Valeria Luiselli Reads Julio Cortázar

I'm Deborah Treesman, fiction editor at the New Yorker.

Each month we invite a writer to choose a story from the magazine's archives to read and discuss. This month we're going to hear the night face-up by Julio Cortazar, which was translated from the Spanish by Paul Blackburn. It appeared in the New Yorker in April of 1967.

He came to abruptly, four or five young men were getting him out from under the cycle. He felt the taste of salt and blood, one knee hurt, and when they hoisted him up he helped. The story was chosen by Valeria Luicelli, a MacArthur fellow and winner of the Folio Prize among others. She is the author of five books, including the novel Lost Children Archive,

her new novel, Beginning Middle End, will be published in July. Hi, Valeria. Hi, Deborah. So you had a fair number of ideas for stories you might want to read today, and I'm wondering what made you settle on the night face-up.

“Yes, that's a great question. I really wanted to read Shakespeare's Memory, right?”

And then I, when you told you, I was saying to Deborah his, "We're just strangely not that different, and it's philosophical content from this one. We can speak about that later." And then when you said it was taken, I went to the archives and looked, and I realized that my very dear friend, his shamats, had already done that, and I thought, of course, his sham, and I heard that episode, and you guys did a beautiful, beautiful job going

into that story. But Cortazar, you know, like Deborah's and maybe like Rulfo, was the most influential writer for my generation of Latin American writers. I think Barcaz was maybe our philosophical instructor, and a writer who showed us how philosophy could be rewritten as fiction, and Rulfo showed writers the way paved the way for time space to be broken up through or by means of sound and dialogue. But Cortazar was our most fundamental sentimental

education. Everyone wanted to fall in love with the way Cortazar's characters fell in love. Everyone wanted to write about everyday objects, like pens and mugs through the gaze of Cortazar. And everyone wrote for a while like Cortazar before they learned how to write like themselves. And I, I don't think I would be a writer. Had I not read, he was a writer, I read first with a kind of elation. And I started reading him when I was 15 or so and it

really shaped the way I saw the world, not only the way I read. So I wanted to go back to some kind of origin when you extended this invitation. And why do you think he had that

or has that appeal for younger writers or starting out writers? I mean, the reasons are always

“mysterious, right? I think he did something similar to what Bolagna did for a later generation,”

sort of, younger generation and mine. I think he just had a kind of gaze that saw the world with a sense of surprise and perplexity that I think really taught others how to see. And that that just is paradigm shifting for any younger writer. To be able to see things through another writer is very contagious gaze. And that is what made Cortazar, the kind of writer he was for our generation. And then he was profoundly free as a writer. He really tried different things

out and, you know, jumped around in different genres. But also within the genres, he renewed what they meant and what they were. I mean, his masterpiece, Hop Scotch, Rayuella, which came out in the 1960s. It was a completely novel novel, right? Yeah. Yeah. You could jump around. You could read it in one direction or in a different direction and decide how to read it. So yeah, he was,

“he was, I think, for all those reasons, profoundly influential. Yeah. Do you remember when you first”

read the night face up? I don't remember the exact moment, but I was a teenager. I must have been

around 16 years old. I read it at school the first time. And then I read it again as an older teenager

when I was in high school. I was in boarding school in India. And it was really a beautiful place to read in Spanish because we were a small group of Latin American students there and somehow reading or in our own language gave us a very deep sense of rootedness within a space that was mostly

America. So we sat out together to read, to read out loud everything that we read for that class. And it was really amongst that group of Latin American students that I think I fell in love with

literature for the first time. And Cortez, I was in the middle of that. And absolutely. And we all had

we all had copies of Hopscotch. All of us. It was maybe 15 of us and we all exchanged ideas and read out loud. And yeah, absolutely. So for people who do not know the story, there's an element of it

“that might be sort of mystifying if you don't know what it is. And that's what's referred to in the”

story as the war of the blossom. Maybe you want to explain that. Yeah, the war of the blossom is not something maybe anyone might have heard of because I don't think it exists as such with that name. It's usually in English I think referred to as the flower wars. And in Spanish they're called Let's get us floredas. And let's get us floredas or the flower wars where a series of ritual or ritualized wars during the final period of the Aztec Empire when the Empire was already

in decadence. And there were brutal famines and social revolt was always bubbling. And as with most

empires and decadence, the ruling class resorted to extreme measures, you know, like mass detention or throwing bombs or in this case human sacrifice. So what happened in the flower wars was that the rival groups would come together and they would have a set of very clear rules to follow different weapons were used, not the usual. So they would use smaller swords with stones. With stone knives, you had to kind of fight close up. And whoever lost those wars would be taken prisoner.

And then brought up to the temples where human sacrifices occurred and would be killed in the

stones of the temple. So that was the kind of the arc, the narrative arc of the soldier in the

“flower wars. Well I think we should talk some more after the story. And now here's Valeria Luicelli”

reading the night face up by Julio Cortaza translated from the Spanish by Paul Blackburn. The night face up. Halfway down the long hotel vestibule, he thought that probably he was going to be late and hurried on into the street to get out his motorcycle from the corner where the next door superintendent let him keep it. On the jewelry store at the corner, he read that it was 10 to nine. He had time to spare. The sun filtered through the tall downtown buildings

and he, for himself, for just going along thinking he did not have a name. He swung on to the machine, savoring the idea of the ride. The motor word between his legs and a cool wind whipped his pants legs.

“He let the ministries zip past the pink, the white, and a series of stores on the main street,”

their windows flashing. Now he was beginning the most pleasant part of the run, the real ride. A long street bordered with trees, with spacious villas, whose gardens rambled all the way down to the sidewalks, which were barely indicated by low hedges. There was very little traffic. A bit in attentive perhaps, but tooling along on the right side of the street, he allowed himself to be carried away by the freshness, by the weightless contraction of this hearty bigundae.

The involuntary relaxation possibly kept him from preventing the accident. When he saw that the woman standing on the corner had rushed into the crosswalk, while he still had the green light, it was already laid for a simple solution. He breaked hard with foot and hand, wrenching himself to the left. He heard the woman scream, and at the collision his vision went. It was like falling asleep all at once.

He came to, abruptly, four or five young men were getting him out from under the cycle. He felt the taste of salt and blood, one knee hurt, and when they hoisted him up, he yelped. He couldn't bear the pressure on his right arm. Voices that did not seem connected to the faces hanging above him encouraged him cheerfully with jokes and assurances. His only comfort

woman trying to keep down the nausea edging into his throat, while they carried him face up to a shop

“nearby. He learned that she had got only a few scrapes on the legs.”

Nah, you barely got her at all, but when you hit, the impact made the machine jump and flop

on its side. Opinions, recollections of other smash ups, take it easy, work him in shoulders first,

there, that's fine, and someone in a dust coat giving him a swallow of something soothing in the shadowy interior of the small local pharmacy. With in five minutes the police ambulance arrived, and they lifted him onto a cushioned stretcher. It was a relief for him to be able to lie out flat, lucid, but realizing that he was still suffering the effects of shock, he gave his information to the officer writing in the ambulance with him. The arm almost didn't hurt. Blood dripped down from a cut

over one eyebrow all over his face. He licked his lips once or twice to drink it. He felt pretty good.

“It had been an accident, tough luck. Stay quiet a few weeks, nothing worse. The guard said that the”

motorcycle didn't seem badly racked up. Why should it, he said, it all landed on top of me.

They both laughed, and when they got to the hospital the guard shook his hand and wished him luck. Now the nausea was coming back a little. Meanwhile, hospital attendance were pushing him in a wheeled stretcher toward a pavilion farther back, rolling along under trees full of birds. He shut his eyes and wished he were asleep or chloroformed. But they kept him for a good while in a room with that hospital smell, filling out a form, getting his clothes off, and dressing him in a

stiff, grayish smock. They moved his arm carefully. It didn't hurt him. The nurses were making wise cracks the whole time, and if it hadn't been for the stomach contractions, he would have felt fine,

“almost happy. They got him over to X-ray, and 20 minutes later, with a still damp, negative lying”

on his chest like a black tombstone, they wheeled him into surgery. Someone tall and thin in white came over and began to study the X-ray. A woman's hands were arranging his head. He felt himself being moved from one stretcher to another. The man and white came over to him again, smiling, something gleamed in his right hand. He padded his cheek and made a sign to someone

station behind. It was unusual for a dream, because it was full of smells, and he never

dreamt smells. First a marshy smell, there to the left of the narrow trail where the swamps began, the quaking bogs from which no one ever returned. But the reek lifted and was replaced by a dark, fresh composite fragrance, like the night under which he moved, inflied from the Aztecs. And it was also natural. He had to run from the Aztecs, who had set out on their manhunt, the war of the blossom, the ritual war when they took their prisoners, and his sole chance was

to find a place to hide in a deepest part of the forest, taking care not to lose the trail that only they, the Moteca's new. What hermented him most was the new odor, as though even in the absolute acceptance of the dream, something in him resisted, something which up to that point had hesitated to enter the game. It smells of war, he thought. His hand going instinctively to the stone knife that was tucked at an angle into his girdle, of course, wool. An unexpected sound made him crouch

suddenly, stock still, and shaking. To be afraid was nothing strange. There was plenty of fear in his dreams. He waited, covered by the branches of a shrub, and the starless night. Far off, probably on the other side of the big lake, they'd be lighting the bivouac fires, that part of the sky had a reddish glare. The sound was not repeated. It had been like a snapped limb, maybe an animal that like himself was escaping from the smell of war. He stood erect slowly,

sniffing the air. Not a sound could be heard, but the fear was still following, and so was the smell, that clawing instance of the war of the blossom. He had to press forward to stay out of the bogs, and to get to the heart of the forest, grooping on certainly through the dark, steeping every other moment to touch the packed earth of the trail. He took a few steps. He would have liked to break into a run, but the gurgling fence lapped on either side of him.

On the path and in darkness, he took his bearings. Then he caught a blast of the heavy smell he was most afraid of, and leaped forward desperately. "You're going to fall off the bed,

noon. The sun already low, and the oversized windows of the long ward. While trying to smile

“at his neighbor, he detached himself almost physically from the scene of the nightmare. His arm”

in a plaster cast hung suspended from an apparatus with weights and pullies. He felt thirsty, as oh, he'd been running for miles, but when he asked for water, they gave him barely enough to make a mouthful. The fever was edging up slowly, and he would have been able to sleep again, but he was enjoying the pleasure of keeping awake, eyes half closed, listening to the other patient's conversation, answering a question from time to time.

A blonde nurse rubbed the front of his thigh with alcohol, and stuck him with a fat needle connected to a tube that ran up to a bottle filled with a milky, opalessent liquid. A young intern arrived with some metal and leather apparatus, which he adjusted to fit onto the good arm to check something or other. Night fell, and the fever gained, dragging him down softly to a state in which things

“were seen as though through opera glasses. They were real and soft, and at the same time vaguely”

distasteful. It was like sitting in a boring movie and thinking, "Well, still, it would be worse out in the street," and staying. A wonderful cup of golden broth came, smelling of leaks, celery, and parsley. A small hunk of bread, precious as a whole banquet, grew smaller and disappeared. His arm hardly heard him at all, and only in the eyebrow where they taken stitches a quick hot pain sizzled occasionally. When the big windows across the way turned

to smudges of dark blue, he thought it would not be difficult for him to sleep. Still on his back, so a little uncomfortable, running his tongue out over his hot dry lips, he tasted the broth still, and with a sigh of content, he let himself drift off.

First there was a confusion, as of all his sensations, for that moment blunted or muddled,

“were being drawn into himself. He realized that he was running in pitch darkness,”

although above the sky criss-crossed with treatops, was less black than the rest. The trail, he thought. I've got off the trail. His feet sank into a bed of leaves and mud, and then he couldn't take a step that the branches of shrubs did not whiplash his ribs and legs. Out of breath, knowing despite the darkness and silence that he was surrounded, he crouched down to listen. Maybe the trail was very near. With the first daylight,

he would be able to see it again, but for the moment nothing could help him find it. The hand that had unconsciously gripped the half of the stone knife climbed like a fence scorpion up to his neck, where the protecting amulet hung. Barely moving his lips, he mumbled the supplication of the corn, which brings about the beneficent moons and the prayer to her very highness, to the distributor of all metic and possessions. At the same time, he felt his angle

sinking deeper into the mud, and the waiting in the darkness of the obscure grove of live oak grew intolerable. The war of the blossom had started at the beginning of the moon, and had been going on for three days and three nights now. If he managed to hide in the depths of the forest, getting off the trail, farther up past the marsh country, perhaps the warriors would and follow his track. He thought of the many prisoners that already taken, but the number did

him count, only the consecrated period. The hand would continue until the priests gave the sign to return. Everything had its number and its limit, and was still within the sacred period, and he on the other side from the hunters. He heard the cries and leaped up, knife in hand, as if the sky were a flame on the horizon. He saw torches moving among the branches,

very near him. The smell of war was unbearable, and when the first enemy jumped him,

leaped at his throat, he felt an almost pleasure in sinking the stone blade flat to the half into his chest. The lights were already around him, the happy cries. He managed to cut the air once or twice, then a rope snared him from behind. It's the fever, the man in the next bed said. The same thing happened to me when they operated on my doodinum. Take some water, you'll see, you'll seeper right. Layed next to the night from which he came back, the tepid shadow of the

ward seemed delicious to him. A violet lamp kept watch high on from the far wall like a guardian eye. You could hear coughing, deep breathing, once in a while a conversation in whispers. Everything was pleasant and secure without the chase. No. But he didn't want to go on thinking

on his arm, and the police had held it so comfortably in the air. They'd left a bottle of mineral

“water on the night table beside him. He put the neck of the bottle to his mouth and gulped it”

almost greedily. He could now make out the different shapes in the ward. The 30 beds, the closets with glass doors. He guessed that his fever was down. His face felt cool. The cut over the eyebrow barely heard at all, no more than a recollection. He saw himself leaving the hotel again, wheeling out the cycle. Who'd have thought that it would end like this? He tried to fix the moment of the accident exactly, and it made him very angry to find a void there, and

emptiness he could not manage to fill. Between the impact and the moment that they picked him

up off the pavement, the passing out or whatever went on, there was nothing he could see.

And yet he had to feeling that this void, this nothingness, had lasted an eternity.

“No, not time so much, more as if in this void he had passed across something, or had run back”

immense distances, the shock, the brutal crack against the pavement. Anyway, he had felt a flood of relief and coming out of the black pit while the people were lifting him off the ground. With pain in the broken arm, blood from the split eyebrow scraped on the knee, with all that, a relief and returning to daylight, to the day, in feeling sustained and attended, that was weird. Some day he'd asked a doctor at the office about that. Now sleep again to take

over again, to pull him slowly down. The pillow was so soft and the coolness of the mineral water in his fevered throat. The violet light of the lamp up there was beginning to get dimmer and dimmer. As he was sleeping on his back, the position in which he came to did not surprise him, but on the

“other hand the damp smell, the smell of oozing rock, blocked his throat and forced him to understand.”

Open the eyes and look and all directions, hopeless. He was surrounded by an absolute darkness. Try to get up and felt ropes pinning his wrists and angles. He was staked to the ground on a floor of dank icy stone slabs, the cold bit into his naked back, his legs. Dolly, he tried to touch the amulet with his chin and found he had stripped him of it. Now he was lost. No prayer could save him from the final. From far off, as though filtering through the rock of the dungeon, he heard the great

kettle drums of the feast. They had carried him to the temple. He was in the underground cells of Dolly itself, awaiting his turn. He heard a yell, a horse yell that rocked off the walls, another yell ending in a moan. It was he who was screaming in the darkness. He was screaming because he was alive. His whole body with that cry fended off what was coming, the inevitable end. He thought of his friends filling up the other dungeons, and of those already walking up the

stairs of the sacrifice. He uttered another choked cry. He could hardly open his mouth. His jaws were twisted back as if with a rope and a stick, and once in a while they would open slowly with an endless exertion as if they were made of rubber. The creaking of wooden latches jolted him like a whip. Riving, he fought to rid himself of the cord sinking into his flesh. His right arm, the stronger one, strained until the pain became unbearable, and he had to give up. He watched the double door

open, and the smell of the torches reached him before the light did. Barely girdled by ceremonial loincloths, the priests' acolytes moved in his direction, looking at him with contempt. Lights reflected off the sweaty torso and off the black hair dressed with feathers. The cords went slack, and in their place the grappling of hot hands, hard as bronze. He felt himself lifted, still face up, and jerked along by the four acolytes who carried him down the passageway.

The torch bearers went ahead, indistinctly lighting up the corridor, with its dripping walls, and a ceiling solo that the acolytes had to duck their heads. Now they were taking him out, taking him out. It was the end. Face up under a mile of living rock that for a succession of moments was lit up by a glimmer of torchlight. When the stars came out up there instead of the roof, and a great tear steps rose before him, on fire with cries and dances, it would be the end.

The passage was never going to end, but now it was beginning to end. He would see suddenly the

open sky full of stars, but not yet. They trundled him along endlessly in the reddish shadow,

amulet, his real heart, the life center. In a single jump, he came out into the hospital night,

“to the high dental bear ceiling, to the soft shadow wrapping him round. He thought he must have”

cried out, but his neighbors were peacefully snoring. There were bubbles in the sides of the bottle on the night table. It made a translucent shape against the dark as your shadow of the windows. He panted, looking for some relief for his lungs, oblivion for those images still blue to his eyelids. Each time he shut his eyes, he saw them take shape instantly, and he set up completely wrong out, but savoring at the same time the certainty that now he was awake, that the night nurse

would answer if he rang, that soon it would be daybreak, with a good deep sleep he usually had a dead hour, no images, nothing. It was difficult to keep his eyes open, the drowsiness was more

powerful than he. He made one last effort, sketched a gesture toward the bottle of water with his

“good hand, and did not manage to reach it. His fingers closed again on a black emptiness,”

and the passageway went on endlessly, rock after rock, with momentary ruddy flares, and face up he choked out a dull moon because the roof was about to end. It rose, was opening like a mouth of shadow, and the accolades straightened up, and from on high, a waning moon fell in a face whose eyes wanted not to see it, reclosing and opening desperately, trying to find again the bear protecting ceiling of the ward, to get to the other side. And every time it was night, and the moon,

while they climbed the great terrest steps, his head hanging down backward now, and up at the top were bonfires, red columns of perfumed smoke, and suddenly he saw the red stone shining with a blood dripping off it, and the spinning arcs cut by the feet of the victim, whom they pulled off, and threw rolling down the north steps. With a last hope he shut his lids tightly,

moaning to wake up for a second, he thought he had got there, because once more he was a mobile in

the bed, except that his head was hanging down off it, swinging. But he smelled death, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the blood soaked figure of the executioner priest coming toward him, with the stone knife in his hand. He managed to close his eyelids again, although he knew now, he was not going to wake up, that he was awake, that the marvelous dream had been the other, absurd as all dreams are, a dream in which he was going through the strange avenues of an astonishing

city, with green and red lights that burned without fire or smoke, on an enormous metal insect that word away between his legs, in the infinite lie of the dream, they had also picked him up off the ground, someone had approached him also with a knife in his hand, approached him who was lying face-up, face-up with his eyes closed between the bomb fires on the steps. That was Valeria Luiselli, reading the night face-up by Julio Cortazar, translated from the

Spanish by Paul Blackburn. The story appeared in the New Yorker in April of 1967, and was included in the collection end of the game and other stories, later retitled blow up in other stories,

which was published later that year. It was first published in Spanish as Lano Ce Boca Ariba

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questions you have, and we'll get together here on the podcast to talk about the recipe. So consider this your official invitation, come join the BA bakeclub, new episodes on the first Tuesday of every month, wherever you get your podcasts. Happy baking! So Valeria, this story starts. We're very much in the head of this man. It's third person, but we're basically following along with his internal monologue. So we don't get any

information that's known already to this man. So we don't get the name of the city. He's in. We don't know how old he is, and we don't even get his name. And we don't, we were sort of in the middle of an action. He's halfway down a hallway and going to get his motorcycle. So we don't

has to be there. Why do you think that opening is so immediate in that way? I think from the

“beginning of the story, and Corta said, I think was very, very clear on how important the beginnings”

of stories were and how every single element had to be there for a reason and nothing that wasn't later used had to appear in the beginning of a story. It's a very early on in the story. We are, as you will say, already inside the eyes of a man who will soon after get on his motorbike,

have an accident and lose consciousness for a moment. And we will never leave his consciousness.

So our only access to the world will be through the constraints and limitations and apertures of this particular consciousness. Yeah, and also his sensory information because both stories are full of very sensory moments, smells, colors, and so on. You see everything, you sense it, you even taste it. It's a strange kind of immersion for the reader. It is. It's a very sensorial story. As you say, there's, there's smell, there's pain, physical bodily pain,

there's thirst, immense thirst. The taste of blood comes up again and again. You know, the way I thought about it while rereading it was how much this story feels like a bodhisattori, but passed through the filter of Gordasad, who was much more worldly and sensorial creature. If bodhisattori had written this story, it would be much more as many of his stories, a kind of philosophical thought experiment, of maybe simultaneously anity and the ability to travel in time. But we would not have this

anchoring in reality in mundane, sensorial reality that we have through Gordasad's pen. You wouldn't feel the wind on your pant legs or the, you know, worrying of the motorcycle motor and so on.

“Exactly. Those are very anchoring moments, which also I think I can't for the success of the story,”

which is that, you know, we are constantly transitioning from one reality to another, and in order to really allow ourselves to suspend disbelief and go with it, we need very clear anchors on one side and the other, and those anchors are sensorial. Yeah. Yeah. Well, he gets in this crash, we're still with him, we're still in a kind of recognizable environment. He goes to the hospital, he's going in for surgery with this weirdly smiling surgeon with his blade, and then

abruptly we're in this different world. At that point in the story, do you assume it's a dream? I think very early on in the story, we start getting little hints of a kind of disassociation from what you and I would consider real reality, you know, a hospital and doctors, and we start seeing them through this gaze that starts seeing those things as a little strange, just slightly off.

So the first time you were saying just now that a doctor comes in, it's this smiley surgeon,

he's not really even described as a doctor, but as someone tall and thin in white,

“comes over and begins to study an x-ray. So already there's, he's an undoctor doctor, right?”

Already we have a slight glitch in the way that we're perceiving, right? And this x-ray is put on the man's chest, like a tombstone, exactly exactly. That's interesting. I hadn't thought about that particular moment of distancing. I wonder that moment of distancing actually comes even earlier, but one doesn't realize until maybe one reads a story a couple of times. You know, the way that the city is described, even before the accident, just sort of

these storefronts that pass by and the ministries in a kind of very abstract way, the pink, the white.

We don't get names, the streets. Gorothasa was a profoundly urban writer who is always telling you

what street the character is in. You always know, like, okay, that character is walking down the hood, monel, or whatever. And in this particular story, it's a very unspecific, a geographical space, right? It is also strange that when he's sort of picked up off the pavement

seen someone crash on his motorcycle and possibly be severely injured. I wonder what that sort of

“smiling, laughing thing is about. I also wonder, you know, we get these two parallel story lines”

and similar things in a way happen in both of them. But they're a little bit off in time

from each other so that, you know, the modern man is injured in the first sort of scene.

The other one is not injured until quite a distance on from that. He's still walking around at that point when we first see him in the hospital after the hospital scene. And it's interestingly sort of day going into night in the modern setting and its night approaching morning in the 15th century setting. So I wondered when rereading it if the timeframes are actually not quite as we're getting them, you know, if that injury is supposed to be parallel to the injury that's

happening, you know, at the hands of the Aztecs and why that would be. Yeah, that's that's a really

brilliant observation. I hadn't really noticed that if anything, I had noticed things like the

violet lamp in the hospital maybe has like a resemblance, you know, like a weird echo in the 15th century with torches that are, you know, kind of moving around within the temple where the motica man motica just means just means motorcyclist, right? I mean, I've read a code of theories. Yeah, the motorcycle tribe. Yeah, I wonder if it was supposed to be a humorous, I wonder if that

“must be just sort of Cortazar's joke, you know, I think it had to be because it was, I mean, it's a”

very boyish kind of story. It's a kind of kind of childish, you know, reimagining of the Aztec Empire and human sacrifice and there's something kind of playful and childish in it. Even though I think it gets at the heart of Cortazar's fundamental concerns about the real and the fantastic and we can speak about that shortly, but there is something, you know, in a lovely way childish,

Cortazar used to say that literature was a game and then he would always pause and say a very

serious game, but it's a game. The way that children take playing very seriously, like if you're playing a game as a child and some of the children playing the game violate the rules of the game, it's a very serious event, right? So he did have that that relationship to literature, but anyway, back to this kind of staggeredness of events and moments that you're referring to between the two worlds, I've always thought of time in this story, not really as a linear thing that is being

looped so that time traveled to the past is possible, but rather that the time of the 15th century is a kind of eternal time marked by the fact that it belongs to ritual time, right? The florid wars or the flower wars were ritual, so they belong to mythic time and ritual time, which in many ways is not really historical time, right? So it's maybe the way we think about mythology, the way when did things in myth happen? They didn't happen in time, they happened some time outside time,

“and therefore we can travel back to them, right? And that's how I think of the time in the short”

story, it's not really time travel back to the past or between present and past, but between present and mythic or eternal time. Yeah, though even in that time, he makes it clear this, this war is going to last this set amount of time, it doesn't matter how many prisoners they take, it's going to be three days, three nights, you know, and I suppose as you say, it has strict rules, you know, it's a very serious game. Absolutely, you know, and you're right too in that that it's

I'm referring to this as mythical or ritual time, but the flower wars were also historical, thing they happened, right? Yeah. But I think that even though they correspond to historical moment, it is the nature of ritual itself that maybe sets whatever moment of the war outside time. Yeah. So people generally read this story as though we are supposed to assume that one of the timelines is the correct one and one is a dream, right? And obviously you begin the story

time is a dream because these are the indicators, Quitas, or gives us by the end that motorcycle

has become a worrying insect, you know, it's out of the scope of what that character knows.

“Is there another possibility? Are these two things happening, co-existing?”

In the same, you know, is there a glitch in the sort of time space continuum? Is it could it be seen as that kind of science fiction, you know? Yeah, you know, the kind of science fiction that makes you question the very nature of the real? I mean, beyond their being or not being a concrete answer to that question, I think your question points to, I think the fundamental

aspect of Quitas has craft in this story and in many other of his short stories. Not so much in

his novels really, but in his short stories you really explore as not reality and not a realistic way of portraying everyday life, but what he and many of his generation called Lufan Dastigo,

“which translates, I guess, to the fantastic, although I think when we say fantasy or fantastic”

and English, we don't quite mean what it means to say Lufan Dastigo, which, you know, the Lufan Dastigo starts from the plane of the real everyday life, mundane events, but then at some point the kind of fabric of reality tears just enough so that you, you know, you're able to kind of peer a peek through to the other side and then, you know, that moment of being able to reach or gaze through to the other side becomes a moment of proplexity where proplexity really allows

consciousness to be open to the absurd here and there, doesn't matter where you are, which reality. It's more a state of mind and I think, you know, Gordas had really fostered the state of mind as a state of mind that preceded and accompanied writing and observing more generally as a state that's, you know, a state of curiosity that makes you more acute to the mundane, to observing in the mundane, it's strangeness. Yeah. There's just one other point about time, which is that

it seems to move differently in the two storylines that in the modern day one, we keep cutting away and then coming back to something different, right? So he's about to have surgery then he's in the hospital bed. He's here and then suddenly he wakes up and he's there and time has passed since the last time we saw him whereas I felt like every time we went back to the 15th century man, he was continuing right from where we'd left off that he was sort of still running,

he's hearing noises, he's still in the situation he was in before, except the one moment where he wakes up and he's, he's steak to the floor. Most of the moments seem quite continuous. You're right, there's a jumps in time in the modern world and continuous time in the 15th century plane. I would argue that that is maybe one more element that constructs a sense of more real, kind of deeper reality in this alternate time frame, so quote unquote alternate,

“because it becomes of course the real, the one that's anchored. I think it's as the other elements”

we had discussed, like the level of detail and the kind of presence in the sensorial and all those other elements. I think what you're saying, which I actually hadn't really perceived but this linearity or not linearity, this uninterrupted linearity, because time in the modern world, timeline is also linear. It's just jumpy, choppy and jumpy. Yeah. Which I think, I don't know, I think that leads me to another thought, that something that got us had grappled with in his modern world

stories, and in his own life, a lot, which is the notion of ghostliness, of being a ghost in one's own life. And he tells this anecdote while he's giving a lecture, I think in Cuba, where he tells the audience, he's trying to tell them about his ideas on craft for the short story. And it's conscious that the audience that he's talking to doesn't know his short story is very well, because just of circulation issues in Latin America for Latin American writers. And he has been

living in France basically his entire adult life, sort of self-exiled in the '50s from Argentina,

And he mentions very much several times how ghostly his life seems. And he tells this audience that he a few days ago had just been in back in Buenos Aires, and a receptionist in a hotel when taking down his name, had told him, "You're not Julio Gordazar. I know Julio Gordazar." And he has white hair, and he's older, and he's a friend of my aunt, and he speaks differently, you're not Julio Gordazar. And he says that in this lecture, the event that he could have really

just discarded immediately, and even laughed at sat with him more and more heavily as the days pass, and this feeling of being a ghost in one's town, the feeling of being a ghost ultimately in one's life, grew and grew in him, and then the thought of possibly there being another Gordazar living

“a parallel life somewhere, or maybe several of them living parallel lives. And I think that beyond”

the fun thought experiment of parallel living, there is something also deeply rooted to an emotional disconnection from time and space when one has left home, when one is an exile, when one has left

a life, and can never quite return to it. And I think that although it shows up in many different

ways in Gordazar, there is ultimately this very sentimental route to the ghostliness of a lot of his characters, certain maybe these two parallel lives are ghosts of each other in some way. Yeah, nothing ever feels quite as solid as where you were as a child. Absolutely, right? The life, the afterlife of exile is never quite as real as the place that has

“been left behind. And you know the smells of the place you grew up in, and the sensory information”

far more than you do, because when you're older, you just don't notice as much. You don't look as much. Absolutely. You're farther from the ground. Yeah, you're just less open to feeling perplexed. Yeah. Well, so that was his great gift. He gave us perplexity. Yeah, one has to hold on to it, right? Otherwise, now, if nothing surprises you, we risk the worse. Absolutely. What's interesting in the story is that the modern day man

is not very observant, and he's always a little bit out of it. You know, he has this accident

because he's in the state of intense relaxation. You know, as you say, he sees the ministries as pink and white. He doesn't see them as a ministry of something specific. And then once he's taken into the pharmacy, he's sort of drugged in that he's out when he's on the ground. Then he goes in the pharmacy and he's drugged. Then he's at the hospital and he's put under again. So his mind is never very sharp, whereas the other version of him is constantly aware. He's hearing every little sound,

wondering if it's an animal or if it's an Aztec coming to get him. He's thinking about every smell. He's directing himself because he can smell where the swamp is. He can smell war. So it's interesting that the most acute conscious mind is the historical one. You absolutely right, the level of detail in the observation of surroundings in the 15th century timeline, so to speak, or in the timeless timeline. The level of detail in describing the surroundings is so much more

than the one in our modern reality. We have names of things as well, and the kind of swamps, and the precise trees that surround him and the twigs that break with every step. We have otherwise a very generic, large paintbrush strokes in the hospital in our reality. And I think all of that, again, contributes to what you only realize in hindsight, which is that maybe the

imagined reality, the real reality, was really always this modern one, that this is a kind of

“nightmare that sprung out of the mind of the past. I don't know, of course, that's what I would”

have thought of it this way, but I think a longstanding debate in Latin America has always been, who are we, this in between Europe and our indigenous past, most of Latin America's misty so

of things. And in this debate, one of the most staggering distinctions, a long time in Vogue was

the one between civilization and barbarism, right? It was always how the margin could become

tamed by the center, how the world, the pre-Hispanic world, could become tamed and civilized.

“And I think that if there is a historical and political positioning at all in that debate,”

Gorothasad is reflecting upon the absurdities of the modern world, right? And the kind of unreal nature of hospitals and ministries, and it seems dreamlike when you go back and read it, it feels like all of that is actually just a weird dream. Yeah, and interestingly, you know, the most organized group of the Aztecs, right? They're, they're not just kind of laughing and pulling people up off the street after they have crashed. They have a set period of time for their war. They have a strict plan,

and there's a regular regulated sacrifice. Yeah, absolutely. And as, yeah, as you will say, and the world out here seems kind of chaotic and absurd, you know, when he's in the bed,

“it purported the, you know, fever dream, his next or next bed neighbor says to him, oh, yeah,”

the same thing happens to me when they operate it on my do a denim. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, just don't do some water. Yeah, clearly absurd kind of world, where the nothing quite makes sense. And there's that moment at the end, where he's trying desperately to get back to the hospital, and his, he's got his head hanging off the back of the bed, or the side of the bed when, you know, really what he's trying to get away from is this rock he's about to be sacrificed on.

That's a great image, by the way. It's just wonderful that tiny flash of the hospital coming in there, as he's trying to fall asleep again or trying to reenter the other reality. And he's trying to, he's trying to, to get the water again, right? But as soon as he kind of reaches for it, there's just nothing in front of him. Yeah, he can't, he can't quite grip the bottle. Yeah, I mean, it is sort of a horror story as well. It actually, the experience of reading it reminds me of the movie "Memento."

“Do you remember that one where he's losing his memory every 20 minutes, so he's constantly”

waking up in a, in a space he has no idea where he is or what he's doing. There is that horror, the sort of the psychological horror of losing grasp of reality. And of being really in the middle of something and not knowing what it is, right? But I agree, it does read like a horror story, and especially the sort of the deeper you go in and the more fear is experienced by

our protagonist in the 15th century. But at the end, I always have the feeling that not only that

it's a wonderfully childish game, conjuring the past in this way, but also that ultimately what we're getting at is that the capacity to see through what we think is normal and understand that is not quite normal is a much more lucid way of seeing, that it's that what we are exercising here as readers is our capacity to reach a state of proplexity. And we can exit the story and maybe look at our window and see a big building and think, "How absurd." Look at that. Or, we're

seeing as tech temple, you know, and find it familiar. Yeah. Also, the 15th century man seems sort of better equipped, even though he does get captured. He actually does seem to kill an Aztec long the way. He plants his stone knife deep in his chest before he's captured. He does seem he seems more aware of the rules that he's playing by and he knows what he has to do. And if he doesn't make it, you know that's because it was sort of the odds were against him.

But along the way, he puts up a good fight. Whereas this kind of hapless guy in the hospital wants some water, he doesn't know what's going on and he's not, he doesn't consider the future.

You know, he was so stressed about getting to his appointment on time and then we never hear about it again.

Yeah, there's a kind of, um, just sort of sad mediocrity in modern man, right? I mean, I wonder if

our supposed civilized and organized world where really what we're seeing as a man with very

“little agency. He's just kind of being dragged around from stretcher to stretcher. No one is really”

actually in deeper communication with him. Every kind of exchange is absurd and there's no actual communication in conversation. It's a sort of words flung back and forth between people. And there's no, there's very little depth of feeling. Even fear doesn't seem like a like a deep primal feeling in this man. Yeah. And as you were noting earlier, observation is kind of bland. We don't get many details. Except maybe there's some lovely details when he looks

out the, the windows, the big windows of the hospital where we're, where day is turning into night and we get different kind of assures and different, different shades. But other than that, other than the, the light of day, there's a blandness to the world where as the man in, in the 15th century is completely awake and completely present. Right. There's a groundedness and a presence that expresses in many different ways, one of them being a cuteness and observation, but also just

in the capacity to, to, to make us feel how alive he is right before he will no longer be alive. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, it's interesting because you could like a, maybe an obvious reading of the story would be, cuteness are telling us, we haven't changed, we're all the same in this man in the 20th century could just as easily be this man in the 15th century and there's this through line to humanity.

“But in fact, the details of the story tell us, well, perhaps we've deteriorated. I think so, I think”

the, yeah, that if anything, there's that, that vision of humanity becoming more absurd, less in touch with things, less, less alive somehow. So there is definitely a more pessimistic observation of where we, where we ended up. Yeah. And instead of being dreams,

it could be just, you know, here's what this soul reincarnated in the 20th century would be

experiencing, you know? Absolutely. Maybe if this were a, a board history, it would be more about reincarnation than many lives. Yeah. That's true. That's true. I was reading, speaking of board has, I was reading an interview with Cortaza, where he talks about board has, because you know, there is, there is that element to this story. And actually, as I want interviewer, he sort of said, well, I, you know, I have nothing to do with board, so it's

on how I write. But this one, in the Paris Review, he said, he was talking about the Baroque, he said, I, I distrust the Baroque, the Baroque writers very often let themselves go too easily in their writing. They write in five pages, what one could very well write in one. I too must

fall into the Baroque, because I am Latin American, but I've always had a mistrust of it.

I don't like turgid voluminous sentences, full of adjectives and descriptions, purring and purring into the reader's ear. I know it's very charming. Of course, it's very beautiful, but it's not me. I'm more on the side of the Baroque, he has always been an enemy of the Baroque. He tightened his writing as if with pliers. Well, I write in a very different way than Borges, but the great lesson he taught me is one of economy. And it's beautiful. Yeah, and we do get, we do get economy here.

Absolutely. I would say, Cortaza, Borges, and Rulfa, although they could not be more different as writers, share that characteristic. They are very, almost leconic, certainly efficient. I remember reading something Cortaza said, I remember reading this when I was again 15 or 16,

and I found it, you know, it was like a breakthrough, because you know, one one is learning how to write,

you're so Baroque, indeed. And so florid and language. Yeah. I read an interview in which he complained about writers who wrote sentences like, he descended the stairs. He says we walked

“down the stairs. And I think, you know, indeed, and his generation, there was still, I mean,”

obviously previous Cortaza generation, there was a lot of floridness in language. But even in his generation, other members of the so-called Latin American boom, like, and we're kind of in the air, certainly like the most Baroque, but Baroque as Yosa definitely, you got to see America, all of them have this kind of floridness. Yeah. You know, it's a richness too. But I am more in the school of the, of the plane and leconic. Yeah. And I think, yeah, taughtness

their way in to substance, the way they tear the, the tissue of reality and look at things in their

deeper, and their deeper layers is just as, as pregnant, but they do it with sort of more surgical means. Yeah. Yeah. They create so much tension, simply by having short sentences and by having, you know, these sort of illusions you keep people on edge. Yeah, I like that you mentioned tension because Gortese was was a great defender of tension in a story, and he's very good at it too. He thought that the only way to really build a short story is by understanding tension, you know,

in a novel, you have time and you can have and sometimes you even need dead time. You have to transition from one moment to another, but there is not the luxury of time in a short story. You have to be able to play with moments of release and tension, but you have to be a great controller of tension. You have to leave things out and you have to leave out information that's

“important. That's how you keep the reader thinking. Yeah. On the edge and puzzling and trying to”

understand and, you know, in some cases, they never get that information in some stories you get it

at the end, but just simply by not telling the reader everything. You can keep the reader engaged. Absolutely. I think another idea there that reminded me of related to this is an idea that he was wary of, but he, you know, he's often quoted saying this. He says somewhere, I think in an essay about the short story that a friend of his, so he kind of, he doesn't say that he, he thinks, so he's a friend of a friend. He's a friend of his says that a lover of boxing,

a friend of his lover of boxing, says always that novels win by accumulation of points,

whereas short stories win by knockout, right? Yeah. And, you know, that one should not take

this to, to, to seriously, but, but there is something, and there's something in the way that tension is handled and with drawing information or not giving it away enables that, right? Yeah, of course. Let's talk a little bit about the translation by Paul Blackburn because I don't reach banish, but I, I found some of the phrases here quite unusual and I don't know if they are that way in the original or not or what you, what you think. Yeah, I, I definitely, like, I think

it's a good translation. I certainly don't, don't have criticism on the translation. I think the translator made very difficult choices in moments in the story where there is ambivalence,

“and, you know, you have to make choices as a translator. There are, however, some strange things,”

yeah, that maybe should, should be pointed out just maybe because it'll help, help readers think or imagine things a little more clearly. Like, there's a moment where, we're in the translation, we see the man in the 15th century lying down about to be sacrificed, but still, not outside the pyramid, not yet on the, on the, on the outside, but still kind of being held in the dungeons, and the translation says that he's lying under a mile of stone, which would

really make for a very tall pyramid, a tall, very tall, which really is not the case of that exact impulse that it's the word in Spanish is maddo, which is one meter is equivalent about three feet. Anyway, that's small things like that that can, you know, make a translation seem a little more murkier, but there's also, you know, one of the things I care more about is in the story is it's theory of time, so to speak. Maybe I'm obsessed with time travel and

time theory, or, or how to write about a sense of time traveling, but with, contain within the sense of, of everyday life and realism, and in the translation, we get a sentence that says, and yet he had the feeling that this void, so this is going from the moment he falls, and he's trying, he's trying to remember, he's already in the hospital that he's trying to remember, the moment where he fell and it is head and what happened, and he can't really remember what happened.

There's a, there's a void there, and his, very, very common, I guess, in moments of accidents,

“and yet he had the feeling that this void, this nothingness, had lasted an eternity, right?”

No, not time so much, more as if, in this void, he had passed across something or had run back

conglomeration of words had run back immense distances. There's no indication in the Spanish version

that there is a backness in time. The Spanish actually says, "Recorrido distancia sin mensas." You traveled immense distances. In Spanish, there is no mention of going back anywhere,

“just, "Recorrido distancia sin mensas, traveled immense distances." So I think, you know, there's,”

there's a kind of time space theory here that has nothing to do with linear time where you go back in time, but really something else in time, where indeed, you know, there's an eternity, there's some things that exist in a kind of eternal time, right, or parallel dimension, or parallel dimension.

It's more, more recent phrasing. I mean, it's interesting because Blackburn, the poet, Paul Blackburn,

and he and Cortez are were good friends and communicated a lot. So I believe they would have spoken about the translation. So if he made mistakes, I mean, something like a mild, maybe, maybe Cortez, I would just miss that. I don't know how good his English was, but if he changed the meaning, you would think that would be discussed. Possibly, right? I mean, although, you know, by this time, I mean, I would, I would imagine, although I don't really know the chronology of

the translations into English, of course, that's how it's work, but I would imagine that by the late '60s, so much had been translated and maybe he had translated a lot of Cortez's work by then, I don't know, because he was his agent as well, right? Yeah, he worked really closely with him. Yeah, I don't know. I don't really have a theory of why these slips pass in translations. It's either that, you know, the writer trusts their translator so much eventually, right? Like,

if you work for enough years with a translator, yeah, you work just also hands off, right?

“Like, let them do their craft and I think it's often better to stay away, but who knows?”

Who really knows? I mean, he might not have ever read this version of the English. Were there any other moments that you thought gave something more meaning or less meaning than it had in the original? Yeah, I noticed a very, a very translatory kind of thing, especially translator into English kind of thing, which is, in this Spanish we have an epigraph that sets us somehow in the flower wars. The epigraph does not exist in English because the magazine did not

publish epigraphs. So the translator had to find a way to tell us that the flower wars were going to be a part of this story somehow. So in the translation, the translator inserts an entire clause into sentence, a clause that does not exist in Spanish, and this is the clause, and it's between M-dashes, and it's about a quarter of the way into the story. He had to run from the Aztecs who had set out on their manhunt, the war of the blossom, the ritual war when they took their prisoners.

So we have this sort of epigraph, a lot of explanation and this M in this clause enclosed and neatly in these M-dashes. I found that a poor decision for several reasons. I mean, I know he had to do it somewhere, he had to find a way to place us in history, but it feels, you know, like the old, this old dichotomy between allowing a translation to foreignize your language at your translating into verses, domesticating a translation and being sort of maybe overcatering

to your readership and in explaining too much. Here he really spells it out. We don't get

that kind of explanation in the Spanish, not even with the epigraph, because an epigraph is always

something more subtle, something a little bit outside the text anyway. So I found that a strange

“gesture. I think he kind of decided that his readership would not be sophisticated enough to”

really understand what was going on, so he needed to translate and explain, which I find always a, I don't know, a questionable decision, right? I'm sitting here sort of guiltfully thinking, perhaps it was his editor. The classic writer readership with the fluid was the the New Yorker editor saying, you know, no one will understand. We're setting, can we add something also the vaseable indeed. Yeah, so it might not even be blackburn. Yeah, for blackburn, here we are,

it is assuming, you're right, maybe there, you know, there's somewhere in a parallel reality, editor and blackburn, and Cortosa saying, oh, if they only knew, I hope so. I hope that that's what

Deborah, I was such a pleasure to speak with you. Julio Cortosa, who died in 1984 at age 69,

“was an Argentine essayist poet, playwright and fiction writer. His works include the novel Hopskotch”

and the collections Beasty Ari, blow up and other stories, and a change of light. He was also the

translator of Spanish language editions of Daniel Defose Robinson Crusoe, little women by Louise

“and May Alcott, and the poems of Edgar Allan Poe. Valeria Luicelli is the author of five books,”

including the nonfiction book, Tell Me How It Ends, and essay in 40 questions, and the novels

the story of my teeth and lost children archive, which won the 2020 Andrew Carnegie Medal for Excellence

“in Fiction. Her new novel, beginning Middle End, will be published in July. You can download more”

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