The Divorce

We don't have to do this.

It's okay. Nope. [MUSIC] Is this thing on? Hello, friends.

We are back. Baby. Are we back? Are we back? We have to come back.

I feel like, I feel like you guys made us have to come back. You nosy, mofos, okay? Shit, everybody is so crazy right now. It's just that internet is in a fucking uproar. And I guess this entire podcast, it's just, it's been wild, wild wild response.

But I am here with one broken nail, okay?

“That's how much we had to get flushed into this podcast to come in just clear the air and”

hopefully after this podcast, a lot of speculation can be laid to rest. And you guys know I love a good tea time. So buckle up. Buckle up, buckle up, buttercats. Hi, baby.

Hi, baby. Hi, baby. Hi, baby. Hi, baby. I literally walks into work every day and he's just like, what the fuck is happening?

Yeah, I don't know what I'm doing. He's like, Luke 2. Every 48 hours as well. He's like fucking plot twist man. Just wrong with the punches.

Um, okay, so let's see where I don't even know where to start with this. What do we, how do we even start this? What's happening? What happened? I mean, you guys know the whole story, you guys want to tell it?

Um, okay, so let's see. Okay, and I are getting a divorce, okay, nobody cry, nobody fucking get upset. It's, it's happening. But I think the biggest thing here is everybody needs to understand why, why this is happening, where this is coming from, and what we're doing moving forward, because that

“is the most important part here is that I think everybody's so hung up on our past and”

what we built together, which I mean, we did a fucking great job.

I mean, it'll never be replicated again, but our future is so much more important.

And being happy and healthy and best friends through this is probably, I think, the biggest gift that we could have given each other. And, um, you know, so I'm, I'm going to try to do this as tactful as possible, um, because I'm going to take the high row, they, they give so shout out, bro. But I really don't have to take the high row, because honestly, and I'm, you guys are

going to still hear me call him my husband. It's just to have it. I'm trying to get used to calling him Jay, but, you know, right now technically he is still my husband. So if I say that, you know, nobody get hung up on it or anything like that.

I mean, is it the truth, the high row, or is it just the truth? Yeah, it's just the truth. It's for sure. No, I just wanted to sing that song, but I'm, would you say, that I'm, she's a good song.

Yeah, because I'm good song. Um, so I guess, um, I'm going to actually not give every bit of detail like I normally do if I decide to write a book later on down the line. Of course, you guys know, I'll include every freaking detail in there, but I don't think that like the specifics and like super details, no matter.

“I think the gist and the overall enough so that you guys know what's going on.”

I've always been honest with you guys.

I have never lied about anything. I've always admitted to anything that's going on in my life, and I'm not going to stop now. It's important that you take the time to address rumors, misconceptions, everything that's happening on the internet right now for context.

We are three days out from the announcement. Three days out. So right now when you guys are listening to this, it has been three days since. Yeah. So I just want to say, okay, I hadn't posted for a week on my social media, because I just

haven't been online. Like your girl is out here living life again, like praise Jesus that I'm living life again. I got on HRT. I'm feeling the best that I've ever felt. My happiness is back. My joy is back.

Like, I don't know, ladies, if you have any problems with your hormones, get on fucking HRT. It is a game changer. Like you feel like, I don't know, you just feel brand new. But anyways, so I hadn't posted on my social media in about a week.

And I was just like, oh, I should post, you know? So I post a nickel-back song because nickel-back is like one of my favorite bands. You guys know that. We always post a nickel. We talk about it.

We go back and create. Nickel-back or creed guys. I did it back or creed. With all those bands. We literally had creed and nickel-back in my shows.

Yes. So I post this nickel-back song, not thinking anything of it, not a shot at Jay in any sort of way. Not even realizing that it's a breakup song.

So I was like, oh, fuck yeah, nickel-back's trending on TikTok.

I'm going to do a TikTok to it. So I post that. And then I go on my story and I'm like, I'm feeling good. And I'm feeling hot again. You know, like your girls and eligible bachelor read now.

And I post a sexy picture because I haven't put, you know, your girls find in herself again. And we'll get into that a little bit later. But I post a sexy picture and I put getting my sparkle back. And I'm like, feeling good, you know, like everything's good. And we get the fucking text message.

And it says heads up, TMZ has the file. And we had been able to stay under the radar, you know, for about a month and a couple weeks. Right? It's been a while.

Yeah. So it's news to everyone else. And it's been hell. Okay. I'm not even going to lie to you.

I am so relieved that the fucking news is out because holy shit.

“Every new is anxiety because it was like, is today going to be the day?”

Yeah. It was going to happen. It was rough. So we get the text message that, you know, TMZ is about to drop this.

And of course, TMZ always so I can get shit.

And it's somebody definitely had to have tipped him off, which is fine. We're totally fine. We were ready for it to come out. And the news drops, who I have fucking nickel back on my fucking page. But the problem is, is that, you know, the TikTok memories that pop up.

I had one from 2025 up at Jay's Las Vegas show where Chad Kruger came out to sing with him. And it was a huge deal. In 2025, and it was like, this is so disrespectful. But it's literally me, like, tongue and cheek because I always call him daddy chatty.

Yeah. But it's a joke. It's not serious. Literally such a joke. Like, I have so much respect for Chad and all of them, they're the sweetest

humans ever. Like, would never want to disrespect them. Had no idea that the divorce was going to be announced, you know, a couple of weeks after that. I had posted that like two weeks ago because you weren't making content at the time.

And it was just something that was a refurbished video. Yeah. Like what you said, you know what? I was a VHS tape. Okay.

Oh, that's fine. A rerun. Yeah. It was a rerun. You guys, it's a rerun episode.

Yeah.

“So anyways, I posted that because I just didn't have any content to post that day.”

And I wanted, you know, what you can't keep your socials cold because if you do that, it fucks up your algorithms. So every week, I tried at least drop something. But, you know, like, as I've been healing behind the scenes, I just haven't been wanting to be online anymore because it's just not what I want to do right now.

So anyways, post that video and then at Bailey's graduation, there was a time where you were videoing us and the DJ played Nickelback and, like, we start dancing to Nickelback. So it just... Wait, I didn't know there was another Nickelback. There's three suckers.

Yeah, I really knew. I only posted that on my story, though. That wasn't even... No. She posted your iPhone.

I posted it on Facebook and TikTok. Yeah. And so there's three fucking videos, which it does... Sorry. We have a favorite band.

I know. And we love Nickelback. Which it does look like overkill and I get where people are trying to put puzzle pieces together but you're putting a puzzle together with missing pieces. Oh yeah.

Oh yeah. Not even like that. I am not with Daddy Chattie. There is no fucking way in hell that would even be a thing. And no, I did not cheat on my husband and leave him for Chad and, like, none of that.

Like, please. It's no fucking need something that we have to put it up diverse. Divorce. Dad Rock is in my fucking divorce and literally, like, "Oh, this is part for the course for me now."

It is the wildest. It applies ever. Listen, media.

I love you guys, but listen, you guys always give me the craziest headlines.

“Like, I think that's why you guys love me, though, because I'm kind of like a media darling.”

I keep it interesting, you know? And thank you guys for always being so sweet to me, like, I really appreciate it. But this is so wrong. I am not dating Chad Kroger. I am so sorry to Chad and Nickelback for this happening.

It's embarrassing. That was the internet that wasn't you. I know. I know. But I love them, and, like, we never, like, a god is just so fucked up that the internet can

just run with an narrative and people just fucking run with it. So many videos about it. It's crazy. Yeah. No Chad and Bunny XO, your girl is not going to ever be in another relationship.

I'm going to break your heart, guys. Yeah. I'm about to be a playa. Okay? From the motherfuckin' him a las.

Let's do this. Mark, you guys are about to see me, put me in coach. [laughter] Oh, my gosh. I'm in a way.

I'm in a game. I'm in a game. Oh, my gosh. Oh, my gosh. I'm in a game.

Oh, my gosh. Oh, my gosh. I'm in a game. Oh, my gosh. Oh, my gosh.

Oh, my gosh. Let's get to the divorce. Is there any other rumors? Oh, my husband is not with Jessie Murph that is absolutely fucking kind of disgusting guys. Like, love you guys for trying to put together the pieces, but that's a 20-year age gap

Jessie Murph is literally a couple of years older than Bailey. Like that's weird. He's not with her. Has my husband started dating? Yes.

He has and we're happy for him and we will get to that, but other than that, no. He is not with Jessie Murph.

“So when I talk about this divorce, the only thing that I can do is take accountability”

for my actions. I'm not going to point fingers. I'm not going to say anything about J's actions because I don't feel like it's the right time and I don't feel like it's my place. And I just want you guys to know like, you know, marriages take a lot of work.

My fucking hat goes off to anybody who can be married for 10, 20, 30 years, like holy shit. Like you guys are like, my idol inspiration. No, total inspiration, like my hat goes off to you guys. So, you know, J and I have been together going on 10 years and he is my best friend.

He has always been my best friend and I love that man more than life itself and I mean,

you guys have seen how I ride for that Mofo, even to this day behind the scenes, your girl is still riding for that man and I always will and that's just what it is and that's

“how it is and that's how it will always be publicly though.”

You guys have always seen high road for my husband, family. My family was always so important to me and when I said those vows with him, I really meant them, you know, J was my third marriage and obviously I'm not fucking good at marriage. But I get three strikes a round bitch, you know, like, listen, I could admit when I'm not good at something, you know, and marriage just probably isn't it.

But you know, my husband and I built a fucking empire together, like, this is why I have a movie coming out about my life, about our life because literally you meet somebody and that person is your twin flame and you're soul mate and you guys meet one time and you're together for 10 years and you look back and everything is a blur and it's like holy shit, like what is happening, you know, like you go from being a drug dealer and

“a girl who worked in the streets to, you know, who we are now and I really, truly feel”

that had I not, this is going to make me tear it. I'm already tearing, I really, truly feel that had I not got with my husband, well done. That I would be dead from an abusive relationship or doing drugs or, you know, getting caught up in a hotel room with a trick who was pissed off, I was trying to steal his money, you know, like, like, I truly feel that my husband saved me from that.

And he, he, yes, we saved each other and we put each other on the path that we did together,

but he was a catalyst for me becoming the woman that I am today and for that, I will always

be, god, let me, I didn't think this is going to be so hard, hold on, I've been so strong up until now. We literally bragged about how we did what we did today. I truly feel that my husband was the catalyst for me becoming the woman that I am today and without him, I would not be where I am, and I stand on that, you know, um, hold on. Okay. Box breathing. Um, and I truly feel that my husband

would not be the man he is today without me. And, um, you know, when we first got together, we were just two kids who had a dream and I don't know if I'm going to be able to get through this. We don't have to do this. It's okay, I know. Um, when Jan, I first got together, we

were two kids who literally had nothing. Everybody always likes to say that I had all the money

when we first got together and I did this for him and I did that for him and I mean, I had sugar daddies at the time that we're paying for all of this. Like we, and I'm not trying to take the, the light off of what I did for him, but like we were still in the streets, you know, and we were, we were making money as it came. It wasn't like I was over here just sitting on fucking a million dollars and was taking care of him. Like I was turning

tricks to pay our bills and to get lawyers and to travel and to, you know, go on tour and stuff like that. Like I literally went on tour with him and was seeing clients just to fund our life at the time. And, um, you know, as this thing started growing, it just, I mean,

because within the first three years of us being together, the crowd started doubling. The

“show started getting bigger. The demand for him and the music he was making, it was just”

such a fucking era dude. It was, sorry. It was such an era and God, I don't cry. I'm not cryer. Like, what is happening? And I hope I don't have an ugly cry face like him Kardashian, but, um, it was an era, man. And you just had to have been there. It was the coolest time of my life. And I know it was the coolest time of my husband's life, too.

And, um, you know, throw Bailey into that mix. This sweet little sassy girl who has always

been sassy and always had her own, um, her own vibe, her own tenaciousness, her own, um, just that girl is a powerhouse and she is going, she's a force to be reckoned with and I'm so excited to see what she does when she harnesses that and is able to channel it into something productive for her. Um, you know, and so it was us against the world. And, you know, it wasn't always pretty. Bailey has been through a lot of shit with us, man. She's been through so much

shit with us. I didn't know how to be a fucking mom when I got in that family. I was popping pills, snorting cocaine, drinking every night. Her dad was doing the same thing. We got custody of her. We got sober with her, trying to get sober while having a new custody of a child. Like, if you guys don't know, just go read the book, strip down. Um, there's, I put a little bit in there,

“but, you know, I think I've been a little bit more vulnerable and raw in this podcast. And I just”

wanted to put it all out there for like, this is who we are, you know. And we just had this cute, little dysfunctional family and we put the fun and dysfunction and that was us. And, you know,

Bailey raised us essentially in an aspect because we didn't want to grow up and we would have never

grown up, had it have not been for Bailey. So as we're building this empire, you know, this is my best friend and we're riding through life together and, um, you know, eight years in, we're looking back and we're just like holy fuck, like this thing's really taken off, like he's winning awards, um, just everything's happening. And in the last two years, we'd, when we decided to have a baby,

“you know, I got on, um, I had to do IVF. My hat goes off to any woman, family, couple,”

who is going through IVF because let me tell you something, dude. That is one of the loneliest, darkest journeys you will be on. Yes, everybody gets to see the reward at the end, but it is not all bills and whistles. It is not a beautiful journey. It completely rect me. It rect me emotionally, spiritually, physically. Um, it was so hard on me that for the past, you know, year and a half, I became a shell of the person I was because, you know, I'm doing these IVF

journeys. I'm fighting hard just to, you know, be able to produce enough eggs to, um, you know, make a baby with my husband, especially at my age. Um, J, you know, he's going to kill me for those, but had low sperm count and he had to get on a bunch of hormones and a whole bunch of medication, which turned him into a freaking nightmare to be around also. And, you know, we're, we're both on hormones. We're both, you know, he's at the, the highlight of his career. My career is literally

taking off as we're doing this, too. And I become super introverted because behind the scenes,

I've never talked about this, but J and I have lost four embryos. We've had three transfers,

um, but we lost the, the two twins that we were going to try to have and then we lost the other two. And anybody that's going through that and has to deal with these miscarriages, um, it's gut wrenching. It is so heartbreaking. It is, you get so, um, I don't want to cry. You get so mad at God because you're like, why is it so easy for, you know, people who don't deserve children to just be able to pop them out, but two people who really want a baby together. Sorry.

But two people who really want a child together and this baby is so loved and he doesn't

This is like fucking therapy. Sorry. It's like every time we are met with a fucking roadblock. And

“that takes a toll on a relationship. So you have to think, you know, J and I have been through”

so much and in a way, I kind of think J and I are trauma bonded. I feel like we've been through so much shit or just fucking trauma bonded at this point. It's like Jesus Christ. I don't care what

anybody says. Me and that man's history, like he's never going to be able to live that with

anybody else and thank God. Thank God. I hope he finds somebody who just fucking is a cake walk to be with. Um, so you know, add in that, add in his crazy, grueling schedule. I mean, I'm talking like, I love my husband, but he literally is go, go, go, go, go, go, go. I mean, it is, he will not sit down. He will not like, he is, it doesn't matter. He wants, he's a kid in a candy store. The world is his oyster and you know what, go, baby, go. And that's exactly what I told him in the beginning.

Like, just go, do whatever you got to do. I'm a little bit more reserved. I like to lay back, have my energy and then go out pop out when I want to be seen. I'm not really,

I don't like the spaceship. I've never liked the spaceship. I don't care who you are. I don't care

what your status is. I don't care how much I can gain from you. Not saying that's about my husband. I'm just saying in general, I don't like fame. I don't have a good relationship with it. You still don't think you're famous. Yeah. Yeah. I don't think I just break up in America and she's like, I'm not really that famous. Yeah. Like, I don't, I don't have a good relationship with fame and maybe that's something I need to work on in therapy and I, and I will and I've been doing

a lot of therapy. But my husband's the complete opposite. I always say he's a politician. He loves the shake hands and his babies and that's his personality. And we stopped communicating together

“in the past year and a half. And I think that it's, I think it's safe for me to say that I always loved”

my husband a little bit more than he loved me. I was very like, you know, like always protecting him

and always making sure he was okay and like always chasing him and like I literally was the glue that held us together. And that's not taking a shot in any way. That's me being just 100% honest. And I was always the chaser. In a twin, twin flame relationship because Janine or twin flames asshole mates. In a twin flame relationship, there's a runner and a chaser. He's the runner. I'm the chaser. So in this past year and a half because I felt like he wasn't pouring into me and I wasn't

pouring into him and we just weren't communicating. We just weren't on the same page. I stopped chasing him. And when I say I stop chasing him, like I mean I stopped everything and just kind of went into myself and was dealing with a lot of depression and you know dealing with these losses by myself. And you know, technically if we really want to get into it, I've been surrounded by death since 2022. My mom died. 24. My dad died. 26. I lose my husband. 25. I'm losing babies.

You know, so it's it's finally took a toll on me and I finally kind of just

“in a sense lost my sparkle. And that's why it's so important for me to say”

that I'm getting my sparkle back, you know? Because I feel like every woman who's ever been in a long-term relationship, who's a mom, who's a wife, and I'm also building a multi-million-dollar business while I'm doing all of this, smiling people's faces when I'm literally falling apart inside. You know, having to do all of that, but I think any woman in America who has been through this knows that we kind of lose ourselves. And there's a moment

in your life. I think every woman goes through it though, that there's a moment in your life where you kind of wake up in your life. I don't like who I am. Who am I? Who did I become? You know, like I stopped doing my hair and makeup, like I was always wearing sweats and like shout out to the girls who were sweats, because I love it. I wear sweats all the time. You know, but I just wasn't pouring it. I stopped pouring into myself. And so on Mother's Day,

J and I have never been really good at having disagreements. So we were the type of couple who never argued. You know, so he would be holding things in. I would be holding things in. And, you know,

conversations. And we did that for eight years in. And then the past, you know, year and a half,

“we kind of got away from that because just we're in a different life right now,”

different timeline. And so on Mother's Day, we had a little bit of an argument, which I don't think the details are necessary. And in that argument, I was so fed up and so tired that I just looked at them. And I said, well, then file the fucking divorce papers. And in our relationship, that is the one cardinal thing that you don't say, even though my husband has said it numerous times, because he's the runner. But when I say it, it really holds weight because I'm not the type of person who

says what I don't mean. And I ended up leaving. I packed a bag and I left. There's a couple other

things that happened that I mean, if I ever do write a book, I'll talk about it. But I just don't think it's, I don't think it's, you know, imperative to the situation right now. So I packed a bag and I left.

“And I didn't talk to my husband for, you know, I don't know weeks after that. And during that,”

you know, he was so mad and we were so emotional that he ended up doing exactly what I told them to do. And filing the divorce papers was I blindsided and was this divorce mutual? No, I was not, it was not mutual. Even though I told him to file the divorce papers, I was speaking out of anger and just frustration. But was it necessary for us to have a wake-up call and to actually start having these real conversations? Absolutely. And so when I found out that he had filed for divorce,

I immediately got on HRT because I was like, I've got to fucking pull myself out of this whole. So I got on HRT, which is to hormone replacement therapy. And started going to therapy, started going to counseling. You know, I lost 15 pounds over this because it has been so,

“he's my best friend. You know, like, I don't care how fucked up our relationship was,”

and which it wasn't that fucked up. I don't care how much we didn't communicate or how how things shook out. I was riding with this motherfucker till the wheels fell off. I didn't care. I felt like we deserved a chance to go to therapy and figure shit out. He didn't feel that way. And I respected, it took me a month and a half now to respect that. But, and I'm so happy, like, so, so, so happy. But my husband and I are ending this marriage on the best

possible terms that you could ever have a divorce. We have literally settling our divorce and like we've done it in like what three weeks, two weeks. People like, the lawyers are so sketched out. They're like, no, it's literally settled before the court can sign off on it. Yeah, isn't saying. You can see there's like a cool off period and they're like, well, I know we're done, but we got to wait guys. And I joke around with him. I'm like, well, you didn't take

her and me in the marriage, which are taking care of me in the divorce. So, we stand a, we stand a, a fucking a king. I'm a lot to say that because it's true. It's true. But the thing is, that's my fucking best friend dude. Like, I love him. And you guys are going to be shocked to hear this, but we're still having a baby. We're still having a baby together. So, we have been the most unconventional couple that you guys were ever encountered. I have to tell you. I have to reiterate

the unconventional. There's no other case that they can find that compares to this case of how that because they were trying to do a case comparison. So they knew how to like go about this. He said there's typically 14 cases per case that they can relate to. They cannot find one that remains because everything's been so cool, calm and collected. Like Jay and I literally talked for two hours today before I did this podcast. You know, like, yeah, he knows this podcast is coming.

He knows he wants me to do this podcast. He's like, please clear up some shit for me, please.

And I will always protect him. And, you know, this needed to happen. This was a wake-up call.

This was like a resurrection of my soul because I literally feel like a different human than I was a month and a half ago. And I'm so thankful. And yes, I listen, I'm not going to pretend that your girl fucking fell on the floor and couldn't pick herself up. I was I have to get IVs

ready to force her to eat. Yeah. Losing. They literally have five people in the tech food. Yeah, I'm eating baby food. I literally have five people who text me every day to make sure I eat.

“You know, they'll come over and they'll be like, "Bitch, you need to eat." We just show up.”

Right. Yeah. She keep on her touch. What are you doing here? That's just yours. Every time they walk in, I go, "What are you doing here?" What are you doing? That's it. I'm in my friend. I was like, "All right." But I love it. And, you know, we're still having a baby together. We're going to co-parent together. Jay is my best friend. Like, this isn't what you guys think this is. Nobody cheated on the other person. It's literally just

we served our purpose for each other. And I'm excited to discover myself single and

single and sober, which is crazy. Single bunny. I never thought I would see the day.

No. Girl. Girl, let's see what's going to go in. Stella's going to groove back. Ever since the announcement, the fucking amount of blue check marks and my fucking DM got to go in. And the fucking come-on lines dude. Like, come on, you guys. You've got to gotta be better. Listen, it has to be sweet per off her feet. It's gotta be poetic AF. I love a man that can literally fucking make my, my bingle tingle. All right. With this words. You

can not, don't fucking message me and be like, "I saw what you did with jelly roll. I need one of you on my team." Oh, automatic. I will never talk to you again, dude. Like, no, don't do that. But I'm just ready to have fun. And it's not even that I'm going to go out here and get crazy or be wild. But I want to let women know that guess what? You can reclaim your power. You can be sexy again. You can literally rise up from any situation that is sent to crush you. And you

can make the best of it. I'm so excited for what the future holds. We're moving in. So we tell everybody let's tell them, let's tell them. So J and I have been building our dream house. We bought a compound and we've been building our dream house for the past year. When I say, "We, I mean, I," because my

husband was always like, "J is always like, just do whatever you want to do." Honey, he like, he didn't

“care. He just wanted to move in, turn key, didn't want to have a problem with it. And so J is so fucking sweet”

that he's giving me that compound in the divorce because he knows how special it is to me. And it has three houses on it. So one of the houses is going to Mimi. All the animals, everybody's worried about crunching some more. Chocches right here. Come here. Come here. Say hi to everybody. It really worried about you, Chocches. Yeah. He knows what's going on. He don't care. He don't do anything. He's not a thought. He's fine. All the animals are coming with us. Mimi's bringing

her animals. I'm bringing my animals. We have a land. We have a huge barn that's being built. Mimi's getting the house next door and we're building a house for a little varned Dominion for Haley on the back of the property because she has to have a separate entrance because she has so many fucking booty calls. I'm like bitch. Yeah, I said you can't bring them to the farm bro. I told Mo, I was like, I said, if you're going to live in the main house with me six dates before they make

it to the main house. Yeah. I was like, 'cause I'm never bringing it to do. We're going to love

Shack in the back for Mo. Yeah. She's getting a room. She's getting a room at Haley's. So we're all just moving in together on this compound and it's just, I don't know. I feel so powerful and I feel so inspired to just live life. I'm so excited to live my life through a child's eyes, which is why this baby journey. I'm not going to let it break me and I'm not going to go into to detour it and Jay has been so fucking great about us still having a baby together and he wants the same thing.

And we're just going to raise little nugget as one big happy family. He's going to have the best ants in the entire world. Oh, his little cousins are so excited right now that we get a baby in the family. It's just like, I don't have a lot of family. So this is like, we made our own family. I'm so excited and like, I know everybody's like, oh my god, this is, you know, okay, let's address the rumors of this was all for show and this was fake. Oh my god, Dan, like he has a 10 year. It was a 10 year

contract and it's up. Yeah. Come on, guys. Listen, I don't care what anybody says. It was real and you can tell the proof is in the pudding. Yeah, what was that? Oh, we looked like we built ladies and gentlemen, like that it's just crazy when you look back at all we accomplished together

“and the only way that would happen is two people that absolutely loved each other and literally”

had horses, up our asses. God was like, you know what, I'm going to make an example of you. Your

I know that he is an entity on himself. I know that I'm an entity on myself, but I know that

there will never be another jelly and bunny. I'm sorry. Those two words just go together so smoothly.

Yeah. But what we built together as a team, the reason why we are who we are is because of our love story. Yes. I was literally his PR for the last 10 years. It's built on love and it still is love. Literally built on love. It's ending with love and we're continuing the love because we're having our little nugget together. You know, so I just need all the rumors to stop. Let's address Bailey too. I'm good. I don't ever like to speak for Bailey. You guys know that. And I love whenever

she comes on the podcast and is able to speak for herself because they can so articulate and she just knows exactly what she wants. And before this podcast, I text her. I said, hey, I'm doing a podcast. Is there anything you want me to defend you about or anything like that? And she, her big thing is, and I get this is we need more empathy in this world and people need to stop treating us the way that they're treating us because we are human. And she's like, I get that we're

public figures, but at the same time, you know, stop expecting so much from us because you don't deserve it. You know, and I get her point and I understand that, but I think everybody also needs

to understand that one, I will never let y'all and Alabama Barker, my kid ever. The way you guys

believe and picked on Alabama Barker, fuck that. I'll fight off pull up on everybody's grandma's houses. Yeah. Okay. I don't care. I'll get into it. I'll get into it. I'll get a tour bus and pull up on you motherfuckers. You're not, not by the fucker here. You know, like, I don't care. I will do it. I'm not going to let you guys Alabama Barker Bailey. You guys need to remember she's 18,

“freshly just turned 18. The only woman she has had consistently in her life is she feels is”

being taken from her and it's a weird transition that we're going to have to navigate. Of course, she's mad at me because I was always the the fucking disciplining parent in the relationship because he's fucking fun dad all the time. Yeah. And she's mad at her dad because of what he did. And hello, she fucking deserves to feel that way. Yeah. So she's going to have emotions. She's going to unfollow me on fucking Instagram and then she's going to text me back the next day and

tell me to follow her back. That's just how it is right now. I don't care. That's my baby. I love her if she wants to be mad at me for fucking two years. I'll deal with it. But when she's

ready to come back, I will always be here for her. And I think as a whole,

everybody needs to realize that she is still a child, even though she's a age. Because I've seen I saw some lady fucking talking just mad shit in the comments on a video. And like, I'm sorry, if you're above the age of 18 and you're talking shit about an 18 year old, there's something if you're in your fucking 30s or 40s and you're talking shit about the 18 year old baby. Yeah,

“you need to fucking rethink your life. Like there's just, there's something wrong with that. So”

tread lightly with my, my little nugget, let her figure out. She's trying to figure out her own personality online too. And you know, I think God, I didn't have TikTok at 18. Because I said some really fucking weird shit. And I would have done some really fucking weird shit. And um, you know, I'm going to try to help her. But I can, she's 18. I can only guide her as much as she'll listen to me. But I do think she knows that I always have her best interest in heart at heart.

And she might be having a podcast coming out soon. Her own podcast. I don't know. Oh, that was just, you know, a little birdie told me. I don't know if it could be happening. And then you guys can start hearing how she wants to express herself and support her in that way. So all we can do is just rally around her and just, there needs to be a lot more love, less judgment, a lot more love. Um, yeah, she's just a babe. She's just a girl. She's just a weird baby.

Um, let's address the fact that we're getting divorced because we're splitting our assets because we have lawsuits or whatever. That is 100% completely false. None of that is true. We're not under investigation. We're not, we don't have anything like that going on. So

“you guys can squash that entire rumor. Um, there's another one where, uh, what was the other one?”

Oh, taken out of your bio. Yeah, Jay took me at Jay slams me by taking me out of his bio, amid the divorce announcement. And guys, I did it first.

You're like, you're like, come on. I just, I'm so slick with it. You guys don't catch it, you know, but Jay waited a couple of days. And I, like, 24 hours are, four hours. And just yesterday. Yeah, and just took it out. But I mean, how's the dude ever going to get any tail? He's got me in a

second bio. Like, come on, guys. Like, really, let's, let's think about that. So all of these narratives

that you guys are trying to put together, just listen to this podcast and you'll be able to

“just listen to this podcast and it'll tell you everything you need to know. And then you don't”

have to make up anything anymore, because that's the truth. It's the truth. I want to show you guys that how cool Jay and I are really quick. Let me show you guys how cool Jay and I are. He literally, did not get it. I am going on like an hour long. He literally just left me a voice message calling me mom a bear. You know, like, can we talk about the fact that he's going to be dating? Yeah. Yeah. So let's talk about daddy role. Daddy role is probably in his finest season, right?

Like, I mean, the man looks for himself. He's feeling himself. He looks so good. He is healthier than he's ever been. And he, you guys, my husband's got the sound so weird. You guys, Jay is a little lever. And he, you know, he likes to snuggle and he likes to cuddle. So don't worry about your girl. She's fine over here. I've got plenty. The crazy thing is, I'm not even ready to hook up with a dude. Like, I'm ready to just focus on myself, pour into myself. But my husband is ready to date.

We're in a ready to go. He's all hopped up on testosterone. Let me tell you. And he's ready to go. So he's even started dating, which is great. I love that. So his DMs are open, go to freaking his Instagram, jelly roll 615, if you don't know. And go send that motherfucker to DM. Like, you guys don't be scared. Everybody go hit him up. Shoot my shot. Shoot your motherfuckers shot.

It's good. Shoot your shot. We can, we, I will be the x-wife. Okay. And we'll have a great time. So you think that's going to scare women off? I hope not. I really hope not. Because listen, if you come correct, and you are not being sneaky, you come with respect. Yeah, if you come with respect, and you're not being sneaky, and you're not lying to him about anything, I will welcome

you with open arms. But if you are a bitch who is out here lying straight up, the first time you meet my

husband, oh, God, I guess I've called him back. The first time you meet Jay, of course. First of all, we are like the FBI. We'll find out everything about you. Oh, no, your middle name in two seconds. I already know you're good. Yes. And two, we just don't want to have to do that. So when you,

“if you do happen to get him on the, if you happen to sink the big fish, all right?”

Look, the big fish. Just come correct. And just, you know, be cool. He needs a really sweet girl who is normal and isn't like fucking, you know, trying to be a social media fucking influencer. That should no offense to anybody is wife. You know, like no offense to anybody, but I think he wants to complete opposite right now. Yes. Which is, is what he deserves. Yeah. I told him he needs to, he wants to settle down. But I'm just like, Jay, you just got out of

a tenure relationship. I might go play the fucking field, bro. Like, this is your time to shine. Do it. Go fucking drop that fucking wiener off everywhere, dude. Like, that's a sprinkle it around. Just sprinkle the wiener off. Would you say drop and drop and dick off? Go drop that dick off, dude. Like, he deserves that. And I 100% fully support it as long as you're not a freaking hood rat. And just as long as you're not trying to pull the wool over his eyes, because you got to remember,

I am going to always have those students back. 100%. Yeah. And with you, they should be coming into your

DMs with respect. And they better make it good. Yeah. While we're filtering through all of them, you gotta go through us first. Yeah. You're just going straight there. No. I'm going to one DM, one DM of a guy who I thought was hot. And then now it's just ruined. But what am I for you,

“Paige is ruined. It's just all men right now. All she does is send me to this one. What about this one?”

What about this one? But you know what's so cool? Is any dude that I follow? Literally immediately. It falls with that. Immediately. Immediately. I'm just like, okay, mama still got it. But I think that's all I need. Like, I like to be objectified. I've never not liked being objectified. And most women would argue and be like, I don't want to be objectified now. Objectified me. Does it mean we get to have a sexy photo shoot? I should I bring the sexy photo shoot back.

Sorry. So are we doing it? Are we bringing the body oil that? Oh, fuck. No, the badass. Are you waiting for it? Are you waiting for it? Are you waiting for it? Are you waiting for it? Are you waiting for it? Are you waiting for it? Oh, my God. Oh, maybe. Maybe. You guys comment below if I should bring the sexy photo shoots back.

Oh, my God. We should do it. We should do it the place we had our first one at. Oh, God. And get kicked out again. Again. Yeah. Let's do it. I don't know if I want to get that naked though. I think I got it. See, that's what I'm talking about is like, I'm so ready to just be bunny. And like to me, I am just very sexual. I'm very passionate woman. And I love

nakedness. Like, I don't know. I just don't think there's anything wrong. I don't think you should ever be ashamed. But then you know, I'm also walking with Christ. And I'm trying to be a better version of myself than I was before. So I have to find the dynamic. And I mean, you guys are going to have to

be with me on this journey of trying to figure out who I am right now. But I mean, you're never

“you're never too old to reinvent yourself. And I think that that's what a lot of women need to”

understand is that you can own your sexiness at any age. You can I grew up in the 90s bombshells, you know, Pamela Anderson, Anna Nicole, Jimmy McCarthy, Carmen Electra, and all these women are still beautiful. And that's listen, I'll be a fucking 20 26 sex bombshell. Like, let's do that. Like, I'm I'm totally down to live that life. Um, but you know, at the same time, I also see I have to see what works with, you know, the faith that I'm trying to walk. So we'll see how that goes. But I'm really

excited. You guys. And I'm glad I got to sit down with you. And if you have any questions, ask you guys know, I am a fucking open book. One of my favorite comments that I have seen in the midst of this shitstorm is there's so many of you that already know me so well that you're like, I'm going to wait till Bunny drops this on her pod because she's an open book. She'll tell us whatever it is. And like those that's that's my fucking crew. Like I love you guys because you know, Mama's coming. I don't

address petty shit. Like people take and cheap shots anymore because they're not worth my time. Like it's I don't care about that. But I will address big stuff that actually matters and mean something because I feel that it's important. I think, you know, heavy as the head that wears the crown. And that's why I have that tattooed on my shoulders is because, you know, being in the limelight, we do carry a sense of responsibility that we do. Everybody's like, oh, they don't owe you an

explanation. But it's kind of like, yeah, we do. We built our careers on telling you guys fucking

“everything about us. Word vomiting. And I think that's why everybody fell on love with us.”

So I'm I'm going to continue to do that. My husband loves when I speak up. He asked me to do this podcast. He's like, bitch, what are you dropping it? He was tomorrow. He said, not yet. He's like, what are you dropping this? Um, but yeah, I mean, everything's good. That's my best friend. Love him.

Everybody that has been here for me through this entire thing. I love you guys. I would have never

have been able to get through these first few weeks without you guys. I mean, it was brutal. It was two shifts. Really okay. I'm going to come over at this time. Then you come over and then we'll both come over. Yeah. No, it was rough because I was, I was literally shattered because, you know, I've been somebody's wife for 10 years and the thought of not being his wife crushed me because I don't know. That was my person. And he's still my person. It's just taken a different shape.

Everybody you never know what's going to happen. And like, you know, I think that growth is essential. You either evolve or die. Yes. And if you're in a relationship where you don't feel like you're being fulfilled in any aspect, why the fuck are you staying in it? Yeah. Because in the end, it just destroys you. It ruins who you feel like inside. Not saying my relationship was so bad that I was like, you know, but there are people who stay and extremely fucked up and dysfunctional relationships,

they just don't serve them anymore. And they end up tearing themselves apart inside. And it's just

“not worth it. No, it's not worth it. And not every breakup has to be messy. And I think that's what”

everyone is like, oh, it has to be messy. Like there has to be a problem. They're thinking for that. It's going to shake the entire world when this drops and they realize there wasn't actually a problem. And we're all good. I mean, though, there was a problem. There was a problem. There was a problem with us not communicating and us giving up. But it wasn't messy. But it wasn't messy. This has been

it got it was messy for the first two weeks of just we didn't communicate. Again,

the reason why we got it to force. But then when Jane and I finally started having these real conversations, like I said, we talked for two hours today. He's telling me about girls. He's dating. You know, like I'm telling him about what I'm plan on doing with my life. And like we're having these real conversations that we couldn't have when we were married. Because I think that that we both are such freedom, loving people. And we also don't want to hurt the other person that it's

no matter what. So, you know, I don't want to communicate this because I don't want to have to live in

the same house as somebody who's going to be mad at me type shit. So, I don't know. That is me taking accountability from my part and trying to, you know, I don't want to drag Jay into any of this because if he ever wants to talk about it on a podcast, he can. And, you know, as far as I'm concerned,

“life goes on, life is beautiful. And, uh, you can see your girl popping out. Here we go. You can”

see your girl pop. I was talking to my girl, I was talking, I was talking to my girl Megan last night,

Megan Fox, levered a death. She is one of the most beautiful souls in the world. And this summer

is just all about reclaiming our joy. She said it best. And I was just like, girl, we're going to fucking reclaim our joy. I was like, let's if I could do this. So. Rock roll somewhere. Rock roll somewhere. I'm so excited. No, it's going to be fun. And, you know, it is what it is. Everything happens for a reason. And we're smiling. We're happy. We're shining. And back in Rolling Stones gather no moss. Is there anything else we didn't cover? No. We're sorry, Nickelback. Yeah, I'm fucking

depressed about Nickelback. Like, I'm so, that is out of every headline that, oh, you know what, there is something I'm going to talk about. All these fucking sources that are coming together,

“talking to the fucking, the, the press. Who's the sources? Who is it? Oh, it's not even who is it?”

It's, who, you're nobody, you're an artist. Yeah, you end. It's so crazy because you can tell when they don't know anything because they just start making shit up. Yeah. Yeah, the shit that they said, source said this. Yes. Oh, I think I saw an article that said that, oh, Jay has to get rid of her to help with his Christian. But whatever one today is religion based that it ruined your guys' relationship. That has no, I'm more spiritual than my husband is. And I can say that. Like,

I'm, he's more analytical religious and I'm more like spiritual and like, you know, like, it's

two different walks. Yes. But at the same time, my, Jay loves who the fuck I am. Yeah. He's never,

ever tried to stop me from anything. He loves that I'm so open and out there. He doesn't care if I talk about winners. He doesn't care if I talk about washing your hoot nanny because guess what, there's people out there who need to learn to wash their hoot nanny and someone needs a mom. Yeah, we're trying to help. Exactly. There's nothing wrong with the stuff that we talk about.

“And that's what has made this podcast, one of the biggest podcasts in the world. Number 15 in the”

world. And we are downloads are fucking insane through the roof, through the roof. YouTube numbers do not equate to the downloads. We started a whole new page. You know, like we literally started fresh. They're like we deleted everything off of like an account that had millions and started fresh, you know, because we are like, can't talk about it. But, you know, we got some deals coming. Yeah. We got things happening. We got big things happening.

And we might be doing a TV show of us moving into the compound and how everything's going to work with that. So stay tuned for that. But like, we've got a lot of exciting stuff. Hi, made. Did you want to input anything? Um, no, uh, happy pride. We love it. Happy birthday, baby. We love you guys. See you next week. Bye.