1303: Self-Invited Guest Puts Friendship to the Test | Feedback Friday

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You can jump ahead to 21 minutes and 20 seconds and enjoy the show. By the way, I don't know if you guys can tell, but Jordan and I are both sick this week. Yeah.

“If we sound a little weird, that's why Jordan has some undefineable plague and I have”

something I picked up at. I'm pretty sure the Pilates Studio in Lakinta near my dad's house. That all sounds like a joke, but we know you so it's not. That's just a fact. Oh, yeah.

I picked something up the Pilates Studio in Lakinta. Oh, Kayba Nito Gabriel. You know how that reformer plague be. You just pick it up from the carriage. Straight from the carriage.

Yeah, that's the most west side of L.A. thing you've said in a long time, honestly. But the irony was it was wait, he's happened in the desert where my dad lives. He had shoulder surgery, shout out to Victor for being a champion through shoulder surgery and that listens to the show we weaker love you dad and I was out there hanging out with him while he recovered and I went to go to a class and I think that's probably where I got it.

Super spreader events man. Super spreader. Pilates. Our live show back in 2020, doing one of that was with Ryan Holiday. Oh, I forgot about that.

Was that a super spreader? Oh, yeah. Everyone got COVID. That was one where everyone was being super careful and at the end I was like, I can't just like walk away from all these show fans that showed up.

They came out during a pandemic to hang. Everyone was like, either masked or not like whatever it was one of those things where I was like, I'm not going to like be a dick about this and it was sort of the tail end of this thing and I was like, yeah, everyone here's lasted or some people have already had it.

They weren't worried about whatever and then after the first day I was like, oh, okay.

Cool. This went really well. And the next day I was solely a commercial for the Hyundai Ionic Five because the whole of that was sponsored by Hyundai. So I'm in an Ionic Five literally on the beach and they're like pretend like you're driving,

right? I'm a cameraman that's inches from my face and there's a director behind me talking to the cameraman also in the car and then there's a producer or something in the other seats. So they're all off camera.

This is how they filmed car commercials, right? It looks like you're leisurely driving and enjoying yourself. But really the car is asked to elbow full of people with the windows up so the sound doesn't get screwed up and they're all breathing in each other's faces including me and as soon as I went home to my hotel, I was like, I'm not feeling so good.

It's the incubation period on getting something and after that, everybody on that whole shoot got COVID and a bunch of the people are the live event also said they got COVID. So who knows where we got it, but it was just like, yeah, like 40 people got it. I did not remember that. I did not get a COVID at that event, so I don't know what happened.

I liked I dodged it, but I got it later. Lucky you. Year one of the few.

“I think it was the commercial shoot combined with the super spreader event potentially,”

but anyway. Anyway, that's why we sound like this. This is why we sound like this. I probably do have COVID again, I don't know who has COVID tests in 2026. I'm not sure.

Do you even bother testing unless you're flying home to be going to flying home? I went to Saudi Arabia on February 26. So that went well. Went there. I was going to say, can you even say you went?

It feels like you went to the airport. One airport lounge later and you came home. Yes.

I was going to Saudi Arabia and Egypt and then crossing over via Jordan and I get to Saudi Arabia. It takes me like 30 hours, literally, right? Because there's not exactly a direct flight from here to Riyadh. So I fly there.

It might have been like 25 hours. I fly there and I've got like overnight hotels. It's like that kind of trip. And I go to Tableau, which is the city in the west and then they pick me up at the airport and they drive me two and a half, three hours into the Neum Desert, which is actually just

super incredible.

It's sort of like an amazing sort of wonder of the world.

We kept one night and overnight, everyone's too cold so they're like, oh, we got to do something about that. And I was like, hey, was I sleeping or in hallucinating or did like airplanes and missiles

“and drones go overhead and people were like, oh, I think I heard planes and I'm like, yeah,”

those are some really, really fast planes then because that was like, right, and I talked to my friend, who's a weapons expert and he's like, those are cruise missiles based on your location. They're almost certainly cruise missiles, maybe they were fighter jets. We should explain as well.

You didn't have a cell phone service, right? Right. So you were not like following the news fully. There's no cell phone service, but I did have a Garmin in reach because you need communication in 26 if you're going in the middle east in the middle of nowhere.

It's at a Garmin in reach and I had my DOD contacts.

I was like, hey, guys, if anything happens, can you send me a message here?

And I give it to my family, I give it to you. But I get this message that's like, there's an attack on Iran. And I was like, oh, let me look at a map and figure, oh, yeah, okay. So these, that was like missiles and jets coming over me from the Gulf to Iran. And you could see drones on the horizon because what else moves like a drone, right?

It's like this weird, loitering thing. And I was like, what's over there and the guides are like, that's an Air Force base. So I'm like, okay, so there's a loiter, there's like a surveillance drone over it, probably. I don't understand what that is all about. And then they were helicopters and jets everywhere.

So it just felt a little bit unsafe. And I also had this like, little medical issue, like a small infection, not a huge deal. But I was like, you know what, this is my QTGTFO. So I left in the trip organizer. It's wayfinders.

It's like the guys that go to the folks that go to like Peru in Morocco and all these different crazy, place butan, all these crazy places. So they were like, I'm surprised Jordan's breaking point is this early. And I'm like, you know what, I'm not feeling good. I've got this medical thing.

We're going to be doing a ton of hiking and there's an attack. I'm just going to bounce and I'm going to act as a point of contact for you all, because I have everyone's in reach. I know where you are like, I get the vibe, I'll tell you if you got to go.

“So I get back to taboo and like that day my defense contact is like, you should go.”

They're going to evacuate everybody. And that means every expats going to book a flight in like an hour and a half, book a flight now. So I booked my flight back. I went to dinner because it was Ramadan and I came back and I was like, maybe I'll

change to an earlier flight anyway and just, and I looked and everything was full, everything for days. So I told my people, I was like, you guys should book flights right now and they're kind of like, well, we might cross into Jordan and go to Egypt. It can't be that bad later that same day.

They were like, oh, yeah, we can't even cross because there's like missiles going into Jordan and the border is like, iffy. So the rest of the people on the trip were just stuck. They were stuck for a while. There were a bunch of people who were supposed to meet us that couldn't meet us because they

were going to arrive a few hours later and they had a separate ride. They were on their plane and Dubai took off, turned around, landed, got off the plane because they were like, you can't even be in the air right now.

“They went to go get their luggage, they're like, there's so many planes and so much baggage.”

You can't get your stuff. So they went to a hotel and Dubai thinking like, okay, we'll fly out tomorrow or later today. And then days later, they're like, okay, come get your bags. You can't fly out, you're going to have to figure this out later, come get your stuff. So they drive to the airport and as they're driving to the airport, the police stop them

and are like the airport has been hit by a drone or whatever you can't go there. And they're like, but they have all of our stuff. So they're in Dubai and a hotel and they're like, okay, I guess we'll go to the mall and go shopping because we have only the clothes on our back, no toiletries, no clothing. And we're going to be here for like a week.

That sucks.

They went shopping, bought a bunch of stuff and then it did the airspace never opened during

the time so they ended up driving to Oman and we have a sort of highly placed Thai friend. So he had some kind of hookup on Thai silk airways for like Thai citizens and diplomats to get out and he placed them on that flight. So they went from Oman to Bangkok. Wow.

Imagine flying to the Middle East for a curated trip, spending half the time at Zara. Yeah, exactly. They had this massive hotel that was like something out of white lotus. This villa in Kosovo here or something like that. And they sent me a photo.

It is my buddy, Voichak and Carolyn and Katie and they were all like in robes laying out

What is this?

“They're like, "Oh, war be like," and I was like, yeah, let's pour one out for the people”

who are still stuck, man.

You guys got off really easy. War be like, that was a cat. War be like white lotus except kinky. You just described as better than every season of white lotus than every season. I know you're not a fan.

So the rest of the group ends up going to Istanbul because I was like, you guys need to fly to Jeddah and fly to Istanbul. It's one of the only routes that's open. Everybody else is trying to go to Cairo. It's not that airport is backed up like two days.

Go to Jeddah, it's a regional but still international airport at the end of that's a contradiction, but you know what I mean? Fly to either charm or to Istanbul better and then you're out of like immediate drone range and Istanbul is like a major international hub. So they flew like one dude flew Istanbul Jakarta because he was going to Australia.

I mean, it's just a freaking mess. But you know what? We're all alive and we're all healthy because there are, I have other friends in Dubai who are just like, hey, I still can't get out. The only people I know that got out were them and I've got a buddy who works look with

the royal family and they got him to London. So there are people stuck in Dubai and Qatar and Bahrain. It's a key out there and it makes you just sort of grateful that you live in the United States or in the West who started this whole mess in some ways. But also that we're out of like immediate missile range.

Although they say that sleepersels are going to attack California.

“I have my doubts, but I wouldn't put it past it and also I think the whole FBI squad that”

was monitoring Iranian threats got canned by cash, Patel a couple months ago. I hope that's not true.

All I know is what people are sending me from news sources, which is, you know, always

depressing. But either way, it makes you grateful to be in one piece alive in the United States. So I can't believe hate too much and hopefully travel insurance covers it because I left for a medical reason and not just because it was chaotic. Yeah.

Oh, and the whole time I was getting emails like this on my garment, which has a little screen, right? And I have like these emergency emails and they sound like this. This is a real one. There's a threat of imminent missile and UAV attacks over the city that we were near.

Do not come to the US consulate. Take cover immediately in your residence on the lowest available floor and away from windows. Do not go outside the US consulate in it's drawn urges US citizens and drawn to shelter in place, reviews security plans in the event of an attack and to stay alert in case of additional feature attacks.

US consulate personnel are sheltering in place. So you're getting that and you're just like in a car driving along the highway thinking, hmm, maybe I should not hang out in jetta for an extra few days because that was my original plan. And then they give you instructions on what to do if you hear a lot of explosion, sirens

like seek cover, go to the nearest basement, watch out for falling debris. Meanwhile I'm like, can I get a burger because it's Ramadan and nothing is open until 630 p.m. I will keep it a little bit short, but I gotta say Saudi Arabia is fascinating, I wish I could have stayed longer.

We were eating Ramadan meals. First of all, they were like, hey, do you have a reservation and we're like, no, but we have nowhere else to eat and they were like, you know what, we feel bad for you guys, so come on in. It's like, you know, whatever 50 bucks to eat because it was, the spread was insane, like

Vegas buffet insane and like chocolate fountain insane. And you walk in there and there's all these dudes with the head covers and stuff like looking legit and women with the veils on and they're eating with the veils. So they'll take food like a piece of cake or whatever or a chicken, whatever lamb and they'll lift the veil out a little with one hand and then they stick the meat under their veil

or the spoonful of rice or whatever, under their veil and eat and I just, I'm thinking like, that's a skill. Isn't it?

I've never seen somebody with a necob have lunch.

No, I mean either. But because I always thought, oh, they just go in a separate room and eat or like, there's a rule where hey, you can take this off while you kind of like COVID masks and if it's like COVID. Right?

It's like an un95 really for your soul. Yeah. It's like an un95 on an airplane. Nope. You just eat under it and it's a thing.

And it must be a pain.

“So going up to dinners like, oh, probably only fun for guys, right?”

Cause it's like, oh, I got to wear this and I got to eat like this. Reserve eat at home. Obviously, you don't have to wear that. And we would be flying over Mecca. We flew over Mecca a couple of times and there would be like an announcement that was

pre-recorded. So clearly, this route has this all the time and it would go, we are approaching Mecca. Please have your prayers ready and may Allah accept all your good deeds and you're kind of like, wow. This is intense, you know, like people are ready for this and then I look back in the plane

and everyone just stared at their phone like, nah, and I was like, okay, okay, cool. Guys, you guys hired the movie trailer guy. Yeah. No, it was, it was funny. Like dudes are watching soccer games and they're like, yeah, I have a flying over Mecca,

whatever. It's not like a mirror. I thought that was kind of, I was kind of funny. But it, what, there's a prayer that comes on just like a safety video in the airplane. It's like really intense and then the super low deep voices, this prayer that's for

travelers, flying and it's kind of neat. Like the whole thing is really actually kind of cool. Islam goes hard, dude, they're intense, they pray certain times, they don't eat, then

But it's an interesting way to structure your whole society.

“I mean, I know we have our issues with that now.”

I'm not talking about any of that. It probably feels really cool to go to a place like Mecca with Muslims from all over the world, if you're Muslim. It would be like, if you're Jewish and you go to the Western Wall or something except less weird, because it's everyone, not just like ultra Orthodox Jews praying, which

kind of is it the Western Wall? Anyway, in Saudi, I did know, the some of the women had their whole face covered, but like a lot of younger women were kind of like no thanks and they would show their face or even some parts of their hair. Sometimes you'd be like, damn, that is a really good look in lady.

And you could tell, there's like certain ways they can flunt stuff, like they wear a little bit of makeup or they do things a certain way or like the head job is push back a little so more hair is showing it's you can sort of get a feel for there's different styles. They'll be walking with somebody who's got like their face covered and then the older lady with them has their eyes covered, you know, like, oh, look at this generational difference

in in in modesty sometimes you walk through those international airports.

It's like Arabia's next top model or something. Yes. Yeah. If you walk through Qatar, Doha Airport, you'll see that. You'll see the smash in hot women that are dressed in Western stuff and it's like up.

She's going to Germany and then you'll see people that are coming home and I saw a woman with the jeans and like a halter top and she just threw it with giant, I guess, a bias. She just threw that on in the airport over her clothes and I was like, oh, she's going home. Right.

She's she's got to dress modestly and I've seen that here in the United States LA admit a girl from Saudi Arabia and I was like, you're a lot to dress like that. She's like, no, I have a burka in my luggage that I will put on at the airport. That's my travel book. Does my travel book?

Yeah. Exactly. There's a lot with Saudi. I would have loved to stay longer. And they, again, they go hard, right? There's prayer rooms everywhere separated by gender.

There's all kinds of like special things that you can do and can't do and like, a lot of the rules are kind of flexible because I remember being like, hey, I need to go to the bathroom, but we have a female guide on this hike and he's like, just pee on the side. She's used to it. And I was like, really?

We're in Saudi Arabia. I just whip it out and pee like I'm in the United States and he's like, yeah, dude, whatever. She's in care. But in the city, no, full coverage because other people might see it and like those people might say, it's weird.

It's kind of just like, this is a hot tank.

“That's what makes me think some of this stuff is more repressive, right?”

Because it's like, when they can get away without wearing it, they don't wear it. Not everybody probably, but certainly a lot of them take the vacation where you can get a kind of thing. Yeah, maybe. I don't know.

One thing, if I was fire and we'll get to the show, there's this poetry slash, it's kind of a rap battle. This is an ancient tradition and it's not young guys who are like gangster looking, wrapping. It's old guys, 60 plus wearing suits and if you look at the translation, there's all these TikToks.

Somebody sent me and we'll play a little sample of one here before we transition to the show. But it's older guys and they're wrapping and they're just, they're Disney each other. It's a diss track and it's funny because it's all in Arabic. Of course, and the translations are funny and it's like, it was, I stand you before

you like a mountain and all you brought was a pomegranate seed and the other guy's like, Oh, and then the guy's like, your only job is to stand before me while I sit on my throne and get me a glass of water so I can prepare my blood for the melodies. And I'm like, that probably sounds hell aggressive and sick in Arabic and they're laughing at each other, right?

Because they're slamming each other. And the audience is all dudes with like plastic chairs, not a woman in sight. Kind of a funny tradition apparently this goes back a long way. Called Zajal, so it's a traditional Arabic poetry duel. It's kind of a Lebanese thing, Levant thing, they improv versus back and forth in front

of a crowd. It's really like an old school rap battle, verbal sparring. It's insults in word play and crowd reactions, but it's not vulgar. So I don't know. I just think it's fire.

All right, Gabe, you're back on the road too, I see. Yeah, man. I've been in New York all this week. It's been amazing. And I'm flying to Brazil tomorrow.

All right, what's the plan by a compound by a starter breath work called "Live Up." Mara Kuyau, whatever it is for the rest of your next life. Mara Kuzza. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Compound maybe breath work, yep, bit of that, called no way too much work.

Too much work. Yeah, that's exactly. That's where I've fallen on cold, so just too much work. Who is the guy? Just too much admin, not me 100% of the Mara Kuzza.

Yeah, you know me well. So the plan is I'm going to start in by ya, and then I'm going to work my way south.

Rio de Janeiro, Florean Opal is I might check out Uruguay, I've never been, I've heard

good things, I know very little about it, possibly one of our side is we'll see, and then I'm going to go to Chile, I have this friend Sebastian.

“Dude, speaking of your travels, I think you can relate to this.”

This is one of those people. I've met this guy once while I was traveling three, four, or five years ago. And we are just bonded for life. We still talk on what's up all the time, but I've only seen him once in my life.

And he and his family live in the countryside on a lake, and it looks beautiful.

“So I'm going to go see him and then maybe explore around Chile, which I've never been”

to. And then after that, it's just kind of up in the air. I might finally do Machu Picchu, which I've been to Peru so many times.

I've never done those big things, or you know, hike the ink a trail or something.

Might stop at Mexico City and hang with my family there for a few days. It just all depends how much energy I have and I don't know if work pulls me back to LA sooner, but I will be back in LA by June. Nice. Maybe you can check out Patagonia since you're going to be in Chile in Argentina.

I'm thinking about it. Yeah. I wanted to talk to you about that. It looks incredible. We'll talk more about that.

Anyway, if anyone listening right now lives in any of these places, these cities or any other cities in these countries that I'm visiting, please say hello. I would love to connect with listeners in South America. I've only met one or two of you guys in person, so that would be really cool. You can email me [email protected] or just find me on Instagram at Gabriel Mizrahi.

I would love to link. Live in the dream, Gabe, or A-Dream. I know no batting is also, I can't even say no batting because my nose is totally closed up. It's a, it can be.

“No batting is also kind of a nightmare sometimes, but what a nightmare to have, eh?”

I'm excited, man. I'm grateful to be doing this while I can.

I don't know if I always will be able to and, yeah, in the meantime, the breath work does

help. Yep, get that out too, bro. Get that out too in those nose, babe. One last thing, big shout out to Annabelle Charlotte Oliver and Madeline Schillfans from Toronto who are probably listening to this in the car on their way to sports practice or something.

I appreciate you guys listening so much, spending so much time with us. It does mean a lot. No trigger warnings for today's episode. Sorry to disappoint everybody. Nothing too dark here.

So you guys can enjoy the do's cruise today's stress free no matter who's riding with you. All right, Gabe, what is the first thing out of the mill? Bill back. Dear Jordan and Gabe, for about a decade, my fiance and I lived in a small German town where we were part of a tight-knit friend group.

One member of that group, let's call him Steve, is a classic high energy extrovert. Yes, Steve, a classic German name. He's a big ideas guy who's always launching a new business plan and loves giving unsolicited advice. He's a nice guy, but he can be a bit much.

Kind of sounds like every coked up banker or crypto bro that I knew in New York when carrying on four years ago we moved to a major city to start our careers. We've since gotten engaged and are currently in the thick of family planning. During this time, we invited Steven as wife to visit several times, but we were met with two years of radio silence.

Then out of the blue, Steve recently reached out. He expects to start a new job in our town near us and without asking, informed me over the phone that he'll be living with us. And at the same time, maintaining his residency back home in order to commute back and forth between his new job and his wife, he has decided that it's quote unquote unnecessary

to get his own place and just assumed our couch was his new HQ for the foreseeable future. This person is insane. The balls on this guy, man, Hutspa. The goal. The goal.

Yes. Go sue for two years and then pops up like, "Hey, I'm squatting in your house now." Yes. Can you stalk the fridge for me? Bye.

There's something wrong with this guy. This is a level and I know this word gets thrown around a lot. This is a level of narcissism or misattunement that is just pathological.

“How unself-aware and/or shamelessly self-interested do you have to be to pop up out of nowhere”

like, "Hey, I'm just going to crash on your couch." Not even like, "Can I crash on your couch?" But I'm just this IKEA couch is my new headquarters, rent free, oh, and BT Dubbs, my bad on ignoring you for two years. I just had better things to do than keep in touch with friends later plan to mooch off of.

Doing a permanent guest is a non-starter for us. Yeah, that's called a roommate, by the way, not a permanent guest. That's just a roommate that doesn't pay rent. We both have busy full-time jobs and love to come home to our peaceful nest. On top of that, we live in a quiet suburban community of curious retirees.

As an interracial couple, we already stand out and bringing a third adult into the house

with definitely set the neighborhood gossip mill grinding. Oh, that hilarious. Hey, did you see the brown guy in the white girl or in a thrupble with some German guy now? That's the gossip you want around town.

That HOA is going to be a judge. Yeah. Plus, we're trying to start a family. The last thing we want is Stephen as boxers in our living room while we're navigating this chapter.

Yeah, they're getting seriously yelling from the living room. Hey, Chelsea, you're ovulating. Are you ovulating? Are you ovulating? As he goes to town on a bowl of cinnamon toast crunch, and it's free to the little

much. No, thank you. Exactly. While they have conception sex on the other side of insect drywall, half inch thick drywall, it's going to be a no for me dog.

Yeah, that's going to be a nine for me, my dog. Mine, oh, I love mine. I don't know if you can actually say that in German, my dog. I don't care. It's perfect.

That's my new nickname for you, my friend. So he goes on, Steve is the type of person who finds a way to get what he wants. Once his mind is made up. OK, so Steve can also be the type of person who has the door slammed in his face when

Just saying. Correct. Yep. We've considered using a white lie, such as the landlord. Let's be PC here.

It's a mixed race line. Oh, good catch. Thank you. Thank you. We've considered using a mixed race lie, such as the landlords and not approving of

such an arrangement, but we want to handle this without unnecessary drama and as honest adults. Right. How do we tell a high-steam idea man that his plan, this is so funny. This is the idea man has an idea that he's going to move off of us. Like this is not, you can't chalk this up to the fact that this guy just gets excited about

his notions. Right. How do we tell a high-steam idea man that his plan is a no-go without newking the friendship?

Signed finding the words to make the sky infer that he cannot be our third.

OK, I feel like this might be a short one. I know it's going to go longer because I'm so worked up about this, dude. I'm so drunk. You're of whom to face. I do have one face.

I'm sorry you have to deal with this. Obviously, super weird and incredibly awkward, but this guy is so out of pocket here that I actually don't think this is that hard. If this were me, I would literally be like, sorry, Steve, oh, it's a no-go. I understand you want to convenient place, but you're going to have to figure that out in

your own man. We're engaged. We're starting the next chapter of our lives. We want our place to be our place. I'm sure you understand.

That's really all you have to say. If you wanted to, and what I would love to do if I were in your shoes, I would also say,

“an honestly man, the way you've framed this arrangement, this request really is bizarre”

and presumptuous, just announcing that you're moving in, not even asking if we're open to having a roommate, especially after ghosting us for two years, and I respectfully encourage you to consider how this might come across to people you consider friends. Oh, nice. Yeah.

I'm with you. I think this dude needs to hear that from somebody. Somebody needs to chuck him because this is legit a million saying. Agreed, and then I'd be prepared for a timeline where the friendship is just over. I have a feeling this guy's not going to respond well to this game.

A guy who goes you for two years, and then does something like this, he didn't reply for two years because he didn't have a need for you. You were not useful to him. Then as soon as he decided to live in your area, he was like, oh, yeah, I need to use these people for something.

So here's what I'm going to do.

It didn't even occur to him that you also have agency and could say no. This person is damaged. You don't want somebody like this in your house. And what kind of friendship is this in the first place? This is the opposite of digging the well before you're this is digging the well when you're

very parched and also when the well is a couch that you want to sleep on. Honestly, good riddance, dude. I don't really understand why you would feel they need to stay on good terms with the person like this in the first place. No.

At first, he sounded annoying and inflated misitune, but now he sounds manipulative and presumptuous straight up. I just, no. I thought it was interesting when our friends said that they've considered using a white lie to get out of this when they don't need that.

I think that's telling. Which while they're on such solid ground and saying no, here to your planet, I don't think they need a white lie, but the answer is no. We don't want to form an asexual polycule with you, Steve. Find a studio apartment close to where you leave us alone.

But second, I understand not wanting to cause unnecessary drama. And I think Jordan script is a really good way to do that. But if what you're saying is that you want to avoid any conflict whatsoever, which I do get the sense that you're hoping to sidestep with this landlord excuse idea, then I would encourage you to lean into that.

Because it's called for. Exactly.

“And the only way to lean into this is to do it with a Steve and find out that it's more”

than okay to have a perfectly reasonable boundary. Of course, I do wonder if the desire to keep the peace and avoid drama and all of that might be in part what made Steve think you could get away with this in the first place. Yeah. I think that's likely a person like Steve probably isn't going to pull this move with somebody

who gently checked him in the past or called him out at a dinner party for giving unsolicited advice or gave up trying to be friends when he goes to it for two years. He's going to do this kind of crap with that sweet couple who's super accommodating and never says no. Not that those aren't virtues in the right amounts, of course, but if they don't have

a limit, if they're not balanced by a basic ability to stand up for yourself in some basic ways with a person like this, then they can leave you quite vulnerable. Exactly. For sure. My feeling is that it would be reckless to allow a person like this into your home even

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I wouldn't even open the door to this guy. But I'm actually kind of excited for you to tell this guy, no, both because he desperately needs to hear it.

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Okay, what's next? Hey, Jordan and Gabe. I'm from Minnesota and I met my husband Jim in the summer of 2017 through my best friend at the time. I got to know Jim over Snapchat, texting, and phone calls and after a few months I flew

to North Carolina to meet him. After doing long distance for the better part of a year, I ended up moving there in 2018 and we are still here together. Happily married. Now, while getting to know Jim, who was 25 at the time, I learned that he still lives

at home and was very close with his family. His mom, dad, and two younger sisters all lived in the home as well. His sister Mandy is the middle child and is four years younger than Jim. Before I met Jim, they did everything together. To the point that, if you didn't know they were siblings, you think they were dating.

Those behaviors carried on well after I moved in with Jim, which caused some friction in our relationship.

Jim never had any serious girlfriends before me and always said it was because he never

found anybody worthwhile. I could see right away after meeting Mandy that it was because of how overbearing and overprotective she was, coupled with Jim's extremely close relationship with her. When I was first introduced to her, it was clear that she was trying to intimidate me. She was loud, always talking about the fights she'd been in or how she told someone

off, making inside jokes with Jim that I wouldn't understand, and just generally trying to make me feel left out. And it worked. I did not feel welcome to or accepted and I have a feeling that was her goal. Her way of marking her territory with her brother.

After years of reflection, I feel like she was jealous of another woman having a relationship with her brother, so she was trying to scare me away, like she had done to others in the past. Interesting. Hard to tell if this was truly designed to box you out, or just then being weirdly

close and you feeling like the outsider, always hard to know how intentional this stuff

is, but I hear you, Mandy's challenging, and it sounds like there's a history of this, all of which is interesting. Mandy has had a pattern her whole life of overreacting to little things that most people would brush off or acting out aggressively when faced with conflict. By the time she reached her early 20s, Mandy had been in many physical altercations where

she was the aggressor, okay? And those stories are always shared in a joking manner by her and her family. This is weird, man. Physical fighting is a grown-ass woman, that is crazy work.

“And the family's just like, oh my god, remember the time, Mandy threw her ear on someone”

at the Tigers game, and then she kicked him in the face off, Mandy, you're such a cook. That is weird as hell. Her family has always excused her behavior by saying, that's just how Mandy is. You know what, I could have produced. I can't with that.

Yeah, that's just my favorite justification for somebody being out of their mind. That's just how Mandy is. Yeah, that's just how she is. And that is the problem. That's literally the problem.

How far do you take that logic? Oh, yeah, remember when cousin Andy murdered three people in Reno, he's such a guy.

That's just how he is.

“Never saw him was person he didn't want to kidnap and put in the truck of a car.”

I don't know. Andy wasn't a piece. What a wild car. Nope. And he's a psychopath and his brain needs to be studied in a lot.

Exactly. Didn't feel like paying my taxes this year. That's just how I am. You know what I mean? It's such a ridiculous cop-out and it doesn't explain anything in any way whatsoever.

All it just says we're just enabling this because nobody has the guts to say anything. Yeah, it's not just how she is. It's how you are for seeing it. That's the fact that that's just how she is. She's also notorious for sending mile-long text messages to people she has an issue

with and does not shy away from petty insults. She has done this to countless friends of gyms in mind and has done this to me more times than I can count.

To her, it's always the other parties fault.

Her reasons for lashing out and being aggressive to people are always justified and she never apologizes. Okay. Well, it's official. Mandy's a problem.

Kind of take back what I said before. I can see a person like this actively trying to drive away her brother's girlfriend, not just sort of accidentally doing it. What a sister-in-law, man. That's a lot to be up against.

Gabe, you have armchair diagnosis face on right now.

“I think you know which acronym I'm circling.”

Circle in the B and Cluster B that stands for Batch. Exactly. Batch personality disorder, the most elusive of the DSM labels. That's right. We're good.

Give us those white coats. We got this.

We ended up becoming friends shortly after I moved to North Carolina, but then the conflict

started. While there are far too many to recount here, I assure you that I could easily write a hundred page dissertation about all the hurtful things she has said and done to me. Yeah. These people, they don't just do one crappy thing occasionally.

This is like their whole personality. My God. I love that she has a PhD in Mandy. Yeah. And her dissertation would still be shorter than a text message from this woman.

That's right. Just drop them in a chatGBT like summarize my psychosis during law's latest beef text. Crafter response. polite but firm. Yeah.

“ChatGBT be like, "Wooosh, this one's a spicy mayball."”

This isn't emotional care taking. This is strategic family management. That's right. Let me know if you want one way to dramatically reduce the chance of setting Mandy off Thanksgiving. Just say the word.

So she goes on. But just like her family, I'm also guilty of bending the knee and placating her. I apologize when I shouldn't have just to keep the peace. So common. The definition of walking on A-shails.

I let her gas light me into thinking I'm a terrible person and that nobody likes me. I truly feel as if she's given me PTSD from all of the time she's mistreated me. I feel uncomfortable in her presence a lot of the time. I feel like I'm under a microscope when she's around like she's just looking for something to get upset at me for.

I struggle with anxiety and usually tend to be more reserved, but that's especially true if I'm around people I don't feel safe or comfortable around. In the past, she often interpreted my quietness as rudeness and has lectured me on it before. There have been numerous times where I've received long texts from her belittling me for my anxiety and calling me rude for it.

I pride myself on being a pretty self-aware person. I'm very cognizant of how I come across to people. Even when I'm anxious, I know that I'm not rude or snappy. I'm just quiet sometimes and I really don't see that as a bad thing. She's the only person in my life that has taken this much of an issue with my personality

and tried making me feel bad for it. Yeah, sadly, very common with this personality type. Yeah, very blaming me, very projecting.

Yeah, looking for problems and everything is always the other person's problem, the worst

thoughts and feelings get located in the other person because maybe they're too intolerable for her, and it's sad, but it's just very unpleasant. Yeah, fortunately and unfortunately, Jim has always been the neutral party and the conflict diffuser in his family. Yeah, no surprise, also very common.

He's always been responsible for calming Mandy down and making her feel comfortable. It wasn't until I heard other episodes of your show that I learned what and measurement was. Yes, this is textbook. Not perfectly describes Jim and Mandy's relationship and it gave me a name for the dysfunction

I was witnessing. I brought this up with Jim and he was pretty receptive and agreed that it sounded like him and Mandy. He's done a lot of reflecting recently and has come to the realization that his family dynamic is not what he thought it was.

His religious and political views have shifted far away from what he grew up with. And he's been feeling distant from his family. Yeah, it can be very jarring to suddenly see an old family dynamic clearly. Things can get bumpy when you pull away and try things in a new way, but it does sound like progress.

So things have been okay for a while. We were recently faced with a conflict regarding his family. I am very outspoken on social media about my distaste for the Trump administration and the recent activities by ICE. Unbeknownst to me, Mandy has been harboring ill feelings about what I've been posting

and taking it personally since their side of the family or Trump supporters. It wasn't until, ah, this is interesting Jordan, so everything we've been talking about up till now has been about like just basic family dynamics, but there's a political divide

She said that Jim has been moving away from his family religiously and politically.

“So this is a whole other layer to the conflict.”

They probably feel like she is influencing him and taking him away from them and that's probably making everything worse. Anyway, she goes on. It wasn't until last week when Mandy shared a picture of Trump and her family group chat with the caption Happy Presidents Day that I felt like there was an issue.

When her past behavior, I felt like she shared that picture as a direct dig and to try to get a rise out of me. Jim felt the same.

I ultimately ended up ignoring it because starting an argument about politics and a family

group chat is not my style, but it brought up a lot of painful memories and feelings. It wasn't even about the Trump picture. It was that I felt like she had cruel intentions when sharing it. Yeah, again, I'm fully on your side here with the relationship dynamics, but I also wonder whether that was truly personal.

I mean, maybe it was. I wouldn't put it past Mandy at this point, but I also think when things are this bad with someone, it's easy to personalize and read certain things into behavior like this. And if the whole family supports the president, then maybe that had nothing to do with you. She could have just been saying it for all of them.

Right. It was about their team, not about her. Exactly. That's getting stronger. Yeah, I think.

And again, look, you may be totally right, but it's something to keep an eye on because it's really easy to find fault with people who are finding fault with you constantly. If you're, if you're counting, I mean, you're going to find what you're looking for. And it doesn't mean you're wrong, but it also might mean that you're super highly attuned. Your, your mandate detector is over calibrated at this point.

You know, so you're going to see a lot of that. Jim ended up calling Mandy the next day and told her to keep politics out of family stuff. And that if she starts conflict with me over this, he's taking my side and will be done with the family. Damn, okay, Jim, that's one way to do it.

My man's had enough from the sound of it. I don't know if I would have drawn the line particularly right here, but he's probably just had years and years and years of this, and that was the straw.

That was the first time Jim ever truly put his foot down and drew a boundary with his family.

And it gave me a confidence I didn't know I needed. Mandy is surprisingly received this boundary well, but was still angry with Jim for quote unquote letting me post the way that I do. Wow, that's a loaded statement. Letting her post.

Yeah.

“That's a loaded, especially from a fellow woman, no?”

All I can say is it's an interesting window into her values and beliefs fascinating. I mean, or it's, I don't know, it could be a typo, right? I don't know. Now we're reading into it. After all was said and done, the call ended amicably, the boundary was set.

And we're letting things cool off for a while before we do any family related things in person. Wow. Okay. So not too bad.

This sounds like a win. All things considered. Yeah, not too bad. It sounds pretty good. Maybe Mandy's a bit of a paper tiger, at least when Jim stands up to her who knows.

I've been dealing with Mandy for eight years now.

I'm pleased that Jim has finally reached this point, but as someone who has cut off her

own family members before, I know how challenging it is. So she's had pretty serious conflict with her own family members. Okay. There might be something there. Let's come back to that.

Given Mandy's personality and history, what is the best approach if/when she violates the boundary? Jim is close to cutting ties with his family as it is, but is that really necessary right away? Signed a sister-in-law who's sensitive, looking for the right sedative, to deal with

the volatile relative without being argumentative. Oh boy, lots going on here. So goes without saying, having a relative like this, any one in your life like this, extremely challenging. It's unpleasant.

It's stressful. It's not just the conflict. It's the coming up against a very delicate, fragile personality. And the feeling of having to adjust around their many pressure points to keep things on an even kill.

Yes, trust. Like I said, a very common template, sadly. Obviously, it's not our place to dig. No, anyone. It's not only have your story to go on, but it sounds like Mandy has some real personality

stuff going on here. And I agree, Jim's family does sound quite enmeshed, and that creates its own challenges, but that's not all that's going on here. If you want to know more, I would read up on BPD and the cluster B in general. I'm sure a lot of light bulbs are going to start to go off once you do, but ultimately,

your question isn't so much about Mandy. It's about how you interact with her, what she brings out of you, how to deal with her in a way that minimizes your conflict and pain.

“The first thing I think you need to understand is, Mandy is not going to change.”

Certainly not because of anything you do or say. I think you know that, but I want you to step into that reality fully here. I think the temptation with people like this is you want to stand up to them. You want to convince them of your point of view. You want to make them see what it's like to be on the receiving end of their rage and their

criticism. And I get it. But that's not going to happen. And somebody like Mandy is activated, they are dealing with an intense emotional dysregulation, not a lack of rational evaluation.

Trying to logic them into calming down or being kinder or not throw beer at people at the tiger's game and kick people in the front row. That makes them feel invalidated or abandoned, and that just escalates the anger.

validating and just draw simple boundaries. If you talk to her at all, I wouldn't escalate with her. I wouldn't get into anything with her.

“The best thing you can say when conflicts flare up is stuff like I can see you're really”

upset right now. I can see how hurt you feel. I hear you that you have a different opinion for me. Whatever it is. And I know that can sometimes just sound like nice words.

Ideally, you actually mean this stuff. It can take some work to get to a point where you validate somebody like Mandy and you actually mean it even if you completely disagree with her. In the boundary you're looking for it in my view. It's pretty simple.

Hopefully, I'm happy to talk about this so we can hopefully resolve it, but I won't stay in the conversation if I'm being yelled at or attacked or criticized or whatever she's doing. And if the yelling or attack or criticism continues, then you follow through and disengage. Okay.

I'm going to step away now if you want to talk about this in a different way later. I'm here for that.

It's probably not always easy, especially for somebody who runs anxious like yourself.

Somebody is a long history of traumatizing behavior from this person, but it's at least simple. The easier than being attacked by someone who isn't actually trying to get anywhere productive with you, who just wants to project and rage because it apparently makes her feel better. For sure.

And the more you do this, the easier it'll become, my promise. You're going to be building important muscles here. And those muscles are essential to existing peacefully with a Mandy. Well, let's talk about some of those muscles for a moment. First of all, I just want to say something about Mandy.

“I know we're coming down hard on her here, and obviously I think her behavior is atrocious.”

She deserves to be challenged. She deserves to be held accountable, none of what you're describing is okay or healthy. But as we talk about all the time, any one who behaves this way, well, yeah, obviously they're in pain themselves. Severe pain, right?

All personality disorders are ultimately caused by trauma, early in life.

I don't know what happened to Mandy, but I'm sure something did, or some combination of what happened to her and her wiring, whatever it was, and that sucks. BPD, if that is what's going on here, or if even if it's something adjacent to it, or whatever that is, it often gets very stigmatized and criticized and I get it. It can be scary.

It's a lot to handle, but it is all a response to pain. And so as much as I'm saddened by Mandy's behavior in the mark that it's left on you, I also want to make room for the fact that this person is a very troubled person, probably a very scared person, and she does have my empathy for that to some degree. Not for the behavior, but for the cause.

Now, I appreciate that Gabe here, right? I just struggle to understand how somebody like this could walk around shaming people for being quiet and sending 10 page texts about minor hiccups and not go, "Huh, what's going on with me? I should talk to someone."

Right. Like, how do you not go? I'm so angry, and I'm pretty sure that I'm right, and I'm, you know, I have a good case to make, but if I'm feeling this angry, there must be some reason, maybe I need to figure that out.

No, for sure. But the thing is, for most people with BPD specifically, the central preoccupation is abandonment, like you said, Jordan, right, relatively benign events can feel like rejection. You know, any kind of distance feels like abandonment, especially if it's with a brother you've been close with, overly close with your whole life.

And what we would experience as disagreement can feel like attack, like betrayal. So, the person's system is constantly scanning for signs that someone is about to leave or withdraw love or paint them as a villain or whatever, and the central beliefs are, there is something fundamentally wrong with me, if people really knew me they would leave. And then, you know, there's this whole unstable identity, peace and shifting values and rapidly

changing feelings, so it's really hard. So a lot of people have this feeling that the person with BPD is intentionally manipulative and sometimes they are, but more often what seems intentional is mostly an automatic response born from a lot of pain, and specifically, like a difficulty tolerating shame, and this swimming sense of self that is kind of a hallmark of BPD and just a general lack of tools

really for regulating distress. So, I just wanted to take a moment to say that, like Mandy is very hurt and remembering that is not just, you know, a compassionate thing to do, it might make it easier to cope with her when she acts like this. Good point.

So little of her behavior, arguably none of it really has to do with you, but then Gabe,

“it's aimed at her, so it's kind of personal, right?”

Yeah, so that's true, and to be fair, it is kind of personal to degree, because she seems to be getting the brunt of it and she's attacking her for these very personal things, like being quiet or whatever. All that said, I also think that your responses to Mandy are very meaningful, like the ease with which she gaslit you or actually, I like how she put it, I let her gaslit mean, which

is a good distinction into believing that you're a terrible person that nobody likes you. Your general discomfort in her presence, this constant scanning for the next conflict, which I can't say I blame you for after all of this. And the way you grow quiet around her, because you don't feel safe, which again, I totally understand, I have a very similar response around people like this, so I think that's normal.

But the particular pain that Mandy seems to have wrought on you in so much of her behavior

is ultimately revealing of herself.

I think all of that is very useful for you to explore, because yes, you could say this

and just like not like me, and maybe that's true, but I also find that certain personalities

“are particularly susceptible to the mandies of this world.”

And even that the Mandy's often look for certain personalities to project onto, and yours might be one of them, because she's kind you mean, because she's sensitive, that's part of it, but also because Mandy probably sees that she has a unique ability to get in with our friend here, to pierce her, right, with her words. I'm kind of wondering if maybe our friend here is a little too permeable herself.

Yeah, I could see that, like Mandy sees that she easily absorbs her emotions, so she keeps picking fights and projecting onto her, because she's an ideal vessel for all that stuff. You know, vessel is a really interesting word. That's exactly it. Yes.

She just wants to dump her emotions into somebody, like into someone else.

And it's not just absorbing the emotions, but also taking blame easily, prioritizing harmony

over self-protection, feeling responsible to some degree for making sure Mandy is okay. Which, by the way, it sounds like Jim and the rest of his family have learned to do too. So she's not the only one who's falling into this dynamic. Good point. It's another hallmark of certain personalities that they almost unconsciously and implicitly

train a number of people around them to adjust to them in these ways, and of kind of controlling the other objects in their lives, sometimes without even realizing it. So yeah, this does sound like the family way or whatever, but an interesting thing about people who project in this way also, they tend to both look for people who are natural vessels to project into, and they often bring out that quality in people, including

and people who are generally pretty sturdy and grounded in other parts of their lives.

“Wait, explain that, like they make people permeable?”

Yeah, basically there's a process, and it's especially common with projecty personalities

like Mandy is where the Mandy projects, and that starts to chip away at the other person's sense of their own boundaries, their own reality, at which point it becomes much easier for that person to start to identify with the projections. So the Mandy goes, you're an awful person, you're cruel, you're rude, whatever it is. And the other person starts to go, "Wow, maybe I am awful.

Maybe I am cruel. Was I rude? I must be rude if she feels that way." It might even start to be cruel, or rude, or assume that bullying, role, or rude stance to some degree, in other words, to start to take on the very qualities and opinions that

the other person is projecting. Holy smokes, so fascinating. So when our friend here said, "I let her gaslight me into thinking I'm a terrible person and that nobody likes me, that could be an example of what you're describing." I think so.

She called it gaslighting, there is a bit of that, but that's more of a maybe an intellectual process unconsciously, it might be a dance between the two of them. The dance might be, Mandy can tolerate a particular feeling or quality in herself, shame, aggression, hostility, she projects it into her friend, you're the hostel one, and through a very subtle, almost imperceptible process, but which is probably made up of, you know,

like tone and behavior and these two people's personal histories, Mandy essentially induces our friend to feel or behave in a way that fits her projections. I feel like this explains exactly the feeling I've had when I've brushed up against people like those. It's like, they blame you for being somebody you know you aren't, and you know you're

not that person, but you somehow end up feeling like that person and you can't figure out why. Yes, exactly, and it takes a lot of awareness and strong boundaries to not fall into that dynamic and it's hard, it's really hard for everyone, it's even hard for therapists. I mean, there's like a whole body of literature in the community about how therapists deal

with their clients' projections, because it's very tricky. Fascinating how these two puzzle pieces fit together. All that to say anyway, yes, validate Mandy as appropriate, draw boundaries with her

“absolutely, most experts agree that that is really the only way to relate to people like”

this, but I think what's really going to help here is building stronger internal boundaries, which means learning more about how this projection works, noticing how it feels as it happens to you, and then learning to be a less accommodating home for it. As for Jim, no, I don't think it's really necessary for him to cut ties with his family right away.

In fact, as difficult as Mandy is, I really hope it doesn't come to that. Cutting family members off completely, that should really be a last resort, really. So much of the progress you guys are looking for is in A, understanding these dynamics better and B, learning to protect yourselves, which I think you're already seeing promising signs that that approach is working, which is excellent news.

I would also add, given Mandy's personality and probable wounds and how close she is with the brother, I think cutting her off would be extremely painful for her, and it would probably set them back quite away. I know it's hard. I know it doesn't feel like she deserves it, but what Mandy really needs is consistency

of connection along with these boundaries. She needs to feel that you guys are not going to leave her, even as you say, I'm sorry, but I won't keep engaging with you if you're going to rage at me.

Yeah, my instinct would be to pull away hard from somebody like this, but I could see how

that might work against their progress. But then I asked myself, how likely is progress anyway, and is it really their job to help Mandy get better? It's a fair question, I guess I would say, like we often say, it's not their job, exactly, but the way they relate to her can make it easier or harder for her to realize that she

needs to check herself and get better. I hear that. I also feel like she might benefit from realizing she's driving them away, but that might be dark Jordan talking. Also, I'm just now remembering that you cut off some family members too, obviously we don't

know the details there. Maybe that was necessary.

“Didn't she also say that she met Jim through her former best friend?”

Yes, best friend. Right. Former best friend. Interesting. Yeah, I mean, who knows what happened there?

Could have been anything. Maybe that friend moved away or maybe whatever. We don't know the details, but I think we're hearing a pattern in this letter of not having contact with people she used to have contact with, so it's fair to ask, you know, what is that about?

Well, that's where I was going with this. I guess I wonder if maybe you're in the process of learning about a whole spectrum of approaches to difficult people. Between being in mesh and cutting someone off completely, and if maybe cutting people off as felt like the only option in the past, when these boundary approaches can do wonders.

Just something to think about. Jim is also in the middle of an important shift of his own out of this enmeshment, and into what sounds like his version of individuation, which is really great news, so important. He might be in a phase where he feels he needs distance from his family, like in terms of pure contact and also maybe ideologically and fair enough.

But maybe his own distaste and frustration, maybe that's also making him feel he needs to take a very militant stance, which I'm not entirely sure that he really needs, but my hope for him is that he finds this boundary closeness as well in his own way, because I think that'll change things for him and his sister. Which reminds me, if you guys didn't catch it, I definitely go back and listen to our episode

with Dr. Ken Adams. He's an expert in enmeshment, especially enmeshment between mothers and sons, but I think his insight to apply to all kinds of enmeshment and families, his books are really great. Episode 942, it's one of my favorites. Man, we went hard in the paint on this one, thanks for letting us go deep here, I'm very

sorry you're dealing with Mandy, I'm sorry that Mandy's dealing with you this way, but I also think she's teaching you some really important stuff about yourself and how to be with people like this, which is ultimately going to be super valuable, sending you and Jim a big hug and wishing you all the best. By the way, you can reach us Friday at Jordanharbinjur.com, please keep your emails concise,

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life, I invite you to come check it out. You can sign up at jordanharbanger.com/news. Okay, next up, hey guys, I live in a suburban neighborhood community of about a hundred houses and have a very problematic neighbor. Let's call him Chad.

Chad is a lot of resources and free time. He's now following his neighbor too and from work just for existing. He's tormented countless neighbors and has made vague threats of violence, insinuating that

He in statements, I don't know if he meant reinstatements or reinforcements, maybe.

“No, or renewals, but reinstatement, I don't know how this works in their state, but that”

almost implies that maybe he lost the permit at some point. That's what it sounds like. Yeah, it makes me wonder if he did something to lose it. I mean, maybe it lapsed, right, but I don't know. That could be useful somehow.

Anyway, carry on. This neighborhood is less than ten years old and he's forced multiple neighbors to sell and relocate. Yes, cameras all over the place, so I'm sure he's recorded his own shenanigans. But none of us can truly catch him in the act.

Local PD are well aware of this man because of the many calls he's made. They keep saying they can't do anything about just being a jackass, but we all fear something will eventually escalate. And one of us will become a sacrificial lamb. I've tried sending Latterday Saints to his house in hopes he finds Jesus, as well as anonymously

signing up for real estate services, saying he's actively looking to find a place with property and a space for his exotic imported cars. Wow, even the Mormons couldn't help dang. This guy's beyond saving, I think. Have you tried Jehovah's Witnesses?

I hear they're quite persistent.

“I don't know if that's going to do a Jordan something tells me this guy loves celebrating”

his birthday, so a letter goes on. I've reached out to plenty of neighbors who all have had experiences with Chad. The neighbor he followed filed a protection order, but no one else is willing to stick their neck out for fear of retaliation. This man has enough resources to just litigate stuff into infinity.

I'm trying to figure out the most effective way to get the charges to stick and send him a message without exposing us all to retaliation. We all just want to be left alone so we can live our lives and play with our kids outside without the yamoring and spewing as he purchase on his balcony. What are your thoughts?

What can we legally do to get this guy to leave us all alone and allow us to go outside in peace? Signed wondering what you would do here if you could, when in all likelihood, this guy is going to keep terrorizing the neighborhood. Oh, what a piece of work.

I hate stories like the super upsetting. Yeah, I hate the fact that the police often can't or maybe won't do much until something truly terrible happens, and it's like thanks a lot guys. Thanks for waiting. Yeah, exactly.

At which point it's too late.

I mean, you hear this all the time, basically the police stalkers are something, and

it's like the people are like the police refuse to do anything, and the basically they'll only come with a body in the yard, you know, like they'll really only help us stuff like this one. It's just too late. Do we really have to wait for this psycho who might have done something to lose

“his concealed carry permit, no less, to shoot one of us for you to actually do anything?”

If this were my neighbor, and I was playing with my kids in the street, I would be very concerned. We wanted to run all of this by an expert, so we reached out to attorney in front of the show, Corbin Pain. New sound by their felt appropriate, and the first words out of Corbin's mouth were, yikes,

direct quote. Another direct quote, the cops are being lazy or they're being wimps, they absolutely can charge Chad over threats slash assault. Of course, states title these crimes differently, but whatever version of putting a person in reasonable fear of harm, if it's specific and pointed or personal enough, pretty sure

that's a crime. Now, that doesn't mean a charge for Chad will stick. We can still defend himself, of course, but to quote Corbin again, getting arrested has a way of acting as a lovely blue light intervention.

I had never heard of that for his, by the way.

Yeah, me neither. Apparently it's a term in the addiction world. The idea being some people get their wake up when they get arrested, it's like an intervention but done by the cops, hence the blue lights. So Corbin had a few ideas for you.

One idea, and I like this one, hire a private detective. A PI can follow this guy, document his malfactions, then testify to them either at a criminal hearing or at a civil restraining order hearing. Corbin said a good one should be able to do most of this in cognito, so it's not like super obvious, no blowback on you.

Now, Chad might be a little on the paranoid side, so there's a good chance that he spots the PI eventually and that'll likely up his paranoia. Corbin's other recommendation, no surprise here, document, document, document. Whatever happens, whatever Chad's resources, Corbin said y'all will absolutely need to create a record of what he's been up to.

And the cops could definitely bring charges based on a credible report from a credible victim. But even then, Corbin said that this is the sort of case where a defense attorney, they're going to try to raise all kinds of cane, which is another great organism, by the way.

Basically, poke holes in the states handling of things and lacking physical evidence, that's

one good way to poke holes, so you got to get as much documentary evidence as possible. If that means investing in GoPro cameras or something like that to put on your chest every time you go out, he would do that. If it means pulling your cell phones out and recording his ass, every time he approaches or steps out in public, do that, whoever lives near him can put a camera facing his house.

That's not illegal, actually. Asterisk. Consult your attorney. But yeah. Maybe you could use a meta-ray band glass, as Jordan mentioned a few weeks ago, because

if you had those on and he popped off and you just tapped the side of the glass, he started

He probably wouldn't even realize that you're documenting all this.

That is a great idea.

“Anyway, whatever it takes to get hard evidence of this psycho popping off, Corbin said that”

if you can bring a tailor-made case to a police officer, a prosecutor, or civil attorney before anything gets off the ground, the odds of getting somebody to take you seriously goes up tremendously. Another way to document all of this is to just keep a running tally of Chad's crazy through what attorneys like to call a contemporary NES record of events, in other words,

you can make a report of what happened shortly after it happened and date it to show it happened near the events in question, so Corbin had a cool solution for this. He said set up an email account that the neighbors can send updates to Chad, pop an off a Gmail.com, or whatever it is, that way everything is in one place. It's automatically time and date stamped and it's a low risk, low friction method for people

to start subtly documenting and pushing back on Chad's crazy. I love this. Every time Chad pops off, take a picture, type up some notes, email it to this email address and bam, documentation, time, date all confirmed by the server in one easy place we can hand to a prosecutor, a big fan of this idea.

And if Chad is getting consistent push back in the form of you guys recording him and documenting all this, he might just back down because he's no longer able to bully people with impunity. It might be crazy, but he also might know one end up in jail. Could put him on notice that he doesn't have carte blanched, just act like this, whatever he wants.

And if you can't get any officials to take you guys seriously, Corbin said there's always

the option of going to local media. If multiple people have complaints against Chad and or there's video of him menacing you guys, he said a local reporter may want to run with it as a human interest story.

“I think we've all seen those local news segments sometimes they go viral about a bunch”

of neighbors complaining about the Karen or the Psycho down the street people love that stuff. So let's see how Chad feels with TV cameras shoved in his face, or maybe even better, let's see how the local cops feel while being asked why they're doing nothing about the guy criminally harassing everybody on his block. Hey, Chad, catch me out there, how about day Corbin's last idea for you, it's worth talking

to a local civil attorney, he would advise you to look for somebody with litigation experience, probably somebody who does divorces and family law, those are the lawyers who do the most restraining order litigation cases. A lawyer can advise you on how to proceed. They can also advise you all on what protections exist for people who file one of these

cases. Corbin also said that if you guys come in with a request for a restraining order, you can generally get one put in place while the case is pending and if Chad violates it, then there are serious penalties involved, including convincing the judge that he is, in fact, a risk who needs a restraining order against him.

So Corbin pointed out that just knowing about some of these protections might make your neighbors feel safer about going on record. I bet that would go a long way because right now they feel naked and ignored and Chad has all the power, but that could change real quick. You know the drill, call your state or county bar association, get referrals for those attorneys

there out there.

“I do have some final dark Jordan ideas, which I think he looks at, for me to have a particular”

kind of thing. One idea is every one of you files a police report and/or a restraining order against him. One for each of you as long as he keeps doing stuff. Until there are so many, the police actually have to intervene or when he finally does commit a crime, there's just a huge file on him and he gets in real trouble.

You can even request a group meeting with your local police to show them, look, here's the incident log and documentation, here are all the police reports we filed, here are the 11 restraining orders we had to take out. This isn't neighbors squabbling, this is one crazy dangerous guy versus the entire neighborhood. You guys gotta do something.

Another idea is you could FOIA, so freedom of information act, you could FOIA request Chad's own police reports. My guess is he's abusing police resources at this point lying and saying, oh, trespassing, noise violation and it's like, no, this is all bullshit. It's just fabricated nonsense and so you could FOIA that and you would know exactly what

he's saying about everybody.

So if you call the cops a million times on your neighbors for stuff that isn't really

a problem, that's a crime. If it's meant to harass, like if you're just saying they're being loud again, that's probably not a crime. But if you're fabricating information or there's really nothing going on. Exactly.

The kids are trespassing on my lawn, yeah, they've been on vacation for a week. You're just calling so that there's a police report in the system where they're doing this and this, no everyone's asleep, you just want the cops to knock on their door so that they had to wake up in the middle of the night and deal with it. You're just using the police to harass your neighbors at this point.

That is a crime. That can lead to fines, mandatory restitution for wasted emergency resources. It can even lead to jail time if keep doing it. Also, I don't know if you guys have an HOA where you live, neighborhoods less than 10 years old seems like a new build, possibly has an HOA, but look, if you've got that,

his cameras and other BS that might violate the CCNRs, he could be fined, he could be penalized. If he doesn't pay, you can put a lean on his house. I realize that could antagonize him more, but that's an option. HLAs don't mess around like you can, if he doesn't pay those fines and remove the cameras

or whatever's violating the CCNRs, you can foreclose that guy's house, then he's the one

I would also look into your city codes and see if any of his cameras, balconies, lights,

“property modifications, even where he parks his cars or how much noise he makes, if any”

of that violates city codes. When you start filing regular city code complaints, eventually somebody from the city should respond and they're going to enforce the rules ruthlessly because they don't care about neighborhood politics. Last idea, when you talk to an attorney, ask them if they can send Chad one formal harassment

warning letter from multiple households, then Chad's going to know like, oh snap, these people are organized, they have documentation, they're going to legally escalate, they've already found somebody who will help them with that, maybe I need to pipe down. Now I'm very sorry that you're dealing with this piece of work. I feel like this really are a cancer, but you got a fight cancer to beat it.

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Okay. Next up. Deers and your bonita and handsome boy number one. That's a senior bonito. Just FYI, please do not misgender my bonito, if you would.

Yeah, come on. You'd fought long and hard to come to terms with his bonito. Exactly. Bonita. Can you come all this way?

You can put the axe on there. Let me start by saying that I truly love and appreciate what you both do. I value your practical advice, the applicability of your episodes, and the overall work you put up. I take it back.

You can call them bonita if you want. I didn't know you were super fan. I've listened every episode, including ones where I may not fully agree or even like what I guess to saying. I see those moments as opportunities to open my mind and possibly shift my perspective.

That is awesome. I love that.

I'm 26 years old and have been with my boyfriend now fiance for nine years. We just got engaged this past December and are planning or wedding for November 2026. And yes, you are both invited.

That was obviously my first question.

Also nine years, man, holy smokes. You are patient. That means they met when they were 17. Yeah, that makes sense. You didn't rush into things.

Good for you.

“My question, actually, about the wedding is can I wear my cabo need to hunt?”

I'm sure you can. You're going to look so bonita in that hat at the wedding. Thank you. I appreciate it. I'll go with the black, though, not the yellow, you know, plus it up a bit.

That's right. Let us know what the dress code is and if we need to book our own room or if we can just crash in you and your fiance's room, that only seems fair. I mean, since she loves the show so much. That's right.

At least she could do. Let us sleep on the pullout couch in your matrimonial suite. Give him a front row seat to the Burton Ernie Show. They'll love that. She goes on.

This is my first in many ways.

My first serious relationship, I've never really seriously dated anyone.

To be clear, I'm reading the letter again. I'm not talking about Jordan. Yes. Thank you for clarifying. I was like, wait.

What is there? We need to talk about this off my cab. Yeah. He is my first in many ways. My first serious relation to him.

I've never really seriously dated anyone else. My first love and the first and only person I've slept with. Actually, that part is actually true. What happens in St. Louis, St. Louis? I'm also his first in every way.

First girlfriend, first kiss, and first and only person he's been with. He's my everything. He supported me through everything you can think of over those nine years. My mom being sick, college, and being lost after it. A sexual abuse case in which I am a victim, and which is still ongoing.

Car accidents, pets passing, and family problems. Oh, man. You've been through a lot. I'm very sorry to hear about all this. Your mom in this sexual abuse case, especially sounds very intense, very special that

he's been there for you, y'all sound like a salad couple. Even now, he's supportive as I work a sales job with 100% commission instead of using my degree in computer science and engineering. He's helped me stumble through life and deal with the overall hiccups. But all of this brings a few questions and fears to my mind.

One is having dated other people.

“I've never had the desire to, but I often hear that experimenting is important.”

At the same time, I've seen relationships like ours work, so I'm curious about your thoughts. My second question is about preparing for a successful marriage. We plan to do couples counseling to make sure we're on the same page and a prenuptial agreement, as recommended by your guest, James Sexton. Smart, very few people have the, you know, what's the word, pragmatism, courage, the level

headedness, I guess, to actually do a prenupt, even when they know it's logically the right thing to do. The episode with James Sexton, episode 1035, by the way, very eye-opening, I would say. Super eye-opening. The stats on divorce are so clear and yet, well, you know, no one wants to acknowledge they

might feel differently about their spouse one day. But if you're just being rational, practical, it's almost certainly the right thing to do. Emotionally, that's another story. I know it's tricky.

I have a lot of fears about what could go wrong. What if he dies? What if he gets curious about other women? What if one day he decides he wants kids? Oh, wow, that took a turn.

I've never wanted kids for many reasons.

I've discussed this with my fiance multiple times over the years, and he's always said he's okay with it. It's also something I plan to revisit in couples counseling. Great. You absolutely have to pin this big stuff down early.

There can't be any ambiguity about stuff like this or things get very messy. Yeah, I'm so glad you guys are doing couples counseling before you get married. Same. That's super smart. I feel like most people should do that.

Same. I'm sure everyone would benefit from that train before the marathon. That said, I don't see my stance on kids changing. If I were to end up with a child or to so be it, but it's not part of my plan. That's confusing.

“Yeah, she's never wanted kids, but if she ended up with them, she's cool with it?”

Yeah, so does she not want them or not? I don't know if he is. Usually people who don't want kids are pretty militant about it, right? Not going to happen. She's talking about it like it's not entirely up to her or something like, oh crap,

I'm here's two kids. I mean, if she doesn't want kids, I know if you good ways to not have them. Yeah, I also know one good way to have them. So maybe to avoid that, if you don't want kids, this is interesting. Yeah, but what's interesting about it, that there's a part of her that might in fact want children?

You know, I'm honestly not sure I suppose it's a possibility or at least she isn't totally against them. Or is it that there's a part of her that's willing to just leave this huge thing up to chance? And what does that say? But then she's saying, I don't see my stance changing, so I'm just confused. Definitely something to pin down in therapy, there's something about that feels swimming and conflicted somehow.

My entire family knows this and is supportive of my decision, my mom especially. I feel like I've made my position very clear over the years, but his parents still talk about him having kids, and their plans for when he does. It could be annoying, but at the end of the day, it's not causing direct harm. I've talked to my fiance about it, he's noticed it too, but doesn't think much of it.

Take some real doing to not think much of your family expecting something huge that you definitely don't plan on giving them, though. I agree, it's not that he necessarily needs to discuss all their plans with his family, but if they're expecting grandchildren and he doesn't plan on having any, I mean, that conversation is probably killing one way or another. Or he's hoping they're just going to figure it out when 10 years go by and they haven't bought a bigger car. That's totally out in the one bedroom. I don't know.

We obviously don't know her fiance. The picture I'm getting is if he's being a little wishy, was she, too? I know it's hard at family, he probably doesn't want to disappoint them. Or it's just super awkward to talk about. Yeah, but I wonder if they're both tap dancing around something in different ways.

“Do you think it's important to date or be with other people before getting married?”

Do you think we need to sit down and clearly discuss our decision around having kids with my fiance's family? Or should we just let it be and allow them to say what they want? Beyond that, what do you recommend we do before and during our marriage to make it successful? Signed, trying to plot the things we ought to give good thought before we tie the knot. Wow, all super interesting.

So first of all, I love that you're asking these big questions now. Doing this work like in couples therapy before you guys tie the knot. You strike me as a very thoughtful person, a very diligent person. You've got your head on straight, you want to be responsible, you want to be fair to yourself, and to your fiance.

Really fits with what she said about treating different opinions as opportunities to open our mind, possibly shift or perspective. Totally, yeah, I think it takes a certain curiosity, a certain humility. empathy, I think as well. And empathy for sure, all of which are such great qualities in a marriage and all of which I

imagine will make couples therapy very productive. So I really appreciate all that and well done on cultivating this mindset. So about dating other people before you get married,

“do I think that's generally helpful and healthy to some degree?”

I do not because I think that everyone has to go through a whole phase before they settle down, but just because having a few relationships, I think that kicks up a lot of useful data about a person, about how you operate in relationships, about your particular pressure points, about your needs, your values, other people's where they align, where they diverge and how to navigate all that.

And that can be very helpful. I think it can also avoid some regret and what if thinking down the line, like, what else am I missing? Should I have enjoyed being single? Is this for sure the right person for me?

Stuff like that.

However, do I think dating a bunch of other people and sleeping around is essential

to having a successful marriage? No, I don't. And I also think that being in one serious, deep, long-term relationship during a formative time, that also kicks up some really useful data about yourself. So either way, you get a valuable experience.

If you found your person early and you guys are on the same page and you love each other and you share the same goals and values and all that, then hey, you just found your person early in life, you could have a terrific marriage.

“I think the things that make it successful marriage,”

they probably have less to do with how many other people you dated and way more to do with the quality of your relationship. The process you guys tap into when you go through difficult stuff, how you guys handle certain questions or feelings, including this whole topic of being each other's firsts?

Yeah, I totally agree, but that also depends on the personalities and the values, and the backgrounds of the people involved, right? Yeah, that's true, that's a huge variable. I mean, for some people having a variety of experiences or developing an identity without a romantic partner, that's super important to them,

for other people finding the right person early and being in a partnership and investing mostly in that, that's the priority. So that changes the opportunity cost for the person. For sure, and so it's hard to know what our friend here needs. Is she asking this question because in a lecture,

is she knows it's a fruitful question to ask? Are responsible thing to get out in front of early? Or is she asking this question because there's a part of her that's longing for these other experiences and she knows it might eat away at her down the line? Yeah, that's a really good question for her to ask,

although she said I never really had the desire to date other people,

so that might be the answer right there. And also, nothing she said in her letter suggests that she might pump the breaks on getting married or end this relationship so she can go be single for a while. No, it's not going to happen. No. So I guess I wonder where that leaves her.

I mean, if we had come back and said, yeah, you definitely need to date other people before you get married, what would she have done with that? Yeah, that's an interesting question. I mean, I guess she could have thought about it in this agreement, or she might have heard that and gone, well, shit, now what do I do? I don't know if I can get married.

Let's assume that she is not going to end this amazing relationship to go be single for a while, which I cannot say I advise based on her letter. And let's say that they go through couples counseling and they come out even stronger, and there are no huge problems in their relationship TBD on the kids thing. We'll talk about that in a second.

Then maybe part of their journey together will be working through some of these feelings when they come up. Whatever they might be regret, conflict, guilt, confusion, just like a vague wondering,

I think they could have an amazing marriage and still content with those feelings from time to time.

And so I guess the question for me is, how do they process them? What conclusions do they draw from them? Can they explore them safely and satisfy them in other ways together, or do they just kind of need to make peace with them together?

I think most people no matter their history deal with these feelings and conflicts to some degree, even when they're in a happy relationship.

I hesitate to say this because I know I just said it's not essential to having a great marriage,

but avoiding regret, conflict, guilt, confusion, the kind that can eat away at your chipway

“in a relationship, that's just a huge reason I think dating around actually is important.”

Maybe I'm contradicting myself a little bit, but I just want to keep it real. Yeah, I hear that, and I actually agree. But I guess what I'm saying is how much those feelings eat away at somebody, whether they really chip away at a great relationship. I do wonder if that's largely up to them.

And by that I mean, it's up to them to understand themselves before they get married, and it's up to them to develop a language and a process to talk about this stuff when it comes up, which by the way, might include just being able to acknowledge these feelings with each other, strangers that might sound. Because I imagine that one way these feelings can corrode a relationship is when one or

both parties feel that they're taboo, somehow, like they're too hurtful or scary to call out with the other person. Whereas being able to say, "Hey, I love you so much, I want to be married to you. I'm so glad I found you when I was 17." And, I don't know, sometimes I wonder what my hope phase would have been like, you know, sometimes I wonder if I developed enough as a single

person before I met you, although I would hope you guys would talk about this before you got married, of course. But like, if that's a thought that's coming up, that's a legitimate thought, and it might be fruitful to explore with your partner, whatever it is. Oh, that's real, but that's hard. It is hard. I totally get that. And also, not everyone wants to have those conversations, so that's

fine if you don't. But I guess what I'm saying is just being able to say something like that, not in service of breaking up, or I don't know, opening the marriage or anything like that, just in service of being fully honest, that might close the gap that these thoughts and feelings can create between two people. That's not all they have to do to survive them. But I do wonder if that's a big part of it.

I hear that. And if they respond well to those chats, like if he can go meet those feelings in a helpful way, that might make her go, man, this really is my person. I'm so lucky I found him early. That's actually what I'm saying is that it might go a long way in resolving that same

regret or guilt or shame that she's worried about encountering because she was never single before

him exactly. So interesting how that works. Just one of the many things they can explore in couples therapy. So let's talk about how to handle the kids thing with your fiance's family. Gabe, I'm way less sure about this one. Same, not as clear cut.

Part of me is going, it's not really their business when or whether you guys are going to have kids. You don't have to keep them a prize from your procreation plans. That another part of me is like, well, they keep bringing it up. So they obviously think it's going to happen. And if that's not in the plans, it would probably be nice to let them know so they can let go of that idea. Not to mention it's going to be way less stressful for you guys because it's not going to be like,

why don't we have in kids? It's like, okay, we talked about this and we can all sort of accept reality now. What concerns me most about this isn't so much that the parents might have a different wish for them kids wise, but what it might say about her fiance's true feelings about children, and what it might say about his way of handling tough conversations with his family in general.

Bingo, like does this mean he secretly wants them, but he's afraid to say that because he knows she doesn't or does this mean that he doesn't want them either, but he doesn't have the stones to tell his parents. Sorry guys, that's not what we want. Just wanted to let you know. Exactly, but either way. Couples therapy. Yeah. I'm really glad they're going. Even if they're totally aligned on the kids thing in the end, which is still a bit of an effort for me, but

“even if they are, these skills are still going to be so important in the marriage.”

Agreed. Even more, I hasten to add than having banged a bunch of people before you met, just to put you at some ease there. But look, if you guys talk this out and decide, yeah, we definitely don't want kids, then I think you probably need to tell your in-laws at some point. Because like I said, that conversation has come in one way or another, and it is awkward. And it's kind of sad. They're hoping for grandchildren. They might not get them. I feel

kind of like they deserve to know at some point. Well, by not telling them, they're also making it worse, right? Because one day, this is going to come to a head as parents are going to ask point blank or they're just going to figure it out. And then they might go, oh, cool. So you just lied to us about this for 12 years. I appreciate that. Yeah, exactly. Rip off the band. And I say, and maybe that'll be an instructive conversation for you guys, or at least for him,

how you communicate your decisions and values to other people, how you navigate conflict. But I wouldn't do it to you guys are truly clear on the kids thing. I'm still confused by that thing you said, how if you ended up with kids, so be it. Maybe I'm missing something, but if that speaks to any confusion or indecision here, I'd run straight toward that in couples therapy and try and figure it out. And look, if you're like, well, we're 90

percent sure we don't want them, but who knows, maybe in five years will feel differently,

“we're leaving room for that. That's fair too. I'm not saying you need to be militantly”

or black and white sort of pro or anti-having kids, but that's a position. And is that a position you would share with these in laws? They could. They could say, look, guys, we know

you're excited for us to have kids, but we're 90 percent sure we don't want them. We don't want

to get your hopes up, but we're leaving some room that will change our minds, but probably we won't and we wanted to let you know so you could know where we stand and adjust your expectations. I think that's fair. So you're telling me there's a chance. Yeah. I think it also depends on

chance that they'll change their minds and then for the next decade they send them articles

about how important it is to have kids and they point out all the cute babies at the restaurant and guilt their son into doing it for them. Then I would say, maybe don't share all the nuances with them. Maybe you just say, I'm really sorry, guys, not in our plans. But if they're generally cool and respectful and well-boundary, if you think that they're going to respond, okay to this, I don't know if they will, but if they're those kind of people, then there's less risk in letting

them in on every nook and cranny of your position on kids. Yeah, good point. Although knowing

“what I know about older parents, I think most people who hear there's a chance their kids will”

change their minds about this will probably hold out hope that they'll do it and might use that 10 percent to kind of crowbar their way in and push them to do it even if they're not overtly manipulative. So just keep that in mind. As for what you guys should do before and during your marriage to make it successful, big question. I'm getting a little sweaty over here. Is this really all on us, Gabe? It's a bit much. She did invite us to the wedding. Yes. And as you've heard

on the show, we're the gift. Okay, so I guess it is on us. So I just really have big picture thoughts

and we've already touched on the most important ones. First and foremost, get on the same page

about the kids thing and also get clear on how you would handle it. If one of you changes your mind, if that's maybe in the cards, always a risk. Second, I would focus in therapy on developing good conflict resolution muscles. How to listen, how to empathize, how to make room for the other person's feelings and positions while staying connected to yours. Any couple needs to have that process to succeed because there will always be challenges and conflicts. You guys have already been

through some big ones and how you move through them. That's everything. I'm also just thinking about everything they've been through together. Her mom being sick. This sexual abuse case, which sounds very intense. Family conflicts, physical accidents, some existential stuff again. Very special that your fiance has supported you through all of that. And by the way, another point in the why it's awesome to find your person early in life column. By the way, but I would also make

time and couples therapy to talk about how those experiences might have shaped you guys as a couple, how they might be showing up in the relationship now in any way. I know we talk about this idea all the time and I don't mean to beat a dead horse. Unfortunately, in turn, friends. Trap this horse out again. But one of the themes of their relationship is grief. Grief around mom and her illness. Perhaps some grief around the person she was before this tragic abuse. Grief around pets

around family. How a couple moves through grief together. That's also huge. And that's another thing you guys might want to continue to focus on. Making lots of room for mourning in all of its forums. Big and small. You know, I'm really glad you brought this up because I do wonder if one source of grief our friend here is dealing with isn't just not having had a hoe phase for the sake of having a hoe phase, but grief around not having an experience of herself as an unattached

person who could have any number of experiences for a while. And that's a question not just of romantic variety, but of identity. She's talking about another self and how that self might have shaped

“the self she is now in this timeline. So I think there's a good argument to be made that this”

self, this timeline that she's in is pretty great and that she's very lucky to have met her future husband so early. A lot of people would kill for that, but that's absolutely compatible

with mourning these other versions of her life. What now can never be because she met her future

husband at 17 years old. Interesting. I do think getting to move through these developmental stages in a way. That's our birthright. So I can understand why not having that period would bring up some big feelings for her even if she found her person. I actually think it's appropriate and actually quite healthy for her to make room for them. She gets married. There's mourning even enjoy, you know, for all the other joys that are incompatible with this one. And so that

regret, guilt, conflicts, confusion, those feelings we were talking about earlier. Those might be symptoms of precisely this grief that you're talking about. And me advocating for the hoe phase, so to speak, now that you've framed this as grief, I guess being single AF for a while, maybe that's largely a way for people to sidestep this future grief. Yeah, that's a really good point. I do think that's a big part of it. And why couples therapy is probably going to be a great

space for them. But also you can't sidestep that grief completely. It just exists alongside all of the happiness that they're going to get to share. But listen, congrats on finding your person so early,

“congrats on becoming the kind of person who's doing the work to be with your person in the best way.”

It's really cool to read about. Very inspiring. I do have high hopes for you guys. And yeah, you can consider this my RSVP. Yes to your wedding. Gabe, I don't know. He looks TVD to me right now. Probably dealing with some grief about what other of NLF to give up in order to attend yours is a sound bath and play at Ocarman or something the same day in outdoor screening of a snuff film from the YMR Republic. You know what, that is more of my speed. I know. Absolutely,

correct. But what are you talking about? Yeah. By the way, we're totally kidding about crashing you're wedding. But thank you for the invitation. Also about the snuff film that I was really watching. Oh, okay, cool, cool. No, the YMR Republic famously fire snuff films. Yeah. Like, I'm not allowed within a hundred feet of an open bar anyway. It's probably out of range from my ankle monitors so we can't go. What does that ankle monitor or Garmin? Yeah,

What if she let us give a toast at her wedding and we just read her feedback Friday letter?

“I think that's a great idea. When Annie wrote a saying that Greg's parents didn't know they”

don't want kids. Hey, y'all have had that conversation, right? You took care of that. Anyway, since they're for sure going to be dinks and yuppies. This toast is going to crush grandma. It's going to love it. Yeah. Look, Gabe and I can be your kids. Just put us in the will. Happy morning, happy marriage, sending you and you're due to big hug and wishing you all the best. Go back and check out Mariana Van Zeller if you haven't done so yet. The best things that have

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“I mean, I think Scientology is the most sophisticated mind control system probably in the history”

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