How a Childhood Trauma Survivor Found His Purpose

And that's the legacy, but those footprints get washed away. The legacies that get left or the ones that actually have value in a meaning. Your life has value. - Absolutely. - Any way you look at it. - Don't compare yourself to others.

- You've heard that a million times. - Absolutely.

- There's a reason for that. - There's a reason for that. And guess what? If you be you and you be authentic, people will gravitate towards that end of you. - John Crowtech is a resilient, purpose-driven, and visionary entrepreneur, and the founder of Neo-Masculinity Solutions.

Drawing from his journey of healing and military service, he helps individuals reclaim their personal truth and master self-leadership, creating a lasting legacy of emotional resilience, clarity, and fearless authenticity. - Be your person. - Nope.

“That's what it's all about. I think that's what this journey is all about.”

It's about helping each other, loving on each other, and being authentic, and being okay with I am me. - It spans the globe, like a super high school. - Internet elders. - Ready, ready, ready, ready. - Today, Apple is going to reinvent the phone.

- It's not over. - I'm telling how we're-- - The living your legacy podcast, for those who live to leave a legacy. - As it's really, really, really awesome on this. - Oh, that is sensational. - It's open.

- It's your cover with the link you said. - It's about just not on the planet. - You can live your dreams. - Welcome back to another episode of the Living Your Legacy Podcast.

For Insights Access, I am Regusiers. Fresh off his taping of his filming of his legacy makers episode, joining me today is John Crowe Tech, an army veteran, entrepreneur, writer and founder of newmasculinity.solutions. - Brother, man, you made me sound like the most famous person

in the world. - You are. - Thank you for that. But before we get started, I just want to let the listeners and the viewers know you have got to visit this small studio. There are so much good vibe going on in here.

It's incredible. This is a great place to decompress. - Thanks, John. - But you all have made everything really nice here. - No, man, I appreciate that, brother.

Happy Tuesday to you. It's Tuesday, right? - It is. - Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, time is flying. I'm glad that you are in such a desession. This is what this is about to capture the moment of your power.

You just finished filming your episode for Legacy Makers. John, what are we gonna learn about you? - You know, authenticity is everything. And you know what, the professionals that you all have work in here, bring that out.

“And we go through our lives, wondering, who are we?”

What are we doing? Why are we here? - All those same questions that people ask forever. And you've done this before. So you have a way of drawing that out.

And when somebody leaves the studio, I can assure you they're gonna feel authentic. And they're gonna feel welcome and they're gonna feel like they've been cared about. So that's cool.

- Gosh, man, thank you so much for that affirmation. I think we're nearing our anniversary.

Our first year is Insights Success.

And the story started in that quarter in that studio. And I made sure when I spoke to Rudy, every cable, every angle, everything needs to be a certain way because folks like yourself that see reality in two ways, what's in our front of our eyeballs, a 10%,

and then there's the other 90% that folks don't recognize. I'm chasing the 90% the way everything is at. So when you walk into a room into a production, you feel it. You're just that easy.

“And all you wanna do is like, where's the camera?”

Let's do this. And that's kind of the aura that we designed here. - Well, you've created it. - Let me tell you something. - And this is no nonsense.

I'm old school, right? - Yes, sir. - And I'm used to shaking somebody's hand and telling them that we're gonna do that. And then it doesn't get done, right?

But in the digital space today, companies like yours are so badly needed. And I say to restore the faith. And I'll tell you what I mean because everybody will build a website and they will come.

- Yep. - That's not true. - But anymore, there's so much more to building a personal brand and sharing your story with others. And this puts faith back into that.

So it's a one year anniversary. I can probably visit you again on the 10th year anniversary. - Wow. - Because it's brilliant. - I can't wait to see what you look like

in 10 years my friend. - Well, you know, I'm hope I'm still around. - Oh, you did. - Oh, well, my friend. So let's talk about this new masculinity.

What is this about and sign me up? - Okay, well, if you have a great question. But if you go, if you go online and you look up Neo masculinity

and basically what it says is that you have

for a man to be masculine. He has to accept changing social norms.

- Well, we're all about changing all this.

“But what ams if the social norm is not based on facts”

or the truth? What ams if it's an ideology that you don't necessarily support? So you're telling me that in order for me to be a masculine man that I have to accept something that's not true.

- Yeah, no. - So immediately you get disempowered and a disempowered man is an angry man. He's an inauthentic man. So what do we do?

Neomasculinity.solutions. - If this is dot-solutions. - Dot-solutions, correct? We are creating tools and processes and curricula. - To reignite human intuition.

- It's there. - Critical thinking. - Oh, what is that, right? Logic in reason and common sense. So a man's primary role is to protect his loved ones.

We did the research, that's it. That's his primary role in life. Protect his family from threats. - Nope. - It could be the same for a woman too.

- For sure. - So we're not talking about anything other than roles here. And so that's what we've done. So we're creating this curricula.

We've got some really cool things coming online in the next six months. We have a rock solid professional team of men and women helping us to build this company. And being with legacy makers is like a dream come true.

Because that's how the universe works. It brings authenticity to authenticity. And this is a real value. I can feel it. How can you walk into your studio

and not feel value or feel like you want me here? - Oh, I definitely want you here and I'm just eager to learn more about you. I'm, we here collectively, we are all energy base. We recognize the, let's say the, all of your senses.

So to feel as energy from you is amazing.

Where do you think you land? With five years ago, being a man was endroutaked. It was very, it was very lead with fire. And a lot of folks didn't quite understand why is, why is this character that's speaking this way?

So misogynistic, so grotesque, so binary. He's getting all these clicks, all this attention. And I want to go ahead and tell you because men are afraid to be men. And then when you kind of define, what is a man?

Does it have place sports?

“Does it kick everyone's house and punch the door in and forth?”

- Some men are like that, but I'm absolutely not necessary. That's why we have operations CEO. We've got Marines, we've got trained killers, but then the intuition isn't getting a lot of love. The frequencies are out of tune.

You're about tuning things up, getting men aligned into their frequency, into their higher power. We've evolved the red pill into now something much greater.

Talk about that evolution. - Well, thank you for that question. My masculinity was violated when I was very young. And so I had questions of masculinity

in the third grade, when a young man,

the young boy shouldn't have those questions, right? But what I've learned in my journey and you'll find out as time goes by, but just time really exists. But we'll figure it out, right?

So I, a man and he doesn't have to be violent to be a man. And violence is, to me, quite honestly, the last emotion, a man will go to the ends of the earth, not to be violent, protect his loved ones. - Watch, fight club.

- Yeah, exactly, you know, but for all, we're all capable of violence. - It takes a stronger person. - The mentor maturity, right, to not be violent. And the whole thing with disempowering men,

there's a reason for that. - Oh, yeah. - If you take a man off his game, what do you do? You divide his family.

You take him off his purpose. And we said earlier, a man off his purpose isn't angry, violent man. And so I was talking to somebody earlier, one of your professionals here

about the bracelets, she asked me about it. I said, you know, there's some men that wouldn't wear it. They wouldn't wear a bracelet. - Oh, that's not a manly thing.

But the reality is, man, woman, it's who we are.

- Oh, yeah. - It doesn't have to be some construct, you know, and what it does is it comes from your heart. It comes from that authenticity. And check out these socks.

That is authentic as it freaking gets. And that's what raises the energy. And you talked about frequencies. - Yep. - I don't know how they did it,

“but they'd been able to monitor frequencies, right?”

You got these lower frequencies of hate, anger, and all the things that you shouldn't be doing, that you don't need to do. And then you got all this higher consciousness, love, honesty,

And then there's a, right in the middle,

there's this emotion called courage. And if people took a moment to breathe, and to be really courageous, it's not courageous to tell somebody to hate them. That's like low vibration.

Find the courage to change. Find the courage to be yourself and be grateful and proud of who you are. That's a tough place for a lot of people to get to. - Yes, sir.

“- And what's cool is, is you talked about energy, right?”

So I don't know, but I was on a spirit molecule journey once in my healing journey. - Let's see that one more time. - A spirit mollig, what does that? - Yeah, yeah, plant medicine.

Hell, yeah, but see the way you said it before, 'cause that was, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. - Yeah, so that was in a spirit molecule journey. Hell, yeah, that's awesome. All in a laboratory, right, but what I learned

in those journeys, it was part of a healing process because the proverbial drugs weren't working. I was suicidal on those, trying to deal with the demon of childhood assault, right? And what I saw on those three times

that I journeyed into the DMT world was different dimensions. - Mm-hmm. - Now look at me, I do, I look like a crazy guy. I don't know.

(laughing) - I do this on a spaceship, yeah.

I was in places that I never dreamed of.

And one of those journeys, a demon was in my face. And you say, "Oh, he's just doing drugs, no." DMT is produced in the human body. - Mm-hmm. - When a woman gives birth,

it's in this little gland in the middle of your brain, right? Or when you die, the human body. So I've been there, there's other dimensions. This is it everything that you see. But the dimension that legacy makers has created is real.

- Oh, yeah, I love that's cool. That was quite the segment of my friend. - No, no, no, no, no. - It's DMT to light. - But I'm thinking about that.

- There's a bridge there. And it's all of its intensity. - Absolutely. - Plant medicine. So we talked about this, you know, when you're violated

and we're all have been through traumas, what's it 70% of people have been through traumas for their lives. And 40% have been through multiple traumas. Our souls get separated from our physical being.

And they spend the lifetime. We spend the lifetime trying to get it back. And all those plant medicines do is help us on that journey. There was a reason shamans used to be respected.

- Oh, for sure. - And they still are. - Yeah, they still are. - Oh, then, with insertance trickles. - I probably digress too much.

But what I wanted to get back to was the authenticity of Madal and in an earlier conversation,

“I had with somebody, that's what makes the world go around.”

- Sure. - Quite the cliche. - But there was a flat earther. - Yeah, okay. But the reality is this.

And I only believe this is that everything is love-based. - Yep. - And it's not the creepy kind of love. - Sure, sure. - And it's a natural love that permeates

from somewhere deep in our being. It's universal. Why is there so much hate? Why is there so much anger and victory? Why is there so much division?

- Yeah, it's again, you gotta have a balance room. - You gotta have balance room. But imagine a world that's balanced with love. Mm, imagine that world. - For sure.

- So that's what we're doing. We're creating tools to help people find themselves really. It really to protect their families and their loved ones from the threats that are being caused by unreliable information.

- So, what do you tell to someone like myself that is a 42-year-old man without children and is held on to this unreliable information? Well, has held on to this truth that I do not wanna create my legacy

into this unreliable reality until I fix it? What do you tell men like me? Where do I find my purpose? My purpose is to procreate, to create love, but my love is different.

My love isn't my children. My love is to my work through the energy, through the conversations that I have. What do you tell to men like me? Are we lost or are we on a different divine path, sir?

- Well, first of all, you're not lost. You're not unlike, probably quite a few men like that out there. Everybody's on a different journey, right? And this is why I like legacy makers.

- Because of the name. Because we're all, and I explain this one time, we're leaving footprints in the sand, right? (laughs) And that's the legacy, but those footprints get washed away.

The legacies that get left, or the ones that actually have value and a meaning. - Mm-hmm. - Your life has value. - Absolutely.

- Any way you look at it. Don't compare yourself to others.

- You've heard that a million times.

- Absolutely. - There's a reason for that. - There's a reason for that. And guess what? If you be you and you be authentic,

people will gravitate towards that energy. - Yes, sir.

“- That's why on I'm not just joking that this studio,”

there's an energy in here that's really authentic and was really cool and honest. And anytime we can have honesty in a conversation, anytime you can make your people that you're interviewing relax like this,

- Oh yeah. - And how often do we go through life? People tell us something they do something and we don't trust them. - Yeah.

- Without that trust, without your primary purpose in life. - Without their. - I'm not even here. - We matter to talk to each other. - You're not here.

So you know, there's nothing wrong with you and you're not alone.

“Do what you have to do to be you and be integral about it.”

And we talked about this. Look into mirror when you get done to dead. Go, and there's a mirror over there. Look into mirror and say to yourself, "I love you, man.

I love you, man." That commercial. - You're not getting my blood wiser. - No, but that was a commercial. - Yes.

- But so many guys are uncomfortable. - Oh, yeah, no, 100%. - I wish my dad, God bless me's gone now. But I wish my dad, he was tough, man. - Oh, yeah.

I was raised between love and corporal punishment somewhere. If my dad had told me more, I loved me. - Oh, yeah. - That I could have, I've could have gotten over some pitfalls very quickly.

But you have to find the love inside yourself first.

- For sure. - For sure. - Love who you are. - Don't listen to what the naysay are saying. Quit going through all that ridiculous propaganda

or go through it and analyze it. - Educated from an educated point of view. - That higher ground if you lie and cry. - You're human intuition, something that we don't use anymore.

We don't use our intuition. - Yes, sir. - If the hairs on the back of your neck go up and somebody tells you something and you know it's just flat out wrong,

you don't have to believe it. Be your person. That's what it's all about.

“I think that's what this journey is all about.”

It's about helping each other, loving on each other, and being authentic. And being okay with I am me. - Yep. - We're working on a company.

You might hear about it later on 'cause you're probably helped us do some work with it. But it's called Task Force Zen. And I'm kind of proud of this because in the logo, we use some special air service wings

from the British special, but on a cracked heart that's been stitched up. - Yeah. - And in the stitches with the logo, it says I am. - It's a global holistic healing project

with commerce and education involved, and we're gonna teach people all about these different modalities that can help them lead better lives. Really excited about that. But we're also very super excited

to be working with you all on Neo-Masculine and Dot Solutions. - Right on. - Because you're helping us to put some final pieces into place.

- Yes, sir. - And we know that to work with professionals is what it's all about. - Special professionals that understand what's really happening are reaching between the lines and understanding

and we're releasing this frequency, this energy and so on, war, it's really a sonar. It's a group group group group group group. - And we're expecting at the battle to totally work and in here.

(laughing) - The fifth dimension, we wanna have that in this podcast. - No, we could have fifth dimension. - Yes. - There's more dimensions in that, I know.

- Yes, apparently 11, that's a different 11th podcast, but I do wanna talk about this DMT experience. I, a couple of years ago, I was pervy to, and I have yet to try it, but I am eager to try it.

And I'm surrounding myself with folks that are now intravenously doing the DMT experience and they've expanded the 15 minute moment into an hour to a point where kind of interesting, and I don't know if I wanna be there for that one.

- But that's the thing, we are entering into a world where folks are plugging in and plugging out and returning to realities in general, to mention, starting to map it. We are entering to that, that's pretty cool, you might know.

I know, his eyes are like, wait, what? I'm like, oh yeah, and it's happening off a resort, a collective few were escaping to this island and plugging in and going, all right, let's start mapping, what is in that fifth dimension

that is speaking to the third?

I'm the person that believes, are you in your antagonist for all your pro-taginist?

“Are you walking forward or are you walking backwards?”

Am I the hero in your story or the villain? I can't even take you to further. What we're saying to each other, these words are just noise is drugs. - No, it's drugs. - Constructed, that you are an hour communicative.

(mimics) That's all we're doing. - We're not alone in this room, I mean, the warrants here, but we're not alone. - The warrants right over there as well. - Yeah. (laughing)

- Hey girl, what you doing? - No. - But we, you know what you talk about, fit the mention and from what I understand, quantum theory and all of the things that are higher consciousness type conversation, there's like 22 dimensions, 22.

And this is the latest number, one of my friends, one of my mentors is actually an engineer and he believes that everything is consciousness. - Yes. - Every single thing that happens on this planet is that.

- That's, and we call it life, you know what we call it? - Yeah, that's a simple way, but you know what,

but what, here's the thing is, is fear.

So we developed, I sit in a haven lunch in Sarasota, several years ago, with a really freaking awesome intelligent woman, overweight a little bit, that she was work on program,

- Yeah. - And we started thinking about humans' galaxies. - Yep. - I didn't share this before.

First time I've ever run you on this show.

We started talking about, are we classified people

“as being galaxies and most people are black hole galaxies?”

Their energies inside, they wallow in the mire of guilt, shame, blame, and they spin throughout their whole lives, sucking in people's energy, and it's just not healthy, but there's a lot of black hole people out there, all it takes,

and you talk about frequencies is courage to step outside of yourself and to take a look. And when that breakoff point happens, you start to become look up spiral galaxies on Google and you'll see what it looks like.

They start to spin, a spiral galaxy spins. They're beautiful, they're ball of energy and they have these arms and spiral galaxy. It's really cool, and then spiral galaxy people are intersecting with each other.

- Yes, sir. - They're sharing ideas, they're trading stuff, they're spinning, it's a universe, they're talking through their eyes while even open their mouth.

- Yeah, it's freaking incredible.

- But the last, and then when they finally reach that fifth dimension, Amy, they get into what I call a contributory galaxy person. - A contributory galaxy. - Not even in the, we're making it up.

- It's fucking awesome. - But it's contributory galaxy. I can treat me to a galaxy person, is you. - Hell yeah.

“- A creatore's Lauren, fundamental creators, man, how do you?”

- Fundamental creators, and we're giving back. And the world in general despises fundamental creators, because we're pushing the needle for, I think about this, what's an algorithm? - Algorithm, it's the, the, the, the, the,

the formula of this, this, the technology that can predict what you're gonna do, and then once you do it, it will give feed you something out there. - They're rules based on computations. - Yep.

- They're constructs. - You cannot take a human organism and create an algorithm to make him something else. These algorithms, these computations are changing humanity in a negative way.

We need you, you, and you, we need her. - Lauren, thank you, and because we need real people to create the love, and to create the trust, and to propel humankind forward. - It's, it's beautiful what you just described.

- Thank you for that, but, but, but you, and only here on this set, that's the first time I've ever shared. - That's awesome. - The human galaxy theory. - No, it's absolutely true.

- It's absolutely true.

- I always say if you look up, you see all these stars

and you look down. You see these tiny microscopic things and you kind of look up and you kind of look down like, this is the exact same thing. - Well, no, no, you raise a good point.

- This is like, in a Bristol's, right? - We're crystals, yeah. - You know, so I got this one crystal that a friend of mine gave me, she was awesome. And, and it's a really nice polish.

- Just there. - Orch crystal, and there's a red spot in it. Formed millions of years ago, and that red spot, if you were to take radio isotope, it's iron, right? So it's a really cool crystal with a little iron spot in it.

Now, you look at the sun, you just mentioned, what makes fusion is iron. It's the same, if you were to take that crystal and take that iron in the sun, it's the same, right? But even better, we'll take it another step.

Take your blood. - Oh, you're right. - That's where you go. - It's the iron, it's in your blood. That isn't that kind of crazy.

- Yeah, yeah. - And your blood is in red and space, by the same iron that's in your blood is in the sun. And it's in that crystal. How can you deny that the universe is not one?

- Oh, yeah. - You cannot deny that.

“And that's what makes this experience so gratifying”

and satisfying is that it's iron on steroids. Oh, yeah, you know, it's the universe on steroids here. - That's the beautiful thing after a DMT experience or myself with LSD, you're not quite sure of the experience ever ends.

Like, I stepped out of it, like, I can still manipulate time and reality around me. Did I unlock something and didn't you realize, oh, shit, I kind of did. And then you start to meet other folks

that have unlocked this super power. - Yeah, yeah. - And you know what you see? - He says it's like, yeah, but it's true. I'll share one experience real quick.

- Sure, sure. - So, I didn't know what to expect, you know? I come from old school, you know, I'm not in the drugs, really, but I've tried a lot of them, but so my first journey, we smoked it.

That lasted, I don't know, seven, eight, nine, 10 minutes, who's counting, right? And immediately, after inhaling a couple of blasts, right? I was transported into another place. And it was dark, and there was a corridor.

like taking a pipe ranch and tapping on metal. But I was obviously not on earth anymore. So I walked down this corridor and I'd see this light emanating from this room. This is all happening, right up here.

And I walk into this room, and there's these two beings.

“- I kid you not, so let it take, I believe it.”

- What's the screen of the universe? - All the stars in the universe, and they're manipulating something. But they both turned, and they both looked, like they expected me, oh, it's in.

- And they went back to doing whatever they were doing, but what was cool was there were these flexi glass or glass tubes in that room, with red liquid, look like blood, but there were high glyphics floating in it.

I was on that spaceship. - No, I was in a different dimension. And the feeling that I got was this, it's a big universe, it's massive, and you're not alone, yeah.

- And it's huge because you're only operating in this frequency, and there's so many other frequencies and all sorts of things that we only can feel and instinctually kind of understand and realize, but we cannot see, because our eyes are not designed

to see those things. - Right, and you know what? I just had cataract surgery, I did. - Wow. - And this eye was acting up last week,

and it was weird, because I actually saw my eye healing itself. - Beautiful.

“- I could see the cells, I don't look half-baked, do I?”

- No, I can see the cells. - I know what you mean, no, I don't know what you mean. - It's a little like room. - It was, they like fixed in my eyeballs. - Fixed in, I was telling Lauren,

who's another professional here, that last week my eye was shut and look at it now. So the universe does work in miraculous way, - Sure. - And you can too, you can come out of the black hole.

- Right on. - And, but visit neo-masculinity dot solution. Just go there, look at what we've got. There's a complimentary strategy guide where you can change your life right now.

- It's awesome. - Neo-masculinity dot solutions, downloaded, it's a PDF. We've got a Sentinel handbook that's really trippy. - Love examples. - And we've all got copies for you,

but it looks in nine languages for eighth graders, and I know that you're beyond that. - So, no, no, so, I don't go beyond fifth grade. (laughing) - Being native really good.

- We can't, can we say that? - We totally can, we are podcasting. (laughing) - But yeah, there's a lot of interesting things, and all I can say is this, you know,

I can say a lot of things, but it's being be open-minded. Don't shut yourself out from a world out there that's got so many experiences. And I can assure you you have an experienced everything. - New, yeah, no, yeah.

- We're just experiencing life. - This is part one. - So you have been in part three in two dimensions. Somebody would say in two dimensions, and now there's 22 dimensions.

And my mentor, as a combat veteran from Vietnam, who has taught me a lot about human interaction. - Yes, sir. - And looking death in the face and coming back from a jungle to a world that hated you for it,

and, you know, just doing your duty, and, you know, we've all got to duty to ourselves. - Yes, sir. - The, I was gonna say just to give you that affirmation, wrap it up here.

Everything you just described is literally the first meeting

you have when you sign to a music label. Back in the '80s and '90s and the early 2000s, when record labels were a thing, and you had a hundred guys that, a hundred individuals that are at A&R,

and they're scouting, they're hunting. When you hear the phrase, a star is born, it is quite literally what that means. - True. - A label was designed to scour

and find the stars and you sit with John Ivy in the room and go, "This is how the world works. "We've discovered you a star is born. "We're gonna put all these resources into you. "We're gonna create your music here.

"This is you, that, yeah. "And all you are is a star." And then you will go through the artist's journey. You'll ascend, you'll create, you, everyone around you will make money,

and then we hide you. Because now we have to protect your energy. You're gonna go on tour, and you're gonna surround you, and put you in a green room.

We're gonna give you the skin, it was a television.

“Everything you need to be in this high frequency.”

Because when you're in that high frequency, you're performing, you're working.

Because we just spent half a million dollars

during music videos, so you're happy. So the other 10,000 people are working for you. Our happy as well, because a star is born. Now, they're called influencers. That's a whole different podcast, right?

They're called celebrities, and there is no more music labels, shit. There is no more Warner Brothers for God. Fuck and say, "I know, I know, you know what it is. "No, no, don't go.

"I'm gonna hold you back." No, no, no. We're gonna wrap it up now. But it's funny because I'll say this to the-- - Thank you for listening. - Thank you for listening.

Thank you, the viewers. Thank you for your time. - I'm sorry, man. So go in, get on you to plug it in. You've heard this song before, John Lennon, the Beatles, all you need is love.

Think about that for a while. - Yeah, and that's a beautiful thing. Back then, you had the Bowies, the Princess, the Jackson's, all of these people

that just took that first jump.

- Led Zeppelin, yeah. - The Zeppelin's, and now you look around, and it's like, we're at the art room, Ellen Camp, you know? - Bon Jovi. - And now we're channeling these energies

of all these people that influenced us.

- The celebrities, the influencers.

All these dumb names, we're just alive. This is John, I'm Ray.

“That's Lauren, that's Jason, and we are inside success.”

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