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What the fuck is a con-poss? What the fuck is a con-poss? I'm sorry, I made her laugh literally all day yesterday too. Maybe you were not the best baby. No, she was like, who sent you?

I know. My bad, my bad guys. I know. She walked in, I'm like, what are you doing here? She's like, they made me come sit with you and I'm like, they took my cars, they fucking

yeah.

“Well, nobody's letting me leave, like what is happening?”

It has been a crazy week, guys. Yeah. Crazy week. Crazy weekend. What do we start?

I don't even know. We're starting at the weekend. We're not starting with the weekend. We will ease into that. But let's talk about me, let's talk, okay, so we need to dress a couple headlines

that are happening. Let's talk about me going to college. I got accepted and taking this a good relationship. I listen, I see people online talking shit and I'm like, how can you talk shit about a woman who wants to fucking better herself and get a fucking degree?

Literally. You got to be a miserable human to not want to celebrate somebody fucking evolving and like trying to learn that part. So just so we're clear, I'm not going to the ASU campus. I'm going to do online.

So they're like, she's going to be over on said street where I guess all the part of the crowd. I mean, I mean, can we take a trip? No, but listen, I'm going to do online, but I'm not going to tell you guys what I'm studying, but I'm doing a double major and I don't see why the fuck not.

Yeah, you know, like I've got the time to do it now and it's like I have the the mental capacity to want to learn right now. So I'm going to do that and like I who who doesn't want to get their fucking bachelor's degree in a couple of days think that's weird. Yeah, yeah, why anyone would judge something like that.

It's wild to me. I'm excited about it. I don't think you guys realize how hard it was for me to get accepted into there. Somebody said, Oh, ASU accepts everybody.

Well, if they had a jump through the fucking hoops I did, that was wild. They really wanted to be there because I mean, you got to think I fucking I went to a little bit of college, but I literally pretty much got my GED after I dropped out of high school. So going back to college for me is a huge deal.

I mean, I've done like, you know, beauty school and stuff like that, but I never

got a major in anything. So I'm really excited to do that. I'm really excited for the chapter of my life. And do we need to have like a school girl photo shoot? Well, Kevin, you know, let's see what I'll show you.

Yeah, maybe when I graduate, but you know what's cool? I was looking up the other day is Pamela Anderson did her last playboy shoot when she was 48. I feel like people put a ceiling on women all the time for like, well, you're too old. You can't be sexy.

I don't give a fuck who fucking things that women can't be sexy. I will always break that stigma because I truly believe that sexy isn't about how you look. It's about how you feel on the inside, but it's also about how you make other people feel.

Yeah.

“And if you want to get dolled up and you want to wear like lingerie and all that stuff”

and that makes you feel pretty, then I say fucking go for it, dude. Yeah, there's a whole category on the hub for it. So someone clearly finds it attractive. Do we get the hub out here? I thought it was blocked.

Yeah, I can't look, but yeah, that's what I'm saying. What is the category? Yeah. Moves. Well, yeah.

Yeah. That's what I'm saying, though. There would be a category for it if there wasn't a whole need for it. Hold niche for it. Yeah.

I haven't been able to get on the hub in forever because I blocked it out. Oh, what are you doing on? How do you get on? You must have an account. Do you have an account?

Oh. I have an account. Oh, man. You have an account. I have a husband.

I don't need that right now. That was asking. Because I know you can't get on the hub in some states without having an account. Right. I don't know.

Not in this location specific. What? Like certain states like band it like for. Band the whole website. Yeah.

The agency's band. California's not band. New York's not. Or New York may be band or not. But yeah, it's certain states don't allow it anymore.

Whoa. I missed the hub. I haven't been able to get on there in a long time. Maybe I need it. Maybe I'll make a fucking account.

You know? Oh. Can we address this really quick?

“Everybody in my DMs is like, can you please make another OF?”

Absolutely. The fuck not. I will. Yeah. I will not.

Not that I'm hating on OF models. I fucking love them. Get your bag's girls. But I already did that. And in there done that.

I'm good. I'm set. I don't need to bust it wide open. You know, like, it was fun. The homoel.

I can place this and we get kicked out of for shooting. The cake. Half naked pictures.

Our first shoot together.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. We got kicked out.

I'm sorry. Together. We also got kicked out. I don't know. That is how my gosh.

Yes. Oh, my gosh. That was like, what a time to be alive though. I have so much fun making OF content. Because, you know, it's not like whatever.

It's like, oh, my gosh, it's, you know, like, super, you know, scandalous content. No, it's. We had a lot of fun. We had so many like sexy photoshoot. She was like, I love, I missed taking sexy photoshoot.

We need to, we're going to bring it back. I know we brought it back. I'm a cake the other day. Huh. I reminisced on the cake the other day.

When I tried to put my hands in the cake. Yeah. So I guess there's this thing called splashing. Is that what it's called splashing, right? I think.

Yeah. It's called splashing. And guys on OF would pay you to like bounce your ass. And a cake. So we got this cake, right?

And I'm all oiled up. And I'm in lingerie. And I literally go to fucking clap my ass on this cake. Thinking it's going to be so soft and just like a little pillow. Just, you know, the frosting is going to just wrap around me and look beautiful.

This mother fucking cake was frozen, dude. It was like slapping my ass on a fucking iceberg. I was like, I just slid out from underneath her. Yeah, they like literally, I hid it and I slid in the whole cake just kind of like from my body.

Just had a slant on it, dude. We got to find the videos of that. I got it. But yeah, no, I'm not, I'm not making another OF. But I don't, I don't see anything wrong with doing sexy photos.

And I mean, according to the interwebs, everybody wants me to do sexy photos again. So I might.

“But I mean, I think that women of any age can embrace their sexiness.”

I think.

And I've always been like that.

You guys know that. Like I've literally always tried to embrace my sexuality, but walk a really fine line of like, you can be sexy, while still maintaining some sort of little bit of integrity. You know, so I don't know.

I think it's a fine line that we can all learn to walk together. So anything you guys want to talk about? We're just all living this life together right now. Yeah. This weekend was one.

But I'm still recovering. Yeah. Pretty sure you go like your driving this came back the next day after. And you said, I might be a little tipsy. Yeah.

Yeah. Look. Well, let's address the girls in the room. Your girls. Yeah.

Your girl got her boobs done.

There's a this.

This is the new rat guys.

Cheech and Chong have upgraded. Yeah. And I literally just got out of surgery three days ago. I had some work done under my eyes too.

“So if you guys see anything on the camera, that's why.”

It's because I have literally have like. If you see anything on the camera, no you didn't. Yeah. It's swollen and like bruised right here. But yeah, I got my I lost 20 pounds.

So my boobs just went. Yeah. And they look like ski slopes. And I was like, they were still nice. But I, you know, I was just like, you know, let me have this era of my life.

Yeah. Yeah. Super like whatever I want. It was like, you want. Yeah.

Just do whatever the fuck I want. So doctor to roll it. Um, my surgeon who did my ex plant in 2019. But my implants back in. And we did very, very small implants.

We did a 300 CC on one. So one boob is three 10. The other is 300. Um, and they're just they're super small. But I just needed them to perk back up.

Because then babies were looking like I could time and a not. Like it was really sad. But was over your shoulder. Oh, over the shoulder boulder holders. You know, like it was really rough.

So um, that is why. And I'm all for advocating for women to do whatever they want with their bodies. That part. Yes. I had to go through the whole implant thing.

But we're going to try it again. And I feel like I'm a lot healthier this time around. And you did them different. Then I, and I did them differently. Then I was in 2019 when I was still, you know, detoxing after all of the trauma.

I had been through and also all of the. Um, copious amounts of drugs and alcohol that I drank the 13 years that I had. Those bad boys. Yeah. And those were.

You. Oh, do you remember better? They were like matronly. It was so much. My implant.

You guys have heard me talk about this before. My implant had folded in half. And literally a lobster claw size of scar tissue started growing in it. So my right boo was like that big. Yeah.

Yeah. Oh, no. Yeah. That was crazy. Your boo would swell up every time.

It was like around your period of time.

“I remember like one day you sent me a picture.”

You're like, does my boo look huge? And I was like twice the size of the other one. And they were already big to begin with. Yeah. No, they were like almost ease.

They were like almost ease. These are still tiny and like cute. Like, you know, I could just give you that top. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. That's all I need of your boobs. Your side profiles. Fire. Yeah.

No. I'm going to tell you what though. It has been. Three days in and I'm like.

I'm ready to rock first and foremost.

I'm ready to like get ready to rock day one. Yeah. I mean, time she tried to leave yesterday. And I said, you know, like, you're going to drive me. I said, I don't know how to drive.

I was like, I'll call a fucking Uber. We called. We literally helped her hostage. Yeah. To not leave the house.

Even the doctor called and said, hey, need you to relax. Yeah. You know why the doctor called because Mo fucking emailed him and told him to call me. Yeah. Yeah.

I was like, chill. Yeah. But we found the whole surgery and not that not like we did with my face. Not that face. But, you know, me going in, waking up.

“Do we want to talk about who else is getting their boobs done in the crew?”

Or should we cut that? Who is? Who is? Hi. Mays get a new rack.

What size are you going to hire me? I'm going to go a B 35 C. Okay. Find a score. Find a score.

I'll be a B 35 C. Get new boobs. Yay. Mimi's getting new boobs. Momo's getting new boobs.

We're just glowing up all around. And listen, we are all for whatever you guys want.

I always preach love yourself.

And if loving yourself means putting boobs in and getting work done, like, do whatever makes you happy to. And don't let the world stop you. Like, I got mom boobs. Or if you want to be natural.

That's also fine too. I do have a good set of natural titties. I love natural. I love natural titties. I love them so much.

Like, I love girls with natural bodies and natural faces. I look at it when I'm just like, hot. Yes, like always. Yeah. No, I love it.

I do want to reiterate that also. Like, whatever makes you happy. Because I feel like I've always preached that also. It's like being happy with what you got kind of thing. And like, yeah.

But if you aren't happy with what you got, I'm certain things. And it's okay. I don't think they're going to do it. Yeah. And I don't think there's anything wrong with making improvements to what you already have.

Yeah. Like, if there's something that you're insecure about, you, there's always a fix for it. You know? And I don't get why people are concerned with what other people do with their bodies. Yeah.

That part. That part. It's not even your body. Dolly Parton is literally one of the most iconic humans in the world. And she's had every surgery known to man done.

Looks phenomenal for her age. And people never. Nobody says anything about dolly's work. You know, just like mine to look up here. Yeah.

Same one day.

I just want to look them in the eyes. Yeah.

“When I went in until Dr. T. I was like, just, I said, I just want to put my chin on them.”

He was like, I don't think I can do that for you. And I was like, if anybody can do it, it's you, buddy. Yeah. We love him. Yeah.

Well, amongst all the other shit that's been going on this week, we have been moving into our new house. Yay. So we've been moving into our compound. The house is still not fucking ready.

But we'll probably do like a, I'll do like a TikTok or maybe we'll vlog it or something. But it's looking so insane. So dope. It's literally, um, so after the divorce happened, because I was designing the house to fit, you know,

J and I both personality. Both personalities.

And I kind of always had to tone it down because, you know,

he was my little country boy and just, you know, was it used to the, um, why would you call my fucking, it's more of an eccentric taste. Yeah.

But it's Vegas. Very rock star, very rock star. Yeah. Yeah. Yes.

So when the divorce happened, I went in and said, take that down, take that down, replace this, reval, and I, it looks sick, dude. It looks. It opens up the last thing of wallpaper.

She goes, hey, that. Yeah. That was like, what do you need to? Yeah. I was like, nope.

I hate that. I was like, and I, but I'm in my, I'm not going to settle error. I don't know. I don't know.

Because literally the changes you made. Yeah. Yeah. Made that house so stunned. The cheat all the way.

The cheat all the way.

As my favorite is my is iconic.

And the best photo shoot there. Yeah. We will. Yeah. Good idea.

And the master bath. Yeah. The master bath is. Oh, my gosh. And there too.

I love your upstairs closet. Yeah. Yeah. The burgundy. Looks like a blessing.

Guys, I was in there last night. And they were doing all the techy stuff. The vanity. Uh. It's wait till you see that.

We have light up countertops in my closet. And I walk in and I just hit a button and like, Nickelback starts playing. You know. Yeah.

I'm not. Or the queen. It's exactly what happened last night. He goes, all right. Watch this.

And he presses a button.

The whole place shuts down.

It's dark. He goes. And he hits it. Purple. Glowing.

Chandeliers. Creed. Oh, my gosh. Oh, my gosh. Oh, my gosh.

So fun. Yes. I mean, this is going to be my forever home. Yes, forever palace. And this is what I want.

Like, I want. It literally looks like Alice in Wonderland lives there. It's my brain. It's a cool. Yeah.

It's my brain from a minute. You walk into that house. There's a. A mural. That's like that would be in the cathedral.

That is on the ceiling. Uh, like, I mean, I took out everything in that house and got it. Got it. Yeah. It was literally a shell or what it is now.

Yeah. And it just looks so good. I'm so excited. So we'll be. I'll be able to move in probably in the next, you know, few days.

But we just had the furniture delivered.

“I had custom made furniture done by what can we shout them out?”

The vault, right? The vault in Texas. Yep. The vault on TikTok in Texas. That's phenomenal work.

They're freaking furniture. Holy cow. The delivery guy who delivered yesterday. You guys was like Mexican OT. He was the funniest dude.

I have ever met and he just kept saying, where's the guy with the tattoos on his face? I said, oh, he just like, well, he's like, I really like that guy. Yeah. So funny. They came in Jason.

We're like best buds all day long. I love their delivery crew. No. I love it so much. No.

I wouldn't know that because you guys fucking wouldn't let me go. Yesterday. They're one of healing. It was not going down. Imagine going down 840 and hitting the bump.

Oh, yeah. It would hurt. It was day two. Hold on. The publicist is texting right now.

Let's see. And me driving on top of it. All right. I'm not getting in trouble by my publicist. Yeah, I'm really excited about the new property.

I cannot wait to get some horses on it. We have a barn that's getting built. It's like, it's just a dream. And I'm so thankful that, you know, I'm at this point in my life. I can just be so happy and have so much gratitude.

“Because that's really what life is all about, dude.”

It's just being thankful for the things you have and for the things you don't have. When do people you have in your life for sure? Absolutely. That's been this year for sure for I think all of us. 20 to 26 has been a wild.

It was a rebirth for a wild year. Oh, my goodness. Like, holy cow. If you would have told me six months ago that my life is like it is right now. I would have been like, no way.

No. It's unbelievable. It's what it is. No, it's crazy. Yeah.

All right. So I guess we're all gathered here today to hear about the divorce podcast. And, you know, I really thought out what I was going to say to you guys about this.

And it's kind of backfired on me because I do always feel like I owe you guys the truth of things.

Even when to me, they're obvious, but for some reason people always want to try to make things like a negative thing. And it's really crazy. But I mean, I took it down because I realized I just don't want one of the hardest moments of my life to become a permanent headline. Yeah.

“I want to live in that, you know, like I believe in being transparent with you guys.”

And that's never, ever, ever going to change. But I also believe that people deserve this space to heal to evolve and to move forward. You know, like that episode served a purpose for me at that time. And it was real. It was honest.

And it came from exactly where I was emotionally in that moment. Correct. But I'm not in that same place anymore. And I think that that's where we need to pause and just kind of focus on the fact that like people are like, oh, well, she moved on so fast. And it's like, hold up.

I've been mourning the loss of my marriage for at least a year. I had visions of the news breaking of it happening, you know. And there is so much behind the scenes that I have not spoken on.

And that I will never speak on because it doesn't matter.

“I will only tell you guys my part in the demise of my marriage.”

And, you know, when people see me out having fun and, you know, just living my best life, I can see where they would be like, wow, they just announced the divorce. But really, you guys have to understand, I have been sitting in purgatory. For two and a half months in my studio house. Literally, there was times where I was on the floor screaming, crying because I could not understand what the fuck was going on.

There were moments where you guys had to call and get me IVs because I was going to have to go to the hospital because I was not eating. I wasn't drinking. I was, I couldn't even stand up because I was so fucking devastated. You guys took turns watching me, not just because I wouldn't eat but because you guys were so scared for my mental health. None of you guys would leave me alone.

You Monica and Mimi always fucking just made sure that somebody was there for me.

That's the shit that you guys don't see because on the internet, I'm extremely vulnerable. But when it comes to seeing me be weak or like this makes me want to tear up. And when it comes to seeing me be weak, I will never let you guys see that side of me.

“I think I cried one time on a vlog whenever Jan, I broke up in 2018.”

And I promised myself that I would not do that. And like, yeah, I might have cried about my book but those were like happy tears. And like, you know, in the divorce podcast, I was super vulnerable and to be honest with you. I don't like being that vulnerable because yes, it makes me human. But at the same time, I want women to know like,

you're gonna fucking get through it, you're gonna survive. But I also, if I'm being real, I don't want the divorce to become my entire personality. I don't want to be the poster child for divorce. I don't want people DMing me saying, I'm so sorry your husband left you. You know, it's like, yeah, when you guys really don't even know the whole story.

You guys only know bits and pieces. You know, there's so much more to me than just one painful chapter in my life. And there's so much more that I want to talk about and that I want to create. And that I want to laugh about and that I want to experience with you guys. I mean, a hundred grand on that fucking podcast.

Yes, it was one of my highest viewed podcast episodes. But I don't care about the money. If I cared about the money, I would have left it up and let it get another fucking hundred grand. If I cared about the views, I get views by myself. I post a fucking TikTok and get 10 million views.

I'm not YouTube has never been my strong platform. Social media has been my strong platform. I just started a fucking YouTube this year. What six months ago? Yes.

It was like six months ago. Go back on the channel and look. You know, so I built my brand. Sorry, that just really hurt my boom. I built my brand off of YouTube.

The reason why my podcast is so fucking popular is because of the downloads. Because of the people who listen to it, not watch it. Yeah. I built a cult following behind a paywall on Patreon, which you guys know. I left Patreon last year, which is why we went to YouTube.

Yes. So we're still building the YouTube. But I don't care about the views. I don't care about the money. There's a hundred thousand clips on fucking TikTok.

And I think the key points of what you guys wanted to know about the divorce podcast is all on TikTok, just type in money. Exo divorce podcast. You'll see all the clips. Oh, my God.

How fucking amazing has it been that these women and a lot of men have rallied around me. And you know, they listened to the words that I said. They posted videos about it. They've just had my back through this all. And it's been so fucking amazing.

And I'm so fucking thankful for you guys. Like, I swear when we do another tour, I want everybody to come out just so I can hug you personally myself. You guys have had to watch me live my real life out in front of you guys. And I've tried to do it with as much pride and dignity as I can.

While still maintaining the emotional aspect of it, but not teaching people to wallow in it. Because that's where it gets scary.

“And that's where you have to walk a fine line of like,”

When do you, when do you, what does that girl get up? You know, like, when do you get the fuck up? And you're just like, okay. I think people after divorce, they want you to lay down and die.

And they expect you to not like, never live again.

It's never live again. Never be happy or happy again. The crazy how the narrative is like, you're not allowed to do anything post divorce. Yeah.

What? You know, having firsthand. It's a rebirth. A divorce is a rebirth. And it is your choice whether you want to stand up or crawl.

Yeah. It's whatever you want to make it. Like, this is your opportunity to literally change everything about yourself that you didn't like while you were in that relationship. I am so much more of a different human. Yeah.

How? Then I was not relationship. And I am, I feel so good. I'm so happy. Like, I am so free.

They said to me the other day, they said, "I haven't seen you this happy in eight years."

Like, I've never seen this side of you.

My OCD is getting better.

“And I think it's because of the HRT that I got on.”

Like, it's been really interesting. Getting to know myself after this. And yeah, you know, it sucks. It absolutely fucking sucks. But that dude is my best friend.

And I love him to death. We talk all the time. He had to talk about, you know, some stuff this week. And he's literally my best friend. He's like, "Come on, man."

You know, I go, "What are you doing?" But it's not a malicious thing of me taking the podcast down. You know, me pulling the episode wasn't about hiding anything or pretending it didn't happen. It was just about choosing, you know, not to let one season of my life Define every season that came after that.

Correct. I think that, you know, if you guys will allow me to grow, I'll keep growing out loud and healing out loud with you guys. But, you know, you guys have to allow me that space to be able to grow. Mm-hmm.

And I'll never let you down.

I might do some weird shit. But I'll tell you before I do it. I'll tell you before I do it. And that's the thing. That's another thing.

Can we talk about this? Because I never lied to you guys. I tell you guys, "Hey, it's about to be a hot girl summer. If you see me outside half naked, no you didn't." We said it.

Yeah. I've literally said that. You know? And you can tell the fans, because everyone in the comments was like, "Not surprised by this. She already told us."

Yeah. Like, anybody's like, "That really knows me and that really pays attention to the pot." Is like, "She said she was going to do this." Yeah. You know?

Granted, what I have done it as public as I did it know. Okay. That was a lesson learned. But I mean, I could have fucking made out with Hayley. And it would have made headline news. I have.

You know? You know? So we lost it. Can a girl? We did.

We did. We did. We did. We did it in the kitchen yesterday too. She's like, "It's so rainy out here."

And beautiful. And I looked at her and go, "You want to fuck?" And she goes, "We both got wet." We did each other. We really paid it about it.

It was so funny.

“But listen, can your girl get a sweet little kiss under the fireworks?”

I mean, I've never had that done. I thought it was so sweet. You know? And of course, I'm not going to, what am I going to, you know? It's just, let your girl live.

Let her just live a tiny bit. I'm not dating anyone. No. I don't want to date anyone. I am here for a fun baby.

I am having fun. And, you know, I learned a lot of lessons this week. And I'm going to, I'm going to, you know, take it on the chin. Because I did this and I take full accountability for it. But that's all it was.

It wasn't anything like, no. There was a huge group of us all. I just wanted to say, there was literally like 20 of us. Yeah.

And we've ever had together. Yeah. It was so fun. This weekend was crazy, guys. Yeah.

I just want to clarify though. I wasn't on a fucking date. You know? There was no of us.

“If there was 20 of us, it was Jaime's birthday.”

Yeah. Yeah. It was Jaime's birthday. It was 4th of July.

I had never been to downtown Nashville for 4th of July.

So it was just, I didn't think you were going to come. Oh, I came back. She was like, "Haley, what are you doing?" I said, "I'm going down down." She goes, "Come with you."

I said, "No, you're not." Yeah. And then look at us. Look at us. Look at us.

I love it. You know? You do it every day. Well, it was so great. And it was because everybody that was there was just a fucking great human.

Yes. Everybody. And everybody got along. Yeah. Even security.

From my security guard. It's like best friends with everybody. I know. So much. I even like before the weekend started, we were getting ready.

And it started there. I looked back at the videos. And she's like, "Gah her Burger King." And she's like, "Dance it at the kitchen table."

And I was just like, "I look back on it."

I was like, "You're so happy." Yeah.

“And it was so nice to see after the two months.”

We've been through. Yeah. And we're literally holding you. As you're just like having these breakdowns like weightless in our arms to like throw on a wiper around.

Yeah. It's like so fun. Yeah. It was so good. Yeah.

It was so good. Yeah. Let's also talk about the fact that you have your own bar inside the bar. Your photo is literally. There's a book of art.

One foot picture of you in that bar. Yeah. I mean, everybody the headlines are like, "Was that jelly rolls bar?" And it's like, "I also have a floor there. I also feel very safe there.

I also feel very polite." We talked to everyone too. Yeah. Yeah. That's our home.

Yeah. If I'm going to land at any bar. I would like to support them. Yeah. I'm going to do it at friends.

Good night, Nashville. Yes. All the bottle girls. So hot. I love them.

They're so beautiful. Also, we were on the rooftop because that's where you could see the fireworks. Yeah. So watch it from your level. You can't see fireworks.

You know? Like the bunch of levels. We went there. It was like the most lit level in the entire bar. Everyone is our bodies bar.

Yeah. Except for on July 4th, everybody was on the rooftop. Yeah. I want to see the fireworks for sure. Yeah.

But I mean, during the week, if you go, it gets lit up. Yeah. That's my favorite bar, Broadway. But you know, Jay was like, he gets it. Yeah.

You know, he was not. That wasn't an issue. Not an issue at all. So. I mean, what the, what the issue is is where you're trying to just move on from your life.

And people are videoing you for cloud. I think that's like, let's really talk about that. And I get it. Everybody wants to, you know, break a story or everybody wants to learn some cloud. But it's like, you're literally videoing a woman who's trying to move on with her life

and has been through hell. This entire fucking year.

And it's like you couldn't just for one second, let her just have a moment.

It had to be sneaky. That's delicious. Yeah.

“That's what I see as like being a malicious human.”

Yeah. And I'm not mad. I know who did it. And I'm not mad at the girls who did it. But it's just like, at the same time.

It's like really, like, come on, do it. And then live your own life. Watch me. Watch my works. Yeah.

Come on. I was like, was like, context and everything. What have they said? Like, oh, my gosh. Bunny living her best life.

I think that would have been maybe. Maybe I'm wrong. But like, I felt like the way it was video. It was like, oh, she's sneaking doing something. But you were just having fun.

I was just five thousand people around us. I wasn't. I'm literally living my life out loud. And I'm not trying to hide anything. And you know, record people.

Yeah. And I mean, sneaking around would have been even kind of worse. I mean, that's what a lot of celebrities do. They do. And honestly, after this week, I've learned that I cannot do anything on public like that.

You know, and it's sad because that's who I am. Like, I yearn for a sense of normality. I yearn to be able to do. I do. Like, I still don't think.

I don't know. I don't know. I don't think it's just set in. And I'm just like, I don't. I don't think people care about me as much as they do.

I hope this week you've revived that they do. I do. And, you know, I will move forward with a lot more integrity and class. I just want to have fun. I'm just here living my best life.

And I'm short. Yeah, life's short, man. That part. And it's like, man, I just, I'm so happy. And I'm so free.

And I'm just, I want to wash my hands and put that chapter behind us. I don't want to have to. I don't want to have to be referred to as somebody's ex for the rest of my life. Because I have worked so hard to build my brand. To be separate from that person anyways.

And like, I am so thankful for the time that we had together. And the fucking shit that we built together. But, you know, let that man live his life also. Correct. While I'm living mine, I don't need to be somebody's ex.

And every fucking headline. And it's really not tea. Like, I get, you know, you guys are talking to people. And you guys get these sources that don't know what they're even fucking talking about.

Because I don't, I don't want to hide anything.

And do I regret this past weekend? Absolutely the fuck not. I had fun. I am healing out loud.

“So what I got kissed under the fucking fireworks.”

I hope I get kissed under fucking 10 more fireworks shows. You know, a hundred percent. But I'm not dating anybody. I do not want to be with anybody. Like, I don't have, there's an ice box where my heart used to be.

Do you guys remember that song? Do we remember that song? Do we remember that song? Yeah. And that shit has chained up.

Trust me. Nobody's getting through. I'm working on healing myself. I want to come and go as I please. I, you know, I might even have any process.

Might even have a roster. You never know. I love it. It's a bad bitch, genre. What was that sound on TikTok?

Um, I got a roster. It's a bad bitch genre. Do you know what I'm talking about? Yeah. Fuck.

I can't remember. I can't think of it. Yeah.

Can you guys just please?

Please, please, please. Stop pinning me with every person that you see. Because I will literally tell you. He's the one. If it's, he's the one, you know.

And shit. Do you guys did it with Daddy Chattie? The fucking song where I'm lipstick and Eminem's shit. You guys are like, oh my god. Eminem's shit.

It was a sign. Yeah, it was like bunning me to get with Eminem. And I'm just like, no, we're not pinning down anything. We're not. I'm like, dude, you're not pinning this bitch down.

Catch me if you can. Yeah. Fucking. You heard it here first. Yeah, you heard it here.

And if you guys ever have any questions, of course, ask me. I will always tell you. And, you know, your girls just tell your fucking having fun. Live in my best life.

“And going, going back and forth, you, you know what I'm talking about?”

Yeah. That was nice. It was nice. I was going to live in my best life. This way, Brooks podcast was taken down because she asked me to take it down.

Not for any other reason. You know, she was just brutally honest. And that interview. And, you know, I think it just wasn't a good look for her. So I'm not going to ever argue with somebody.

Whenever they come to me and they're like, hey, can you take this down? Of course, I'll take it down. You know, like, I don't need clickbait for anything like that. You know. And I also talked to Drake.

He was more than sweet, more than gracious about the situation was swayed. And, you know, gave me his version of the story. And, you know, so swayed coming to me. And then Drake, of course, talking to me. Not, he didn't ask me to take the pod down at all.

But he was just like, hey, this is my side of the story. You know, I think it was just better to take the pod cast. To take the pod cast down than to leave it up. Yes. We're not here to hurt anybody.

We're not here to it caused too many ripples. Yeah. And it was just best. Yeah. Yeah.

So that's, again, everybody's like, why does she take the swayed pod You know, it's like a conspiracy.

I need you guys to know that it's never that serious over here.

“And if it is, I'll probably take talk about it.”

Or I'll talk about it. Yeah. Yeah. And another thing. I am not going on the fucking Bachelorette did.

No. Those dudes are too square for me. Yeah. No. Yeah.

What are you saying? What is that opposite version of the Bachelorette? I need, yeah. Could have been love. Please.

Please. Please. Oh. You guys, I don't even know what my type is anymore. Like, I, you have a type.

I, I do. You do have a type. You do have a type. I do have a type. What do you guys think my type is?

Let me hear this. That's his. Paul skinny, baby arm tattoos. Yeah. I mean, what they have to have swag.

You have a thing with a guy's walk. Like, I love a dude that walks with, like, confidence. And it's like, I don't know. They just have like a little shit. The person could look like your most stereotypical.

Like, that's who you would want. But if they open their mouth in their goober, you will be so, like, it out. The person has to have a certain type of confidence for you to be attracted to them. First, sure.

And they also have to be able to make me laugh. Yes. And it makes me, like, like, all weekend, all I did was fucking laugh. Dude, like, I belly laughed all weekend. Like, that's all I care about.

Like, if you can fucking Adam Sandler me 24/7. Yeah. Like, I'll be on my way. Two more gets you a long way. Yeah.

And I also, I need a guy like Dracula. I need a yearner. I made a watch Dracula yesterday. And he's fucking hideous. I, they, I wish they had to pick somebody cute.

So cute. Now he's not. He looks like a fraggle rock. What are you talking about? It is.

Oh, Google it, pull it up for a fraggle rock. They're at the same eyebrows. But, um, what is happening? I don't do the picture. This on the screen right now.

You want to see a ragle rock? Yeah. We like to. We can't find a ragle rock. Someone took the remote.

Someone took the remote. All right. Here. I'll pull it up for you. Yeah.

He looked like a fraggle rock. But, um, I need somebody that yearns for me. You know, like, love a yearner. Yeah.

I'm not looking for love.

So I just need somebody to make me smile. I don't love happening. Do that. Yeah. No.

Doesn't. I would have someone like built you a barn, like by hand. And it was them. I mean, I guess. No.

I think I'll talk. That's that's Mimi's love language. Yeah. I'm like, don't make shit.

“I like, I think I like people that are like obsessed with me.”

Okay. Yeah. That's what I love. Like, I need a Joe, uh, Joe Goldberg. Your word type, Hayley.

Okay. We don't have enough time on the podcast for that. Just stand outside. I'm Fred and I. I don't know where I go.

Well, believe it. What the heck? He does not look like that at all. Yeah. It does.

That's what I'm talking about. Yeah. Oh.

Um, I need a Joe Goldberg.

Are you? Yes. Obsession is so hot. Yeah. That's what I need.

But maybe not kill people. I don't really have. I mean, I'm just kidding. Stop. Don't headline that, please.

Um, Hayley, you have a very, a collect. You like really pretty boys. Do I? Yeah. But it's like a certain type of pretty boy.

Like they could be in like a music video, type shit. You have a very specific state. Like they all have great eyebrows. That's a good point. They do.

“Like you, I think you like the the dudes that are like well manicured.”

Yeah. It's beard. The perfect eyebrows. Yeah. Yeah.

I like them a little grudgy, too, though. Fake grudgy. Oh, where? Yeah. I'm like, where are they?

They bought the tattered shirt from Chrome Hearts. Yeah. So it looks grudgy. Yeah. They're like that definitely didn't get it.

Like one underneath the car. That ripped it up. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

He likes anybody who likes. Looks like they stepped off of a set of a reality show. Anybody like that. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. That's a good point. I can see that. Yeah. I can see that.

Yeah. These pretty boys came out to the farm to do some stuff. And I was like, you were Hayley's type. And then another one showed up. Where was I?

Yeah. Why didn't you call him? What the fuck? Sorry, guys. Defense people.

Okay. Well, when Jason literally came up he goes. Hayley's tied it in the back right now. No. That means they don't have one tattoo, right?

Yeah. Yeah. They're like the sticker tattoos. No. Yeah.

Point. They look like the male version of you. Perfect. Bring them. That.

She's a brilliant. Yeah. Hayley's a little player, man. Listen. Who said it the other day?

Somebody was like, man. Hayley really fucking can pull anybody she wants. And I was like, it's fucking. I don't know. It's.

I don't know how. It's just like our great human. Oh. We're getting Senate buttons the other day. Bro, I couldn't believe it when you guys showed me this picture.

We're getting Senate buttons. Hayley. Because this guy was like, are you guys going to sit here? She goes, yeah, but you can sit with us. I was like, Hayley, Jesus Christ, right?

And I looked like this. I looked so busted. She had not an ounce of makeup on. It was. She's got the guy goes and sits.

Scarfs down. The fucking cinnamon roll. He keeps turning to talk to us. So we all compensated as a group. And then all of a sudden.

Next thing I know he's at our table with us eating the Senate bun. And when they go to leave, she goes, she throws this for her bun. She goes, what's your Instagram? And they go to look each other up in there. Are you following each other?

And he was beautiful. He was gorgeous. He was gorgeous. She's like, you need to holler at him. I'm like, he's into you.

What if he holler at him, dude? No. Thank you. No, thank you. No, thank you.

Even Hayme was like, hi, Hayme. He was like, I'll take his number. Yeah. I had to be like, I had to walk away. But I saw him lick his lips one more time.

I wasn't asked for his Instagram. Oh, that's so funny. He was like, he's beautiful. Yeah, he was. Why do all hot dudes do that?

They all lick their lips. I didn't know.

“Do you remember that guy at the bar in, do I remember anything that happens at the bar?”

No. Jackson and Bailey kept mimicking him because he kept like, the one I was into? Yes. It would just every two seconds. He'd be like, and Kaylee, if not handle it.

No, I handle it. She goes, no. It that fucker licks his lips one more time. I can just, sure they're just so moisted. All right, guys.

Do not lick your fucking lips. I don't, I mean, every once in a while, you can do it, but don't do it continuously. All right. Well, I'm going to go lay down with my new yetties and probably ice them. But I love you guys.

Thank you guys always so much for having my back.

Thank you guys. Always so much for being interested in what the hell I do. Without you, there is no me. So, you know, I just want you guys to know how much I absolutely fucking adore all of you. I see your comments.

I see all the love. I see the videos. Like, keep it common because it's you guys are breathing life back into me. And I'm just becoming the best version of myself because of you guys.

And I'll see you guys next week. Hopefully, no weird fucking headlines, okay? Bye.