Decoder Ring | Who Was Lonelygirl15?

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In 2006, Virginia Huffernan was a TV critic at the New York Times and regularly doing something that is now very common, but at the time was pretty unusual. She was watching a lot of YouTube, which still, my colleagues had not heard of.

“I think we had to call it, like, the video hosting clearing house and whatever.”

YouTube had just been born the year before, in April 2005.

And on the internet, there really is before YouTube and after YouTube.

Before YouTube, there were online videos, but distributing, finding, and watching them was a pain. You had to download them on your computer, or they were shared in email attachments and on Janki Web sites. After YouTube, there was an easy way to watch videos, and there was an easy way for anybody

to make and upload their own. Virginia was thrilled. I like the idea of creators, like they were making little films. In these early days, most YouTube content did not yet rise to this description, but there was lots of experimentation.

“Skateboard fails, parody movie recots, lots of cats, and a burgeoning genre of Virginia”

thought of as sad girl videos. You know, like teenage girls, sort of like leaning into the camera and talking about their problems. About the breakup, it was pretty much my fault because I lied and told them that I was home doing homework, but instead I was on my friend's house sitting over.

And Virginia was watching all of this. I just really wanted to see where the form was going. It all seemed like online video was a footnote, but I was looking for it to take on the life of its own. And then one day a video caught her eye.

I mean, I was drawn to the thumbnail. I saw this really kind of beautiful striking face, looking at the camera, diary style. Well, I guess the video involved is about me, my name is Bray, I'm 16, I don't really want to tell you where I live, because you could stop me, yeah. In the video, Bray has long brown hair parted to the side, and she seems a little nervous.

She keeps breaking eye contact, and her knee is pulled up to her chin, and she's hugging it, as if her comfort. Oh, well, I need to know about my town, is that it's really boring, like really, really boring. That's probably why I spend so much time with my computer.

Behind her, you can see her bedroom, there's a stuffed animal on the bed, and a pink feather boa hanging off a door knob, and she's just talking. I didn't really have a plan for this video blog, but I guess I'll just do this. She pulls a bunch of goofy faces, and signs off. Okay, that would be guys enjoyed that, I'll m-bye.

You know, I just have always, always love to figure out how other people live in their

“rooms, and I was like, what is this girl alone in her room thinking about?”

Virginia started watching all of Bray's videos. There were a few each week, sometimes Bray would just do things like lip sync to Nellie. We're talking about how much she loved science. The answer to any principal states that no one can truly observe the universe, and it's present state, because as soon as you look at it, it changes.

Other times, she'd share about her life. Well, I'm homeschooled, and that's not where anything, if you're thinking that it is, it's not, it's not, it's not, okay? From the vantage of now, these videos look beyond familiar. There are a cute teenage girl speaking direct to camera about nothing much.

There are akin to millions of YouTube videos, millions of Instagram reels, millions of TikToks. But when Virginia was watching in 2006, this format was newly possible, and she started to feel Bray might be exactly who she'd been looking for. Someone giving audiences a front row seat to a previously inaccessible experience.

In this case, the inner life of a teenage girl, and doing so in videos that were better crafted than those of the other vloggers out there.

first-ever blogs.

“I really wanted to signal you should be interested in this.”

And in the summer of 2006, hundreds of thousands of people were interested, as Bray, who published under the online handle, Lonely Girl 15, became a sensation. Meet this summer's internet superstar, Bray, or Lonely Girl 15.

Her videos have been seen within 2 million times on the internet.

The moment she appeared there, thousands reached out just to be her friend. Lonely Girl 15 was the first proper YouTube star. She was charismatic, she was magnetic, she was obsessed over, and she was also not at all, what she seemed. This is Decoder Ring, I'm Willupaskin.

In 20 years ago, feels both very recent, and simultaneously, like it was a long time ago. In my own experience, I usually feel like it was just two decades ago, like Times flying. But so much has happened since, especially online.

In 2006, people were finally on the internet in massive numbers, and hit social media platforms,

iPhones, YouTube, they were still brand new. It's an in-between time, near and far, familiar and strange. And into this moment, burst Lonely Girl 15, and in-between times phenomenon, if there ever was one. She briefly became the most famous YouTuber in the world, even though for a while, nobody knew anything about her.

The impassioned quest to identify her is an artifact of this earlier era, but one that helped birth the internet as we know it. An internet that's full of video diaries and parasocial relationships, influencers, hyper-engaged

fandoms, and the knowledge that you cannot always believe your eyes.

So today, on Decoder Ring. What happens when a viral phenomenon is right on time, and also, a little bit too soon. So Lonely Girl 15 became extraordinarily popular in the summer of 2006, and I want to walk you through exactly how that happened, because it's a little hard to understand today.

“The early videos, especially, are very low-key, like breast sitting in her bedroom playing”

with her stuffed animals, low-key. I can't believe I didn't bring out the purple monkey puppet. She doesn't like to know that she's a puppet. She also spends lots of time hanging out with her friend Daniel, who edits her videos. And it's whatever was going on between her and Daniel, their whole will they won't

be a thing that really drove interest in the videos at first. People watching and commenting on YouTube, especially other teenagers wanted to know of the two of them like each other. The breed would brush it off in the comments in any emails, and even in occasional response videos.

So a lot of you guys were commenting, and I mean, I was laughing in the fact that everybody was saying that he liked me, and that I ask us if we were dating, and if we liked each other.

“That's what the videos were like at first, a charming window into teen life, with maybe”

a dash of IRL Dawson's Creek. Then in early July, reposted a video called My Parents' Suck. It was the first time she'd been anything other than sweet and peppy. It was also the first mention of any conflict with Daniel, or with her parents, who seemed to both strict and devout.

Maybe it just was the trappedness. You know, I loved that this might be a little rebellion. Virginia Hafernan at the New York Times was watching all of this, and the intimation that Breeze videos might be a reaction to her parents controlling tendencies, fascinated her.

to tens of thousands of people online.

By now, just a few weeks in, lonely girl did have tens of thousands of viewers. The videos were climbing YouTube's most commented and most watched charts, and much of that audience was doing something that we now expect, but was pretty new online. They were totally fanning out. Everyone was like, squealing about the tiniest spot turn.

Just like, what is this? What is going on in this gross life? On YouTube, an even more so-on online forums devoted to lonely girl, a feverish conversation was going on, not about Breeze crushes, but about her life. For all that Breeze had seemed to share, there was just a lot of basic information she had

with help. Like, her last name, like where she lived, like what religion her family really belonged to.

You know, we would over-analyze every single detail in the scene.

“Did you see this or did you notice or what about when she said?”

Chris Patterson lived in Tulsa, Oklahoma, and became a mainstay on the forums. You know, you're making a game of it. It's like people used to get together in Thursday night and watch friends. Well, we would get together and review the episode right after it aired. And then they would try to come up with answers.

Like, where do you think she is? She's 100 miles from the nearest mall, is it rural Idaho? People were like trying to look at indigenous plants. Someone claiming expertise in botany, zeroed in on the floor, I've found in the videos when Breeze and Daniel went for a hike.

What are you wearing at hiking this? They claim to spot a specimen of a plant native to California, leading posters to conclude she must be living somewhere in the Sierra Nevada mountains. As a summer progressed, they got more hints about her religion, too. As Breeze kept making more oblique references to it.

Yeah, it's over, though, just can't. And we learn a little bit about religion and we do fun activities. At one point, Breeze made it clear that whatever her family's beliefs were, they were to Daniel out. It's not like anybody just came up to him and tried to recruit him or change him or make

his beliefs any different. That's not what we do. Now the forum started to ask trickier questions than does she like Daniel and where does she live? They started to wonder, is she okay?

A friend of mine, he actually came to me because he was concerned.

“He was kind of like, I think she's in a colter or something and I was like, what?”

What are you talking about? Jenny Powell hadn't been watching Lonely Girl until her friend expressed his alarm. In intrigue, she found one of the forums dedicated to it an instantly filled deep into the conversation. Every day I was online talking to fans, it was clear that there was an audience that

had kind of rallied around her and they were concerned. The only became more worried in early August when Bree posted a video about an off-camera conversation between Daniel and her father. So today I decided that I was going to find out what Daniel and my dad talked about. Like Bree was just talking and like moving her camera around, which she didn't do a lot.

She usually had her camera just steady, but at one point she was talking to camera and she was moving it around and they spotted like a shrine in the background. Did you ask her if you saw that? What? Saw?

Saw? And like everybody took that video apart. And when they freeze framed and zoomed in on the shrine, they realized there was a photograph there of a man and someone recognized him as Alistar Crowley, the famed British occultist.

In the early 20th century, Crowley was an infamous practitioner of performative dark magic, a public figure who founded an esoteric religion and was dubbed the "Wickedest Man" in the world by the British tabloids. With the sight of Crowley, some viewers became more frantic than ever on Breeze behalf.

“I think people were like, is she captive?”

Is it some weird, you know, ritualistic thing, you know, is this a cry for help? It's like, what do you do? Call the police and say, hey, there's this girl, we can't like force her. We don't know where she is. And yet there was a growing faction within the lonely girl 15 community that was now circling

another possibility. It was the same group of people who had noticed that Breeze videos were unusually well edited, who had noticed that her lighting was really good, who had heard what they thought was an Australian accent sneaking out of Breeze mouth from time to time. Who thought it was a little strange that someone who was posting to YouTube all the time

had basically no other internet footprint to speak of.

cult.

“And that's because they were increasingly confident that the whole thing was made up.”

Yeah, this, I was like, this is not a real blog post.

This is somebody scripting something and they're trying to play it off as real. I mean, Alister Crowley, Alister Crowley shows up in your B movie when you want to signal someone's got an intimate relationship with Satan. The character of Breeze got out of our control. I didn't think it would be that big.

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By August of 2006, Lonely Girl was the most popular vlogger on YouTube and questions about her identity hit a rich thief or a pitch. Who was she? Was she real? Was she fake?

Was she a hoax? Would viewers didn't know yet was the truth? Which is it among other things? Lonely Girl 15 was the co-creation of a disillusioned plastic surgeon. I was like, I should not be a doctor.

I don't want to be a doctor. This is stupid. I'm going to be a doctor. Miles Beckett was born and raised in the valley. An ambitious straight-a student, he wound up in medical school because he says he didn't have

any better ideas. Becoming a doctor was prestigious, renumerative, and the career path was clear. None of this was necessarily the case about a career in the field, Miles was truly interested in entertainment. So he told himself he'd do both.

I was just very much like, okay, I'm going to be like Michael Crane.

That was kind of always my vision.

I was like, oh, he went to medical school, but then like he made ER and he made Jurassic Park and like I can do all that too. But by 2005, the Jurassic Park dream hadn't materialized. Miles was in his mid-20s, living in LA and working a day job as a doctor. His side hustle, which he wanted to be his main hustle, was making online video shorts

with comedians. But they weren't really going anywhere because it was hard to get online videos to a big audience. And then, along came YouTube. I was literally just like, oh my god, YouTube is the greatest thing ever.

This is going to take over Hollywood, like it's going to happen now. Miles became a super user, and of all the stuff he was watching, he too was captivated by one genre in particular. It was literally just kids blogging in their bedrooms. So turning on their camera and talking about their life.

And tomorrow, it's like a short day at school, and I have to like practice piano.

“I don't want to go to school, my life is boring, my parents suck.”

My mom is trying to kill me, okay? She may be taking all the things that come on windows because she sent them a freak. I don't know how I'll get you. One night as Miles was falling asleep, a thought popped into his head. Maybe there was a way to take all of these earnest, personal, homemade videos he had

been watching and put a twist on them. What if somebody was uploading videos to YouTube and they were not telling the truth? You wouldn't be able to tell if it was true or if it wasn't true. There was no way to know of the people appearing in these videos where who they said they were, which meant you could invent a fictional character in just not telling anyone.

Do your best to make it seem authentic and viewers might believe it was a real kid with a real video diary. Unlike now, there was still a kind of default assumption that especially on video coming across as real was hard to fake. And Miles was familiar with work that had played around with these kinds of assumptions

before. He'd loved the Blair Witch Project and independent horror movie that claimed to be made a found footage. And he'd been fascinated to learn about Orston Wells' War of the World's Radio Broadcast, which had aired back in 1938.

Which I always thought was like the craziest coolest thing ever that liked the world for

What if he could do something like this on YouTube?

“And it was while Miles was mulling over exactly what kind of story would work that”

he met a guy at a friend's karaoke birthday party. This guy, Mesh Flanders, and he said, "Oh, I'm a screenwriter." And I was flying high at that point because I had just actually sold a screenplay for a decent amount of money, so I didn't have a day job. This is Mesh Flanders.

He was also in his mid-20s and also trying to break into the business, though he'd made a bit more progress. Unlike Miles though, he didn't grow up in the valley. I grew up on an oshron, which is like a meditation commune, my parents had a spiritual teacher, and he presided over, you know, 45, 50 other people that all meditated according

to his teachings, which, you know, sounds a little colty. Is it a colt? Like was it a colt? I think so. Mesh was also homeschooled on the oshron, where he didn't have many friends.

He also had essentially no access to popular culture until he was a teenager.

So when he finally had a chance to see a movie, it was a revelation.

“I remember seeing back to the future in the theaters, and just feeling like, "Oh, my God,”

this is amazing." And I remember telling myself, "If I can get out of here, meeting like the oshron, that is what the world looks like out there." So when he could, Mesh got out of there. He went to college, made a short film, worked as a director's assistant, landed in

agent. And now here he was at a friend's karaoke birthday, clicking with miles back in. We were, I mean, we were made for each other. It was just, you know, kismant. We just started talking, and I remember thinking to myself, I was like, "Should I tell

him this ideas? You get a skill in my idea, should I not?" And I'm like Oscar at, like, I'll tell him the idea, and he was like, "Have you seen this site YouTube?" and I was like, "No." Mesh was barely on the internet, so miles explained what YouTube was all about.

And about all those kids with their homemade video diaries, and how it would be possible to create and distribute their own work of fiction inspired by them. When I saw YouTube, I realized why he was so excited about it. This was its own medium. Literally, the whole party, we were just at the bar, talking about this idea, and decided

it's a girl. These homeschooled, there's this cult, Alistair Crowley, like, all this stuff happened in this

first conversation at the bar.

Next day, I like, called them up, and I said, "Dude, we're doing this." Over the next two weeks, miles and Mesh hammered out the details of what the project could look like. Their ambitions were not small. Number one, make the most famous YouTuber.

That was goal number one. To achieve it, they planned to begin as you've heard they did. They'd start with a small scale teen drama, and then slowly begin to hint at something darker. And then, with viewers hooked, they'd move on to the next phase.

Gradually, as you watch these videos, you realize she's in this cult. She's being prepared for a virgin sacrifice type ceremony. She's going to be killed, and then they disappear. No more videos. We get the audience to be like, "Oh my God, what happened to them?

This girl, we all love. The famous YouTuber just went missing. There's a mystery, and we can make a feature film that would answer the question what's happened to her." If goal number one was make the most famous YouTuber in the world, this was goal number

two. Use that YouTuber's success to launch a lonely girl 15 movie, which would be more respectable and renumerative than some YouTube show.

“In my estimation, the only way to make money off of this was make this huge thing that”

leads into a movie that we can sell as a DVD. At the time, did you feel as confident as me? Like, did you think, like, "Oh, if we do this right, it will work." I mean, it sounds ridiculous, but I did, I mean, and I know that sounds sort of arrogant. But it's not.

I did. I was positive. It was going to be number one. But for that to happen, they needed a lonely girl. It was really challenging because we had a bunch of constraints.

We needed somebody cute, but not too hot. We wanted a very, like, approachable girl that was, like, a girl that nerds felt like might actually like them, and we needed her to be a really great, believable actress who had done

basically nothing because you needed to not recognize her or find her.

Mission miles posted a casting call on Craigslist for what they said was an independent

The first day, all the actresses sucked, and Mission I were both like, "Uh, it's over.

Our dream is dead, it's not going to work." And then the next day, Jessica came in and we were like, "Oh my God, she's perfect." I mean, she was so not L.A. She was just like, just had this totally innocent quality to her. Yeah, I wouldn't say I was innocent at all, just probably naive.

This is Jessica Phillips, though at the time she went by Jessica Rose. She grew up in New Zealand, but she quit school at 15 hoping to be an actress. A few years later, she came to the U.S., or her dad's from, to go to a one-year acting program in L.A. As soon as my parents let me in, I turned 18, I was like, "See, I didn't come off to go

to be an actress now." I just wanted to go straight to Hollywood and be in it. She'd only graduated a few weeks before she spotted that ad on Craigslist and booked the leading role. She was thrilled.

But then she met up at a coffee shop with mesh and miles and use of Abu Talib, the actor who'd been cast as her best friend Daniel. And she learned what she'd been told was an independent film with some internet thing. And I just felt like my heart dropped. You'd heard all these stories about L.A. and, yeah, to be careful, and people are going

“to try to scam you and trick you and I felt like, "Oh, that's what this is.”

They've tricked me." Specifically, she thought they were probably making porn. I was just so devastated, like, I think I cried on the way back, just like, "I'm so stupid. How could I believe that I booked a film, like, straight away, from acting school?"

Like, "Of course I didn't, and that's just silly." Miles assured her they were not making porn. And as Jessica watched the YouTube and thought more about the offer, it seemed like an opportunity. Even if it was one, she didn't entirely understand.

And as one of her acting teachers told her, "She could always quit."

So she agreed to be lonely girl. By now a million things were happening at once. Miles had enlisted a young lawyer acquaintance named Greg Goodfrey to help get the business end of things in order. They had already bought up a lonely girl domain name.

Miles had also seated the ground on YouTube, starting to comment as lonely girl 15 before Jessica had even been cast. He also posted a couple of reply videos from Breeze account, just mashups of other YouTube clips, nothing showing her face. But enough to ensure that she'd have an audience waiting for her.

Miles and Mesh also went on a shopping street at Target in order to turn Mesh's bedroom into that of a 16 year old girl's. And then using exactly the camera equipment, a real YouTuber would have. They started filming. Hi guys, so this is my first video blog.

I've been watching for a while and I really like a lot of you guys on here. I mean, I've vividly remembered putting up the first video and staying up all night and watching the views tick up was like, oh my god, 20,000, 25,000, 30,000. More people watched that video in the first five minutes it was posted and the short film I'd spent three years making before that, you know.

They were off and you know what happened.

“The first few episodes were extremely low-key.”

I haven't really got anything interesting to say right now, so I'm going to get back to schoolwork, but if I find a think of anything, then I'll tell you for sure. But as you know, viewers responded, there were more for every episode and they seemed to believe Brie was real. And for me that was very validating is an actress, like what I'm doing is resonating with

somebody else. Was it fun? It was so fun. I was acting like it was my job. It was something that I got to do that was acting every day, I loved it.

It was thrilling. I mean it was absolutely thrilling, you know, when we were in my room and it was just the three of us making this thing worth collaborating with people you're really in sync with.

That was an experience I'd never had.

With everything going so well, they moved on to the planned second phase of the show. They aired an episode we mentioned already, called My Parents' Suck, which began to hint at something just a little bit darker. So Daniel is really mad right now, and I don't know if he'll be allowed to come over anymore.

And just as little hint that something more was going on was enough to send the show to a new level.

“Do you remember when you found out it was the number one video on YouTube?”

Oh yeah, I'm never forget. Yeah. I mean, it changed my life, like I'm actually getting emotional. The My Parents' Suck video had been uploaded early on the morning of the 4th of July.

I distinctly remember being on that boat, like kind of looking up in the stars and thinking

“like my life is never going to be the same again.”

Thank God.

It hadn't even been three weeks since we first appeared on camera.

And now they had the top video on YouTube. Their strategy to this point had worked perfectly. They'd unveiled great people thought she was real. They'd introduced just the slightest complications, and now hundreds of thousands of people were watching.

And watching today, you, maybe you're anything like me, might wonder why. What stands out to me about Breeze channel is how slow and familiar it is by today's standards. We've all watched videos of charismatic girls doing nothing much on screen, but this is a way less sticky and frenetic than what we have become accustomed to.

Really, very little happens. But for the time lonely girl was unusual. It looked good.

There was a subtle throughline if you were paying attention.

But most of all there was something we can't see anymore. The videos, but the conversation around them. So much of what was exciting about lonely girl 15 was unfolding in real time in fan forums. People were freeze-framing every single video, even though we were teasing them with plot, that plot was like plenty for them to like go over and over and over.

People would watch a brief video. They would talk about it endlessly for three or four days until the next one came out. And they'd go and talk about that one for three or four days endlessly and dissect that one. So the experience of the plot was almost occurring more in the dialogue among fans in the forums and in the comments.

The way lonely girl 15 was being treated is now so familiar. People do it all the time with both TV shows and real life mysteries. It wasn't yet clear which lonely girl was. The energy being expanded to find out was so new that miles and mash had not seen it coming. When we were talking about producing the show, I thought we would just post a video twice a week

and that'll be how people engage. No, this was a new medium. It was like we had made a movie, but the movie was going on 24/7 and people could interact with the characters.

It was the arrival of this impassioned, obsessive, unexpected level of attention that finally

forced the project to diverge from the original plan. For starters, miles and mash realized that YouTube's success might be a goal unto itself, not some booby prize. They had an audience that liked what they were doing right now. They abandoned the idea that all of this would be leading to a traditional film.

But since the audience was so engaged, there was a much higher risk than they'd been expecting of the whole thing being exposed before they were ready.

“Remember by this point, fans were freeze framing on plant life.”

We were arguing about why Bree was so hard to find, and what Alister Crowley had to do with it. One day, a fan even posted that she thought she'd recognized Bree at a Barnes & Noble in Santa Monica. She was right.

It really was Jessica. After that, miles told the actors they had to stay out of public places, which went Jessica had to quit her jobs at Abercrombian Fitch and TGI Fridays. No, we kind of have you working at really public places where you're seeing hundreds of people every day.

So they started paying us a real low salary just enough to get by. For what it's worth the actors hadn't been getting paid anything before. They also realized they couldn't keep Bree's entire online persona going by themselves. If she was truly a YouTuber, she was going to be in the comments. She was going to be talking to the people, not as fans, but as friends.

Amanda Goodfreed was a recent law school graduate who worked at the Talon Agency CAA and was married to Greg Goodfreed. We mentioned Greg in passing before. He was part of the lonely girl 15 brain trust, one of its co-creators, but on the business side.

“As Greg's wife, Amanda was one of the few people who knew the lonely girl's secret.”

And so when Mesh and Miles needed someone to take over all of lonely girls correspondence, she was the obvious choice. At that time, I was very online and they had realized none of us have ever been a 16-year-old girl before. If Jessica was lonely girl on screen and in people's minds, Amanda became lonely girl

online. She made Bree her own my space page. She commented on every comment she responded to every email. I felt like I had a responsibility. I just eyed pictured these kids at home on the other side of the world, on the other side

of the country, thinking that they were connecting to another real teenager and how desperate

Amanda says barring the occasional foot photo request. The people writing to Bree really were young people. They sent compliments and questions, like what sugar are you wearing and what camera do you do?

“What's it like being home schooled and do you like Daniel?”

There was one question that was trickier though. If they messaged her and said, "Are you real?" We just ignored it.

I'm never going to lie to somebody.

That was the ethical line that we drew. But questions about Bree's true identity were becoming in escapable. The lonely girl growing in popularity and the fan forums consumed with debate over the nature of the videos. Curiosity about Bree was intensifying every day.

The mystery of the lonely girl started in June on YouTube. Fans are investigating every detail of lonely girl, including the most fundamental. Who is she? Does Bree lonely girl 15 rail or a hoax?

“I was scared the entire way through making it that people were going to realize it was fake.”

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Miles and Mesh had always intended lonely girl 15 to be in mystery.

Now it was, but not exactly in the way they'd intended. People weren't trying to figure out what was happening to Bree inside of their story. They were trying to figure out something outside of it. Was the whole thing a fiction? Was it all made up?

Was Bree real or not? And this mystery had turned into a major caper, and may have started an insular online forums and YouTube comments, but now is in the news, and there were partisans on both sides. I just like to believe, I mean, like, I just feel like I always want to just feel like

can we just carve out a tiny bit of room for fun. Virginia Hufferna and have been writing about lonely girl for the New York Times since July. She knew there were skeptics, but she still found Bree utterly plausible. Being about her seemed too authentic to fake, down to the movie poster in her bedroom. I remember saying that pulling in dynamite, that's proof it's real.

That seemed really perfect. She started an email correspondence directly with Bree herself, and was so taken with her tone, she didn't even wonder why she hadn't hopped on the phone. She told her readers that Bree's email, which was actually written by Amanda Goodfreed, seemed entirely gylous and true to a teen girl's way of talking.

“This is like an early time, I think, that I probably did cross the line from being a critic”

to being a straight up fan. As Virginia put it to her readers, there were now three options in her mind. One was that what was going on was just sweet. Bree was an entirely genuine and normal and real teenager. Two was that what was going on was real, but weird.

She was an actual person, but perhaps also in a satinist cult. Then there was option three, which was that the whole thing was a fake, probably perpetrated by some corporation to market something, but it was a fraud. Where's that a fraud, like a hoax? But it felt like you were like rooting for it to be real.

Absolutely, like, I wanted her to be in control of the camera. I just wanted her to be in control of the story, and it to be like a first person narrative rather than like a bunch of guys in the room, which felt a little exploitative. Virginia's rooting interest in lonely girl being real wasn't keeping her from trying to figure out what was going on.

She was also hard at work trying to determine the identity of lonely girl, which was exactly what a number of doubters were doing too. It immediately had like that off feeling, like, okay, this feels very like staged, but

until we had proof, you never know.

Chris Patterson, one of the fans you heard from earlier in this episode, was a tech

He never before or since been in a fandom, but he was extremely savvy about the workings

of the internet.

“If you looked up nerd in the dictionary, that's where I would be like right on the right”

page. He'd been suspicious lonely girl was real from the moment he first started watching, but that hadn't put him off, it had intrigued him. The whole show felt him like a puzzle, a game that he wanted to solve. That's when, you know, there was a few of us on the forum that were like, yeah, let's

see if we can figure this out. They began obsessively searching for information about Brie's real identity, and they weren't the only ones. I just had this feeling like this wasn't real and that I'm going to solve this, I'm going to crack this case.

Richard Rushvald was a writer for the LA Times who also became entirely consumed with solving the mystery of lonely girl 15. Once I was a week or two into this, I kind of pushed aside like everything on my job. That wasn't absolutely necessary and started blowing off meetings and whatever my other

“responsibility was just totally obsessive and manic for for weeks.”

Like Virginia, Richard was blogging about the lonely girl investigation, but for the LA Times. And people started reaching out to him with all sorts of leads. We were getting calls by partner Clare Hoffman and I, we went to meet someone at Hamburg or Hamlet and then I who claimed he knew who she was.

How did the guy just like called the LA Times and was like meet me at the Hamlet like deep throat? Yeah. When they met up, the guy sent them on what turned out to be a wild goose chase for an actress in Texas.

Other fans convinced Brie had a trace of an Australian accent, thought they could crack the case using school photos. There were a lot of people sending me lots of pictures of Australian earbubbs saying there she is. Meanwhile, the amateur detectives on the lonely girl forums were exploring any and all possibilities.

For Chris Patterson, it had become an obsession. Like to the point where you know, you're out shopping and like you would get a message. You'd be like, oh wait, oh, and you know, next thing you know, you're sitting on your mobile browser, which has zero bandwidth trying to load like a link that they sent you and you're like, wait, is this them?

Is this that? On September 1st, a poster shared a key discovery on the forums, a lost Angeles lawyer had filed for a U.S. trademark of the term Lonely Girl 15. The lawyer's name was Kenneth Goodfreed and he was the father-in-law of Amanda Goodfreed.

“That's when things got actually scary and we were like, what?”

Amanda, remember, it was in charge of Lonely Girls Online Correspondence and now her father and law's name was all over the forums. She did her best to cover up their digital trail. Immediately, like, I scrubbed as much as I could. But nobody had connected Amanda directly to Lonely Girl yet.

She was just a name and a growing list of possible leads. And for a while, that's all she remained.

There were points there where I just felt like this is never going to be solved.

This is impossible, we've hit dead ends everywhere, we go. So it really did feel hopeless. Was there any time where you're like, I can't believe I'm doing this? Yes, it was totally ridiculous, I was widely mocked by my wife and colleagues and everybody else for this obsession.

But it was exciting and I mean, the feeling when we cracked it and finally stepped through to looking glass was incredible sense of, I can't believe it, it definitely happened. That moment came with the help of three fans on the forums, including Chris Patterson, who you've been hearing from and who contacted Richard Rushfield directly. We reached out to him and said, hey, we have a plan to try to track and see if we can get them

to answer us and get at least a location. The plan was to send a message to Brey on my space with a hidden code planted in it. It's just very simple tracking technology, you know, dropping a pixel on a page that's invisible. When someone opened it, the tracker would trigger a script that would send them the IP address of whoever had opened the message.

If it was really Brey, they would expect to see an IP address somewhere remote. We sent one message on my space, you know, just something fan-ish and then we just sat and watched the logs on the PHP server and we're just like, nothing, nothing, yeah, it's like, oh, we got it open.

So, as I mentioned, if someone on my space message to Brey, I would always message back.

Amanda Goodfrey was at work when she saw a new message come in. And so this particular fan wrote a comment. I went to their page, went back and responded to their message. And unfortunately, I was answering their message from Creative Artist Agency. Yeah, we looked at the location and we looked to the IP address was registered too.

Just happened to be at a talent agency in LA.

“When I saw that the email had been opened at the CAA server,”

I knew immediately who it was. Amanda Goodfrey. Richard knew it was Amanda because of all of the detective work he'd done. She'd been on his long list of names because she was the daughter-in-law of the lawyer who registered the Lonely Girl 15 trademark and he looked into her enough to know she worked at CAA.

And now, he was finally able to surmise, she was the one answering Lonely Girls emails. From there, it all happened fast. Richard called up CAA and told them they better go talk to Amanda and get him a story. Meanwhile, someone else unearthed a cash version of Jessica's deleted my space page. A friend of meshes leaked on set photos to Virginia Haffronon at the New York Times.

It was clear. The jig was up.

“I was, oh fuck, this is not, because you can't control it.”

But our biggest fear was like, people are going to hate us. They're going to think we lied to them. They're going to think we were taking them for a ride. It was like some hoax or something. And we were like, that's not what this was. This is art. This is a story. This is a show.

National miles had been watching fans and reporters investigate for weeks now. But they were still unprepared when the truth came out. How stressful was this at the time? A hundred out of ten. It's so stressful. What were you worried about?

My entire life falling apart. At this point in time, I was $30,000 in debt. I'd been paying the actors out of my bank account from the work I was doing as a doctor. To me, this was like, I have struck gold. You know, we've caught magic here and we cannot screw this up.

The creators gathered a crisis PR team at CAA and they agreed to grant interviews to both Richard Rushfeld at the L.A. Times in Virginia Haffronon at the New York Times. Both of their articles came out on September 13th, 2006. And the story hit the TV news that night. A major cyber mystery has been solved.

Over the last few months, a young woman calling herself lonely girl 15,

created a sensation with an online video diary, viewed more than two and a half million times.

Many thought her story was too good to be true and they were right. Lonely girl 15 turns out to be actress girl, 20 something years old. When they sort of called me and they said they know who you are, they're going to release your name in the morning. I would just like cried. Jessica Rose hadn't created lonely girl, but she knew she would bear the brunt of the fallout.

I'm the one who, you know, you think of lonely girl 15 and you think of my face.

“It should I be frightened. She like, at that point, it was, it kind of all hit at once, I think.”

And some fans were really upset. I think some people felt very betrayed. I think there was a really strong sense of disappointment and probably anger that they had been fooled.

And most of those people left. They just left and they never came back.

That's Jenny Powell again. She came to lonely girl because a friend was concerned and then became a fan herself. They were just, nope. You know, we thought this person was in danger. You made us have feelings for them and then it turns out they're not even real. I do take responsibility in the fact that I was, I was tricky people. I made a good free. The member of the lonely girl team who was corresponding the most directly

with fans. So she understands there was a kind of breach. And there's an aspect to that that is not nice. And so I, so I, so I, I see that and, um, part of me, like, feels poorly about that. Did you feel conflicted about it at the time? Yeah, I did. No idea. Yeah. I was like, I absolutely questioned it. But like, not enough. 20 years later, miles and mash. The creators of breach are nearly so bothered. Oh, god, no. I mean, well, I look, I mean, I look at like the

stuff that people do on the internet now. And I'm like, oh, oh, we pretended a girl was real for a few months who wasn't like, it's no. Like, it was fine. And we had some moral ground. Like, our whole

thing was like, we never lied to anyone ever. I was like, hmm, I just don't like it. Virginia

Huffernan wasn't upset that she'd been deceived. But with the reveal, she did become almost immediately disinterested. She is now lost her charm to me. And, you know, like, an actress is just different from a, you know, person. She had hoped lonely girl, whoever she was was in charge

But lots of people, like Jenny Powell, liked that TV show. Okay, that was actually really clever

“that you did that and that you kept it going for as long as you did. But we still care about the”

story. And we want to see the story continue. Maybe the most surprising thing about the lonely girl reveal is this that upon learning the truth, many people did not care. I was surprised when I opened my laptop and like, people were still watching the videos because it's like, now they knew it was completely fake. In fact, the show's viewership increased. The truth was out and the show had not imploded. The creator's worst fears had not been realized. The attention brought

in new viewers as did the stupendous growth of YouTube itself. Lonely girl was to that date and bar none, the best known and most discussed YouTube series ever. Everyone involved seemed to be

exactly where they wanted to be. At the beginning of their Hollywood careers. Jessica who's never

“done any professional acting says now she's getting a stream of calls from Hollywood ages.”

I was meeting with CAA, like a UTA, like everyone that you could possibly want to meet with. I was meeting with them to represent me. So at first, it was amazing. In the weeks after the reveal, it wasn't just Jessica Rose who was a wash and possibilities. Miles and Greg were eyeing how to turn the show into a functioning profitable business. Mesh was hopeful he could springboard off into a screenwriting career. After all, they had a viral phenomenon on their hands.

But the show itself was starting to change rapidly. Once the truth was out, the creators felt they couldn't just keep it as it was. Now that we know this isn't a girl in her bedroom that this is an actress portraying a girl in her bedroom, we got to do some shit. We got to like, blow shit up, have her run from the dark side. If everyone knew the show was a fiction, it needed to be more obviously fictional, more obviously a TV show. So they introduced

cult rituals, kidnapping, secret codes, as Bree and Daniel went on the run. "You please take this more serious?" "How can I take it more seriously?" "This is a bad situation." "Shut up, that's it, that's all, that's all the one." But not everyone was wild about the show's new direction.

“I think it started to go to a point where I was like, "Oh,”

this is not really the genre that I enjoy or feel connected to anymore." Where it's like, when Bree was a normal person, just to go with some regular girl problems, I felt very connected to that character. Ultimately, Jessica landed a traditional acting

egg like she'd always wanted, a role on the ABC Family Series Greek. And soon after,

she left Lonely Girl 15. On August 5th, 2007, a little over a year since she first appeared on camera. The character of Bree, Lonely Girl herself, was killed off. Lonely Girl 15 continued without her, and soon without mash. The people making the show hadn't been friends before the project. And as it extended, and the excitement abated, and it became a job, they started to go their own ways. "It became more apparent that I needed

to leave, that you know, that you've run its course, just kind of like a partnership, kind of coming to an end." The remaining creators launched spin-offs of Lonely Girl 15. Some run by a man to good-freed, who did all sorts of innovative audience work and hired among other people, the fan Jenny Powell. But Lonely Girl was at the time one of one. The viral breakout scripted YouTube show, and people didn't quite know what to do with it. They all might have struck gold, but it was turning

out to be hard to extract. By the end of the odds, the whole thing was over. Lonely Girl 15 remains all these years later, one of the most successful ever scripted online dramas, a high point of the form as well as the careers of all involved, for better or worse. "It's look, I've made more money off other things that I have done since then, but from a mine share and probably impact on the world and culture and stuff. This is the biggest thing

that I've ever done still. It's probably the most press-all ever get in my life. You know, it was insane." Miles has run a number of businesses, including helping celebrities

Mesh is out of Hollywood and lives in North Carolina. To find an audience for something that I was

“creatively responsible for, was really intoxicating. It was the time of my life, and I don't have any”

regrets. What do you think about this chapter in your life, like in hindsight, like the lonely girl chapter? There was definitely a long period of time where I hated it. I hated that I was a part of it.

I've got to keep in mind I was 19, so I didn't understand maybe how one million it was.

Jessica lives in Australia now, and she acts sometimes, but it's not her full-time job, like she hoped it would be. And Moldigol still follows her around when she's dropping her kid's school when someone asks for an interview. I actually stopped doing interviews about it about five or six years ago. For some reason I felt like I had to do every single interview that someone asked to do about it, and I was doing them a lot for years, for 15 years, probably.

And then I sort of realized that I felt really bad afterwards. Why does it make you feel bad?

Yeah, I don't really know. I think it's just something that was really successful, and then it kind of wasn't, and it is a reminder of a dream that you chase that you didn't get. Sorry.

“Yeah, I think that's why. I think you think when you get some form of success that that's just”

it's going to continue, and I felt like I had already done it like it. The hard part I thought was

getting in, I didn't think the hard part would be standing.

In 2006, lonely girl 15 was heralded as the future of online video of television, of media. Here was a scripted show delivered through the internet to hordes of interactive fans. And we were going to get more stuff like that. The internet, in other words, would look like scripted television, and there'd be all the jobs that go with it, actors and writers and directors. We all know now that wasn't quite right. But it turns out the real future of online video was

“in lonely girl 15. It opened with what has turned out to be the most popular and sticky visual”

format of the last 20 years. Not the scripted TV show, but someone just speaking directly to their camera about whatever they want and a crewing massive audiences who just relate. And that's not all. Lonely girl 15 was the most high-profile to date example of so many things we take for granted now. YouTube as the center of the streaming universe, internet sluiting, obsessive fan communities, parasocial relationships, even hoaxes, predicting the future is hard. Even when you get so many

things about what it's going to look like right, even when you help other people see it more clearly. You can still miss just enough to wind up another online video. This is Dakota Ring. I'm Wille Paskin. Please consider signing up for Dakota Ring Plus. You get to hear Dakota Rings back, skip all the ads, and support the work that we do. You can join by going to the Dakota Ring Show page on Apple Podcasts or Spotify,

or visiting slate.com/ Dakota Ring Plus. This episode was written by me and Evan Chang, our supervising producer, Evan also produced this episode. Dakota Ring is also produced by me, Katie Shepherd, and Max Friedman, Mayor Jacob, is senior technical director. Thank you to Greg Goodfried, Matt Farmsky, and Tom Farmsky. I also want to say thank you to Ryan Broderick and Grant Irving. Ryan writes the garbage day newsletter and host the podcast panic world with Grant.

Before I knew anything about Lonely Girl 15, they had me on their show to tell me all about it, and suggested it might make a good topic for Dakota Ring. They were right. We'll link to the

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