9 | Red Bird

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[Music] Here you are. Uh-huh. Here. Okay.

You want to sit over here? No, no one came up. This is close to him as possible while the record is reporting. [Music] All right, how are you?

Okay. [Music]

I don't know how to tell anybody this.

“The only thing I know to do is to do the right thing.”

And I loved, I loved faith, I loved it with everything. I don't want you to know that. I fought, I fought, I know everybody's fought. And this whole time, thinking I've been stopped free. I felt like I would stop free, but it's holding me down.

I don't know how to let go in my opinion. I feel like the only way for me to let go of anything is to let go of it. I don't want to have to tell you all this, but I feel like she killed himself because of our relationship. I feel like this is meant for me to happen. It's my whole life has led up to this point.

I have a lack of taking responsibility for home actions, my whole life. I feel like every turn I made towards the good, I was bearded back towards bad. I don't know how to do any other way to beat, but what I feel like is pretty determined by everybody around this world. It's because of the shit I've created this world. I don't know what it goes by, but I don't think that I don't see it right.

I don't think about that. I don't even want to tell you what, like me. I feel like I know it's my most cheap. I went outside to don't look around because I thought somebody was climbing the window. It sounds strange.

It sounds strange. It's real. It's weird at God or God, you know, I just don't want to see it. So I find this pepper on the ground. It's a bird.

I looked at it, meaning it was that bird.

“And it was a long story about a man took a bird woman's everything from her in the worst way.”

I feel like that's what's being done to me. I know that I know that I'm deserving. I don't know any other way to beat, but to be honest. And it's taking me this long to realize it. So what are you trying to be honest with me about?

And he thinks that she killed herself. She did not kill herself friends. And she was not hit by a car. Did your mother not tell you? She said somebody said it was right.

No, she fell. Investigators had that conversation with your mom. Her whole vehicle thing was rolled out a long time ago. She did not kill herself. She was not hit by a car.

The safe died of that house.

All we want to know is what happened. I don't think it was on purpose.

I never did think it was on purpose.

I never did believe the whole hit and run thing. But I didn't believe it was on purpose. And there's been lots and lots of conversations with lots of different people. And I'm just finding it hard to believe that it was all you. So Ryan, tell me what happened.

Just tell me.

“The fight is the only thing that happened.”

And she left. I stayed there. After everybody else went there. I stayed there. And I tried to talk to her and we talked to her.

But you don't mean it or so. And then she took off. She wanted me to follow her. Because I was just going to do worse. I figured she'd go down.

I don't come back. I just didn't. I don't know where she's going. I'm walking down the road. The last truck that I remember seeing drive by was a fight truck.

When I walked out to the road, because I was sitting on the tailgate. When I walked out to the road. And I stared at the road. I couldn't see anything. I could see her because it was just getting dark.

Oh yeah. Cool. And I found the trailer tonight. I just want to hit the bump. The hit the trailer.

The rattle. We've heard this sound in the business. That's what's perfect.

“That's what brand people are going to tell me.”

They're going to tell me. They're going to tell me. I should have left my parents first place. I understand.

The fight should have never happened.

But I couldn't see it. Yeah. But she dumped me on the eyes. I couldn't see anything. You know.

We're going to do it. I know. My mom was out to do it. Before I could even get a chance to go out to her. And they went out.

Thanks. She dumped me. She dumped me. She dumped me. She dumped me.

She dumped me. She dumped me. She dumped me. But she wasn't afraid in my mom. She just didn't want to find out.

I was going to move here.

And my mom was going to be in my mom.

She's going to get in the middle of it. She's going to get in the middle of it. She's going to get in the middle of it. She's going to get in the middle of it. She's going to get in the middle of it.

She's going to get in the middle of it. She's going to get in the middle of it. She's going to get in the middle of it. She's going to get in the middle of it. She's going to get in the middle of it.

“She's grown herself out of my relationship to see if I don't do the same thing again.”

I can't chase anybody down. I can't. How bad was the last one? I just met him. I just met him.

I was bad enough. She was best. And I was busted to live. This is what I'm saying. I mean, I mean, I mean, I'm going to follow something.

No, I mean, we were all here driving. I don't think so, I want to say I don't think so. - Well, I mean, I don't think so. - But she got kicked high and we got needing the ribs. - Like, I don't know, like I said, it's a big motion.

- I don't see a thought from some of you. - Yeah, I totally understand. - I'm gonna completely choose to act away and then collapse down there because she had gotten hurt in her fight. - We didn't realize it, you know what I mean?

- Really what I feel like is that we heard abuse bars 'cause we took abuse bars that day, 'cause abuse bars they tell you right now from stores to make your head feel all tippy. So I feel like, I feel like you're running.

I feel like, when I found her at, I feel like that trailer in the truck was trying to go around for her, and I feel like whoever was driving didn't see her. - That there's more people in the truck? - Well, I know.

- No, no, no. - I just drive down there every day. I drive in every day. I run this a softball off of you guys. - I work that way.

- I pass myself every day. - Every day? - It's five tenths per mile or four tenths per mile from where I was standing. - Where did you learn to do that?

Where did you learn to do that? - You can see her sister. - You know what I mean? Everybody already has her own idea. - But that's what I'm saying.

- I don't know. - There's because you've stayed at it those days so much. It's been nice to be on top of flyers. I didn't know how to be on two of me. Everybody's already accusing me.

So how did you have that idea? - It's been nice to me and they want to spill it to me. 'Cause they want to feel like it was about the money. I feel like everybody was running around and I'm trying to tell you guys that it was me.

I feel like, and you didn't like the large money. I understand that, but people are greedy. And I feel like it's our greed, sex, drugs, everything that's brought to you, or you feel like that's what's all that.

- You know, I don't want to take a look at her. - I don't want to take a look at her. - I want to take a look at her. - I want to take a look at her. - And it's because of the idea that I already know that everybody's got her.

- I could never have looked at her.

I could push her limits with everything and everybody else, but I could never have looked at her. - I don't know if that could happen. - So who did? - Because it wasn't the truth.

- It wasn't the truth, but I don't feel like the fight was that bad. - Because the way your mother described it was a little bit different. - And your mom's had quite your mom, and some of the people were quite a few things to say to her, if I still can't. - There's nothing I could say, that's true.

- I feel like telling somebody else who's in the wrong. - Yeah. - You know what I'm telling you? - Because there's two truth. And that's fake.

- And God, and God, and God.

- For some, for children.

- You know, we want to be able to tell anyone that whoever's responsible, it's being held accountable. - And that's what I'm telling you. - So that's not a place going right. - Honestly, that's what's going to get,

the whole real thing is just going left. So it's not a rest of us who believe that it's beautiful because they said it's, it wasn't evil. - I don't know, there's no right now, but it's an injuries to her body.

- So that's where it all comes in, okay, what happened at this house?

“So the fight, if that's the only thing I happen”

had to have been asked to be her that she, or she was in that month, that she was locked up. - I don't, or something, or she was put there.

- 'Cause that's logic, it's realistic logic.

- Logically, that's what I mean. - It's what I mean. - I feel like she might have failed there, or somebody put her there, but she wouldn't hit her for it. - Somebody hit her, if there's no side something,

there's no spread to the rabble whatsoever. - So she just walked off after the scuffle. - What would make you say somebody put her there? - Because there's no mark showing that she failed it. And she was hit by a vehicle, and she wouldn't.

- You know what I'm saying? - It was actually a rabble move, or something there was no justice to their lives. - Nothing, nothing. - I'm saying nature, so you're saying you didn't think.

- No. - You didn't. - If that were to be a fool, you didn't take her down there. - We held you. - What about some of you?

- No, I saw somebody there. - There's somebody there, it is either one of us. - And that's a me who knows. - And that's a me who knows. - That's me who knows.

- That's what I told him.

“- And of course, that's what I told him.”

- And you were walking down there, right? - Yeah, after a few minutes or so, I sent him to tell you, I feel like, I feel like, don't let that tell you my heart. - Of course, for me, be a me, chase her down like a leader.

I walk out to an end to a road to look to see if she's kind of down. And I didn't see her because she dropped so far. And, you know, I sent her for 10 minutes, maybe, or maybe more. But I just set their staring, trying to wait for her to come back, staring across the street, and the last truck that I passed,

like I said, when I told him that I wouldn't, 100% shared with Kelly, the truck was, I was not liking my heart, I liked that flash, and that memory, 'cause it was just like I was staring at the truck, because he was just like that,

like, my subconscious colleague, like I was staring up in his face, the truck drove by. So I told him, of course, I didn't, I was 100% sure that it was that color truck and trailer, but I felt like he was recording it some of his career.

- So you're saying that, from the time that she walked off, and the time that you started walking down behind and you were there was about 10 minutes, maybe a little more. But then when you got there, you thought, maybe it was that truck, but it didn't make sense to you,

because it looked like she'd been like that. - Yeah, right. - So how do you explain within 10 minutes, how she's on the side of the road, looking like she was waiting for her.

“- That's right, that's what I wanted to figure out.”

- I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, not in this year. - Okay, listen, I am not interested in the wrong person going jail. I am not interested in a person going to jail for an accident. What I am interested is in the truth.

What happened to faith? What happened to faith? - That day, that caused her to die.

And certainly, that's all I know.

And I feel like in my heart, I feel like somebody here, and I feel like faith, what kept going, and there was no car involved. - There was no car involved.

- She had to have a fill running out.

“- How did that, but you had to have a spray.”

- She had spray. - No, she didn't. - On her chest. - All the way up here, yeah. - Okay, these sprays here.

- And no place else makes no sense. There's no way she can fall. You've got a nose sticking all the way out here of forehead, a chin. She's got two boobs, shoulders.

Let's get back around first.

She would have had skid marks everywhere. She had a place right here. So she didn't fall running down. She didn't want to run down the room, fell down. - She had several broken ribs on the left side of her body.

Down her back, and down her front, and her swingal it was last so raided. She fled to death on the inside, right? That was not from a car. That was not from falling down.

So please tell me the truth. I would like to have been to know that I came all the way down here to sit down and meet with you.

“To hear your side, and that you're gonna sit there”

and tell me the truth about it. So I would like to know the truth about what happened. - Because if we would give each other the chance to be honest, we would think we would have been different. She wouldn't have to have a true, very true.

- What we're talking about, because we can't rely on each other on the turn. - Is that what the fight was at? That's what it started, you know? - Well, we were fine, we were sent on the couch,

and my mom just cut in and we were also going to be coloring, but we did, we got high and coloring. - We did, but we didn't ask for it, we didn't ask for it. - But somebody, yeah, and that's the thing. - And that's all I wanna know.

- It's important. - Because of all this other stuff, it's just BS. - Sounds like controversy, it's a bunch of BS. And it makes it even thicker, and it makes it worse. It's pretty damning for you

that people who were there that night are also familiar with finger at you. - And what you don't know, is that there are other people who have reached out to me, and told me on the phone that they have heard your mother talking about what really happened.

And that her plan is to point the finger at you, and because she's not going to prison. So you tell me Ryan, what happened to fence,

“because that's the only way that any of this is gonna go away.”

That's the only way that there's gonna come any kind of end. I personally don't think you killed her. I don't think anybody did it on purpose. I think it was an accident. And I think that everybody penned when they figured out

that they actually ended up killing her and wouldn't put her down there. - No, that's not it at all. - Then tell me, it's the fire, yeah. - It was the fire.

- That's why I explained why my mom has just been going there. And she says, it's not even going to go away from me. - Yeah, this is something that she's gonna have a little bit. - You know, I have no interest in the wrong person. - That's nice.

- And I'm really not even interested in prison. I'm not interested. I am interested in somebody telling me what happened to fence that night. Why is my daughter dead? - She found me, so there was no way out.

She felt like there was no way out. - She did not commit suicide or I am trying, yeah. - I didn't. - Cause she didn't hit back home. - How could she have gotten committed suicide?

- 'Cause I felt like she was a father of suicide. I don't just like that was. I feel like we're about to sit. We're about to need help. I feel like I'm gonna do the only thing

that's gonna heal me from the inside out. There's no other way for me to come up. Take you on yourself from the inside out. You can heal and you start. I'm not sure where they go.

- That is. - Exit Jesus is. He's your written mind.

And the first step to the path of redemption

is to tell the truth and start living honestly.

“Cause really, that's what brought you here.”

- Otherwise it's not gonna ever meet you.

Cause you're always gonna have a little weight on you.

- Always, it's always gonna be there. And I don't want that on you. - It's been tough and they can say what they want, but if you're not. - You're all on the same reach,

we honestly don't really need to. But somebody didn't know. And whether it was on your mother is aware, she's had multiple. - It's a multiple conversation for investigators.

- And she has been informed, the faith did not commit suicide. And faith was not hit by a vehicle. Your mother has been informed, the faith died there.

And that she was placed there.

Your mother is aware of this.

“- She was told they were like, we all randomized the fight.”

It took me this on you realize it. And I'm not snored in the other way. That's the only way. - Yeah. - And more case, I guess we were off the other way.

And I didn't have to tell everything's been taken for me. I don't feel like I have to walk away for a runaway. - He might realize it. It's not going to get any better, right, until you stop running and you stop walking away.

And based on around and face it, it's liberating.

And that is your first main major step

to turning it all around. And you're not alone. You're never alone. You accept Jesus.

“He's right there with you the entire time.”

And he gives you that strength. But he also gives you a conviction that it's not people conviction, Ryan, this knows. But he's not mad at you. But it's not worth eternity and damnation for either.

It's not worth it. - We're an accident, and especially not for something you did. - Don't. - I don't, if eternity is a long time my friend. And it's hot there.

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