Mindfulness, Meditation & Healing with Oneika Mays

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Today's guest is a woman who didn't just reinvent her life. She rebuilt it from the inside out. After a personal tragedy left her emotionally adrift she walked away from a successful career in retail leadership and stepped into one of the most unexpected places imaginable. Serving people at Rikers Island.

And in doing so she found herself. She was the first mindfulness expert to assist inmates at Rikers. Onika Maze is an author, meditation teacher, yoga teacher, and storyteller, whose work reaches the people and communities often left out of traditional wellness spaces. She spent nearly 15 years showing people that meditation isn't about achieving a perfect state.

It's about showing up as you are and practicing loving kindness. She's the author of Sit With Me, a no BS journey to mindfulness and meditation. And for more than a decade she's brought grounded real world mindfulness practices to people who felt judged, excluded, or alone.

But here's what makes her voice different.

She'll tell you meditation isn't about feeling good. You don't have to like people, so love them. And yoga isn't something she does. It's how she lives. No incense, no lotus pose required. Just honesty, humanity, and the courage to sit with what's real.

Please welcome the powerful wise and refreshingly no BS, Onlyka Maze. Welcome to our show, Anika. I am so happy to be here. Thank you. Yes, welcome. I'm super excited to talk about this. Oh, my God.

Me too. Oh, my goodness, Oh, Nika. You've done some amazing things and service to others. How did all of this start?

“And what compelled you to help people of Rikers Island?”

We want listeners to get to know you and your amazing story. Well, when I first was introduced to yoga and mindfulness in the late 90s, I enjoyed it. And it really terrified me because it opened me up to myself. So I didn't dive into it the way that I'm living it now. But when I had a personal tragedy and someone that I love lost their lives unexpectedly,

I found myself called back to my yoga mat. And what I found was myself. I found that I felt stronger, I felt empowered. And I found a way to connect with the world in ways that I think that I could. And because of that, I felt compelled to serve.

And I found myself at Rikers Island first as a volunteer. And then as the Jail's first mindfulness coach where I was able to help spearhead a wellness program in the women's facility. Wow. That had to be in a bit scary and daunting when you first decided to do that, right? It was.

It wasn't. It wasn't.

Teaching in a jail and I never even had any experience with Jail before.

But I was fortunate that I had family members in my life who are activists and who really were connected with social justice. So it seemed like the right thing to do. And you know, Rikers Island for folks who don't know it's a Jail in New York City. And probably made most popular from the TV show on order.

“But that's what most people connect it with, right?”

And so I wasn't sure what to expect. But it was interesting because the first time that I went there, I felt like I belonged there. And what I mean by that is because my practice really helped me understand and connect with that feeling of feeling like an outsider. I'm black and grew up in a predominantly white neighborhood and often felt other,

especially also getting in touch with my sexuality because I identify as queer. I felt like this feels right. And even though I didn't grow up in a religious or spiritual household, I felt like this, this thing where I was like, "Oh, is this what a calling is all about?" And I met these women and it changed my life.

You know, I get emotional even thinking about that first time that I was there.

And so many of the women who had never seen a black yoga teacher before were like,

"Who's this woman who's going to teach us yoga?" And we just really connected and doing that volunteer work was something that I felt like I didn't want to ever give up. So when I had the opportunity to work there full time, I jumped at the chance

And then also I had a lot of conflict too but it was an experience that completely changed the way that I interact with the world.

“As was something I was going to ask was Rikers really the turning point for you and what did you learn about what's important for and about humanity with that experience?”

What Rikers did was really put my practice into action. You know, I was a yoga teacher already and I was a meditation teacher already and also a massage therapist. So I knew a lot about my practice and a spiritual practice and myself and even the practice of loving kindness, this principle of unconditionally loving people.

But there were some times when I was when I was actually a volunteer, I was really confronted with this idea of can you unconditionally love people no matter what.

And I had this moment when I was teaching inside one of the men's facilities as a volunteer and there was someone there who was accused of something pretty horrendous. And I saw him getting harassed and I knew that after we left the housing area that he was probably going to get beat up and I was pretty sure that no one was going interfere because of what he was there for. And when I saw the fear and his eyes, I realized that everybody is a human being and everybody deserves a chance to be treated with humanity.

And if we get to see people as human beings, it can be a portal to their healing and to our healing. We all have parts of ourselves that we are ashamed about. We all have things that that make us feel less than.

And if I was going to walk this walk of truly being this person who embraces unconditional love, I was going to have to do it in some challenging ways, and that was a big turning point.

This was easy because that day in particular is is really the big turning point because I think up until that point, I was a little reductive in my thinking, you know, everybody who is at writers was there on some miscarriage of justice and all of the officers were, you know, we're mean and cruel.

“The truth is is very mixed, right? People lose their way and people do things and cause harm in the world and there were a lot of officers who I met who really wanted to show up and to support people at the lowest points in their lives.”

And there are also plenty of people who I didn't like but not liking people or liking people didn't really seem to matter if I could really just open my heart to loving people unconditionally. That that spilled out into the way that I was interacting when I wasn't teaching inside a jail and it freed me. It really freed me when I didn't have to worry about whether I like somebody or not and just worried, I'm just going to love this person because they're human being. I love that and of course it rikers.

I would imagine a lot of people weren't really feeling a lot of love. And without love who the heck are we? Yeah. Absolutely. It was, there was an officer, excuse me, I talked about this in the book. When I was volunteering, there was an officer who was walking me out and we were talking about yoga, you know, people find out there that you're yoga teacher and then they, you know, they have to talk to you about like, oh, I want to try yoga, but I'm not flexible. So we were having that conversation as he was walking me out and he was about to retire.

And he said, you know, I think I'm going to do something special when I leave here to make up for like all of this and he sort of waved his hand around the hallway. And I don't know what he meant by that. And our conversation had to stop because we were at the end of the hallway and that happens a lot. You sort of get to where you are, no matter what you were saying, the conversation just ends and I think of him often. He seemed like such a really lovely guy and helped shift my perspective. I think it was pretty, as I mentioned, reductive to think of all of the officers as bad, but it brought this sense of humanity.

“And I needed to remember that that people need jobs and people, some people are just there to work, some people are there to serve, some people may not be great, but does that even really matter, my role is there to just unconditionally love people.”

That's super important. I wanted to ask one more question about Rikers, you describe in your book Rikers is not as the problem, but as a symptom. When you say the real problem is us, what do you mean by that? I think our society treats people a certain way, and we like to have good people over here and bad people over there. And when we start to shift our thinking and recognize that we're all in this together, systems that are hurting people and working as their design, I think a lot, you hear a lot of people say like, oh the criminal justice system is broken, but I don't think it's broken.

And if we start seeing ourselves differently, if we start to recognize and stop thinking in these binary terms of good and bad and think about how can we heal each other if harm happens.

These kinds of systems will crumble because we will not participate in them anymore. That's profound. We have power. We have so much power one word together. We see it all over the time, right? History has shown us this when we show up as a mass of people. It doesn't matter what we look like. It doesn't matter where we come from, but when we recognize like these group of people are hurting and we need to support them things change.

And I think we're at a point right now in the entire world.

“I don't even just think here in the United States. I think in the entire world, if we can start to remember that we have more in common, we all want to be free.”

We all want to be healthy. We all want to be connected with our families. We all want community. We can make this work. Amen. No more judging. Mm-hmm.

Yeah. I think Mother Teresa said that, right? If you're too busy judging people, you don't have time to love them or something like that. So very true. Stay tuned for more of women road warriors coming up. Dear Michael, the tax doctor here.

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Also don't forget to follow us on social media. We're on Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, Pinterest, LinkedIn, YouTube and other sites. And tell others about us. We want to help as many women as possible. If you're just joining us, we're talking with a Nika maze, the author of Sit With Me, a no BS journey to mindfulness and meditation. Her journey to mindfulness wasn't a straight line after experiencing a personal tragedy that left her searching for meaning. She stepped away from a successful retail leadership career and found herself in an unexpected place, working with inmates at Brikers Island,

where she became the first mindfulness expert to assist people there.

For nearly 15 years now, O'Nika's been teaching a refreshingly honest approach to meditation. It's one that doesn't require incense, perfection, or pretending everything feels good. It's simply about showing up as you are and practicing compassion. O'Nika, in our last segment, you were talking about how we need to stop judging. That's so very important if you manage ever going to make any kind of progress.

Human beings have a terrible tendency to judge.

“I think it's our own insecurities coming out. We've got to judge this other group.”

When in fact, we need to be looking at ourselves in the mirror. Oh, I was an Olympic judge. I was really wonderful at it. I'm sure if they had, if it were a sport, I would have gotten gold medals because I was really, really good at judging myself and other people. I did realize that it was just rooted in security. I was insecure in myself. I was insecure and being in places where I didn't think I was smart enough, or I shouldn't be there, or I just felt other in order to cover that up.

I would just start judging people. I found myself doing it even when I became a yoga teacher. I'd be in a class. Is my practice better than hers? Is it not? Am I doing this right? Am I doing this well? And I really had to realize, this isn't about that at all. You're supposed to be connecting what the present moment.

It doesn't matter if you can do a handstand. You're not a good yogi if you can do a handstand. You're a good yogi if you can recognize what's going on inside you and connect with that in the present moment.

In your book, you talk about meta. You practice meta in your meditation and meditation taught you about concentration and connection. For those who know nothing about yoga or any of this, what is meta and yes, it's important. So meta as a principle is loving kindness, and it means unconditional love. You hear a lot of teachers compare it to the sun shining down and you on a warm day. But it's this principle of unconditional love or unconditional friendliness or a sense of ease that we have with ourselves and then it expands out.

So we first offer ourselves this unconditional love and then we let that.

We let that love get a little bit a little bit wider. And then we start to include people that we love. And once we do that, we start to include a familiar stranger. And after we include a familiar stranger, we get to the tricky part. And that's when we start to include a difficult person.

And we don't want to include the most difficult person in our lives. But maybe somebody who irritated us just a little bit. And then we do it for all beings. And that's the principle, right? But when we practice it as a meditation, we offer phrases.

Like with mindfulness, you know, you have an anchor. And it's usually like you're breathing or, you know, you can concentrate on a candle flame. Some people do that. Or even hold something in your hand to bring you back to the present moment if you get distracted. But with meditation instead of concentrating on your breath, you concentrate on phrases.

And you offer those phrases to yourself and other people like a gift. And the phrases are maybe safe, maybe happy, maybe healthy, and may you live with ease. That's very healthy. What do you think about it? When you were talking about meta in your book, you were saying liberation isn't about the bars.

It's about the bind inside the heart. We do bind ourselves, don't we? And that really limits us. Yeah. Yeah, we do limit ourselves.

And I think the practice of meta is really powerful, not because we offer love to people.

But when we notice what gets in the way of offering our love to ourselves and others, that's when our practice comes in. That's when we really can figure out what's stopping me. Why can't I offer this person love or why can't I offer myself love? That's where the work is and that's when it gets really juicy.

“And that's why I think this practice is powerful.”

And when we practice it on our cushion, you know, we work with whatever comes up. And then we notice when life comes at us and we're a little bit more tender. It doesn't have to be about really big changes either. Like let's say you don't talk to yourself nicely and then something happens. And then you notice you're a little nicer with yourself than you were before.

That's a win. I have a tendency to say nasty things to myself. What's in a while? It's not productive. Yeah.

And we, I think often, especially women, we tend to be really hard on ourselves first. And we tend to offer all of ourselves to other people.

So the practice of meta can be very powerful for women.

Because what it says is, I am just as important as everyone else, not more or less. And that can be so empowering. And really is.

“Now, is your book primarily about mindfulness and meditation or does it cover yoga as well?”

I don't talk a lot about yoga. I talk mostly about meditation. And I like to talk about the book as being part memoir, my own journey. How I, you know, found myself and fell in love with myself. And then it's also a teaching on this practice of meta for people to appreciate, like,

Hey, can I do this? So I give tips about that. And then it's also about, you know, the work that I did inside Reckers Island. For people who are curious about it, but also I think the stories that I talk about are relatable. And it's not necessarily for folks who even have experience with incarceration,

but just to see how these principles came to life in a place like that. And if they can, they can come alive in a place like Reckers Island, we can certainly bring this practice to our own lives and bring it alive inside ourselves. Do you feel that you made a great ripple effect positive impact in that place? This is the question, right?

This is the, this is the big question.

“I think when I started, I, I thought that I would be doing a lot of powerful work.”

And I think on a micro level, Cassie, I think I did help people. I think I did connect with people. But one of the principles that I really employed once I got there was to let go of any idea of attachment to outcome. And leave that to the people who were engaged with the work. And if they got something, they got something and perhaps it rippled out.

And if I'm holding on to things too tightly and worried about outcomes, I'm really not letting go. So non-attachment became important.

“But ultimately, I found that I think I might have been causing more harm on a macro level.”

Because I felt like I was making the system look more palatable on the outside to people. Like, hey, here's this woman and she's teaching meditation. And there's an acupuncturist and there's a wellness coach. So how good could write, how bad could writers be?

And that conflict was always inside me because I'm an abolitionist.

But having to think about that was something that I couldn't do anymore. So ultimately, I made a choice to leave because it didn't sit right with me. And I also didn't feel right. It was a dream to get a salary and, you know, I had a pension and, you know, vacation. And all those wonderful things and as a yoga and meditation teacher, you know, that's like, that's the dream to get a job like that. But it didn't feel right with the way that I feel about the prison industrial complex.

I couldn't, I couldn't hold it in my body anymore. So I laughed. Yeah, someone still needs to do it. And the person who does the work now, she's absolutely incredible.

“And I also think it's important to, you know, that we remember we don't need to be the only ones doing this work, right?”

There's, there's so many people who can pick it up and I think maybe I needed to realize that a little bit earlier that I don't have to shoulder all of this myself. As I've said before, it takes a village. We've heard that phrase if we all do something. That's how you make the change. And as you quoted in your book, James Baldwin, nothing can be changed until it's faced. We need to face things head on. Yeah. Stay tuned for more of women road warriors. Come on up.

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Meditation teacher, yoga practitioner, and author of Sit With Me, a no BS journey to mindfulness and meditation.

What makes Anika's work so powerful is that she brings mindfulness into spaces where it's often missing.

Humanities and people who felt overlooked, judged or excluded from traditional wellness conversations. Her own transformation began after a deeply painful period in her life that led her to completely re-examine what purpose and healing meant. That journey eventually took her into Rikers Island, where she began teaching mindfulness practices to inmates there. That was an experience that reshaped how she understood compassion and humanity. Anika often says you don't have to like everyone to love them, and that meditation isn't about feeling peaceful all the time.

Anika and our previous segment, we were talking about making a change that everyone can do something. They really can. And we all have different roles, right?

“I think what I hear people say when they hear that I'm a meditation teacher and that you know that I'm an advocate for abolition and for folks who are incarcerated.”

That they feel powerless and I want to do something. And I think often we look outside of ourselves to make a change. One really, it begins with us. And I often say I know that sounds corny, but we are the thing that we can change. And we can become an example for people to make a change.

And we all have different gifts. And I think if we embrace the gifts that we have and we show up wholeheartedly with what we love to do to make change in the world, there's room for all of us to do something that can make a positive impact.

And I think with all the technology and AI and social media, even though it brings us together, it really kind of tears us apart and fragments us.

And we're looking outside ourselves versus inside ourselves. Yes. So that's self-defeating because you're absolutely right. We can't control anything outside of ourselves. We can't.

We can make a difference. But it has to start with us. Absolutely. It's so powerful.

“And I think a lot of people when they feel powerless, they give up.”

And that's not what should happen.

I mean, people need to be able to be who they're truly supposed to be. And hopelessness is a bad thing. And we have a lot of that, too. Yes. And a practice like loving kindness.

Let's as whole space for that. I talk a lot when I'm teaching that I feel, I used to feel really constructed by my, by my shame, by my disappointment in myself, by things that I'd done, by things that I'd said. And I would feel like myself getting tighter and tighter. But when I learn to unconditionally love myself, even if there's parts of myself, I don't like.

It's almost like I can create space around all of those uncomfortable feelings. And make room for unconditional friendliness as well. So it's not even necessarily about making other things go away, but it's recognizing that two things can exist in the same at the same time. I can be accountable for myself for something that I've done.

And I can unconditionally love myself. And in fact, the more that I unconditionally love myself, I'm more likely to make a change. I'm more likely to respond to what's happening rather than reacting to it. Makes sense. Kathy, you practice meditation.

Do you think in these perspectives, too? I mean, I know that self-law is something that you've really worked on. I was just thinking about how hard it is to love yourself. That's where my thought process was going. Because, I mean, I've been through extensive therapy and the decades of trauma and abuse, you know,

landed me in a place where I had to do a lot of self-reflection and a lot of forgiveness and, you know, learning who I was at the age of 40 and, you know, not the lies that I was told who I was. So, learning to love myself was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, because I was biased in a place, a group, I guess, being told how awful I was and how horrible and how, you know, a waste of skin and useless piece of crap and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

And so, learning to, like, do you learn all that?

“And then, trying to figure myself out and, well, how do I do that?”

And so, I began meditation. Actually, my mom taught me how to do that while I was 14 to help me through some traumatic issues that I had. And it is helped me achieve a place of inner peace and serenity that helps me through what I'm having a bad day, when I'm having, even when I'm having a good day. You don't know what I mean? It doesn't, I don't need a bad day to meditate.

I meditate. I take my 20 minutes of contemplation every day and I do it so that I can feel grounded so that I can feel well balanced enough to approach the difficult days in a smoother fashion. You know, like, I really try to remain neutral in everything that I do so that I don't, I don't want to influence positively or negatively certain things. And I just want to be and try and be as good as I can as these me and as positive that I can.

And it is ultimately helped me develop into, I think a fabulous human being at the age of,

I'm going to be 57 here in a couple of months and I love who I am. But it took years. I'm going to say decades to get there, you know, and to be able to look at a mirror and not focus on the flaws and the wrinkles and the gray hair. But focus on the, that inner light that just that comes out that that's what people see, you know. So yeah, it's, it's a work in progress that I think everybody would benefit from if they would take the time to look at themselves. Truly for what they are, you know, where I think we're all at a light of God inside and just to recognize that light that it's everywhere you go.

Well said. Wow.

“And Kathy use had something that I just think is so powerful and beautiful that people should remember that you meditate whether you feel great or whether you don't.”

You know, I, I found my practice when the, you know, I was really adrift.

And practice needs to happen all of the time, right? No matter what.

“And it's, it's something that we do consistently because it's, you know, I think it's Sharon Salzburg who's an incredible meditation teacher says that meditation is practice for life.”

So when life comes at us that we have, we have the tools and, and I often say I don't meditate to feel great. I meditate to be with whatever's going on in the moment. Well, see, another thing that I really believe is that, you know, what, what people, what you think you're looking for that people are constantly searching for. It's not out there. It starts with you. Yeah, it starts inside because when the things change inside you things change around you because you're bringing it forth. It's like that in whole manifestation thing, right? Yeah.

You have me dancing around in my seat here because that is, that is it. That is so it, it starts inside of begins with me. I say that throughout the book again and again, it begins with me. Yeah, and level is just, it's just, just because when, back before I hit treatment and all that, all my, um, everything I was, I was so lost and confused at everything around me was in confusion and chaos.

The minute I was able to discover who I truly was and work with myself and forgive myself and love myself and do all that deep in our work. Oh my god, everything changed because I changed. It had to start with me and the way I view who I am and what it is, I'm putting out there. So yeah, it was a big thing. Yeah. Yeah, I spent quite a well over a decade in therapy myself and I often say that meditate, like therapy saved my life,

but meditation really helped me enjoy it. Yeah, I agree. Yeah. I don't know how many people actually meditate. I think that there's been a lot more interested in it. And I want to even say that maybe there was more interested in it after the pandemic. When people were coming unglued, they, they'd lost their routine.

They were not connected. They didn't know what to do with themselves. And a lot of people aren't comfortable being just with themselves, right?

“And I think that's what the pandemic uncovered for a lot of people that they have been distracting themselves for their entire lives.”

And what the pandemic uncovered for them is the fact that they've been distracted. And so to sit with themselves with nothing to do, you start, you have this ability to see yourself. You know, a mindfulness practice when you practice mindfulness is a meditation. It's when you pay attention to the present moment and you don't try to manipulate it. You don't try to fix it and you don't try to change it.

And there's a Tibetan Buddhist nun, American Tibetan Buddhist nun, Pemachodran, who talks about mindfulness is,

when you first practice it, it's like you're looking at this really murky pond.

And once you start to practice mindfulness, the pond becomes clear, right? Because all of the sediment drops down to the bottom. And then you're able to see clearly into the pond. And then you see like the rusty bicycle and the rubber tires that's down there. And then all of the stuff that you can start to deal with, but because you have this practice of mindfulness,

it makes it less challenging to deal with or you feel more equipped to deal with those challenges. Because I don't think my life has necessarily changed dramatically because of meditation, but the way that I respond to my life has dramatically changed. So that gives you more control and you feel better about yourself. And I would imagine you're more in the moment.

I don't think a lot of people are, well, I look around. If I go to a public place, everybody's on their phone. They're not paying attention to anything around them. So that's not good mindfulness. And what you think about it?

I had talked to an expert years ago about television and how it put us to sleep.

“Well, I think the same thing happens when people are engaged with the social media in 15 second increments.”

And an hour came go by, right? Like that scrolling, we just disappear and we start to dissociate. And for so many people who felt uncomfortable being still, and I would talk to some people about this even at records. I would give them ways to incorporate mindfulness that could still have some movement

if they weren't ready to sit and be still. Because we can bring mindfulness to activities.

It doesn't always just have to be a sitting practice.

We can walk mindfully. And when we do that, we're noticing like how our feet hit the floor. And we're looking around and we're really being engaged with the present moment. And we notice when we drift off, right? The act of mindfulness isn't so much like how I can stay present.

That's the moment when you're truly the most present.

“What you say to yourself, oh, I drifted.”

You are never more present than in that moment.

And we can do that when we take a shower. We can do that when we eat. We can build mindfulness into our lives. And from there, we can start to build a really powerful practice. I would think we didn't join life more because we're going to notice the really good things

that we didn't notice before. You know, you go outside, you smell the flowers. You hear the birds. A lot of us just shut that out. The human mind is very good at doing them.

Yeah, absolutely. And we can even appreciate tragedy more. Like, you know, I wrote about when I found out that my dad died. And my practice like dropped in like a gift and allowed me to be present. And even though it was one of the most devastating things that happened for me,

because it was really close to my father, I also didn't want to lose that moment. I didn't want to be distracted because I knew this was only going to happen once. And didn't I want to remember everything that I was feeling. So when I wasn't so upset, I would be able to come back to that moment.

And appreciate it.

And being present is really powerful even when it hurts,

even when our hearts are breaking because when we have a mindfulness practice, and we can start to employ techniques that help us regulate our emotions, we can start to be okay with what's going on, even when it's challenging, even when it hurts, even when it breaks our heart.

I would think that it would also help people deal with their emotions,

“because I think a lot of us try to run away or dampen down the emotion.”

Of course, that's where substance abuse comes in and all of that. I used to work with a lot of folks. I actually had some training, trauma informed training for folks in recovery. I had done that as well. So I used to talk to people about having mindfulness be helpful when cravings arise,

and not to even run away from them, but to notice them. And that can be a little bit more tender, but being present to what is happening inside your body, and not even for craving itself, but the moment right before a craving comes in. And the more that we know how our bodies are operating,

we can know ourselves. So we can start to feel when things are creeping up. So it's not a crisis that starts to happen, and it's something that we can prevent. Oh, I'm starting to feel this way.

Why am I feeling this way? Maybe I could do some deep breath. Yeah, he last night, it was so intense with this blizzard in the storm, and all these trucks, and I'm in the greater trying to get out of the road. I was craving sugar, so damn bad.

Oh, yeah, all I wanted was chocolate. Exactly. Exactly. The stress was high. Yeah.

That tight feeling, that tight feeling in the chest. But actually, I know, it's insane that what I did do was I practiced without really knowing. And now that I'm thinking about it, I pulled over, and I calmed myself down.

And I pulled myself into that same place where I go when I meditate. And I just breathed in, breathed out of my Kathy. You're not going to change the situation. Just get out of the way. Just do your best.

It's okay. You just don't need to get all. So I had to pull real myself back in and then start over again. Because I'm sitting in any equipment for 12 hours a day.

“You sit in there 12 hours full of anxiety stress, right?”

So I have to to put myself in a situation where I feel good. And so yeah. So I guess it's a, it is my fingers, really. Yeah, it is. And there, like that's such a wonderful example for people.

Like you have this practice. And it dropped in without you even knowing it because meditation is, is practice for life. So life comes at you. And then here are the tools that you have.

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We're having a conversation with Anika Maze.

Who's approached to mindfulness is about as real and grounded as it gets. She spent years building a successful career in retail leadership. But after a personal tragedy, she stepped away and began searching for something deeper. That search led her to a place few people would expect. The halls of Rikers Island.

Where she began helping the inmates there learn mindfulness and meditation. What she discovered helped shape the philosophy she shares today. That meditation isn't about escaping discomfort or chasing a perfect state of calm. It's about having the courage to sit with what's true in the moment. She has a compelling book called Sit With Me, a no BS journey to mindfulness and meditation.

She invites readers into that honest journey. Oh, Nika?

“Could you kind of give us a summary of everything you cover in your book?”

There's so many elements here that I really think that so many people could get empowered by. So I laid the book out the way that a metta meditation works. So I start by talking about what metta and loving kindness is and what it isn't and why it's important.

Why would we even want to do this practice in the first place?

Does it feel silly to offer people words of wishes of wellness if we're angry at them? And I break that down. And from there, I have each chapter starts to really dig into how do we offer loving kindness to ourselves? And what does that look like in practice on a cushion? And then what does that look like when it shows up in a real life?

Then I do that for a loved one and why do we struggle with loving ourselves? Why do we struggle with our loved ones? And how do we practice loving kindness with them? And one of my favorite parts is loving kindness and the stranger, the familiar stranger. And this was the hardest part of my practice offering loving kindness to people that I didn't know really well.

I like to work with like energy or feelings. So I was actually okay offering loving kindness to a difficult person because I had an emotion that I could work with. But being able to muster up feelings of tenderness for people that I didn't know was a struggle. But once I did that and recognize that strangers are really just like me trying to do the best that they can. You know, I could I could work with loving kindness with the stranger and then I talk about the difficult person.

And how that practice can be really challenging and how forgiveness can be a powerful part of offering loving kindness to difficult people.

And I do this by storytelling. I love to tell stories. I learn well by stories. So I would incorporate stories that really sort of reflect these practices through my own experience. And then also through working at Rikers with some incredible women who I met there. And then I also talk about this whole journey of what it's like to be in a place that feels really overwhelming. Really violent and really scary and how that idea of unconditional love and friendliness supported me on a journey.

And I feel like people can connect with that because we all go on difficult journeys. We aren't all going to be working in a jail or all being a jail, but we do create prisons for ourselves.

“And how can we use a practice of unconditional friendliness to help Rikers free?”

Well said, yes, we do definitely build prisons inside of us as we evolve from childhood, depending on what we've been told and we forget who we are. And you're talking also about forgiveness. That one's a tough one for a lot of people, but in your book, I believe you say forgiveness is not letting somebody off the hook. It's releasing the bind inside yourself. That is freedom, isn't it?

It is freedom, and that was the most difficult chapter that I had to write. And I will even say that one. I first wrote that chapter, the first sentence of the chapter I think says, "I know I'm the villain in someone's story. I know I'm the villain probably and a lot of people's stories if I'm being really honest."

Because I haven't always been a good person and I've had to make a men's for things.

And I didn't really go into detail at first about some of the harm that I'd caused in a friendship that I lost, which is what I talk about in the book. But when we forgive ourselves for harm that we've caused, we can hold ourselves accountable. But forgiveness, I think, gets a bad rap because we associate forgiveness with being okay with what happened to us or being okay with what we did for other people. And forgiveness is our release of the energy of the whole depth of the thing has on us.

“And that's how we can step into freedom.”

And when we step into freedom, we can make decisions about what we are going to do around whatever situation that we're dealing with. Do we put down a boundary and say, "I love you so much unconditionally.

And by extension, you won't be causing harm to yourself because I'm not going to let you cause harm to me.

Or, "How do I free myself from harm that I've caused?" That's powerful.

“Your book covers so many different things where people can really get to know themselves and maybe just feel comfortable in their own skin, you know?”

I like to think that I offer questions for people to ask themselves. I fully admit, I don't offer a lot of answers in the book. And that was intentional.

I think we learned best because when we have tools and practices, we can be our own best teachers.

And what I learned and what I was taught by a lot of the people that I sat with at Rakers, it wasn't so much what I told them. It was about what we talked about around mindfulness, meditation and meta or yoga, and about what they got to experience for themselves inside. And that's what I hope that people are able to do. They have a chance while they're reading to sit with themselves and not just sit with me, but to sit with themselves and realize, like, "I can do this. I can begin this whole process of loving myself."

And it's a lifelong journey. You know, I'm not here to say, "I love myself unconditionally, all of the time. I struggle. I really struggle. I make mistakes. You know, my partner would gladly tell you that." She makes mistakes all the time, and because we're human, but yeah, we can't be perfect.

We aren't perfect, and that's where we're told by the media, and in the advertising, "Gee, this is how you have to look. You can be perfect, perfect. We're not perfect."

We just work at it on a day-to-day basis, and we're hard on ourselves, I think, women are definitely. We have a tendency to be harder on ourselves than men do. But your book empowers women, which is what we love. Sit with me, a no BS journey to mindfulness and meditation. We're can people find that, O Nika. People can find it wherever they buy their books, so wherever you order your books, you can get your books, and if you're going to your library, you can certainly request it at your library too.

“I think your book is going to cause a metamorphosis with people, and it's going to bring out, you know, people start out as the caterpillar. They're going to turn into butterflies, you know?”

Oh, I love that. And this is this is gross, and we need to grow every day, and this book helps people do that. Do you have maybe just a little nugget you can share with our listeners that they can take with them a meditation mindfulness and maybe a little bit of self empowerment? Absolutely. I think that people who feel like meditation is for people to empty their minds. First of all, I want to let them know that that's not what meditation is about. It's about really understanding that your mind is active and being okay with what's ever going on in your mind.

And if you want to incorporate some mindfulness into your life, you can find an activity that you're already doing, and really bring some intention to it, whether it's folding clothes, taking a shower, brushing your teeth, if you allow yourself to really be with what's happening, brushing your teeth is a really great example. How are you holding your toothbrush? How are you putting toothpaste on your toothbrush? What does it feel like when the bristles hit your teeth? What are you doing when you're doing that? Are you looking in the mirror?

Are you sitting? Are you somebody who walks around or somebody who is still and allowing yourself to truly be present as that's going on and notice? Do I stop paying attention when I brushing my teeth? Am I thinking about something else? And then come back to the idea that you're brushing your teeth. You have just completed a mindfulness practice. That keeps people in the moment, too. And you can apply that to so many things and then before you know it, you're incorporating mindfulness into more and more parts of your life. You can do it with eating.

You can do it when you first wake up in the morning. I like to be mindful when I first get up in the morning and I make my way to the bathroom. I try to be really present for those first moments that I wake up. I love this. Anika, your book is a powerful set with me a no BS journey to mindfulness and meditation. People definitely need to find that. They can find it in their local bookstore, too, correct? Absolutely. Thank you so much for being on the show. I feel more empowered. I'm so glad. I'm so happy that we had this time to talk.

Thank you, Anika. This has been an honor. Thank you so much. I'm really grateful.

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