or your your final year of high school that you'd belt out with your friends since you're now oh oh deal young anything like new young anything like new young I mean I didn't know what he looked like I just I love costumes still national young I mean

yeah and then and then new young brought out his own album and you know us kids us girls at school we were just go and listen to that over and over again smoking a little joint

yeah we're not always I was about 15 no 14 15

that's yeah that's the only time I did it because I didn't want to hurt my voice but you'd listen to new young and he songs and I mean he wrote oh man when he was 21 get out of here yeah I mean when when harvest came out he was only 23 he's just he's just he's just he's just all yeah his voice lyrics he's he's just new young is just amazing yeah so do you have a favorite song that gets your positive juices flowing oh yeah I have a playlist of

I have a fun playlist so I've got I've got the old 70s disco stuff like Shaky booty I love love disco I just love that's my exercise every day I get on the treadmill and dance and the cast song and then and I'm polite he's been anyway and also you know I love Justin I call him St. Justin not be bad the other one what is name Timberlake Timberlake I love he's song from that movie oh gosh what was it you're just such a fun fun song oh I'm

trying to yes I know what you're talking about yeah the feeling yeah dance dance dance dance and I also I love I also love happy by all for all I love that song I love that song

songs that yeah yeah and then I teach everyone how to do that I teach everyone how to do the

“bump okay okay so I have to do is go to a Casey in the sunshine band come on time and you see”

that I love that Casey in sunshine band brilliant I mean when I came to when I first came to America

I went to every concert I could possibly go to because a lot of those people didn't come to a Australia and and here they are playing everywhere I'm like oh I'm going to go and see Prince I'm going to go and see Prince again I'm going to go and see Neil Young I mean I just went so the dubie brothers and then I mean I just went to every concert there was when I first came here to leave because all these people that I'd adored for years and even if they did come to Australia I was

gigging so right you didn't have time to go see him yeah unless unless we were supporting because I love the pretenders and we we toured all around Australia with them oh kidding that's great yeah and Georgia

“satellites I love them and we love Georgia satellite I was actually singing one of their songs”

earlier today we were getting my voice warmed up for the audio book can I tell you a quick little story about Georgia satellite please I didn't know what they look like right um when we got the the the booking to book with anyway so um our keyboard players wife was a gorgeous little thing and she would do our monitors the the sound for the monitors on stage she wasn't in front of house it was on

the side and it was always hard when you're going to first work with the band to make sure that you

allowed to set the monitor chat you want so you can hear it and what are we allowed to use your drum riser you know they just usually they want you to look as bad as it they can't anyway so this guy came up to a later and said to her you're doing the monitors and she said oh you

“can I just put a little bit of tape where I want it just so that it's you know I can get it to sound”

good for them and he said yeah sure love you know this American guy said to her and then and then we did our gig and then he was at the side of the stage the entire time watching and then we went backstage and then we decided to go around the side to watch them and he was the lead singer oh wow that's awesome he was returning he was returning he was the red crew said that he could flirt with our people play his wife because she was so gorgeous so funny

anyway it doesn't matter so it is not got too many stories I'm sure you do I'm sure you do so what I'm going to do is I'm going to ask you my favorite question and then we'll wrap it up and I'll let you go because I've been taking up a lot of your time here sometimes there are songs you hear that ring so true that they can stop you in your tracks and the songs lyrics sound like they were written specifically for you or by you what's that song? say me film me

definitely okay it just it just I was so emotional the first time I heard it seeing it on woodstock it was just absolutely blew my mind that's the that's because it's all I didn't realize it was all about God but it was just the way Roger Daltry sang it and everything it just may be extremely emotional I was only 13 that's that's so cool and thank you for sharing all of your your stories your experiences and I know it's not all just sharing your your stories and your

experiences with us that was great well it's just about time to cue the music for today's episode but don't forget to like comment and subscribe to the drop the needle podcast to stay up to date on our latest episodes I'd also like to take a moment to thank everyone again for tuning in today and I hope you enjoyed this episode of the drop the needle podcast I would also like to thank our very special guest Miss Michelle Blood for being on today Michelle can you let everyone know

how they can get in touch with you yeah I've got um my stop thought is an audio program but hours and hours now is because it was like 15 years worth of teachings and it's it's absolutely

amazing going to give it give that away for free and one of my favorite albums that I did but

Procter actually wrote three of the lyrics in song songs for success they can have all of that for free if they just go to Michelle Blood.com forward slash drop the needle that is fantastic and you know what I'm also going to do is I'm going to ask for all of your socials and um apps so

Yeah you can just go to uh true prayerapp.com and it actually has the list of all the different

“apps and everything. Perfect on there so you can just go there. That's it. And there's a lot of freebies”

up there too. I noticed that with your with your apps I thought it was very generous actually

I was like oh what a nice thing this is so thank you again for for thank you Jim I just love you

“I think you're amazing. Ah thank you. All right my drop the needle pussy like Billy Joel says”

from the highs to the lows to the end of the show this is the end of our show. Until next time

this is Jim all stop wishing you infinite health happiness and the perfect playlist for your life. Thank you again for being the best part of us. Catch you next time.