892: Trapped on a Bus

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If you prefer a beeped version, you can find that at our website, thisamericanlife.org. From WBEZ Chicago, it's this American life. I'm David Kestinbaum, sitting in fire glass. This morning on the subway, this guy brought his own chair.

He's sitting next to him, but he wasn't like a fold-out chair. That's a Viva de Cornfeld, apparently, our transportation correspondent. She came in this studio to tell me a story about a woman on a bus ride that would vary strangely. Her name's Doc, or that's her nickname.

That's what we're going to call her. Okay. She takes this bus between New York and DC a lot back and forth.

“So in this trip, she's going from New York to DC Union Station.”

And she's leaving around 6pm at night. And she has this whole routine around the bus, because she's done this trip a million times. This is Doc. No, go.

Go to Margarita, get on the bus, take a nap, wake up back home and DC. No, I've boarded the bus as normal. They checked me in. You know, the guy had the app with all the passengers. He made a little announcement.

And they even, I remember distinctly, they said, "There's no stops planned." I, you know, great. Are you good at sleeping on public transit? I can, I can pretty much sleep anyway.

Oh my god, you're so lucky.

My parents would always joke that I could sleep there anything.

So she goes to sleep. And then she wakes up around 9pm to a bunch of commotion. And all the passengers are talking on the bus about what's going on. And what's going on is really odd. And so odd that Doc starts writing a thread about this online,

which is how I heard about it. Here's the first posture, right? I just woke up from the nap and somehow, while I was asleep, everyone on the bus has figured out the way or not going to the right place.

“I'll leave it, do they think there's like a mistake or something?”

Well, the driver of the bus is apparently telling passengers, like, "I'm not going to the wrong place. You're on the wrong bus." This bus isn't going to Washington, DC. It's going further south to Virginia.

And we're not going to stop. So Doc writes another post. He's refusing to talk to anyone while he's driving. And is now driving really fast. I think this is what it starts to, the attitude on the bus starts to turn

a little bit towards maybe we're not in a safe situation. And what do they think is going on? Like, is it possible they just go to the wrong bus? No, because every person on the bus has been checked in by the driver as going to Washington, DC.

And all they're tickets say, to DC. Yeah. So this is the situation.

They're all basically trapped on a bus.

And the driver is not doing what bus drivers have typically done in the history of bus driving. I'm not sure exactly how to say this, but whatever you think of President Trump, maybe this is a feeling you have been experiencing. He's made hundreds of millions of dollars selling meme coins to his fans and other people.

He is bombing boats off Venezuela. He's tearing down the East Wing and building a giant ballroom. Maybe this makes you feel like everything's out of control. Or maybe you're fine with it. Maybe the bus driver is a genius.

And you think we should all just sit back and see. In this case, though, the passengers are not into it. And when a person has so completely left the normal script of things, the question is, what do you do? So the first thing they tried to do is reason with the bus driver,

reassert the normal facts and rules for the bus ride. Ducks said that two guys went up to him at the front of the bus and said, "Man, to man." "We're going to Union Station." And he said, "No, we're not. Didn't work." Where are they trying next?

After that, someone notices that he has a French accent and thinks like, "Oh, maybe this is a language barrier issue." So they start talking to him in front and end up arguing with him in front. And then it becomes very clear it is not a language barrier issue. Wow. And then Ducks just starts firing off post after post.

And you can feel things escalating like as you're reading the thread. And it's like first the bus company is trying to call the driver and he's not answering. And then someone pulls up ways and sees that they're going 20 miles over the speed limit. And then someone gets the bus company on speakerphone and is walking it up to the front of the bus.

"You're going to Union Station to the bus driver."

And then he screams in response that he doesn't get paid enough and refusing. And then person after person, each kind of feels like they're going to be the hero who convinces the bus driver to get back on track. And so each person takes their phone with the company wraps on speakerphone to the bus driver. And then in response, he just grabs them and hangs up. Why don't they call the police?

Well, so then that is the next thing that people are thinking about doing. So while a couple passengers are in the front of the bus fighting with the driver, the rest of the people in the back of the bus are debating whether or not to call the police because like half the bus is thinking, this is actually just going to agitate him further and that feels dangerous. And the other half are like, "Well, the bus company can't help us."

“So like, who is the next authority figure who can come to our help?”

So what happens?

Eventually someone does call the police and Ducks next post is, quote,

"Okay, someone called the police, but suggested they avoid pulling over the bus because he's driving so erratically. We are passing DC." So they feel like they're in danger? The bus is kind of split. Half the bus feels like they're in the sequel to the movie speed. Like they're being kidnapped or something.

Yes. And then the other half feels like, "You know what? Let's just sit tight. See what happens." In the dark at like 75 miles an hour on some highway. Yes. It's like they try to do these things and now there's nothing else they can do. There's a good bit of wanting the situation to be otherwise and wanting it to be easily figure outable in the moment and not having to wait for something bad to happen or wait.

Wait to figure out how it how it all resolves. Yeah and at some point you're like, "Well, I guess we just have to wait. We have to actually up to him. We have to go on this entire bus ride, no matter where it ends." So he does eventually get off the highway in Vienna, Virginia. Like he promised. And he does, he does weirdly sort of go through the normal motions of a bus driver

at a bus stop and he helps everyone get off and get their luggage from underneath the bus and and although people are yelling at him and he's kind of yelling back and he's slipping people off and then once everyone's off he just drives off.

“Did they ever get an answer to what was going on with the guy?”

No. But the bus company did send another bus to Virginia to pick them up and take them back to DC and that bus driver was very apologetic and was like, "Sorry about that other guy. I think he's new." I think he's new. Yes. It's just not seem like the behavior of a new bus driver to me, but but they made it home. Yes, they made it home. We did reach out to the bus company. The spokesperson said the driver does not work there anymore.

He disobeyed his supervisors instructions, quote, "As to what caused him to do so, we are not sure." Dex said that the bus ride from Vienna, Virginia back to DC. Their original destination was very quiet. Today on the show, people who find themselves in journeys they did not intend or agree to. They find themselves trapped on these journeys and they have to figure out what to do.

In one story, a famous treat disappears from a landscape overnight. Also, one woman's shockingly difficult quest to get some badly needed ice cubes. Stay with us. It's this American life. Act one, the gardener. Sometimes the bus ride you're stuck on, against your will,

is the thoughts that are spinning around in your own mind. Amenogana has a story like that. He's a reporter who's been on our show before, he does this story is from a lot of different countries and conflicts zones. Here he is. My wife and I live in a sleepy, seaside town on the outskirts of Athens.

“The kind of place where nothing interesting ever happens. She says that's why we live there.”

We run into our neighbors all the time in our small apartment building. Below us, two floors down, is this guy, Christos. He's a Greek Air Force Colonel in his mid-50s, has a family, a traditional kind of guy. He's like, he has like this kind of clean face,

bright eyes, always a little bit shy and ready to help.

This is my wife, Claire. Like he will always be helpful with a door or with a cat, cocoa. Kuku is our cat. He's an indoor outdoor cat, and it's be honest, he's kind of an asshole. Bites me in my sleep sometimes, but Christos is always nice to him. So he would always be gentle with cocoa, up in the door, to Kuku and say,

"Hey, how are you?" even talked to my cat. This is what I'm going to say.

trusted person in our building.

“Christos shares the apartment with his wife, teenage daughter, and mother-in-law.”

The wife and mother-in-law, in our experience, are not so nice.

The opposite of Christos, always yelling at him, causing problems in the building.

When we heard Christos's family yelling at him, it always felt a bit sad. He never shouted back, never defended himself. He just absorbed it quietly. In the evenings, he'd water the small vegetable patch in front of our building. Tomatoes, cabbages, peppers, pushing up through dry soil. He was the most ordinary presence imaginable

until one day in February. I'll tell you how I find out about this. So I was in with my mom, Chloe, and parties, and everyone was there. You were family? My family. So my family was there, and out of the blue, my mom says,

“"Did you find out about Christos? Did you heard what happened in the years?"”

And I'm like, "Don't tell the confused, I didn't know what she was talking about." And then she explains, like, Christos, that lives in the building. He was called by the police. He's called by the police about what? I'm like, "What?" And she says, "Oh, yeah, uh, here's a spy."

I was like a bomb. International espionage in our little apartment building. According to news reports, the Greek intelligence service had been quietly monitoring him for months. He's accused of passing classified NATO material to China, and it may take a long time to fully assess the damage.

For his part, Christos has largely admitted to the charges. We reached out to him and his family, through his lawyer, Christos said he'd initially thought he was working with a private company on a legitimate business opportunity. He didn't know they were actually working with the Chinese government,

and gradually he was pressured into spying. He apologized to his country, the armed forces, his colleagues, and his family. Reportedly, he's cooperating with investigators. But that's not really why I'm telling you this story. I'm telling it because for years, I was convinced there were spies all around me.

Ten years ago, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I've had episodes of paranoia, sometimes psychosis, often involving spies. And now, here we were, with an accused spy living in our building. Madness doesn't arrive suddenly. It slides in quietly, like a familiar voice whispering things you've long to hear.

My most recent episode happened a few years ago. I had just returned from our reporting trip to Israel in the occupied West Bank. It started with my phone. It seemed to be behaving strangely overheating in my hand,

apps, freezing, miscalls appearing from countries I'd never been.

These could all be explained, of course. If say, I was under surveillance. Then, I started noticing suspicious people. Chinese tourists taking pictures on their phones of things that weren't particularly interesting.

“What about that delivery bike idling too long outside the building?”

One afternoon, I saw a woman in sunglasses walking the same way as me, which I took as a sign I was being followed. So I hopped on an Athens city bus. I'd given her the slip. Only to find myself arriving in the airport, which is a perfect place if you're imagining international espionage. People from all over the globe, flights from Istanbul, Vienna, Doha,

strange tongues, faces and people. But none strange of them me. I wondered the part just slightly photographing people I thought were agents. I uploaded photos of them to Instagram to let them know I had them made. It was exhilarating. Mania can feel electric. When I was in this state, people would notice that I was off and presume I was drunk or high. Love one to Numi better could see something was wrong and suggested getting help.

But I wouldn't listen. Convinced that they were trying to lock me up on a cycle to silence me, preventing me from carrying out my hazy mission, like it had some purpose, but didn't know what it was. Soon I was sure there was spies in the building. Weirdly, one person I did not suspect, even in psychosis, was mild-mannered crystals. Cleo watched me spin out. We'd recently got an engaged and now I was talking about spies all the time.

At first, she told herself it would pass. Then she realized it might not, which was frightening.

And then I disappeared. After a few days, Cleo called the British Embassy in the police. They eventually found me, detained me, and took me to a mental hospital.

in your stable place. But I would never see and talk to the person I remember. I'll also remember this.

In this madness, there were moments where you had your sanity. That was so weird.

“Like what? Like I remember, you were at the psychiatric hospital, right? And the nurse was trying to convince”

you to stay stable and have you vaccine. Injection. Sorry. In order for you to come down, because the police was there. And they would have to put handcuffs in order to transport you from the public hospital to the private one. And you were in denial, like you were like I'm not doing this. So in some point, you said, I want my fiance to come, and that's my condition. If she comes, then I'll... So you were like negotiating things. And then when they were transporting you, I was with them.

And you said, "My love, did I promise you adventures?" So here you are. This is the adventures. Later, she told me she'd started to wonder if I was a spy. That my obsession of espionage

“made more sense of how some how part of it. It turns out, the illusions about espionage and”

religion are extremely common in people who have bipolar disorder. After a few weeks in hospital, I was released. Claire found a bespectacle go-toed professor of psychiatry who she hoped could help me. He introduced me to something called psychoeducation. I'd seen shrinks before, but had some bad experiences. Psychoeducation was different. It taught me to learn the mechanics of my disorder

the way a psychiatrist would. What triggers look like, how symptoms stacked up, what the early warning lights were. I was less a passive patient, and more a junior practitioner in my own case. I started to map my own warning signs. A broken sleep cycle, the rush of success.

I made sure to always take my meds as prescribed, and guard my sleep like it was my job,

especially on the days that I felt least like doing either. When I sat up typing revelations at 2 am, convinced I had uncovered truth, the rule was simple. Type them out, but don't send them to anyone. Then check in daylight. Most mornings, the revelation looked like nonsense from an overheated mind. For the first few months, it was hard to admit that none of it had actually happened. I went back over it all, searching for proof that it was real. That someone really was watching

me. I've learned to remind myself that coincidences do happen all the time. Everything can be a symbol if you let it. When Claire found out Christos had been arrested, I was in Syria on a reporting trip. She was worried how I would respond to the news. Hi, I'm going to tell A-man that what he was telling me is true. There's kind of ironic situation. My fear was like, "What if I trigger you?" I trigger something bad. That was a point when I called you.

“I remember you were in Syria reporting. I said the whole story fast, but in every sentence, I remember”

you were always saying, "Whoa, this is unbelievable." "Whoa, this is unbelievable." I remember standing

on the hotel balcony in Syria, the phone to my ear, taking it in, and thinking not just how strange it was, but that I wasn't going loopy, no paranoia. The way you reacted on that was very, I would say impressive and relief made me feel relief because you got the information, your process it, and it felt like you accepted as it is that this is reality and your neighbor might be a spy. I just remember how amazing it was. I felt like, yeah, okay, you're not

completely crazy. There are spies out there and there's one in your building and it felt almost like a pod of me was like, "Yes." "That's your man." That's the reminder for my meds, which is very appropriate. When I got home from Syria, I was still trying to wrap my head around the news about Christos. I went to the garden where he used to carefully water the vegetable patch every evening. Now weeds has started pushing up for the rose. He was getting overgrown. No one was coming down to

tend it. Christos is in jail, awaiting trial. For a long time, his boots stayed outside his door.

So mate, I want to ask this. What was exciting when you were psychotic about the feeling of

somebody spying on me or there are spies out there? It's like a validation, you know, you go through your life. I'm noticed and you want someone to pay attention to you. And the idea that someone's watching you feels your ego, that there's some higher power that's cares about you, whether it's God or an intelligence agency. And how do you feel about somebody that actually is a spy? Do you like him? Do you have my him, do you dislike him? Well, you're a spy, right? I'm a spy.

By the time job. No, I don't think I admire them or that it's something I want to do. And also,

“I'd be terrified to having this secret from you. You would definitely find out about spy.”

There really are spies, but they're not after me. They're just people living quiet, dangerous lives.

I'll never fully understand. I'm okay with leaving the secret missions to them.

Aminogana is a reporter in Greece. Back to, no power to the people. Our show today is about people who feel like they're trapped in some situation they have no control over, like passengers on a runaway bus. And we turn next to a place where there are actually not a lot of buses running right now, because the country is out of oil. It's from right here. I mean,

so seen Martinez, who lives in Havana. Because it's hard to even make phone calls from there, we got an actor to read it. About two weeks ago, I had a silly accident. I took a step backwards

“thinking the sidewalk was there, but ended up stepping onto thin air.”

My left knee, which underwent surgery many years ago, couldn't hold me up, and I suffered a sprain. The doctor told me to take anti-inflammatories for 10 days and apply ice every two hours. I got an approximation pills on the black market, as is usually the case, given the shortage plaguing state run pharmacies. Finding the pills was supposed to be the hard part. Though obvious looking back, it didn't occur to me that the other part of my treatment,

icing my knee every two hours, would be even harder to carry out. I filled up a half liter bottle with water and put it in the freezer. Easy, right? Yes, if you have power. The power company used to publish a weekly black-out schedule.

They'd never fully stick to it, but you'd at least get an idea of whether they would cut the

power in the morning or afternoon, and usually it would be out for no more than four hours. But at the end of 2025, the black-out started increasing. Then, in January, the United States launched an oil embargo, threatening tariffs on any country supplying Cuba with oil. In the spring, the situation changed again for the worse. The oil we got from a Russian tanker at the end of March ran out in early May.

I expected an uptick in blackouts, but I never thought it would be this bad. Now, we don't talk about blackouts. We talk about whiteouts. Alumbronis, as they would say in the so-called special period of the 90s, the crisis that devastated Cuba following the collapse of the Soviet Union. In other words, instead of counting how many hours a day the power is cut,

we count how long it's back on. Blackouts are the rule and power of the exception. These whiteouts had been happening for at least a year in other provinces, but not in Havana. Now, not even favoritism can shield the capital from them. We are barely getting three hours of electricity a day, five at most. So, of course, there wasn't enough time for the ice I was supposed to be using on my need to fully

set. Instead of ice, I've been using cold water, a sort of slush. I alternate where I place the bottle. On the underside of my knee, on the outside, on top, on bottom, I'm supposed to do this for 20 minutes. If I had ice, it would ease the pain almost immediately. Cold water just cools off the skin. Still, I keep a bottle in the freezer, hoping.

“I remember how I'd react when the blackouts first got worse at the end of last year.”

When the power went out, I'd be overcome with an urge to do something, anything. It was winter, and it would already be dark at 6pm, so I would exercise in the dark, read by flashlight,

I feel drained, helpless, but I feel euphoric when the power's back on. Are you happy, my love? My boyfriend asked me on one of these occasions. It was only then that I realized I was singing while dicing onions for dinner. When the electricity is back on, people run to their washing machines, hoping the power lasts enough to get the laundry done. That's also the only chance to use the

blender to have juice for breakfast or to make puree for a baby. I'm lucky. I have a gas stove, but many rely on electricity to cook. They use those precious hours to turn on rice and multicookers so they'll be food for the next day. Then, everyone, rich and poor like, faces the same problem. How to preserve food. You need a whole system and a great memory.

The first rule is, don't cook what you planned, cook what's defrosting the fastest.

“For example, if you open a can of tomato sauce or corn, you have to store it again in a plastic”

container and put it in the freezer. The lower part of the fridge barely works and is now basically a cupboard. Cooked rice, cooked pasta, it all goes in the freezer. I've had to throw out so much food because of lack of refrigeration. Carrots, chicken, mangoes, yuka, way too much rice. Throwing out food in the middle of food shortages feels like sacrilege. And while we are all going solely mad, waiting for a small cube of ice to form in the freezer, there are other indignities. For example,

the trash, which piles up on street corners like monuments to this disaster. This also isn't a new problem. For the past few years, garbage collection has varied throughout cities and neighborhoods. Maybe the truck went by yesterday in some places and weeks or months ago in others. But now, it's much worse. According to officials, there's no gas for garbage trucks,

“which to top things off, break down with no replacement parts available.”

Klinging to a shred of civic responsibility, we take out our household trash and walk for a few blocks until we find bins that aren't overflowing, leaving it where it's least obstructive. Just a few yards from my door you'll find one of those garbage piles. Haloed by innumerable flies that have

also made their way into my home. They're always riled up early in the morning, touching your arm

and back and buzzing in your face while you're making coffee. I'll brush them off and show them away, but they come back. It doesn't matter that everything's clean. They're already inside, and you can't take your eyes off your mug or the bread you got for breakfast, because they'll land on them the minute you do. A few days ago, I heard a neighbor complain about the heat, but she would rather shut all her doors and windows than let in flies. Sometimes I'll also leave

“my windows close to keep out the stench of garbage. I'll peek out onto the street and see flies in”

the flower garden, landing on tall grass, bending over under their weight, as if it were a wheat stock made up of insects instead of grains. People started setting these piles of garbage on fire, and there were smoke everywhere. So much garbage is still there, and the temperature's rising, I wouldn't be surprised if one day there's a spontaneous combustion. That's a real thing that can happen. A few days ago, the garbage pile near my house caught fire. We heard a little

explosion, and when I looked out the window, it had already started burning. I called the firefighters at 5 p.m. It was very windy and the smoke cloud was spreading. A while went by and since the fire and hadn't come, my boyfriend and I took advantage of the fact that the flames had died down a bit and doused them with buckets of water. We thought we'd put them out, but that wasn't the case.

I kept calling the emergency line. The firefighters finally arrived at 8 p.m.

Our house smelled like smoke for days. I don't know what's more disturbing. The growing number of sleepless nights, or the torture of not knowing how much longer this will last. I still haven't found an answer to the latter. To try and solve the former, the rest of the nights, we bought a rechargeable fan. $40 for a tiny plastic fan.

My fan pretty much looks like a toy, but now I no longer wake up sweating in the middle of the night. The sound of the spinning blades has become a sort of lullaby that helps me fall asleep, like so many people on this sweltering island. Because on blackout nights, sometimes the silence is more frightening than the darkness. I live at the end of an avenue where

I don't exactly sleep like a baby. If the power comes back at two or four in the morning, I have to leap out of bed and charge everything. Power banks, the lamp, the laptop, and if they shut it off before morning, I have to get up again and turn the rechargeable fan back on. Lately, whenever my mom or aunt's message me on WhatsApp to ask me how I'm doing,

I almost always answer, "I'm here" in a blackout, as if I too only ran on electricity,

as if the darkness and silence were a part of me. A few nights ago, a bunch of neighbors started banging on pots and pans. I've seen countless videos on social media of these Gasello

“Rosos, but I'd never had it happen so close on my own block. Honestly, it sounded more like a raging”

party than public outcry. You could hear voices yelling "vamos" and bang them, bang them. It felt like a kind of release, like their weariness had reached its limit. And at the same time, there was a sense of fun of mischief. Aside from two or three notable occasions, there hasn't been a massive protest in Cuba in decades. But now, we have these Gasello Lasos. After about 15 minutes of outrage, the power came back on. It was probably just a coincidence, but it felt wonderful

to hear shots of joy, as if the protests had really worked. And then a few minutes after that, the power shut back off. Nobody yelled or made any noise. A few days later, they turned the power back on at night, and it lasted until six in the morning. These were seven hours where

“the fridge door was barely opened, which meant that the next morning, my half-liter water bottle”

had completely frozen. Ten days after getting my doctor's orders, I was finally able to ice my

left knee. Actor Anna Viafaniay, reading a story by Eileen Sossine Martinez, who's reporting you can find in the Guardian and elsewhere. Anna is currently starring in Sinatra on London's West End. Gabriella, Muñoz, Ravello, translated Eileen's story from Spanish to English. Coming up, a fatri falls in a forest, could it ever possibly be murdered? A crime that captivated England goes before a high court judge. That's in a minute from Chicago Public Radio

when our program continues. It's this American life, I'm David Kestonbaum. This week's show trapped on a bus. People stuck in situations they cannot control and do not like. We are at X3.

“X3, Murder Tree Road. Sometimes an entire country can be taken on an unexpected journey against”

its will. They have been in England recently, and I'm not talking about their inability to keep a prime minister. I'm talking about a crime so confounding, so non-sensical, people just could not wrap their heads around it. Rosa Lister tells the story. In September 2023, a farmer called the North Umbland National Park to report a fallen tree. Not just any tree. A second more, more than 100 years old. By some reports, the most photographed tree in Britain. It stood in the depression

between two hills in the desolate landscape of the park in a gap in a stone wall. Not just any stone wall, an especially picturesque section of Hadrian's wall, which is built by the Romans across the narrowest part of England. Photographers went crazy for the tree. The park ran to who arrived at the scene assumed at first that it had been blown down by the high winds the night before, until he saw the cleanness of the cut. He told the BBC, once you realise it's been

chopped down, that it's going to become a massive worldwide story. I'd never heard of the tree before

got cut down. A neither had anyone I knew. I live in London though. The tree was a beloved landmark of England's northeast. It's silhouette instantly recognizable to those who knew it. And, as virtually every news report would go on to stress, it had also been featured in the 1991 movie Robin Hood Prince of Thieves. Even so, I was surprised to see that quite quickly, the lamentation went beyond those with a personal link to the tree. People across the country began to speak of the death of

the tree, calling it slaughter, and comparing it's last to that of a close family member, or to the death of Princess Diana. They said that they felt that their hearts had been ripped out. They spoke of evil and desecration, and named the fantastical medieval seeming punishments that they would like to see visited on the scumbags who could have done this. Steve Blair,

It was the first snowfall, he said. You get people taking photographs of the tree because it's covered

“in snow, and it looks so, so, so good. I was driving to work, and as I came over the hill,”

you would normally see the photographer's all over sick and more gap. And then, on this specific day, there was no one there anymore. For about a month, nobody had any idea who had fell the tree. Then, acting on a tip, the Northumbria police brought in two local men, a mechanic named Adam Carruthers and his friend, a tree surgeon named Daniel Graham. Six months later, the two men appeared at Newcastle magistrates court. They walked in together, a united front,

wearing bad accusers to avoid the cameras outside the courthouse. The two men were charged with

criminal damage amounting to 623,335 pounds, over 800,000 American dollars.

According to prosecutors, this extraordinarily specific figure was arrived at, in part, using something called the capital asset value for a military system. A method local

“governments used to calculate the worth of trees. Graham pleaded not guilty,”

"well, carothers entered no plea." In the intense media coverage that followed, reporters and commentators struggled to come up with plausible reasons why the two men, or, indeed, anyone on earth, would have fell the tree. Some sort of ancient act of revenge, or a grievance against the local government, possibly, was it a protest, perhaps, driven by very left-wing ideas, or else very right-wing ones? A case could be made for either.

The explanation, whatever the hell it might be, would surely emerge a trial.

The Second World Gap trial began in late April of last year. There was Carothers,

the young family man, dressed in a shiny black suit that was too big for him, blinking and swallowing and staring hard into the middle distance. And there was Graham,

“gaunt and guarded and fizzing with tension. He was only a few years older than Carothers,”

but looked old enough to be as dad. A senior high court judge, Justice Christina Lambert had been appointed. High court judges deal with the most serious and complicated trials in England and Wales. Many of Lambert's recent cases have involved grave crimes, of the sort that society considers unthinkable. In 2024, she was one of three senior judges appointed to consider the appeal of Lucy Leppi. The nurse convicted of the murder

of seven babies. Even at the start of the trial, there was talk of a prison sentence if the two men were found guilty. The atmosphere in the courtroom was notably strange, both entirely serious and entirely ridiculous. On the press bench, reporters murmured to one another that it felt a bit like a murder trial. It didn't though, not exactly. Nobody was dead, there were no grieving family members. I couldn't seem to keep a handle on what was at stake, what law the two men had actually

broken. Between sessions, I kept having to look up the legal definition of murder to check one more time whether the term could be applied to anything other than the killing of a human being. It cannot. At other times, people in the public gallery would burst into laughter to judge Lambert's immense and theatrical disapproval. She had a way of peering over her spectacles. Officially, the jury was being presented with the straightforward question of criminal damage.

Were Adam Crowe's and Daniel Graham responsible for cutting down a sicker more by Hadrian's war on the night of September 27th, 2023. Unfortunately for the defendants, this turned out to be exceptionally easy to answer. To begin with, there was CCTV footage of the Range Rover driving two and from the parking lot near the tree. Graham's phone was tracked, travelling two and from the side. On the same phone, the police recovered a nearly three minute video, very dimly lit,

of a small figure working at the trunk of a large tree, a chainsaw droning in the background, leaning its whole weight into the job until the crackling collapse began. They also recovered a photo of a tree wedge and a chainsaw in Graham's trunk. The two men had sent it to other voice notes, talking about the heaviness of the chainsaw and the amount of coverage that the crime was getting. In one of them, Graham seemed as if he would

combust with the nation. Then in Carothers know that the tree was unfucking sky news as we speak. What else? There was a selfie Graham had taken. In which he is squinting into the camera looking please while in the background, Carothers once again saws away with evident expertise at the trunk of a

such brazen and low effort lies in front of the international media and a high court judge.

“Carothers, the younger man, was by far the more amiable of the two, striving to seem”

tractable and reasonable while nevertheless lying flamboyantly. Here's a approach throughout the trial was to state over and over that he had no idea who could have done it, none at all. He brought up his partner, Amy, and their two young children often.

Carothers seemed basically ordinary. He looked scared. Graham was different, a character from

another moral universe all together. I don't know if I've ever seen a person radiates score more thoroughly than he did. He seemed contemptuous of everything, trees, other people, the concept of truth. He made a point of mentioning how alone he was in the world and how fine he was with this state of affairs. The press box is directly behind the witness stand, so I couldn't see his faces his book. But he's still managed to make the back of his skinny, tattooed neck convey the

suggestion that we all go and fuck ourselves. He lied beyond the point of sense or even reason,

“conceiting that yes, that was his car at the site and yes, the video of the tree being saw”

done was on his phone, but that none of this proved a thing. He said he left his keys in his car for the use of anyone who happened to be passing by. Carothers could have taken it. In a police interview, Graham provided other possibilities. A stranger from nearby Carlyle, or a stepdaughter's boyfriend, as far as I'm aware, he doesn't have a stepdaughter. He said he had no interest in

second-mortes. I cut trees down, I don't collect them. Not everything Graham said came across

as a fabrication that could be dismantled on the spot. He appeared sincere for instance when talking about his father's suicide and about how he and Carothers had become friends. Carothers had helped him fix his father's lounge over in time for the funeral. He also didn't seem to be lying exactly when it came to the matter of the string. Under questioning, he explained that he had first heard of the second-mortes sometime in 2021. When he had gone into Carothers' workshop

and asked if he could borrow a piece of string. Carothers refused saying that the string had great sentimental meaning for him. Then, according to Graham, Carothers laid the string in a circle on the floor of his workshop. He told Graham that the circumference of the circle exactly matched the trunk of the most famous tree in the world. Nobody could quite work out what to do with this story. Lawyers for both sides kept bringing it up, but no one seemed clear on how the information ought

to be used. It was too weird to detail to be helpful in the courtroom, but it was also too weird to ignore, because it didn't seem like something that a person would just invent. If he'd simply wanted to account for how he had learned of the tree's existence, Graham could have said almost anything. Instead of this other worldly business about a piece of string that contains within it the essence of a beloved tree, like something out of the brother's grim.

In fact, the whole thing seemed like a fairy tale that had made its way into a courtroom.

It offered felt as if the most important question in the courtroom was not whether Carothers

and Graham had done it, but whether they, or anyone, understood what it was that they had done. There was a kind of collective effort to affirm that something terrible had happened, something much worse than ordinary criminal damage, much worse than simply cutting down a tree. How else to account for the ferocity of the public indignation? At one point, Carothers said that he hadn't been able to understand what all the fuss was about.

"My understanding," he said, was that it was just a tree.

“The truth is that people in Britain don't really like sick amores.”

Gardeners go so far as to despise them. They're among the only trees in the country that are regularly referred to as weeds. They are prolific self-seeders. One mature tree can be the parent of thousands of seedlings in the single year. They can grow almost anywhere and they do. They are non-native, which some people have strong feelings of all. The sick amores tendency to flourish in places where plenty of other trees would

weather and die, might have been the reason that John Clayton, a 19th century landowner, planted one in a gap along Hadrian's Wall. The Wall, whose construction began in the year 122, was built to mark that Northwestern boundary of the Roman Empire, serving as a frontier, customs post, and a reminder of the reach of power. Clayton planted the sick amore presumably because he thought it would look nice there.

An isolated tree right in the middle of a dramatic dip in the landscape. The wall running steeply up each side of it, such that hikers could look down at it as they approached.

presented a victim impact statement. This consisted of emails and messages from members of the

“public, read an aloud, slow, tragic voice. She tried her best. They said things like, "I've never”

felt this way about any other tree," and this feels like losing a close family member. And, RIP, beautiful tree, I wish I'd got to meet you. Carotos and Graham were each given four years and three months in prison. The sentence seemed weirdly over the top. When people cut down a tree in England, what usually happens is nothing. That or a fine. The sentence, Dutch Lambert said, was based on a consideration of the social impact of the

offense. People had loved the tree, she said, and Carotos and Graham had destroyed it in an active vandalism that was somehow both mindless and pre-meditated. According to a tree lawyer I talked to,

it was the first time anyone in the United Kingdom had gone to prison for cutting down a single tree.

“I only got to see this dump. I visited in late spring. It was very sunny.”

The remnants of the sick and more common to view, as you get to the top of a slithery flight of stairs, set into the bank. Then, you look down at the stump, which is in precisely this but, where it would have been good to come across a tree. A nice tall one with spreading branches, pretty old, standing totally alone in the landscape, looking like the idea of shelter. Before this, I hadn't grasped by the locals that got and so worked up over a single tree.

Let alone the rest of the country. Up close though, their reactions made more sense.

The tree had been special, and Carotos and Graham never explained in a satisfying way why they had

cut it down. Before they're sentencing, they've finally admitted they had done it. Carotos said he was blackout drunk, and Graham said he was just keeping Carotos company. The judge did not accept this explanation, and neither did anyone else. Whenever I talked to people about the trial, the explanation was pretty simple in their minds. Adam Carotos and Daniel Graham were morons. They always said that, morons, or else mindless,

or else absolutely mindless and brain dead, no? Almost everybody said something along these lines. They wanted to believe that Carotos and Graham had done it because they were very stupid. Or not thinking at all. I could understand why. The alternative and obvious explanation that they had thought about it quite extensively, that they knew how much people had loved the tree, and had cut it down for precisely that reason. That's much more disturbing.

Rosa Lister lives in London. A version of the story was first published in Harper's magazine,

will Stevenson edited that version of the story. Aviva DeCornfeld produced our radio version. Act four in Flight Snack. We started today's show with someone trapped on a bus, or we're going to end it with someone trapped on a plane. The someone is Lichisi Aleman, which he was 16. She was boarding a flight from Sao Paulo, where she lived to Germany. When this older woman sat down next door and did something that Lichisi has still thinks about to this day.

Producer Tobin Lo talked to her about that strange interaction, which started as soon as she got on the plane. I board early. I'm sitting in my seat, which was a window seat all the way in the back of the airplane. I close to the toilets in the back of the airplane, and eventually this lady comes and sits next to me, and she immediately starts talking to me. And I thought, "Oh God, no, I'm sad." Next to someone who wants to chat,

I really don't want to chat, but my parents taught me to be polite to my elders, so I'm nodding along to what she's saying and trying not to engage or show too much interest, but also not be rude.

“Yeah, what is she saying to you when she sits down?”

First, she's got this bag with her, and she's taking all these things out of her bag and looking for something, and she keeps apologizing that she was looking for something, and then she pulled out this huge rosary, and she's like, "Okay, now I've got it." And then she starts telling me, like, "I'm quite nervous because this is my first time on an airplane." Oh, no. And I said, "Oh, okay." And she said, "Yeah, she was from somewhere in the country side,

and had taken a bus for 18 hours or something to get to, some followed to fly out.

and was getting married, and so they had sent her the tickets to come to the wedding.

“But she's going on and on, and I could tell she was quite nervous because she”

kept fidgeting with the rosary, and she's just talking, and then she couldn't put on her seatbelts, so I'm helping her with her seatbelts. And so she says to me, at that point, is I'm, can I ask you for a favor?" And I said, "Sure." And she said, "Can I hold your hand?" And I, you know, I thought it was a bit awkward, but I said, "Okay, sure." So I'm sitting in the window seat. She was sitting to my left, so I gave her my left hand,

and she held on really, really tight with her right hand. And this is before the plane has even taken off? Yes, we're starting to taxi very slowly towards the runway.

“She had her rosary in her left hand, and she's holding my hand, and she had her eyes closed,”

and she was praying under her breath. Like I could see it here, her praying under her, and it was like our father. And then as the plane starts picking up speed, and we're going down the runway, she just switches to saying, like, "Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God." And then as the wheel sort of lift from the runway, you know, you get that feeling a little bit in your stomach. Aha. And she just turns around and bites me really hard in the forearm.

Which she bites you? Yes, she lifted the hand that was holding my hand and sort of deep into my forearm, really hard. Where did she buy you? Close to my elbow, kind of. Oh, it's like a meaty part of the arm. Yeah. Yeah. And she didn't, she didn't like go for a bit.

“So I was yelling, and she kind of had her teeth in me. How hard did she bite you? Would you say?”

So, so I, she did not break my skin. There was no blood. Well, that's good. Would you say it was as hard as maybe you would need to bite into a soft piece of bread? More like an apple, I think. Oh, some snap to it. Yeah. And it was quite sudden, as well. What do you do when she bites onto you? I let out this really loud, like, shout like a yell. Understandable. Not like a sustained yell, but like a really loud

out, like kind of noise, loud enough that the people who are sort of in the row in front of us and behind us in a cross for us all kind of turn around. Like I could see their heads turning in my direction to see what happened. One of them had leaned over and seen that she was biting me and sort of just shout it out. Like, you know, she's biting her at which point this lady let go, stopped biting me and also let go of my hand and just started immediately apologizing

profusely and saying, you know, I, I don't know why I did that. I'm so sorry. I, I've never done that

before and I just kept saying, no, it's okay. Don't worry. It's fine. It's all fine. And she just kept going on and on and that made it worse. And then the seatbell signs go off and it makes that like cling noise and a stewardess comes rushing to our seat and was like, what happened? And again, the person who had seen the by leans over and says, that lady bit that girl, like I didn't say anything. And the stewardess was like, is that true? And the lady goes, yes, yes, it's true. I bit her and I

wanted to say, like, no, nothing happened. Oh, no. But the woman was confessing, you know, she's

like, no, I did it. And I, I don't know why I did it. And I'm so sorry. I did it. I've never done that before.

I mean, I felt embarrassed in a way and I just, I don't like attention. I'm a fairly introverted person. So it was making me very uncomfortable. I just wanted to listen to my music and like put on my sweeping mask and, you know, ignore all of this. The stewardess this and says to me, can I speak to you privately, sort of in the back of the airplane, in the valley, where they keep their drinks and stuff? So I followed her back there and she was like, look,

do you want to report this incident? Because you have been sort of physically assaulted. So you do have the option if we want. We can call the captain and he will turn the plane around. And I just said to her, like, no, absolutely not. Like, don't worry. Everything is fine.

Did they, they must have moved your seat? No, she was like, oh, um, the flight is fully booked.

“No. And because I think I was a teenager as well, I just said, okay, you know, I didn't, I didn't”

argue the point. So then I just went back to my seat. Can you remind me, how long is this flight

again? It's about 12 hours. And this all happened within the first few minutes of the flight.

That's so long. It was a very long flight. So you're trapped next to her, basically. Like, you're stuck next to this woman who's bit you. What did that feel like? It was clear to me that she felt terrible and that she was still frightened. You know, she was, she did not sleep a wink on that flight. And neither did I. I could tell that she felt really bad. You know, she was still praying and just sort of

mumbling to herself quite a bit. It's poor woman. She kind of coiled in like on herself. And once I kind of turned my back a little sideways, she did the same sort of facing out into the aisle. So it was clear to me that she would not want more physical contact or at least I felt that way. She didn't seem like a threat. Did you make any conversation after that point? No, absolute silence. The whole way. Were you tempted at all to say something? No. I couldn't, I couldn't think of what I would say.

As you were approaching landing, were you thinking that there might be an interaction moment or you might say something to each other? I thought she would apologize again. I really did. I thought that like when she stood up, she would say like, oh, and, and again, I'm so sorry. So I had my whole little like, don't worry about it. She feel ready. But she really didn't. She just, she took her time trying to get all her things back in her purse and then she, she got up and left. I got to boarding

school. I had this really cool story to tell that no one else would have had. But then more I told it sort of than more uncomfortable I got because a lot of people's reactions were like, yeah, what a crazy woman and what was she thinking and I started to kind of feeling bad for her.

“I kept thinking like, what would it take for me to feel that scared that I would actually bite someone?”

And I had, at that point, never been that scared in my life. I mean, how do you think about her now?

There's a kind of almost like fondness there. Isn't that funny how sometimes when you get stuck in a situation with someone especially something that's hard or long, that stuckness makes you feel like your comrades almost or like you are, yeah, you shared something. Yeah, and we shared something very unusual. It was just a very bizarre set of circumstances. But you see a Lehman talking to Tobin Low, who's a producer on our show.

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