#673 - Jshock

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He just participated in Kaisenette's streamer University. Had a great time getting to know him. It's shocker clock. Today's guest is Jay Shock. Shock, looking sharp, boy.

Shock, oh, clock. Shock, oh, clock, bro. Bro, dude. Yeah, yeah, bro. Thank you.

Thank you, dude. Thank you for having me. You bet, man. Show me how to do the look away handshake. No, look, handshake?

Yeah.

That was created completely by accident, but you come in and go for the look.

Okay. Just look at the watch if you have one or you're going to look at your phone. Okay. And this is doing.

“So here, if I got my phone, I'm doing it like.”

Yeah, like nice one. What's your name? And um. Yeah. Don't look at me.

Okay. Sorry. Dude, it's in the directions. And I mess up. Okay.

All right. Hold the phone with that hand. Okay. Yeah. What's your name?

Awesome. Good to meet you, man. That's great. Yes. Yeah.

How you doing?

Do you want to know how that happened?

Yeah. So I went into a deli with my friend to get a top cheese. Which is typical for an Italian, right? Exactly. That's just a national pastime.

Yes. And um. All the island where I'm from. They don't really have top cheese. But this deli have when it was in Carl Place or something.

And we go in. And there's this old guy named Frank 75, 80 years old. And we get in there and he's like, oh, crazy. Like, do you know what this is? Do you know what's in your deli right now?

Random customer. He's like, I'm your biggest fan. It was the oldest fan I ever met. Frank. And he orders us food.

Me and my cameraman. Food. We get out. We got to do a video now through. So we get him.

And in the video, you see me walking up to the guy Antonio. And he heads me his phone. He's like, what's your, your handle?

“And I type it in his phone and I'm like, what's your name?”

And I said, he said, Antonio, I'm like, okay, nice to meet you. But I didn't even click. There it is. Look. I'm sorry.

Oh, you throw. So this got clipped. Oh, course. Months after. Who blindly goes, who just gives their hand to a man.

They don't even know it near a bunch of boards head meats. That's correct. Who just randomly, oh, you just got, God only gives you two hands. They shot and you're just like, yeah, I'm just going to offer.

What if that guy would have just freaking could have just. Do you think I could have put it right? Because I like my head. Look, I have no hair on my head. I can smack the love.

He could have put it right in his mouth. He shot. It's like, don't feed the bears. We don't know what this guy's been up to. So now a couple of weeks later.

This, this takes up. Okay. So if you click the comments. It tripped up blue like no look and shrink. So if something is trending, it'll be like a blue comment.

And it kept popping up on all my videos. And I don't know what it was. So one day I went to Florida and my uncle's like next time. Look at guy in the face when you give me a hand shake. And I was like, what do you mean?

He's like, it's all over with the internet. You didn't check the guy's hand. You're all going to told you that. Finally click. Look at this.

This is what's going on. Why you know looking them all. I did it to Kai. You know, Kai's gonna. Yeah, for sure.

When I got the shoot me over there. It is. That one right there. Look at this. I hit them.

You got it. You got it. That's how it is. Whoa. Bro, you had it loaded to there.

It's almost like you got it. Like it's like you got that thing on. Yeah. You got that thing on. You got that thing right there.

Bro, that's beautiful, dude. Do you have like a signature move like that? I don't really sometimes it's like waving. Good body people crying in a driveway. If something I've done a decent amount of years.

I don't know if that's a signature move, really. You know what? I'm gonna think about that. Is this signature move you think trevin? Like if you were to a wrestling move,

I would hit that. Hit the shark or clock on them. Oh, hit the shark or clock.

Yeah. Yeah, what would you be a good man? Your signature move is it's more of a catchphrase. I think what else? Oh, yeah.

Which one? I say what else a lot because it's like. Sometimes if I'm talking to somebody, I don't like there to be like a lot of like downtime and the conversation.

So I'll be like if things got get real quiet. What else? Yeah. And I'm gonna. Yeah.

I've had a lot of different viral moments like that. Oh yeah, I've seen that. That was one of the biggest ones on intentionally.

“But like, I think the first major video I did was”

me going to chillies. I said first, I'm trying to chilly. Let's see what all the hype's about.

And that video got like two million views.

Is there hype about that? I guess there is. There's got to be some hype around chillies, no? Yeah, that's true. That's true.

Triple Dipper. Oh, I don't even know how. What were we? I can't believe we were double dip in it. How did you find this?

How was he so quick with it? Oh, there you are. So this is why look at my hair. How different I look. Bro, you look fricking.

You look. Oh, look like a. Oh, you look like business casual. I look. Look like a different human being.

Yeah, dude. You definitely. And I used to drink. I guess. I don't drink anymore.

That's what I heard. You're looking at this lady that you used to teach. P.E. to us as well. So this. This is my friend Andrew.

He took a. A ginormous ship of course. You're going to see her. And what course late? Little silver bullet.

Look at this. You mungous ship. You don't kill a werewolf.

“He don't want to kill a j-shock, though, huh?”

Um. I'm feeling different style back then. Dude, welcome, bro. Thanks for coming in, man. Thanks for coming in, bro.

Yeah, you bet, man. When is. Bro, when is. When is. Shock a clock.

On. Officially. It's at 909. Okay. No, no, no, no.

It's my time. It is. I just love the number nine. I was born April 1999. Number 99.

I have a lot of significance to me. Like, I rate out of nine. You know when I rate my food. I rate only on. I'm not.

The only one that does that. One to nine. One to nine. Because mathematically it. It makes.

Um. No sense, but. Philosophically it does. So out of nine.

I think you should always be at 99.

And always try to become perfect because we'll never be perfect. Nothing's ever perfect. So when I read out of nine, it's basically like. Oh, yeah. You know, the 10 is perfect.

But because we're taught in school. 10 is perfect. You know, going to 100 in school. You're going to a plus. You're going to 100%.

I like to be at 99%. And always trying to be better. But I make sense like that. Right. But mathematically, if you read a nine,

they would technically be on your percent. That's shock anomics. That's what I'm talking about. I like that.

“That's what we're figuring out here, dude.”

But dude, do they have shock a clock during like do they even have a during like daylight savings time and stuff like is it? Yes. Well, set the clocks back. Set them forward. It's always shock or clock.

Doesn't matter. Always on the wrist. So now when I have no watches on, it's shock or clock on the wrist. Okay.

When I have a watch on it's shock or clock on the dot. So if you go back to my older videos, you could see if I'm wearing a watch on like. So clock on the dot, today we're having whatever. And is there a day of the year when there's no shock and like is there like a one day of like, is there a day of the year we're like?

No clock and. Yeah. We're not. Yeah. The clock is not shockable.

Every it's not a good plugged in. You know. Is there a day when it's off? It's always on. Really?

Mr. Vaughan. It's always on. Even Christmas. Every day. I've recorded a list.

Christmas. Or. Yeah. Christmas. I was panicking because I didn't have a video because I was on a.

I when I quit my job and even before I. I was recording every day and posting every day and editing every day. Same day. Same video for 365 days. I posted every day.

I got all the way up to over a million followers and it worked.

But the clock was always taken.

It never ends. I think. Maybe if I go to like church or something, it's off. Okay. There's no cameras.

Even though people try to. Take pictures of me. I'm like this is the Lord's house. Right. You know me can't be.

Jesus ain't posted on the ground. Did they you know? Well, we got to honor him. There's a bigger J. Yeah.

There's a bigger J on that day for sure. I find it really hard to take breaks. Especially when food. There's all these new items coming out. Like new.

I don't know. Pickle bubble gum or some crap. You know, like. Crazy flaming hot. Yeah.

There's always some shit. There's always like a new thing. They're like, yeah. I mean, we got this new like Chipotle spare tires or whatever. Playing hot toilet paper, you know.

It's always some bull. Yeah. It's like the gum went out. You know, it's like we got new Chipotle hair sprayer. Whatever.

Some type of shit. I saw they made McDonald's. Tended candles. No. Based on all the dipping sauce is their candles.

Oh, that's beautiful. The pops of sweet and sour, you know?

Look at this.

“If I'm having a funeral put a couple of those on.”

You have a favorite sauce like condiment. Yeah. Probably. That's. I would say Zacky or I would probably say.

Or mustard brought. You know what? I had a dream two nights ago that mustard was making a big comeback. What? I didn't even fall off.

Oh, I think mustard fell off. I think I think I like. Yeah, when it was last time you heard anybody talk about it. Nobody. It's like, yeah, I want to get some mustard out and put it on something.

And it's bad, Jason.

But dude, so here's what I want to, so let's go into this.

Thank. Dude, thanks so much for coming in, bro. Like, grab a meal. Yeah. It's definitely an honor, bro.

Yeah, sir. It's been a blessing to see you. And you know what's going to be so everything to say yes. Okay, sir. And it's just been like, you came on my radar.

Like, I would see a lot of clips and stuff. And then I was talking with sketch. And he's like, bro, you got to meet my friend, Jason. He's like the greatest guy. Everything's your like, you know, he's like, you're this.

Marinara savior, you know, this little, you know, he thinks you're this new sort of Angel of the world, you know. Yeah. Did you see any clips about some dream of you? Oh, dude, I saw the one.

“What's the one where you guys want to have your shirts on that one was crazy?”

Oh, that was falling when we spent out the door. So he was trying to teach me manners for my homecoming day at prom or at homecoming. And I was trying to get the door for him. And I did like, look, this is so class. Oh, dude.

Then I did a spin, like I'm trying to show you look at this.

Oh, yeah. Right through. Full. We had so many good moments together. It all was so natural and real.

I told like him and a lot of people, like, if I ever met big people, like, I don't know, celebrities like post alone or, I don't know, jamele hurts. I just want to be friends. Like, I want to be your friend.

You know, I don't care about the cameras or the publicity, the following. I just, I want to build a good friendship. Yeah. And sketch to me is like, my brother, literally. We, we connected such a good way.

And he was the realest person at that school. Oh, dude. He's just, he's a special guy, man. He's wanted a few guys that'll just call him and check on me every now and then. Yes.

Just kind of see what's going on. He's got a big heart. Yes, sir. Yeah. I just saw him a few weeks ago, bro.

I love him. Oh, yeah. People made this. Who made this? Oh, my clipper, Danny.

He's, like, my stream manager, one of my best friends. And he made that instantly. Because we, it was sketch as I did to make that pose. I'm, we actually turned it into a t-shirt. Oh, it's beautiful.

It's funny as hell. God, it's beautiful. Two young fellows out there. Just learning how their bodies were. Just, just spreading their manicotti out of the world.

Hey, if they're doing SQL, you guys did I got it. You would do it. Oh, I'd be perfect, man. You could make your own. I mean, that's the thing now was streaming or with this, like, we're taking clips from

Sheems. It's just, like, a moment. These days is almost like a whole movie. I was just saying, yeah. What was 20 years ago?

Um, so Jay-Shock Jerome, that's your real name. Hmm. Jerome, yes, sir. Do you use that at all? You just go by Jay-Shock.

Um, maybe, like, my parents call me, my parents call me Jerry. They do call you Jerry? Hate that. Really? Yeah, that's what I went my whole life.

Jerry? Jerry? Jerry? Yeah. Get the water.

What was bring your clothes down? Was someone fire Jerry too much? Come on. That's a big thing in Italian household. Yeah, no, you know what it is?

Jerry, is this dirty? He's like, is this dirty? Yeah. All day. And, like, is your mother just doing your laundry?

Yeah, like, well, I try to do it, but I don't get to. Yeah.

It's going to be done a third way.

You know, afraid I'll blow up the laundry machine, I guess. That's part of a, uh, that's part of Italian culture. It's somebody. A mother's got to be doing your laundry. They got her.

What my dad does it. Really? He practically is out. There was some dirty things at that laundry machine. Is he one of those nouveau kind of dance?

Like, is he want to? He's like, uh, I love him. But he loves to do stuff. Got to be mowing the lawn when it's raining. Does he have a shirt on or off when he's mowing?

It's on. Wow. Oh, card, uh, Timberland's on, you know? Damn, really. What is he listening to when he's out there?

Spring, steam. What's he listening to out there? Probably some Moroccan role, something. Run DMC, something like that. Oh, tough.

He's from Hollis. Pay with a fireman for 23 years. Really? Yep. Take me into this man.

“Take me into the origin story of how, like, before you were even, like, a Jay spark in your father's eye, right?”

Like, take me back then. Like, I want to go, I want to get into it. I want to go all the way back. I want to go all the way back. I want to go into, like, the ingredients of the manacotti, right?

I want to go into, like, cue that, cue that music. Yeah. Yeah. That, that, that twilight zone. Dr. Schrein music.

Yeah.

Because it does a lot of rumors.

“Like, but I want to know, like, where your parents were, did they meet at, right?”

Do you know that story? They met at a club. Okay. My mom. You're going to have to take, I want you to take me there, right?

I want you to set the season. Okay. I want you to set it because there's a lot of rumors. I got you right. I can tell you everything.

Because there's rumors. There's rumors out there that, you know, you're, it was two people got caught hugging outside of his borrow pizza, whatever, you know? It's like, there's a lot of rumors out there. It's just a great, I, I, I swear, I know.

Yeah, you swear. I'm, there's some crazy turnout there. Yeah. About, like, me and all this dumb stuff. Oh, there's crazy.

It was two people, two Italians tickling each other outside of his borrow, whatever. And that's how you got started, right? So it takes me, I want to know, how did you really, who lit that J-Spark to me? The J-Wave. Yeah.

So my dad went to a club in the Bronx. I believe the Bronx. And was your dad a club or what kind of guy was he? No, really. He doesn't really keep telling me that about that stuff.

Like, if he, I asked him about, like, you know,

you ever have to get any action before mom or anybody. Did something on a bench? Yeah. Oh, wait. Something on a bench?

Yeah. I mean, four words got me, it looked. Yeah. It might have, yeah. Yeah, the mustache too.

So he had that. Oh, we had the mustache. You know what I'm saying?

“Oh, the ladies love that, that little word curtain.”

Mm-hmm. They pet that thing. So they were going to club and he went up to my mom and he's like, hey, you want to dance? What's your name?

She's like Debbie. And he's like, Betty? She walked away. They eventually went back up there. They danced.

And then he called her house on night after. And she didn't pick up. And then she called again. And he called again. My grandpa, what we're called Chuckie,

who's not here anymore. He picked up and they went out.

You know, hung out for a while.

I'm actually got married. My dad proposed my mom with a fortune cookie. No. He put a ring in the fortune cookie. Oh.

Like, I'm not having a Chinese sake. I got one night. Boom. Ring. That's ball now.

Dude, that's unbelievable. Right. Well, it's just such a choice because you know, it's hard after a little bit of Chinese food, not to go for it for the dessert.

Right. It does. So now they had a kid. They only had me in Cape Cod. That's where they're.

So you were. Magic happened. Because he's got in Cape Cod. And do you know, like, what was it like? Yeah.

I know you're talking where it was. You do was at a stormy night. What was going on out there? I was so good. It was shocked.

Yeah. It was like, maybe they was light. Maybe it struck the tip of my dad's. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. His clock tower. Shocker claw? I don't know. Dude, I'm just saying.

Yeah. I'm wondering. Like, because here's a thing. Like, Jay Shock has been born to the world, right? And so we have to have the origin story.

So it's two. Your parents, they fell in love. They got married. I know. Yes.

Like, got married. Right. They had me after, like, got married. I think. I'm really.

So you might have been married. You might have been conceived out of wedlock. I don't know. That's it. That's it.

But, there was Jay Shock too. Grandma thought I'd bet for sure. A thunderstorm while it was happening. While the process was going down. And we're not.

What township was that in, do you know? What, what, what town? Yeah. It was a north-turout, top-mast resort in Cape Cod. I go there every year.

I had a cup of ice. My trip short this year. Because I had to go to Shimmer U. It was the first year. I left in every year.

We go a ton of families. Bring it up. Best. Top-mast. North-turout Cape Cod is my Disney World.

Wow. And this is where you were conceived that as well. Place ever. So you were conceived here. Now you go back there to the scene of the freaking beautiful crime.

We got to go here. You're like, see, I don't know if we just met. Yes, I like seafood, but I don't even know. I wouldn't, I wouldn't take you to the best lobster restaurant ever. Oh, they got the lobsters.

God, dude. I would. A little lobster muckman. I would love a little bit of lobster. But here, lobster gets to be too much.

“If you have too much lobster at once, do you notice that?”

Yeah, I know what you mean. So anyway, fast-forward. I don't want to eat about 11 ounces of lobster at a time. What's that? I can only eat about 11 ounces of lobster at a time.

How about four pounds? Uh-uh. Okay. You can handle that? Hold on me.

No, huh. But four pounds. What's your body weight though? 1, 25, 130. So you're saying you can eat 2% of your body weight in lobster?

Why not? Why not? Yeah. Anyways, two pounds. How about my own body weight in lobster broth?

You want me to tell you the rest of the, of the lore? Yeah, dude, dude. Can I tell you also though? I had a dream that, um, there was a parrot. And he, uh, and...

I had a dream that somebody got you a parrot. And it could say, "Shark or clap?" Bro. We got a parrot that says that. Just that.

Yeah. "Shark or clap?" Yeah. What color would it be?

Oh, probably the Italian flag colors.

I'm guessing, bro.

“I don't even know if they have something like that.”

If you guys see something like that, if you guys find some in AR or some, put some. Italian parrot that says "Shark or clap?" Well, put a, "Shark or clap?" A watch around is known as something.

Yeah, put a watch around is "Nag, brother." Who? Yeah. "Shark or clap?" Dude.

How great would that be, bro? Did you want to dream? Huh? That was a dream? Yeah, that was a dream that I had.

What the hell? 'Cause I just knew you were coming. No way. Go. What is it?

Go, bro. That's my favorite color, too. Ah. Green. Drone.

Bro, that's it, dude. How do you not have 11 of these? You know who would buy it? You don't have them. You don't have them.

Yeah, we need nine of them.

99. Oh, there we go, bro. Oh, I got 99. There's 99. Oh, my God.

But a bitch ain't one, bro. You feel me? That's all I'm saying. That is so funny. Dude, you know, would buy these for you.

Probably has them in his yard. Oh. Jake Paul. Does those? Yeah, dude.

He lives. He lives in, uh, I think Puerto Rico. But he's got these in his yard. Oh, I love to go there. I'm Puerto Rican.

You are? I'm Greek Italian, Puerto Rican. Oh, my God. Are you a freaking islander? I am.

“Dude, you were conceived at a United Nations meeting, huh?”

You tell me, look at this. He's got some. Is this a Jake Paul's house? I don't know. But he definitely has some parrots.

Hey, I'm sure he's got a few parrots over there. Yeah, I mean, crazy. I think I've seen him went parrots. You ever see that dude the real stars in? No, uh.

Y'all. Good guy. He's cool. I want to do a parrot, parrot, muck man went in. He's got a bunch of animals.

He's crazy. Let me see him. Oh, damn. You never seen this guy? No, uh, where is this at?

Indiana. Oh, no. He's able to Indiana. He goes to Africa. And he, he like, he'll grab him.

That's our real cobra right there. Oh, he's like that. He looks like Tyron would lay a little bit. Slop it around a little bit. Oh.

You think that cobra feels any scared. More scared of this guy because the guy's Jack. Like you think that snake can tell if you're Jack. I think the cobra know that's so powerful, but this guy. I feel like he's one with that cobra man.

He'll pick up freaking bears and apes and all that's crazy. Shit, man. Oh my gosh. He's a legend. What kind of an, and have you ever met this fella?

I wish. But look at the one right there where he has it around his neck. There he's crazy. What is that? I got.

He sleeps on him too. No, uh. He's got a, you ever see the fruit loop parrot? A two, a two can? Uh-huh.

He has one. What? Yeah.

I was really living large and always got beautiful pets.

What's this guy's name? The real Tarzan. The real Tarzan. Yeah. It's cool.

Mike Holston. You're like animals like that? I like animals like that. Yeah, I used to sell animals when I was growing up. What's your animal of choice?

I've heard that you have a few pets. Look at you to guess. Oh, oh, my favorite animal. I like what I like that. I've heard that you have some pets.

I've heard that you were. I don't. You don't have any pets. I wish I did. Really?

I want to dog. I used to have three wild wilders at different times. No. That was my, my thing. What made you get those?

My dad just liked them. My mom loved them. They're good guard dogs, you know? And they just look cute, you know? Yeah.

Oh, yeah. My favorite animal is a bald eagle though because it could see when I can't. And I have really bad eyesight and I feel like my spirit animal is a bald eagle. Fuck you. You can see like everything man.

You know what I'm saying? You can see through people's BS. Yeah. I love that bro.

“Do you imagine if one of them fucking picked you up too?”

This thing can pick up a lot of stuff. I think it could pick me up. Dude, two bald egos could definitely pick you up too. Yeah. I think so.

How much can they say they can pick up? I bet you didn't need. How many? Yeah, let's see how many bald egos it would take to pick you up. One hundred thirty pounds.

A bald eagle could definitely lift up three to four pounds. Yeah. See? I thought they could do bald. Pick a little, little shock, juniors.

Oh, they could, yeah. They could be like, yeah. So how many would it take to pick up me? A little four pounds? A little shock, no, get it, whatever.

Maybe like. Dude, what about? Dude, what about? A hundred thirty. A pelican.

Yeah, we take probably forty. Let me see. It would be like a hundred and. It would take forty pelicans. It would take forty egos.

I can't do math. I can't. Definitely can't do math. Forty to forty five to fifty bald egos to carry a grown man. Well, let's test it out.

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So more. Yeah. That's going to the lower a little bit more. So your parents. They fell in love.

You were conceived out of this beach place where you still go to this. And your family still goes there for vacation. Oh, we go there every year. With my friends sooner. Okay.

Your own room. Your own thing, you know. Good time there. And would you ever with that be some of the first place you would meet ladies and stuff.

Dude, let me tell you this. I'm my first kiss there. Yeah. Yeah.

I'm my first kiss on that bed.

Girl name Julie. I pull this shit out of my back pocket. What happened? So I like this group for so long. Every year we would go.

And her sister liked me too. So one year they were this other girl that came. Because it's all different family. I ended up liking her over the Southern girl. And I kind of forgot about her.

And the next year I came back. I mean, she forgot about me. She started messing with some other dude. So I was like, I got to think I moved this year. So we're on a bed.

Because we were all had different rooms around on the water. And we were all together. And I told one of my girlfriend. They're like, yeah. Go get me some more.

Go cookies. I got to do something. She goes get through other cookies. She never comes back. And we're just talking about family getting personal.

And I'm like, yeah. So you'll be okay, right? What all this family stuff happening? She goes, yeah, I'm like, I know you will. Jay.

Right. That's she started crying. No. What happened to your kisser really fast like a bird? No, I just, I did it.

We were cool. I went back to my room. And apparently she started crying. She sent me a text message. I'm so sorry.

But I like somebody else. I'm like, it's all good. The next day, like, kept the kind of chill. But I was like, I waited too long. I couldn't benched.

I would have been dating that girl till today. It probably didn't wait that long. You know?

“Like you should have done it a summer before you mean.”

Exactly. Exactly. Dang. Dude, love is wild like that. Love is wild. She actually hit me up.

But love has a time on the vine. Love has a time on the vine. Yeah, she's a great person. Great family. Love has a time on the vine where it gets ripe. And then it falls off.

You know what I'm saying? Yeah, I think so. Man, you just told me. It's like, well, I think you're right about that.

I don't know.

I haven't had a girlfriend in nine or ten years.

Well, 2018. Think about the last time I had a girlfriend. Really? Last time I did anything. Yeah.

Yeah. So you got love on the brain, though. Yeah. I got. So you got a lot of love to give.

I got a lot of love to give. And kind of receive a man. Hey, man. You know, but when you put so much out there, man, your energy is so just like, I don't know.

“It makes me, I think it makes it remind people to just”

be themselves. You have to be. The best that they can do it. I'll tell you this story. So one time we went to the beach.

And are you comfortable? Yes, sir. We went to the beach. And it was like kind of like Panama City or Destiny or something.

And at night, like the kids would go walk out on the beach at night. Like that was the thing. And you know, like if you were 14 or whatever year,

it was like right around that time or parents,

like you can go out of the beach and I'm saying, yeah, stay out of the ocean or whatever. Yeah. But go have a good time. So during the day, we would go sneak lick or something

buried out on the sand or whatever. Then we'd go find it and dig it up later at night and drink it out there. Okay. But anyway, one night, I'm out there.

My buddy had met some friends. He's talking to them. So I would, I was, I'm kind of walking on the beach. And I met this gal. And so we started like kind of talking and she's like,

it's a full moon. She's talking about this full moon stuff. And then we ended up going out in the water and kind of like, kind of kissing or whatever a little bit. And so it was like very romantic, you know?

And then we come back and we go back, like over by the hotel or the motel, whatever we were staying in. And we got into like the lights that were over there. And she was like 35 years old and I grew up

and I was like 14 or what? And we just didn't realize.

“I think like because it was dark out there.”

We just didn't realize. I was like, okay, such a aged difference. And bro, so we just both like looked at each other. We're like, what the heck? I think like the way the moonlight hit us,

you just couldn't tell. You hooked up with a cougar when you were 14. Yeah, brother. And I was just, I was out there on the beach, just trying it.

But it was just that, you know, when you're out there in the summer. Yeah, late night. Damn, I love everything. Everything sounds like love.

Music, too. It's the waves hit. The moon sounds like it just hit. The smell. Oh, the smell of seagulls.

Eat and ravioli. I know. The moon seems like it only came up just to watch people kiss, you know. Oh, you're getting like a patenum. An image right now.

I feel like we're out of beach. Dude, it's beautiful, brother. Yeah. That's one thing about that love, especially that young love

that just something about it, bro. When you'd be so nervous and you'd go to school, do that would be the craziest, bro. How would we get butterflies every time I saw this girl? How would we get like a bald eagles in me?

A little bald eagles? Yeah, the flying around eat my intestines. That's how nervous I got. Like, I'd be standing there like this. It's fucking nine parats inside.

How would you put their arms? Uh-huh. They're up. Oh, dude. I threw up one time out of the window in class.

It's one girl was so beautiful. I just ran over the window and it was vomited right in. That's great. It didn't even care. And it was some kid out there studying or whatever, whatever.

Screw him. I think now looking back with that. I've only been in one relationship. I think like, oh yeah?

I always think like, I wonder if she sees me.

Oh, she's now like having some of your success doing your thing. Because I feel like someone has gone up to a bar. I feel like, yo, like, you ever see this dude? Me, like, that's with my ex. And then I want that dude to be like, well you messed up.

Yeah. But I never wish. Right, you know what I mean? I've called her a million times. She didn't pick up, you know?

She blocked my number. I'm blocked it. I haven't heard from her in like 10 years. And it's just like. You can't even see how you're doing.

Block all clock. Yeah. Is that what you said? Yeah, dude. You got blocked a clock bro.

The hoods be blocking. It's bad. No, it's crazy man.

“And what how did things fall apart between you and her?”

I was immature. I was immature. I was very immature. I feel like dude, every time you call me this, I'm not like I teach drivers.

I do. It's just so good. Do you want one to call you deal? Yeah. I feel bad.

Now you call you whatever you want it. All right. But it's great though. It just shows who you are bro. You got a level of respect.

So we were dating for a year and a half. And I just, I was immature. Like, I was stupid. I don't know what I wanted to do in life. I wasn't like a man.

I wasn't tough. I didn't have any priorities. You know what I mean? I mean, I mean, I mean, I made music. I mean, I made music.

I could think she could, she sensed that. She's like, I'm going to be a pharmacist in college. What are you going to do? I'm like, huh? I'll figure it out.

I'll major something. Yeah. So she went her way. I went my way and she broke up with me. But I think she treated me.

Because she was, she kept bringing up like this other guy. And I'm like, what the fuck is this? You know, why keep breaking up? Rick or whatever you mean was Ricky? Who?

Rick.

Rick or whatever you mean was Ricky?

Who? Was his name Ricky or not? I just guess names. And I wasn't Ricky. Was it?

Tony. Oh, God. I think it was Tony. Of course it was Tony. Where was this at?

Where? Yeah. That year they go. In Long Island. Oh, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, it was Tony. It was Tony.

“But I think she was hanging out with him type of shit.”

And it was just weird. Because towards the end of the relationship, I wasn't seeing her that much. She was going out. She called me over one day to go to the beach.

And she came out and went up blanket. I'm not a blanket. A hoodie. My hoodie. And there was a baby.

And there was a baby in the hoodie.

No. Like ET. No, like she had a baby with the other guy with Tony. Like look at like ET. Remember ET?

No, there was no baby. I don't think there was. Thank God. And it was all my shit. Because she was like here.

And we just had a little bit of stuff. She had a whole wrapped up and already. Oh, my stuff. Well, I'm just like give it back to you. We took a walk.

I started crying. I started crying. That was it. A couple of months later. We tried to get back together.

But her mom passed away. No. So I had to try to help her through it. And she was going through a lot of shit.

So it just didn't work out.

And remember she said, that's it. That's been it. You only love shocks ever had. Damn. And now it's weird.

Because I don't know if a girl likes me for like my status. If I even have a high status or if they like me for whom I am. And I, it's like I've been on different dating apps. I get matches. I don't get matches.

And you don't know what's real. And it's just hard to find a good. I'm such a sociable person. I talked to everyone. Like we go to the bar.

Something. I've talking to everyone. Girls. God. They could friends.

I mean, well, these girls are approaching guys. And I'm like, what the fuck, am I a brick wall? Am I invisible? Am I muted? It's like I can't, I can't land anything.

You know? Do you ever feel like that?

“Do you feel like, do you ever feel like you're always going to be alone?”

Is that a weird question? Um, I, I'm become comfortable with being alone because I'm grinding. Like I'm just so hungry now to just literally. I saw you like 12 nuggets. I saw you eat freaking 12 nuggets, dude.

Well, what? I saw you eat 12 nuggets somewhere. Well, I'm looking. Yeah, it was a burger king, I think. Oh, I down those.

Dude, I saw you eat those. I saw you eat those crown nuggets. Yeah. It looks like it. It looks like I ate it.

Oh. It's part of it though. Patrick. That's the magic of Hollywood now. People think I'm eating all the food.

But I'm really just smoothing into the side. Eating an after bringing home. Give it to someone. Oh, that's not a lot of homeless people where I am. But if, if there is, I'll go out of my way and drop it off.

Well, these days, you got to find them. It's like ever since, yeah, like that Pokemon go. There was, they've had a lot of competition out there. I feel like there's dude, people were like, it's crazy when Pokemon go. They're like a homeless Pokemon go.

No, but it's like before Pokemon go, we had homeless people. I was like, they were the Pokemon go. And then, and then they did, they even did it. If so, homeless people are like, what the fuck? They're like, I used to have some, now there's just, people would be like stepping over.

Like, get out of my way. Almost guy. I'm looking for a digital charizard. Oh, yeah. So yeah, things have just gotten different, man.

But about the girls, you said that like now it's like, so now you have more popularity, right? So that's one thing that I think a recognized ability. That's something that I like to say. So it's like you get recognized ability. And then things do get a little bit confusing.

But if you're a guy that's pretty close to their own feelings and close to their own emotions, I feel like you'd be able to clock pretty good if a girl is being a real or not. Definitely. And then, if you also are just looking to have something casual, just a little, you know, Well, well, something. Yeah, just a little something, just a little. Down to have something. Yeah, it's a little tickle. Try and. Yeah, a little cuddle session. Yeah, it's a little fricking pop at a blue ray. Yeah, a little dirty rabbit hole, blue ray.

And a blue shadow. But it's really all friddle. You're walking, playing with this little baby rattle I got in my pants here. The fricking lord's man, a cocky bro. The third thumb.

You feel the shoulder. Oh, dude. And listen, I'm trying. I'm really in. Oh, I got the penis of a large toddler, brother. That's what I said. What a, what a monkey. Yeah, I'm thinking is.

Oh, what are we talking about, dude? Yeah, dude. But you would be able to know the bro because I'm saying, if you're so much of a heart,

“which I think, you know, that's who you are, right?”

You're so much of a guy who's like connected to the feeling you're real guy. You're going to know somebody being real or not. Yeah, I've had.

I call them a nickel and four patties. Mm. Nine and a nuns.

“And it was like the birthday weekend or something.”

And me and my boy were out. It was me, my dad and my two friends. And we got a couple of friends from our teenies. I had like a mock towel or something. And all these girls were out there talking to us.

My friend was taking the shit in the bathroom from these folks in my teenie. Missed it out on all the action.

Oh, he's always that guy, yeah.

My dad's talking to the bartender and me and my boy are talking to all these girls. And I keep coming out like I'm like a stampede of girls. And we're talking, I'm talking to all of them. I'm talking to 10 girls at once. Jesus Christ.

I'm wondering if that movie 300 or whatever. I could talk to the infinite amount of girls at the same time. What's the date? I don't say that. I can.

At the same time. I could say you can't even do math. Hey, I can do it. What's going on? Have you good?

Hey, I like your dress. Yeah, you like it? You like this? On the fly. Anyway, one girl is like, what do you, I see you want.

Take a talk like your famous ray. I'm like, I guess I'm not famous. I'm like, you don't know me. I'm not famous. I don't like to say, I never like to say I'm famous or something like that.

Okay, I'm not. I like to say I'm just an example of what you could be. Yeah. You know, because that's being humble. Like God said that.

“You know, I'm just an example of what you could be.”

You're just an example of what I could be.

You're like a mentor. Whatever. Um, because there's a lot of rumors out there. There's people who say you're out loud. I've heard your Allen.

I want to Allen. I've ever since kids. I've heard that before. I could be freaking. Shack's kid.

Well, we know. I don't know. Allen. I've ever seen. That's what I've heard.

There's a lot of rumors out there. I could shoot three. I guess. But anyway. But also, let me just, I'm trying to think of what I was.

Oh, yeah. There's rumors that you were conceived during episode of Jersey Shore. A reunion episode. You know, that's a, that's a, uh, by who, Molly B. Huh?

I have, like, he did. Poly B and Snooky. I don't know. J, J, well. J, well.

J, shock. Possibility. That's a way. Possibility. Well, I had a crush on J, well, like crazy.

Oh, who did it? God, dig it a damn. Bro. Is that her? Yeah.

Well, she would know. Huh? There you go. Who's she with dude? She's with us, bro, in our dreams, bro.

For real. Oh, dude. Her, a vodka sauce. Put me to sleep, Ronnie. God.

Is that Ronnie? I, look. You got, we both got bad vision, dude. I don't, whoever he is, I'm at this. We love her so much.

We don't care if he stays around. We don't care. Yeah. Oh, that's Zach right there. Zach?

That's Zach right there. Oh, you know what, actually? I met him before he's great. Great guy. Could I have this?

Yeah, you can have it. You're going to take it home. You don't want to have it now. Chelsea is. I'm going to have a heart attack.

I can't drink half dinner. I don't drink. You can do it. You can do it. Take a sip.

Take a couple. I can't believe your friend was shitting at the bar. Yeah. No, it's not going to the girl. It's freaking amazing.

That's crazy. I'll have a little with you. Can we do a little cheers? Yeah. It's a Chelsea is so close.

Yeah. Do we have to look the same at each other or not? Yeah. It's a sipping. It's rock or clock.

Gosh. That's really good. Okay. So this is. So now.

This girl. It'll be fine. How much caffeine can you have before we get? I'm not going to have that much. Before we get a pick you up or whatever.

How much can you have? This is. I'm only having like a quarter. Okay.

“Do I need a monitor or are you going to monitor it?”

I got it. Okay. I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this.

I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this.

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I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this.

I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this. I don't give you a pass out of this. I got like four of their numbers asking about.

You were interested then. And I was like, what do you want to go on a day with me? And I write my hand. And I'm like, all right, let's go get sushi. Nothing ever happened.

That's how everything always happened.

I go, I get the confidence as grew out. We're going nowhere. How it happens? Dude, I freaking met this girl. I'll tell you this, not even that long ago.

And she texted me. And then I guess I messed up.

I kind of enjoyed that, dude.

“Probably feel like a lot of dude do it one more time.”

I feel like I'm watching your video. Chocolate, chocolate, chocolate. You really got to make a noise when you're sick of it, too. Well, we're a little gargle at the end, huh? The old Italian mating call.

I'm good. I'm going to pass out. You want to get one more sip, okay? Okay, one more later. And you can't have it too close to bed either.

So good. I know what is the flavor. Huh? I don't know. I think it's an antiposter, whatever.

We got something special because we knew. A little more to the yellow flavor. Yeah, we knew we'd have some of that. I didn't send it to the other. Oh, yeah, we got some nucky.

Hell, yeah. Dude, what? Oh, I was telling you this story about a freaking date or something. Yeah, dude. And I said this girl, we had her texting.

And then I sent her, I was just having like a day. Like, sometimes I like send a voice note better than text. Do you ever do that? Oh, hell, yeah.

Or like a, you've erased the, the text message.

Yes. I'm typing out for you. But the voice memo is good because they'd like to hear your voice. Yeah, I heard girls like that. Dude, I freaking heard girls like that, too.

And so I sent this girl one. And I sent this girl one. And, um, dude. And it was like, I was, you ever noticed when you're in your bag when you're talking. You're like, oh, dude, I'm feeling good.

I'm confident. Everything's good. I sent her like, uh, a nice voice note. It was funny and everything. Mmm.

Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. I'm leaving. Did you fart in the voice memo?

No, I just was normal. You didn't like sound like, like, deeper, high. What did you say? Oh, I told her, I said I met this Christian water skiing group. And I was at a late last week.

And that I, and it was fun. And that, yeah, things were going pretty well.

“And that, uh, and then I asked her, yeah, I said, do you have a husband or anything?”

Because I didn't know she had a husband. Because I didn't want to be messaging someone that had a husband. That's like, you're going to call. You're certain. If you say that, that's safe forever.

I like the call. Like, you know, want to have anything saved on voice. Worked on voice. I said that was wrong. You just said it.

Do the voice. And you say you love it. No, but I said, do you have us? I don't want to be messaging some lady that have a husband. That's what I was saying.

I think he doesn't go in line. Figure it out. Find out. What do you mean? That's what I did.

And I didn't get. Nothing. I didn't figure out. I figured it out. That, that she was not interested.

I guess. Hmm. But I, I don't know. I sent him a voice. She wasn't in it.

Yeah. So it's okay. We don't need to feel bad about it. She missed out. She missed out.

Right. No, I say. I don't feel bad about it. They can't see greatness. Oh.

So why should you settle for less? Well, yeah. If you can't see greatness, baby. I'm not going to look. I can't.

I ain't mind you. Glass is girl. You know? What are we? Dang.

What else? Oh, what else, dude?

“I got to know a little bit more about the origin story.”

Because there was so many rumors. Oh, so many rumors, dude. There was ones that you were like conceived in your power lines. That was one. There was one.

I'm trying to think what else. Oh, you were like a data center, baby, or whatever. Yeah. That's a big rumor going around. That you're a data center, baby.

That like if you cracked, you'll be able to want to data in your neck or whatever. Kofi. Kofi. I'll be a Roma. I want to recipes or much episodes of euphoria in your neck or whatever.

Yeah. There's a song. Like a Italian rainbow cookies in me. Froth. He's so good.

Froth.

He's just coming over and always come out of me.

He's just walking. Much of brave can always come out. Oh, I mean, so good, though, dude. Bro, you could be an Italian superhero. I could see you being an Italian.

You being an Italian superhero. Because we need a new one. Who's the latest one? Who's the latest Italian superhero? Maybe Pauli D. And Vinnie.

Who's the latest one? Has there ever been an Italian superhero? Tony's a Bruno. Could be it. Who the hell's it going to tell you?

Is it a Iron Man Italian? I don't know. Iron. Rob. I don't know.

Iron sounds like Dutch or whatever. Oh. No, Bruce Banner. That's got to be Italian. Bruce Banner.

Yeah, that's German. Banner. Banner. Bruce. But he was great.

He was a greener in the day. He was a Marvel character of the Italian. Yeah. The Italian family represented in the Marvel Universe. Looked at our Italians being fairly represented in the Marvel Universe.

In the Marvel Universe. In the Marvel Universe. Because if not, we'll fuck and leave. You're filled with me. Who is this?

A Italian representation in the Marvel Universe is a mixed bag viewed by many fans and cultured or old critics as historically lacking in depth. While Italian American characters like the Punisher, Frank Castle.

Not bad. He's awesome.

How do you seem that show?

Oh, do you get people admire him a lot? Yeah, yeah. People are making Halloween costumes out of him. He's awesome, man. He was in the walking dead originally.

He's a great actor. Yeah. Oh, he's a great actor. But what else did it say about the Italians? I wanted to read a little bit more of that.

Because that's a great question. Our iconic direct Italian nationality is often neglected. A mobster is like counting a fairiest stereotypes or occasional background characters. Right. Right.

Right. There are very few major Italian or Italian American superheroes. Huh. You can see that? Yeah.

I can't see anyone in those words. He's got it. Zoomed in pretty good. That's probably a 56 font. I don't know how I drive.

Damn. You're allowed to drive? No, no, no.

“I mean, like that's why I'm driving that side on the road.”

I wouldn't let you drive a doberman home. I drive. I haven't been in the accident. I don't know what ever God forbid. Really?

Yeah. I drove normal car. But now I drive a Tesla because it drives for you. It's so nice. So like if you want to have some fun on the way home,

we're in a shot. Are you putting it in self driving? Yeah. But bro, if you put it in self driving, you put your feet up like that, bro.

That's pretty legendary, bro. I just like this. Yeah. Bro. I love how everything's a carnival vibe to you, dude.

You can be sitting in anything you just like, "Weee!" Yeah. This is it, bro. It's best in hell, dude.

Holy shit. What do you fucking 90 years old, there, bro, that I need to look like you, dude. 90? What is this?

AI GE, dude? What do you want to have to do? That's good for the shock GPT.

“Bro, bro, you need to shock his stem cells, bro.”

You're shit is, bro. This isn't fucking real. What are we doing here? This shit is, what are you driving through? A Rutgers pepper alley, dude?

Where are you going? A little random fucking amount. Are you sure, dude? This looks like up one of the night scenes in a... You know, in Breath of the Wild, it looks like you're driving through.

Where are you fucking driving through right there? That's not even real. The game? Breath of the Wild, the game? Yeah.

You play that? Yeah, play that shit. I like that game.

I didn't like the second one that they made.

There's the kingdom. Yeah, it just was two months. We had to put rams on the fricking. They wanted to put... Yeah, the build shit.

I know. How the really good games, though? Oh, they were great games. But you had to put rams on the fucking... I know what you're talking about.

Like the boat or whatever, like the... Yeah. Yeah, the craft. Yeah. Like that.

They wanted to buy rams in this shit. I'm like this shit's getting a little too urban. I love video games so much, man. Good.

“I think part of me, like the lore, is from Cartoon, the video games.”

Wow, I'm so sociable. I love colorful things. I like things that move. Like animation. I love animation.

You ever see that spider-verse movie? There's a new one that just came out. There's a new spider-man that just came out. I know. My friends going to see a spider-verse?

You'll trip out without even doing anything. It just makes you go crazy. Yeah. I got a lot. I didn't even see it spider-verse.

Doing it's unreal. Oh, my favorite movie. Yeah, dude. We just got to learn more about the lore because there was all kind of stuff. I heard that you were not even conceived.

You just spawned out of the chimney of like a boooka-to-bapper or something. I've heard a lot of crazy. But it's on shock-appeaty. I heard that they just found you like, you were just in a bass and net in the, like, in, in like, one of those dishwashing like things at a macaroni grill.

They just found you in there. I mean, at this point, I might have been dropped off my freaking UFO. I don't know. Yeah. Yeah, I like that.

Who knows? There's just a lot of good books. But that's the best is the lore, bro. He's just finding out like how it started, you know? Yeah.

Because yeah, there's all kinds of stuff. There's room for you. You just, yeah, you weren't even born. You just climbed out of an ant hill and Sicily or whatever. You know, there's all kind of like crazy rumors out there.

You know, sure. I know. You haven't. You've been in the industry.

I've never not thought of the country.

No way, dude. Because my mom had a bad and deliberate room so she doesn't fly anywhere. Like man up, just man. Look at this. Ricken.

What would you call that superhero name? This guy? But that doesn't even look like you. That doesn't. No, that, I know that picture.

So, but yeah, so take me back to, let's go back a little, right? Take me back to when the shark o'clock was at zero, right? Like when I was born? Yeah. Okay, I was born April 1999.

I heard you stayed in the incubator for like 40 seconds so you were like, "I'm out." You know, like the hands are a little freezer. They had me in that. But I was too hot when I came out.

They got struck by lightning when I came out. Put me in the cool me down in that. Because those are like this. Yeah. And the baby.

Bro, that's perfect, dude.

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“Yes, so take me to the shop clock with zero.”

Take me there. Um, I don't know my earliest memory, but I know like kindergarten. I was I was looking at paper like this. And they called my parents the school. They're like, your son can't see shit.

He's looking at the paper like it's like a playboy. Oh, damn. But you think you were seeing anything or you think you thought there was something on it and you just didn't know. No, no, I couldn't see it.

So no. Oh, damn. I have the class. I didn't bring him, I should have brought him. And they're like, they had to test my eyesight and see like what was going on.

And could you see anything? I just, it was bad. Like a worm or something because worms can't even see. Can a worm see? Look that up.

A worm? Yeah. A worm.

Like you know what I'm saying?

How much could you see? I mean, I could see how just can't see little things. Okay. Yeah. So you can't see the haters then.

I was born with like a really, really rare condition, which is why I can't see or hear that good. You want me to say what it is? Yes, it is. Kenny, like from South Park, Kenny.

Kenny, Kathy, syndrome. Kenny, Kathy. Kenny, Kathy, syndrome. It's so rare. I thought he fucking played for the meds.

Kenny, Kathy. It's out of my, like a freaking rap artist. Yeah. Kenny, Kathy, you're out for the new mixed tape next week. It sounds like a rap artist out of Buffalo dude.

Dude, the doctors. They don't even know what I have. Like he's got Kenny, Kathy. Yeah. It's got Kenny, Kathy.

Yeah, that is name and fucking. He's like, he's got Benny Ogby, and he fucking, you know, arms or whatever. The fucking does name and shit from the past, you know? Oh my god, man.

Wow, Kenny, Kathy, syndrome is classified as primary bone dysplasia. Oh, dysplasia, dude. I mean, the body's Australian shepherd has that. It's a growth hormone deficiency. That's a thing, huh?

“It's, it's someone's, it can be in your hips, do I think?”

Meaning it is a disorder of how bones form and grow. Yeah. I don't produce growth hormone. No. Because I have a underdeveloped, pituitary gland.

And I don't produce calcium. So I got to take all different, like, I have to take injections for that. And I have to take pills. Or else I'll have a seizure and fucking die. For just what almost happened when I was seven or eight.

Did they, when did they know you had cancer? When I was born. When I was born. Because when I'm born. How they tell how they get you, how they get you to admit it?

Because I don't think you're a snitch. What happened? I was an oversized baby. I was like freaking eight to ten pounds. No.

And people that have my condition are big babies. And they're, I look a little bit weirder. But I don't know. So how's the gate they knew you had? Oh, they knew.

I mean, I don't know. Well, they probably diagnosed me when it from different things. Because you probably didn't admit you had it. Because I had a seizure. That's what happened.

I had a seizure when I was like, one or two years old. And then when I was seven. That was the first. That was the actual Jay Shah. Fuck, fuck.

What did I do that? It's dark. That's bad. But hey, out of dark comes light. Yes, sir.

Let's go, amen, brother. Amen. But when I was seven, I was sick. I really sick.

And that night, I used to watch movies with my mom and fall asleep.

And I slept in her room that night.

“And thank God, I think, and I wanted that.”

I legitimately wanted that. Because I had a seizure. And I woke up in the hospital. But when I was having a seizure, she, like, I was like, you know,

shaking and she caught me. And called the ambulance, called my neighbor. And I woke up in the hospital. Like, what happened? She's like, you ought to seizure.

Oh. And that was when we had to talk about, you know, in pattern medication and making sure that I'm on the risk. And that was sick. I got a very sick and I was throwing up.

But my doctor was like, help me find. Yeah. He just had a bad, right? Yeah. I was dying then.

That's okay. Yeah. He just been, yeah. That's what happened.

Don't put any more gravy in his bottle or whatever.

Exactly. God, that's crazy, dude. Man, thank you Debbie, right? Thank you Debbie. Thank you Debbie for you.

From a shock for being there, man. Wow. Crazy, right? A mother's love that she just wanted you there with her that night. That's pretty special, man.

I crack my skull open two times. No. With what? My head. I fell off a stage.

“Oh, I think you need with something like some crazy guy.”

Whatever. Like a lightning bolt. Yeah, like, look, I'm a piniaton. Just fucking hit you. Watch.

Yeah. Take a Rolex and slam it on my head. Yeah. Oh. What the fuck?

No, I was honest. I was playing a game. I'm a Christmas party. Wait, what happens to take me and how you break it? Wait, wait, wait, wait.

What's what happened? Well, one more I fell down the stairs of the kid. And then two, I fell off of a stage. I was sitting like backwards, like this. And we were playing like a little basketball game where you flick it and it's true to

the thing. I must have flicked too hard and I flugged and fell back. I crack my skull open and it was bad, dude. Still remember that. Did we really?

You ever had those moments of pain when you could still feel them today? Oh, bro. I had hit that tile man. - Yeah, I was jumping around on something I was a kid. I jumped and this corner my head hit something, broke it open,

and sometimes I can still feel it a little bit. - And I have a weird shaped head. I don't know if you know what it's this. - So you could play your finger there. - Let me see.

- Ooh. - And a lot of people online saying it's a headset, that. - Let me tell you what. - Let me tell you what. Is that it?

- Ooh, wow, that's cool. - Yeah. - That's a shock button, huh? - The shock button? - Yeah, don't press this.

“It's like, hey, you should give one of those things”

like to the top of a ladder. It's like, don't, not a step or whatever. - Yes, that's it, that's my head. - Damn, shock. So what do you have to do to you get that filled in

or whatever? - My head? - Yeah, like what do you do to you put like a hardener in there? Something like, how do you get it to, or you got to protect that spot at all costs?

- No, just there. I mean, I wish I could choose all that little bit. - But it's exposed though, a little. - Is it? - No, I mean, you can't see it,

but if you feel around, I feel like you can find that one kind of entry point. You know what I'm talking about? - Yeah. - Like, I, you know what I'm saying?

Like, I don't want to, you know what I'm saying? - I think I could put a quarter right there and sit there. - Yeah, I would call it like this one, this one and move. - Oh, that's good, huh?

- Right. - Yeah, let's go. - Shock. - Sadie dude, so put, um, and then how does your hearing get bad? - So throwing through like crazy school middle school

like I had to get like in large textbooks, I had to give a little steps to open my feet on, and they would still, they would dangle, they'd still freaking dangle. And, uh, around.

- Your legs seem long to me, man. - Yeah, my next move. - Bro, your neck is just your head's leg. - Exactly. - And I kept saying what?

And I couldn't hear it very good, and then we, and I take an audiologist test, and how did you know you couldn't hear it very good? Do you remember? - I was just saying what a lot, and I couldn't,

I wasn't getting good notes in class, 'cause I was missing a lot. Like, what did you say? It was crazy. I remember the first time I got hearing aids,

and I point them in, I cried. - Oh.

- 'Cause I was like, man, I never, I gotta go with bumps.

- Never hurt you like this, you know? - Oh, really, you could hear stuff? - Yeah, different frequencies, different, like, you know, hi-hat, and a music, a little timble. I've not heard that, like, bird chirping and shit.

- You never know me, and you never really conceptualized, yeah, 'cause how would you know? - Like, I've heard them, but I forgot what they sounded, like, 'cause I was like, I knew it. - Oh.

- Even like, a music, like, I was so unclear, and now I wanna put a handphone on, like, it's better. I can't wear air pods, because if I take these out, we should do a hearing exam right now. - Yeah, can I put one in?

- What is that? (laughing) - Oh, yeah, sorry. Can I put one in?

The careful, I love what it's a fall on your ear.

- Oh, you got these little. - That's the right one. - Okay, that's the right one. - That's these little black olives on me. Little sound canola leaves.

- Just put it up to your ear. Can you hear me? - Is it in? - Yeah. - Can you hear louder?

- Yeah. - Right? - Bro, I can hear you. - Is it like a lot louder? - I'm here, I'm getting a lot of reverb to

I'm getting some other shit too.

“I think it's some crisp brown coming in.”

- Could you hear Alan Iverson? - I'm getting, yeah, can you hear Alan Iverson say in your late-for-dinner? (laughing) - He's fist at you.

Could you hear the alien, the track? - I can hear Mike Piazza, he's complaining about some, he's denying something. - I'll find a choice. - I can hear a thunderstorm.

- Can you hear that movie frequency playing? When else, oh, I can hear about 70 fire trucks. - You're the parents? Shocker, clear? - I can hear them, yeah, they're all there, dude.

They're all they just showed up. - You summon them. - Bro, you are not of this world, J-shock. - I'm not on this world. - Can I hear you said?

- Yeah, you can't hear me, sorry. - I thought you were messing with me. - You broke, put it in and I'll tell you something. - What the fuck is going on, dude? - Okay.

- Dude, first of all, you're picking up like 70 different houses

around here, like-- - I'm picking up plans, yeah, I'm probably. - Oh, I could hear somebody putting in their paramount plus password, like they shit in there I couldn't even hear it, dude.

I couldn't even hear them, I couldn't even hear them, Netflix login. (laughs) - I just heard you got two text messages from Lacy, and it replied to, I heard like 70 things, all that wants, bro. It's too much, dude.

Bro, that was a lot, bro.

“- You know the best thing, though, when I think about,”

I can't hear anything. So when I go to sleep, I just crash. I don't hear alarms, better fact, coming here. I was missed a flight, 'cause when I slept-- - Dude, what do you mean when was the flight, just hire 50 eagles,

you goner? - I know, right, to take me. I slept on a pillow on a couch, the whole week I was at in Cali, and the pillow was here, and the phone was here. I didn't hear me alone.

I slept through it, I slept through it, Mr. Vaughn, and I almost didn't come-- - Mr. Vaughn, am I somebody stepped back? - Deal, deal, deal. - Thanks, it's okay, I accept Mr. Vaughn, it's just heard--

- I missed the Uber, I didn't hear, I'm not gonna do it, I wake up. And my wife, you gotta call her in the Uber, we're not gonna make it. I missed you a lot, I slept right through 'cause I can't hear shit. - But how good do you sleep, brother? - Excellent, but not really though.

I don't get sick with I can't sleep. I'm up all night to like five a.m. five 30. - What do you do, what do you mean, why? - Well, I stream till like one or two, and I'm just editing or coming up on new content ideas,

and just studying like work, all the people's work and trying to make my own thing, you know? - Dude, you're the best man. - How are you? - Thanks, bro.

- Mr. Theo. - Hey, Mr. Shaw. - Mr. Shaw? - Yeah. - So, the hearing aids, yeah.

- Yeah, that's fascinating, I never got to hear him before.

Did it make you feel any type of way, like was it hard to develop like, like, did it affect how you felt about yourself, some of that stuff or no? - Like how I felt, put on the people?

- Yeah, it's like, did it affect like how you felt about yourself, like the fact you had a hearing aids? - Yeah, so I used to hear the over the ear once, and I was like, pretty obvious, like when I was, I had him when I had a girlfriend,

and when we make out, it would just be like, it would sound like this. That's true, we're getting like, we're getting out a bit the thing here. - She's like uploading me some winger.

- Uploading data. - So I had to like, shake them out. - Downloading. - I was kind of hearing this girl alone. When I was like, you know, it was like,

she was mowing it, I was like, oh my, one more time, she hit the, you know, like, one more time? You go. (laughing)

- Oh yeah, no, I felt a little bit uncomfortable

“for a while wearing them, but I got used to it, you know?”

- Yeah. - The more mature and everything, I'll tell you a crazy story. I played a rugby in college. - What?

- Yeah. - Where did you go to school online? (laughing) - I'm the fuck did you play rugby in college, bro. - I just wanted to go.

Look it up, look it up. Maloy University. - But wait, you're not gonna find it. It's all my hands around my head. - Oh wait.

- You're not gonna find it. - It's a gram. Well, wait dad, you'll see if I can show you around me. I play the number 15 spot.

- And it was all me on the end.

And we had an alumni game, the first game we played.

And I wore my over the ear, hearing it, like an idiot, feel I rocked this kid so hard, that I poked, I poked an ear in my ear drum. - You poked a whole ear in your ear drum? - And yes, with the hearing in it, I dept him.

And the hearing pushed in, and it poked a whole, I was able, 'cause I raped at the time. I was able to blow smoke out of my ear. - No way. - I have a clip, yeah, I have a clip of me,

and it was cut out of my ear. - Oh dude, in Syracuse, New York, that's a mating home, blowing vape smoke out of one of your ear holes. - So we're wearing Syracuse? - Oh my God.

- That's a fucking mating call. - Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I played a lot of different sports. Wait, you found it, you see that? - Bro, that's fucking nothing, bro.

“That's how you hail a taxi in Norfolk, Virginia.”

Bro, there's blowing little vape smoke. - It's like a Thomas, the thing, and you... - Yeah, dude.

- Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

I loved that, but that only got to get a pair, man. Bro, let me tell you this, as a gift, can we let me get you one? - It got to be green. - Oh, I think they only come like that,

and you can only have a little more, okay? - I think I'm feeling that master crabs. (laughs) - I felt like we've done a good job so far, do you guys feel like that?

It's been really cool. - Yeah. - It's been fun. And it's been awesome, and it's been informative, man. And I think the best thing, man,

about our conversations so far is, I think I get a real feel for who you are. - Thank you, sir. - That's a person. - I don't know, it's just cool, man.

- We haven't gotten into like the, the how I got and the content more. - We're gonna get that. It's exactly where we're gonna head over

about to head in a stream or you.

We're gonna spot to start in the content. But yeah, man, I just think you start to get a feeling

“of who somebody else, and I think it just makes me feel”

excited that there's people in the world who still feel or still just trying to be themselves, you know? - Right. - And I think we're all just trying to be ourselves. - Yes.

- Oh, dude, I'd say about this. I can't remember one. Shout out to my friend. His name is Solomon Williams. He is a rugby player, and he played on Cal Rugby.

He won the National Player of the Year. - Mm-hmm. - I just wanna bring a picture of him up. This, this, their whole family's great. - Definitely not better than me.

- Well, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. Solomon, you heard him bro. He's challenged you, no, no, no, he's right there in the middle, he's the other one. - Jesus.

- Yeah, he's that one. - That guy? - Yeah, so, and if you just seen that picture of those guys, you might not have picked him out of those guys. - They did play rugby?

- Oh, dude, he's a no one player in the country list. - We've got that, that jawline of a rugby player. - Aw. - Wanted a best guys. - Yeah.

- That guy's wanted a best. Shout out to him, shout out to Cal Rugby, fair play, Tetta Boys. - Oh, yeah. - But anyway, you told me that, dude,

and he popped into my head, bro. - That's funny. - Aw. - And just for even one, you really played rugby? - Yes, I did.

“- And did you guys practice and train and everything?”

- I tried practicing, I couldn't even run a half a mile. - What? - Then we had to go run to the fence and back. I, I would be trippin' fall and like, my stamina is terrible.

You have to see me run? - I guess. - I saw you stream me here. - I'm here in the chair. - All right.

- I'm gonna go this one. - You know, it's like, let's see it again, hold on. - I don't know if it's dark. - All right. - Try one more time.

You don't want more time for me. Just I don't want to make sure we got this, huh? Let's try a bit more there. 'Cause I feel kind of what you're saying about the duckling, but I don't know if I, all right.

I feel like it's like a, like a dad that had like a, one more time, sorry. I think I can't remember good. That's okay. - Oh, they're the camera there.

- Down you look like somebody that's like left something somewhere. Every time you run, it looks like somebody that left something somewhere and they're going to get it. - Is that camera good? - I don't know.

- I don't think I can pick out it yet. - Yeah, I can run. - Well, then how do you play rugby then? - I ran. - Why did I forget it out?

- I just, I could hit people hard, like, okay. - No, I got it. - Oh, dude, yeah. - Jack shot. - Oh, dude, bro, if I could, if I could jerk off

with those arms, bro, I wouldn't leave the house, dude. - Spraying shit out of my face. - I can't explain. - What are we even talking about? Sorry, dude, you're a, you're a V, right?

- I'm 27, man. - Oh, great, we're good, dude. We're just a couple of Italian guys, you know what I'm saying? We're just a couple of out-of-work Italians. - I don't know, I, I, I, I wasn't, I'm athletic,

but like, it's, it's, it's a lot of things a lot of energy for me, not like we walked here or Nashville around, I was dying. - Yeah, you know. - It can be a lot.

- I'm like, this. - What did you, but what was your team name that the team name you played with?

- Oh, yeah, Lions. - It's good, yeah. - Brisbane Lions, I was a fan of theirs, but they're, uh, Australian football. But, um, all right, so, if you could go back in time,

is there a sport that now when looking back strategically based on you and your abilities, you think you would have been great at if you'd applied yourself? Is there one?

“- I think basketball, I probably had the best shot.”

'Cause I, I was really gonna shoot in three, these, um, a couple clubs to me playing basketball. I dream of you, but I love basketball. Football is too small, four baseballs. Baseball is another one though, like little league.

Like the same, that's shit, mate. - Dude, your strike zones is a size of a Zan can. - These? - No, your strike zone, probably the size of a damn Zan can, right? - Yeah.

- Hitting fingers right there, man. - Yeah, oh, dude, they hit you to walk every. - I've walked a lot. - Oh, yeah. - But I also hit a couple, a couple of daggers.

I'm gonna get my first double in my dad,

Michigan's he was a guy with a fire engine, Queen's, my mom saw it. - Oh. - No, like a good moment. I used to pitch a little bit too.

- Did you? - Oh, my gun. I have a fucking, I could see it. - I could throw a football far, baseball far. Probably basketball though, but I like it.

- Yeah. - I was on my high school team. - You were? - Just pictures, I mean, I could find him. - I didn't get it, we gotta bring those up.

We do our research, but we don't try to make it too much so I could, you know. - Of course, I scored, I think 13 points, the whole team and-- - Nah, ah. - We're 19.

- That's good. - My dad, my uncle's like,

“I know that's how much people get in a game.”

It was like, top five score. - Yeah, yeah, top five. - This is the team start.

- Dude, yeah, the freaking team start.

What was the team called? - The Gales. - Oh, good. - Good. - The Gales dude, I'm gonna finish.

- It's a breeze, I think, there you go right there. - What? - Do you play in rugby? - That's rugby man. - Let's go!

- No cap. - J-shock dude. - That's before I had my draw surgeries. So look out different, I look. - Dude, yeah, you did look different.

What was it about? What was the draw surgery? When did that come in? - That came in, that kid behind me, the lightweight. - Obviously, that kid looking at him is fucking--

- We gotta do, like, what's the, what's the goal in a, in a, in a frat where you like horse around, how do they win an eight? - Hazing or whatever? - Yeah, hazing.

So we gotta do that, like a warm up,

get him to the brotherhood.

And we did, like, drinking challenges. - Yeah. - Then we just hang the temper kid behind me 'cause they didn't like him. - No.

- Felt so bad. This kid couldn't drink either. - He couldn't. - After half a beer, he would get drunk and he would, like, pass out.

We gotta mess up. - He looks like he'll drink half year nuts. He'll be honest with you. But I don't know him, bro. And also, blessings, dude.

We can't be roasting this fucking kid. We don't even know him. But look at the, don't, don't say his name. You don't know his name. I'm still sorry.

- You brought him up, dude. - And first of all, bro, wanting your parents put you in the sun a little bit. They got you fucking out here, looking like a marshmallow that's fucking play soccer.

They got you out here, looking like a green. - Bro, you look like a white chema call at, dude. You look like, you look like a fucking pelican. - Bro, yeah, you look like a fucking, you look like a egg that the fucking got it.

That's doing his own thing for the day or whatever, bro. - I look like a, like a gas bubble. (laughing) - What are we talking about, dude? - Like one of those cartoon gas bubbles.

- Oh yeah, definitely, dude. - Damn, like a little fart. - Oh, fuck yeah, you look like a fucking, yeah. You look like a fart from Europe, dude. He looks like something.

Somebody would throw in a dog and would bring back, bro. But a strong dog, you know what I'm saying? Not a little fucking, you know, straight flaming me. - Sorry, bro, I'm joking. - I'm joking.

- Oh, joking, bro. - I'm just so funny. - Oh, joke, bro. - And look at the guy behind you trying to be black. He just put a bunch of dirt on his legs.

That's bullshit. I hate him when he does do that. I hate that, dude. That has a, and even more like the black sleeves, like look on black, that guy's not even black, dude.

Bro, how could three dudes be three different colors and all live in the same country, too. - Oh, that's my job, bro. Oh, my God. - This is crazy.

And this is FIFA, dude. This is the problem we're having since they expanded the tournament and let more teams in. - Look at my jawline, how bad it is. - I thought the jawline solid, bro.

- Yeah, it's before my surgery. - What'd they do?

“- I think they broke my top and bottom jaw in realign it.”

- Jesus Christ, who worked. - I'm a J-shock, jaw surgery, it'll come up. - Who were they, do you get their license plate? - No, the doctor didn't. Were you having trouble feeding or whatever?

- Feeding? - Or eating or whatever? - Feeding. - Oh, at this point, every- - This is the new and one.

You got to go to the old one. - What is going on in J-shock?

because of my calcium deficiency.

And they had to start my collab all baby teeth. Is there all you want to show you? - Yeah, let me see a couple of them. - Oh, wow, baby shot. - It's like a dinosaur.

“- Those are worth money, though, the baby ones, right?”

- Mm-hmm. - But you didn't nibble. - So, it's not in YouTube. This J-shock, nine, nine jaw surgery on YouTube. But anyway, I had to get new teeth.

So, in order to get new teeth, they had to start by realigning my jaw. So I was out of work and school for like three or four months 'cause they blew up my jaw like I had to break my top and bottom. I look like I'm freaking Kardashian model.

Like, you're gonna see the picture. It's crazy. It was the most pain I've ever been to. I kind of even do this. By my mom, I had to feed me soup and water

through a syringe and they put me on like, "J-shock a clear!"

- Like, they put me on the shock-ho-clock.

- I did. - I had a bottle of shock-ho-clock. - No, ah, it was bad. - Did you get one of those feeding bottles or whatever? - No, I don't know if I could talk about what I was on,

like prescribed. - Oh, you're on for your medication. - Is it scary? - Was it scary? - No.

- It was awesome. - For a little bit. - Oh, yeah. - My disdainer is that soft. You know what I can't be doing?

That's shit. But Elden Ring came out.

“Around the time I was on the shock-ho-clock potion.”

- Mm-hmm. - That's fun. - Elevator ring? Are the ring camera? - No, Elden Ring.

- Elden ring the game. - And it just like, it was crazy, man. Good. It was took away the pain when it was like, it was crazy. - Yeah, I wonder what games go best with pills or whatever.

- Mm-hmm. - I wonder what games go best with pills. - I don't even know. I don't think that is a video game probably. You gotta pull up that picture though, I haven't.

You want me to show you? - Yeah. - Oh my god, brother, looks like you and sketch. This is really you, dude. - That's me.

There it is, there it is. Look at it, look how swollen I am. - Oh yeah, you look at your savings, I'm for winner. That's crazy, man. - There's like a screenshot of a b-roll or overlay of like the pictures.

- Oh, look at you and drink a breast milk for 40 years, dude. - Look at this. - Look at this. - Oh fuck. - Look at you.

- Yeah. - Look at you sucking on a tear off of the LID. (laughing) - In the Tesla, look at this. - Yeah, bro, you look like you're fucking.

You gotta, you gotta tough hit on some Jersey tit right over there. Some fucking turnpike nipple. That's what got hold of you, brother. - LID nipples. - Oh, okay, you were trying to give up.

Damn, look like you're trying to slurp on something in the bumper to bumper traffic right there, brother. That's the tough look, dude. - Isn't that crazy? - It is, dude.

God, you've been through so much, man. - I've been through so much, Leo. - Oh, like real talk. - I know. And just your resiliency, man, and your attitude,

your ability to have a positive attitude. It's so funny, man. I think seeing you today is like, and I hate to even make us about myself, but like, it's just what I needed.

I needed to be reminded of like that, like everybody is dealing with stuff

“for all going through things that we got this, right?”

And the way to do it is to keep positive, you know? - I've been through some more psychological shit. I don't know how deep you want me to get into him, but could we talk about that stuff? - Yeah, what was one of the tougher times

that you dealt with, you feel like, when you come to like, some of your mental health and emotional health, that sort of thing. - We could talk about, like, weed. - Yeah.

- We can? - Yeah. - So I used to smoke a lot of weed when I was younger, like high school college, or college mainly, and I was addicted to the pen, called the Benjamin, I had a Rick and Morty pen.

- Benjamin Button, they called you a bad. - It's so much that yeah. And I was in Cape Cod, my homeland, right? Where I was born, and I was drinking, I was smoking, not getting sleep, I was sleep deprived,

and I think I'm making sure of everything. And then I did it so much that I went into psychosis. - From hitting that pen? - For over a month, and I was, it was bad. I was checking in the multiple hospitals,

I was in a psych ward for over a month. And while I was, well, I got it. Do you get 51/50 or whatever? Do you get 51/50, it's called or something? - 51.

- You're in a psych ward going? - Oh, sorry. And before I got there, I was,

I was working at Home Depot on my first wheel job,

and I felt like people were following me. Like I was ringing up the same four customers all day. I was hearing voices in my head, and then I get in my car, and I went to my dad, like, people are following me. Like I was saying, like, I would say red car,

like I want a red car, like I'll red car would drive by. It was only like, we're little coincidence

But that's what happened when you were in psychosis.

Like, these voices happen, it's pretty seem so real. So I ended up getting home. I thought my dad was recording me. We had like a fucking fist fight. Like it was bad dude, like, they...

“- Are you actually using his time of recording you?”

- No, I thought cameras were recording me. There weren't. I thought my whole life was being broadcasted. - Where did you think that your dad was hiding the cameras? - When it's phone, 'cause every time he was on the phone,

I'm like, the camera looked like it was recording me. - Oh, he thought it was recording you. - Yeah, so I ran into my neighbor's house. - Would you tell the neighbors you knock on the door? You just go.

- My parents are trying to do some shit, like, and they're like, "Well, you're good. You're good. You're gonna trust me." Oh, no, I was playing GTA.

And in the game, and it was like things happening in the game, like I was getting pulled over in the game. I thought like all this stuff was happening

'cause of like, like, I did something wrong.

It was so weird to feel like I didn't even explain it. - Was it scary dude? - Was it scary also? - Yeah, it was really scary. They were telling me either you take the medicine,

or we checked you into a psych ward. And the psych ward I was in was all of a younger people, when I was there. - Do you have a sport, you have a volleyball to you have a sport league or anything in there or no?

- Like a psych ward sports unit? - Or you have a basketball court. And I'll tell you, I was shooting full court shots, like it was like nothing 'cause the drugs thing had you on in the hospital were like limit,

obviously limitless movie, it was like a pill and it, it unlocked all of my brain. - Right. - I was doing shit, I learned how to freestyle, I learned how to rap, I learned how to do

all the different stuff because of the medication. - Proof. - Seroton is down, but these buckets are up. You feel me? That's all I'm saying.

- That's crazy. - So now while I'm there like, I was only different coincidences happening. There was a lot of weird people in there like they had their own problem.

“- In the psych ward, who was one of the wildest cats in there?”

- Remember any name, really? - We don't even need a name with these. - We don't need a name with these. - Uh-huh. - There was some crazy people in that man.

I had this big African American guy in my room. - Black guy. - Yeah, big black guy in my room. And in the middle of the night, he woke me up like hovering over me.

- Oh yeah. - You got any snacks? - Really? - I got some gummies in my chips in my bag. - Probably some.

- I didn't even have them. - No. - I didn't even have them. - Probably smell them. - But I'm like, if you're that big,

do you can smell food better than we can? - Yeah, there was so much chips that happened in my life. And like, so the craziest part of all this is that two things. One, when I was at Home Depot,

I worked with this kid and he was training to come a doctor. And when I was in one of the hospital that I was in the minute two, I saw him walking around the hospital, my dad.

That's one of the guys that's following me. He works with me, he's fine on me. And he's like, he's not, he's just a regular doctor. A couple years later, I call him like, "You know, did you ever work at this hospital at this time?"

He's like, "That was me." - You're lying. - He's like, "That was me." He's like, "Now you could rest easy." - Was it really him?

- It was really him. - So he worked at Home Depot and at the hospital. - Yeah, training.

And then the second half of his life.

- What?

“- What training would a doctor need at Home Depot, really?”

- He just had a side job. Like, while he was going to school, he worked there. - Oh, got it. - Now, dude, you ever have that, okay, going. - I'm sorry.

- I have a question about Home Depot, but... - I'm going to tell you in the second. I'm creating these things about all this. It's the second thing. You know, Logic, the rapper.

- Yeah. - He worked at a book, his name is Bobby Hall. He worked at a book called Supermarket. And in the book, it's about him living like a double life. And he's going through psychosis.

And he's trying to, like, hide a killing that he did. It's a really great book, Supermarket. That book came out at the same time I was going through psychosis. So I thought I was the main character of the book that was being filmed live action in the hospital and around the world.

I thought they were doing a 24-hour live stream of me being a real character of that book. - J-shock. - I swear to God. - Would you ever leave, like, messages for yourself to find later, like, am I right myself this note?

- Yes. - Don't put up a comment. I wrote song that I wrote little things. - 'Cause we were trying to... - Of the girls I liked. I remember I got a boner.

It's like... - Tell us about that boner. - That boner is nurse. And at the time, like, my body wasn't working right, like, my brain. Nothing was like working, but the stuff they were putting me on

was making me feel different things. And I remember one day I was like, oh, I forgot what I forgot what a boner felt like. And this girl came up to me when we were talking. I was raising the fuck out.

I thought I was going to bang this nurse. - Oh, it's hospital-risk. - And that thing was jumping. - Oh. - When I remember when I was talking to everyone,

I was explaining to you, you would have to be in my head. I really know what I felt like. But how did the psychosis come to an end?

They really did, like, like, "I got me out of there." And I'm like, "You can't give him any more medication." 'Cause they try to keep you in that bill. - Oh, yeah. - They try to keep the telemic money.

- It's like the zoo. They want the animals. - Yeah. - Imagine you go to a zoo and there's no animals. Or they're like, "Hey, this animal got better.

"We let him go." They're like, "What?" (laughing) This animal's back happy with this family.

You never see any of that.

They're always like, "This animal, yeah. "He's having to if he's got bad lungs "or whatever we're keeping him or something." That's always the prognosis when you're at the zoo. Dude, it's fucking bullshit.

“Or this animal, yeah, he's still, you know what I'm saying?”

We're doing physical therapy with him for like 11 years of whatever. - He's good now. (laughing) - It's always some bullshit.

- A lot of us can open his mouth now, I think you're good fly. - Oh, yeah, I got out and I just never smoke weed again. - Do you think that something about that, do you think that something about that psychosis, the idea of like seeing yourself outside of yourself?

Did that lead you in a streaming? Like you don't talk about this? - It led me into being creative. I was always creative, but like it kind of like, it was like an epiphany almost like hell.

Well, I was doing music at the time. I produced music.

So again, like, this is another example of how psychosis work.

I thought I was a producer for Jay Z. In the hospital, I was playing piano, and I thought they were recording when I was playing on the piano. I was sending it to Jay Z and I was hearing it on the speakers

'cause everything, when you're psychosis, you feel like everything is happening for you. So one of the guys, the music therapy guy would come in and he would play music for us, and he would play the radio. And I would hear, I would hear like in the song

in the lyrics, Jay Shock made a beat. Jay Shock is like, I would hear my name in the song, but it really wasn't there. - Got it. - It was just my mind tricking me. - Got it.

- It's fucking crazy dude, crazy, but you made it through all of that. - I made it through all of that, and like I'm like, where are you said, like how I led to that? I produced music at the time, and I fell out of Nick and Hitz. I was like, call my friends on the phone.

I would remember every phone number that my friends have, 'cause we don't have our cell phones. So I remember all the names, and I thought for the show or whatever live broadcast was on, I thought I would have to remember the phone number

for the thing. I thought I called Riley Reed, I thought I called supermodels. - Riley, the read the porn star? - Yeah, I thought I called, I-- - To the model star.

- I got a phone call, and I'm like, who is this? She's like, it's Riley, I'm like, what's up, Riley, you'll be there later, and it was just a fucking random person. - Who was it? - They might have been no one on the phone.

That's how crazy it was, you know? - So, but, so, I'm Jesus Christ. - I know I'm getting deep, I know I'm getting all over the place, but all of it makes sense to me, 'cause it happened. - Well, I know what happened, dude,

but you're like fucking out there, you're hitchhiking through your own. - I was shooting three, like, I was in, I was calling. - Oh, you know what, guys, he is. The more you talk, the more it sounds like you might be

Alan Averson's son. - Could be, I couldn't be. - So, I just gotta know those. So, you get out of the hospital, things start to get different. Oh, wait, oh, one thing, before we,

“what is something about Home Depot that people do not know, dude?”

'Cause I'll tell you this, we used to go in that section, my friends, that I would get high, and we'd go in that section where the doors are. - Yeah, and we'd go in. - Oh, doors, yeah.

- Dude, we'd go in the... - No work. - What's it called? - No work. - Yeah, we'd go in the middle work section, dude. And we'll wait till somebody goes stay in them all in the doors,

and then we would knock on it, dude. - It's funny, it's shit. What is something to know about Home Depot? - It just fuckin' stand there, dude. - This shitty company, it's all you gotta know.

- You think it is? - For an end of fire, someone that got assaulted for defending themselves, you're a shitty company. - That seems like typical, I mean, that's typical Home Depot, I feel like,

and Atlanta feels like every day on deep. - That's the headquarters. - Yeah, of course. - And, we tried defending my case and all that, and did they set a lot of court?

- No, we didn't do any court stuff. - What happened? Well, I worked there for four years, I worked my way up till like a matter of their position, opening clothing store, how was the, how was the kingdom?

“- I think you have to wear all that stuff, the belt and all.”

- The apron I had a little tape measure. - Was it heavy or not, the stuff you had to carry around? - Yeah, I wasn't heavy. I was walking talking, you know. - Really?

- It's crazy. - I like walkie-talkie. - Cool, y'all got it, y'all got it, y'all got it, y'all got it. - Yeah, my dude, it was, it was, - Yeah, I wanna build a parrot cage.

- Yeah. - We're a little parrot in the apron, pops up. - Yeah, no, it was crazy 'cause like, I went like, I got a fire, nobody like defended me, and they all just dropped me.

All the managerial and my friend like, they got a left me for dead, you know? - But you didn't leave yourself for dead, man. - No, sure. - You know?

Tell me about how you ended up, I know you also ended up working with the US Postal System. - I did, they fired me, too. - Really?

- Well, the first place I got fired from

- That had him deep out. - It was, that was it.

- I know, I just, I know that I've heard that story,

but that's what happened there. You got to attack you to finish yourself. So I know that that's where he's out there. - It wasn't even like a, it wasn't like this. It was just like, he comes in, I'm talking out,

I mean, he knocked on the window, I mean, at the time I had pneumonia, so my ribs were bruised, and I just got out of the hospital, and he made me hit me so hard. So I slapped him back like that.

I could do whatever I want to, moreover than you. I'm like, no, you can't. - Give him that fucking, and they're wrist-ravy, holy brother. - Popper, deadly smash.

(laughing) - You want extra fucking, you want that? - I'm supposed to help us, how to get on the job, and I'm like, you got to get a job, I got to get up. I know what I work for the post office.

“- Why, what do you ever get, what do you ever get against them?”

- I didn't understand what, not what I wanted to do, I wanted to make music at the time, I wanted to, so I wanted to do it with make music. - Okay. - Good producer.

You got to have my passion, my dream. - Okay, but how do you, how do you, how do you even audition to be, work at the post office? - Oh, you had to take a test online. - What do you think you got to, I'm like, them out mail?

- I don't know, I guess, I guess I would have at least-- - You're right out and it's out of bicycle. - Just like, at least run from a dog. - You got to pass the road test, which was hard, you got to go in and reach the pedals, though.

- In the mail truck? - No, it's, I had to, two pillows. The eyes have dreams, right? Where I wouldn't be able to reach a car panel.

And when I finally worked for the post office,

I was like, these are what the dreams are about. - Oh, for sure. - 'Cause I couldn't reach the pedals. - Path of test, I was on probation for 30 days. I had an Asian man named Chen, Traymey.

And he's like, you're terrible. You're horrible. You're gonna be terrible, mama. He hated me when he loved me. I was saying they were, he was a Navy seal.

And he trained me to, like, I'll fall off the mail out. I had to pet my magazines here, my letters here. He had a belt this shit. He had to have a bag, bobbie head, wooden newspaper, what's called your, I don't know, your day one or something,

whatever they're called, I don't remember what they're called.

“And you have to fill it parcels, like packages,”

if you have a stop, and you have to put all your magazines they're called your flats, and then you got your letters. So the halt and they're in rubber bands. So if you, if you miss a rubber band, 'cause everything is in order, that's shit drops.

I would drop the mail like crazy. I remember one time, I went to the back of the mail truck to organize it, I'm like, I gotta pee. And I had a cup, I've wronged me, I'm fucking pissed on the mail. (laughing)

You did? Dude, what the heck? What were you, what you fucking, just pee on the mail? I felt so bad, but I was like, I couldn't control, I just, I put the pee on the mail, you know what I said?

You ought to have a park. We had a mail truck, there was no park, I was on the job. Yeah, just a park, so we were here. They was pee on the mail, everywhere. On the packages, on the mail,

someone got a letter and went and yellow shit that day, man. - Chey-shock, you're not supposed to be peeing on people's mail, it's a federal offense. - What the heck, dude? - What do you mean, you did it by accident?

- I just spilled, but if you got your wiener out, bro, that's, you know what I'm saying? - I'm not working with much, so I can't control that. - If it's still dude. - So they fire me, 'cause they said,

not to come to the fair, not to come to the fair. - What they fire you, man? And they didn't open up the mail truck and to see piss everywhere. But because they said you're hearing admission, are going to prohibit how you do this job,

and we can't have someone like you. - Fuck them, dude. Nobody even cares if they get the mail anyway. Dude, we had a guy that went in Tucson. We had a guy who would sometimes you deliver the mail.

At like 11, 30 at night, he just run out and throw it in the fucking yard and scream it is fucking kid in front of our house and then drive off, he would floor it. We had a guy who souped up his mail, well, card, he put like a, he put an F-3 50 engine

in there or something, that bitch would be the home bro. - Oh my God. - But so you got laid off in the mail, how long were you in the United Postal Service? - Three months.

- Oh, I got close to, I started and went there too, so I was in the, I was slipping on ice, looking like Michael Jackson just, I guess moving on ice. - Looking like Kevin just going across that pond

and home alone. - Yeah, yeah, literally. And it was hard, really hard. - A lot of, well it was the hardest thing about the mail that people don't know what some people don't understand.

- Just your relays and your routes, like you'll have blocks sometimes. Especially if you get a walking route,

“you have to do a push cart, you don't get a truck.”

That's the first route I ever did.

So I got, I was in Port Washington and they were like, you're not good here, I'm like, give me one more chance and they sent me to another town and that town, the first route I did was I'm walking route

and I had to walk 200 blocks. Yeah, that's a walking route. I had to push this thing with all mail impacted, the heavy. - Was it heavy? - Up and down this road.

The route is supposed to take two hours. It took me nine. - But how would you even push it?

around your waist and pulling it behind you? Have you ever tried that?

“- No, you're pushing, you know what I'm doing?”

You never did, I just muck it along.

- Yeah, muck it and truck it. - Dang, I wanted to eat, can't eat, really. - Would you ever just throw some of the mail out? Like it was just too ridiculous? - No, no, good to do that, that's the better one, friends.

- I'll piss on it, I'm not throwing it out, dude. I'll decorate it. - I'll piss on it, but I won't throw it out. - All right, we got it, we got it, get it. - While I was doing all this,

I was still doing social media, like music, I was, look, I was doing four of you's like here and there in my car. And then I finally got that and then my dad's like, you got to get another job,

so I found this oil company, Petro, oil company. I'm not gonna name this specific job I was at. - Okay, and they loyal. - They sell oil, so I was a credit representative and I was making sure people get oil,

so they don't freeze it out. So if you didn't have money, you were gonna fucking freeze that night.

And it was bad, it was sale,

a little old lady like, "Hi, I need a while, let's get out of the clock." - Give me some oil. - I need oil in it. - Show, cook. - It's freezing, we're like, I could picture her

and her room freezing. - I was so scared. - Even my bra is cold. - Yeah. - My tits are so cold.

It's show, cook, cook. - It was bad, man. But I was like a top salesman there. - Come over, bring over that little parrot weiner. - Fuck, fuck, fuck.

- Oh my God, sorry, this story's getting a little crazy. It was a call, so. - Which town was it called, port what? - Huh? - What town were you in?

- What town? - Port Washington, where was it at? - No, the oil company? - Yeah.

“- I don't remember where it was, would marry.”

- But we're installing it in New Jersey? - New York. - New York. - So now, I got some crazy customers on the phone yelling at you all day.

- And I'm telling you. - You're selling oil. You have to sell an oil by phone? - Yeah. - Oh, literally, you're gonna collect money.

You're gonna collect thousands of dollars. - Oh, I believe you, but it's just, what the fuck are you getting involved in, dude? - I know. - You know, I'm saying they just pull out your teeth out.

And now that you got yourself an oil by phone. (laughing) - Yep, and shooting three is in a cycle. - Let's go. - But, um, I was doing four reviews at the time.

I'm getting past 10,000, you know, growing my following and the main miswomen. When I was training, one of my best friends was Charles. He's like, so what do you do?

I'm referring, I'm like, oh, I have a social media page where I do food reviews. And he was like, we were talking about fast food and I got to get back into that. He's like, what, eating fast food?

I'm like, no, I'm doing my food reviews. And he kind of like started me back up again. Like, I did like all those food reviews there. Like, it's kind of got me back into the rhythm and posting.

So I'm thanking you to him. And I would be going my lunch breaks, order food, do buck mings. Oh, so you started mucking like that. Yeah, but that was at Home Depot, too.

I was doing it on all three jobs. I was producing music, you know, selling meats, making music for artists, and then eating food.

The first ever video I did was prime a drink.

Yeah. That's a real amount. Can you bring it in? Do you have a first video? Oh, that's the first month man I ever did.

And so this is before Shaka Klok and let's get to mucking. Yeah. Yes, it is, okay, great, let's watch it. Okay, first off we got tropical punch. Pat prime before I love it.

And let's give this one. Look, I got the Home Depot hat on. Dude. Oh my God, really good. This is like a really good fruit punch.

I have no teeth in the coconut water. You don't need them. I have no teeth. It's really nice. Dude, who needs this one?

That's stuff probably strips your name anyway. This is the rumor. Okay, next up we got over the moon. Look at this shape. Oh, we shake it.

Ellie's spank it. Let's cry. I love like I like this flavor. Oh God. Yeah.

There's some bad ones out there. Yeah. Dude, that's awesome, bro. But also what you don't know is I did full reviews with no teeth. And everyone made this meme up, gumming it down.

Because when you take the teeth, I have no teeth. They made up gumming it down. So I did full reviews for over a year with no teeth. Well, that's-- Well, let's do one there.

That's our healthcare system.

“Okay, what do you even expect half of America's doing that now, dude?”

But here's my question for you is, do you think it's easy to do a food review with or without teeth? Does one matter more than the other? Well now I have only fake teeth. And I say when I think the teeth out, I could chew it easier.

Because when I'm chewing, this thing is, like, method around, food getting behind it. I mean, it's just a freaking nightmare. I'm eventually going to get all new teeth from my doctors. I have, like, some of the best doctors, Dr. Kurtz, Dr. Regereal, Dr. Schwartz.

Oh, I'm not kidding, huh? Yeah, I'll tell them, I guess. And they just, they know what they're doing. Like, they're dealing with, like, a lot of different equipment and, like, money for the procedure. Oh shit, yeah, I'm worried.

Just put a fucking get a good cow's on and make it. Put your fucking, you know, stuff it up. Yeah, it gets them all just a little shingles of the Lord, for some nice baby rabbit. Holy shit, brother, that's all it is. So, at that oil job, I started doing POV videos.

Okay. And I would film my lunch breaks, my nine to five. And the first one I ever did, they were this guy named Hub's life. Shout out to Hub's life and shout out to knowing my real love. They were the, they made this, you know, POV, right?

POV you end up on a POV car, whatever.

“POV is four to me, so it gives you a perspective of what your life is like.”

So I saw this guy, Hub's life filming his nine to five, and I'm like, I'm gonna try him one. Okay. I did it fucking 10 million views. Wow.

So you just try to POV and you got Timmy views on it. Well, how much, how many views does this have? That's you, John. It says like 15, 14 million views. Bro, they might even have more now.

Look, I would film my whole routine. Oh, I like that jump at the end. Yeah, I'll broke the internet. Is that funny? I'll broke the earthquake.

Oh my gosh, you look at my friend's sister a little bit of this. But that's not even a little. Isn't his relatable feel? Like, it's cold. You don't want to be at work.

You get at, you get at, you get at an hour on pain, lunch break, on pain. That's what made me so relatable with, on pain. Oh. Well, food tray, hours in Ellie, my car, Ellie.

Would you always eat in the front seat or someone's eating the bat?

I always find. Huh. What are the chains around my, my other chains? Great. But is there something?

Is there something weird about a guy eating in the back by himself? Probably. That's what you do. I think it's okay to do it. These blew up.

I did so many. I did so many of these that I was able to leave my job. So you're telling me that you were able to, so you did for enough food reviews. On your lunch break at work, that you were able to quit your actual job. I went in the work one day and I had to use a bathroom and I put myself in personal time.

But I had to go into the bathroom. I really had to go. Like I was not, something was messed up.

“And I said the fact that you didn't eat and you think you remember?”

I don't remember when I, probably some Italian food. Yeah. Too much yummy only. Some foreign shrimp or whatever. Yeah.

So I, I said the fact that I had to send an email to use the bathroom to extend my bathroom down is enough to make me quit. So I would plug in this calculator. How much I would need to leave? Like money was.

Because I would go home and I would livestream eating. I would make like, you know, a couple hundred dollars for my salary for the week. So I call it my boy. I'm like, yo, I'm going to quit. He'd like to do it.

So I got a garbage bag. I can't wait to the bathroom. And I said, if I could find a box or something to put my stuff in, I'll leave. So this beautiful Spanish lady sitting out there with three big black, hefty bags. I'm like, I don't have one of those bags.

I got all my shit put it in there. And I left. And my manager called me back in. She's like, where you go? And I'm like, I'm done.

She's like, why need you to sign something that says you left. She handed me a loose leaf. See why I signed it as Jay-Shock. Because I went in as Jerome. And I left as Jay-Shock.

I get home. Parents wanted to kill me. You're going to, we're going to kick you out. You're going to be still living at home? Yeah.

Yeah. No, I'm, I'm out.

I'm out and about like, I'm, I'm never there.

But I was. Yeah, I looked at you. This was me pointing. I filmed it. That's crazy.

But this is like a day after. Right. Like, this is what I had to come back and drop off on my shit. Fuck. So take us on.

How do you end up like? Dude, thanks so much for your time, too. Yes, sir. I'll grab him. Oh, you bet, man.

This is awesome. Do we have to, what to keep in touch? I'm going to look you in the eyes for this one. Hey. No, no, look.

I like that. Thank you, bro. No, no, look. I got the look back. Yes, sir.

Do you, take us on. Take us on. What is streamer you?

“And then how do you end up in, uh, how do you audition for streamer you?”

Take us first up for our listeners that don't know what is streamer you?

So there are seven million applicants.

I believe maybe more or less around there. There was in person auditioned that. Then I want to go to, and then there was online where you're submitting a video. I didn't want to go. You submit video to what?

To get into the school. And what is the school I'm just saying? It's a school full of content creators and streamers. Okay, got it. Yeah.

It's run by Kaisen at. Okay. And his team. And, um, it's just a really crazy opportunity that could change your life. Change mine.

And you learn about, you know, it's a little school.

And you learned like different tactics on how to grow. How to get better equipment.

“How to learn about like how to deal with the stress.”

There was all the complaints like Lizzo with a teacher, a dapped. A lot of wig. There was all these cool teachers that are big content creators. And then you're surrounded by a, like 120 creators. So you're in a cafeteria.

For example, when all streamers eat lunch and everyone's live streamer. It seems crazy, bro. It seems like a bunch of people just trying to catch each other saying the inward is what it seems like. Yeah, it's like all clip falling.

But anyway, like, I wasn't going to apply. But y'all, like I, I, I, I found the shitty video. I got that in care. And my boy Jacob, my editor, my, one of my best friends was like, you're kind of a fly. And you got to try.

So I filmed the video two days before followers day. Editing it. And then we pointed out some minute and hour before applications close with my camera man. My old camera man. I, I fired him.

And I saw that. I fired him as a human university. I don't want to get, I don't want to. We're not going to get in. We're not going to get in.

We're not going to get in. We got in. You send the audition video in. How long is the audition video? How long was it?

Yeah. I'm in it. Let's, let's watch her right now. We'll watch her right here. I'm streaming.

I'm streaming. I gotta go. I gotta go. I gotta go. I gotta go. I gotta see Staggy as a musket. It's Staggy O'Cla! [laughs] Yeah, it was awesome. Thomas, take me to the best boost by all alone.

“Yes, Mr. Schock, would you like me to invite Sophie?”

No, I got him. I've been to that normal flight! Hey, Dean, I'm James Schock. And if I'm accepted, you know I'm bringing pizza. Here's a few weeks as well as should be accepted. Number one, I quit my job at his social media full-time. And since then, I've grown my face to over two million followers.

And I'm not stopping. Hmm. Oh, boom.

Number two, I never give up.

Growing up, I went through a lot medically, physically and emotionally. And a lot of people told me, I was never going to be able to do what I wanted to do. And that's create content. You're too small. You don't have the right to look. Well, guess what? I'm doing it right now. We're going to do a couple of years ago, I have a record of jaw surgery.

They had a break on my top and bottom jaw to realign it so I could get new teeth. I was doing full reviews with no teeth. I was coming to town. That's the role that I'm still mucking. And number three, you guys had a muck. That sauce was crazy.

And number three, just like these slices, I offer variety. I do full reviews, daily gaming streams, and I've helped dozens of businesses across the country. Sometimes there's a line out the newer. Thanks to you, Shoxquad. Hello, yes. That beat you heard throughout the whole video.

I made that too. Shoxquad. Right? And lastly, I want to be food and streaming together. Like no one ever has.

I'm ready to shock the world. Are you? Let's go. Shoxquad, bang it right? That's so perfect, bro. What a great video you made. And so what advice would you give to people who want to make a video to submit for streamer you?

I have a good hook. The first two to three seconds.

Gotta be very engaging. Gotta be something different. Gotta be something a little bit like... Remainable, a little bit just like something that sticks out. And then you gotta have a good like pacing. Oh, like the flow of the video.

Like maybe like you've dosed up for like a little second. But like I engaged with you that whole video. I kept your attention.

“That's what's so important about content is you gotta remain retention.”

That's why when you're scrolling, these apps gotta keep you on your platform. The longer you look at a video, the more the Instagram or TikTok will push that video and the algorithm, 'cause they like to see eyes being on something for a longer.

You know? So just, and be yourself, have fun with it. What do you want people to take away from your content? Just to be weird, you know? Just have fun with yourself, shock the world, you know? And just do what you love.

'Cause I feel like everyone is unique. And everyone, like all you look different, you're different, you know? Why don't you look like me? Why don't you have facial hair? Why are you so small? Like, 'cause I'm unique. Everyone has a cool story to tell

and you should monetize your life, you know? 'Cause me making up on the morning, brushing my teeth can be different than you, you know? Me putting my shoes on. Some people can put a shoe on to know foot

at all, like me wearing different clothes and even the more like everyone has some kind of uniqueness to them, you know? I like to say, like, "I have a quote here. It's my ear, but quote for a streamer universe."

You know, let's check it out. And I said, "For the year," but I said, "Okay, ready?" Don't let your disability define you. Use it as your ability to achieve greatness

and shock the world. Hey, man, bro. 'Cause that's real talk.

Like, I've never let my disabilities

get into my head to find me. I use them to my ability to achieve greatness. Yeah. 'Cause we're all we have, you know, or our experiences,

They're the ingredients that make us, you know?

“In that video, you know, I'm going to accept”

that at 1/30 a.m., I was streaming and it called my name. Like, my reaction isn't saying. How up? So, what was that?

You're just watching the announcements and how many does he choose? 121. Out of how many? Out of 7 million.

Isn't that crazy? Crazy. The change of my life. I want to be here talking to someone as amazing as you.

It wasn't for this opportunity by God. Sure. I mean, it's crazy. And while I was there, I was making so many viral moments.

Because people knew me, but they didn't like, "Oh, this is what he does. This is the real side of him." Right. It was 24/7 live stream.

And if you really think about it, remember when I was telling you, when I was in the hospital, and I thought people were watching me live stream recording me? Now they were.

Full circle. It happened. So bizarre.

Like, this time it happened for real.

Let's go. I mean, I think they could make a movie out of my life because it's crazy. Who would play you? Who would play you in the movie you think?

I want to play myself. What if they want to allow it? Who do you think could play me? Nobody looks like me. Freddie Prince Jr.

Maybe? Who's that? I got to see a picture. He might be told now. Let me think.

DJ Khaled? Maybe one of DJ Khaled's kids. Peter Manfredo Jr. Maybe? He was a boxer?

I don't even know. Nobody really looks like me. You know? Yeah, you're right. I mean, yeah, you're unique.

So it'd be hard. Yeah, I'm trying to think, but you have to have a kid. But that'd be a child or one of those children. Yeah.

“Because you have to play you starting young.”

I don't know. Maybe. I'm trying to think who else. Who could play you, man? Post me low.

Yeah. Postal. What about United States postal malone? Get like a post office worker? Yeah.

That too. Maybe you can play me. Dude, I'll be on the honor. Just shave your head. Yeah, shave my head.

Shame my nuts. [laughs] You can get it. The jungle down there. I mean, it's not a jungle,

but I'll say this has been a little bit. No, me. Oh, there's been a little reforestation probably. Yeah, I think they're probably. We probably need signs to know where the trails are.

That's all I'm saying. Um. Oh, how long does the streamer you last? Actually, five days. Five days, I think.

It's five days. And you guys are all put up on this campus, wherever you are. And do you actually graduate? Um, I wasn't really a graduation ceremony. No.

It's half the people that go to classes. Oh, really? No, I went to every class. Because I wanted to learn.

“But like, they were going to war ceremony.”

I didn't win. And there was like all the different activities and clubs. It was like, it was like a real school. It was crazy. Yeah.

It was really cool. That's so amazing. And the fact that people like live stream in 24/7, people watching me sleep at night. Yeah.

And those people should be investigated. Yeah. You know, watching somebody else sleep. That's amazing. And I started like cranking it.

Oh, yeah. What am I terrible? If you were somebody like who sleep like. Or sleepwalk or sleep eat or sleep jerk. Or sleep.

Or sleep. Or sleep. Or sleep. Or sleep. Or sleep fat.

If you just somebody's masturbating. Or sleep. People do that all the time. Malko used to jerk off in his sleep. And they had to tie jingle bells on his wrist.

You know. She'd hear him when he was doing it. I don't know. I don't do anything that shit, bro. I just work out.

It's heartbreaking. Well, if you do, I got to set a building where if you do. Just see them saying. You know, because.

Unbelievable. You got to take care of you. I said, you just got to let people around. You know what's going on. It's not that bad thing.

But that's just you. Do you feel pressured now? I know you do. You do muck bangs.

I want to talk to you about that in just a second.

You do mucking. Yes. Right. You do content. I know you make music.

Oh, yeah. You're doing something coming out too. You do. Next week. You got a new song coming out next week.

You want to hear it? Yeah. Do you have it here? I have it. So I'm I produce the beat.

My engineer stands of. Sands of mind. He helped me engineer. And then I did the vocals. Okay.

That's really good. What do you call? Just let it go. Oh. Be honest.

All right. (Music) Can't do this. It's a shaggle strike. (Music)

(Music) You like it? Yeah, bro. (Music) (Music)

(Music) (Music) (Music) (Music) (Music)

This is right.

This is you and who else?

Anybody? Play the beginning again. (Music) (Music) That was it.

(Music) Let's go. Let me play you one more. Okay. One more.

Real quick. I want to see what you like better. I promise. Do it. And thanks for this.

Be saying like, do you like this? I like it. (Music)

I want you to tell me which one you like better.

- Which one you like, Banner? - Okay. - Everyone. ♪ And I said I'd do it right ♪ ♪ I hope I'll be different tonight ♪

- Yeah, that's some "Rufus" horns back there, bro. ♪ I can't stand the thought to be around you ♪

“- What do you think it sounds like, like, what artists?”

♪ They don't train to show me what they're gonna clap ♪ - Meekmill? - Meekmill. ♪ But I'm a little young boy ♪ - Yeah, that's it.

- Yeah, yeah. ♪ But I'm a little young boy ♪ - Now, people say, like, "Husrow, I'm selling 'Fusrow' on the bed." - Really? - She got shoved that.

♪ But I'm a little young boy ♪ ♪ I do it right ♪ ♪ I hope I'll be different tonight ♪ ♪ I'll be different tonight ♪ - Those horns in the back, bro.

That reminds me a little bit of "Rufus." - Pull it down.

- I like, I like the first one better.

- Thank you. - But is it a really okay if I told you that? - Yeah. - Okay, yeah, I like both of them, I like both of them. - Thank you, sure.

“- But the first one I feel like hit me better.”

- Yeah, it feels like a summer vibe, right? - Yeah, and this one I do like to get more vocals in it. - Yeah. - So I get to hear you more. So those are the two things.

I like the first one better overall for me, and the second one I like the fact that I get to hear you more. - I'll send you the, the link when it drops. - Yeah, bro, will you? - Bump it in the car.

- Yeah, dude. I'll fuck a shit, I'll put it on my hearing aid. - Put it on, you know what I'm saying to it? - Bro, are you fucking the wife of this? - It's a headphone, not a parrot.

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at 4 p.m. -What's your favorite food to do? Tell me, can I do a muck man on it? -Let me think about that. Let me think about that. But I know you do muck bangs, which is eating stuff.

“There's something about the way you eat, bro.”

It's just damn, some of it's just so romantic, bro. Like something to do. -In it? What is it? But guy, you finish on a bite sometime, then it's just like, "Oh." -Oh.

The way you kind of like, it's like watching the notebook. I feel like, like, some of it, it's just, I feel like I'm watching some, like, scenes from Twilight or something. Like, sounds the way you finish on a bite. -Go to that fruit one, above this, or the fruit one.

It's here, then. Yeah, that one. Look at these, either fruits. -Oh. -And I'm really, I'm really devouring that. -Oh, that's damn full. -Muck it on it.

-Oh, that'll make you, oh, yeah, you could sell some of this. -It's so good. -Footed, it's just some CEOs over there, and Washington, DC, I tell you. -Now that I have teeth, I could really enjoy the food. -Oh, how different is it?

-It's 'cause a whole different think of your palate is right here. It's when you're eating, I just have to chew everything in the back. Why now it's coming right here? -What would you say to somebody, so you're doing stream, you're doing,

mucking, you're doing a lot of stuff, right? Do you feel a lot of pressure? Like, I heard you say earlier, like, you know, we talk about a story, you had to get a video up, but it's like, "Do you feel a lot of pressure to do everything?

And how are you going to navigate this? How are you navigating this space that you're in right now? 'Cause it's a little bit different. -Now it's different because I'm streaming more, and it's like people are looking for that stream.

People are always like, "Why don't you drop on a new mucking video?

Why don't you go and not?"

“So it's like, you have to have good time management,”

which is something I kind of struggle with. Like, I don't have a good morning routine, 'cause I go to bed at like four or five, 'cause I'm doing this. Who make up like, you know, 10, 11?

-Do you have a body pillow or anything like that? -Boddy, what do you mean? I'm just trying to think of something that can help you sleep at night. -I don't know, punch me in the face, not me at all. -That's crazy too, that's crazy.

I mean, maybe, yeah, I mean, yeah, I was going to think, I could maybe get your body pillow or a fucking like a just an Italian. -Oh, my, yeah, yeah. -Like an Italian bass and add or something. -You need a good team, you know?

I have my boy Danny, I have my boy Jacob. We're like, edit together. I have someone to get you on the schedule, and that's something that the best thing I came out of streamer you was learning more about myself and my ego

and other people's ego is and how to react about certain situations. And it taught me, like, the right road obedience, like how to learn about yourself, you know? -Okay, so you talk about-- -How to tolerate yourself? -How to tolerate yourself?

-Like how to manage how you could feel, how you can track what you're doing and just just go out through life and be good, you know? So basically what I learn is like, I have to be able to make content stream and also be happy at the same time. That's the hardest thing is you can't ever really find happiness

but you could try to find peace. Because if you're happy, there's also sadness. But when you're at peace, you're even when everything.

“You know, that's what I want to find and eventually peace.”

But through all of this, I want to-- I want to get so big that I could have like an inspiration medically on people, like I want to-- I want to be able to send out a tweet like, "Hey, are there any good doctors out there that could help give kids better eyesight or better hearing?"

And I want to bring them all together and come up with what cares for that. Like, I want to have that-- the influencer has the influence, like you could have an influence, but a lot of influencers talk about, like, "Hard and money and shit like that." I want to have an influence medically on people

and help save life and help come up with cares and medicines and really expand on that. Because I struggled seeing and hearing my whole life and kids deal with the same thing. So let's try to do that.

Let's get to that point. Well, look, man, I see you. I hear you. And I also want you to like, you know, just from outside of perspective, you don't have to do a ton, bro, to make us love you.

You know what I'm saying, like, just keep being you. I don't think you-- it's just a day where you're like, "I don't know if I'm going to get a video up or like a week or something." Well, I see you do, but don't-- I don't-- Don't feel too much pressure, bro.

I've developed, like, anxiety and depression like that. And I try to ignore it, but it's there. Yeah.

But I think I have never been so happy.

If I don't even know about the money or the new opportunities, it's about the satisfaction of-- I worked my freaking ass off and I finally did it. I finally-- I manifested this shit. I became obsessed with the process.

Man, I caught it for result. Becoming obsessed with the process is metapization. Metapization becoming obsessed with the result is being greedy. It got to be obsessed with the process of little moments, the little things that happened, how you got here.

It's fun. Enjoy the journey. My boy clips said enjoy the little moments, you know. And that's where the clips are, which is interesting. Yeah.

Yeah. Jay Shock dude, thanks so much, bro, for coming and hanging out. Here's what I'll do is, even if we can't get to a mukbang, I know, because I'll just have to be at this fight at 4pm. But I'll come and stream with you or something.

Whatever you feel comfortable with, like I like to hang out people off camera, like if you want to. We can do that for sure. I'm going to get your information. But I'm just saying I want to do something with you

to appreciate you coming, bro. Thank you. This has been like-- We could do it in the car. We could stream in the car.

Well, we could do the mukbang in the car and then stream around wherever you want. Well, I would love to at least get to stream.

I have to look in a mukbang and I've just never done it.

We could do a live mukbang in the car. I'm recording at the same time. OK. Probably a favorite food. OK, let me think about what that is.

But yeah, man, I want to get to come and stream with you and do something good, you know. Yeah, dude, just thank you so much, Jay Shock. Thank you for coming. You bet, man.

We have no idea. Of course. I want you to be-- Yes. You're an amazing person.

I look up to people like you and you have a very good impact on people's lives. And you're like, I'm in charge of me. So I appreciate you having me. Well, thanks, bro.

“I think you're like a young mentor to me, so how about that?”

I'm a parent to you. Yeah.

Blessings, yeah. Let's go.

“Now I'm just falling on the breeze and I feel I'm falling like these leaves.”

But I must be calm and strong, but when I reach that ground,

I'll share this piece of mine I found.

I can feel it in my bones.

But it's going to take.